Last night I only remembered part of two or more dreams but they are unclear, mixed together, and major parts or missing; so they sound crazy.
I have no idea how any of these dream fragments began but I do remember something about a possessed goat, I am not sure what it was possessed by, a spirit/demon/alien/deity?
I was outside in an alleyway similar to the one at my parent’s house and I was looking at a male goat that looked like one of my brothers pet goats, and I guess the goat had just been possessed by something; so I decided to try to stop whatever it was that possessed him from being able to control the goat and/or possess something else.
I did not have time to really think much so I had to make a hard decision fast, I decided to kill the goat in hopes that whatever had possessed it would not be able to escape from its body in time, and would hopefully be trapped from possessing something else.
So I grabbed the goat by its hind legs and swung the goat like a baseball bat so its head would hit a big rock on the ground, my hope was to knock it unconscious first, and keep hitting its head against the rocks until it died; I felt bad about doing it but I could not think of anything else in the short amount of time that I had.
When the goat’s head first hit the rock you could hear it and I could feel the impact in my hands since I was holding it by the legs, this knocked it unconscious like I had hoped, and then I continued to swing the goat so its head would hit the rock.
I could hear and feel its skull cracking and eventually the goat’s head came off, so I stopped, feeling disgusted and bad; but I hoped that my plan had worked so that whatever had possessed it would not possess anything else.
I waited looking around wondering if what ever had possessed it was either dead or trapped, but I could not see or hear anything, so I started to worry that maybe it escaped and/or had possessed me or something else; but that is all I remember on this part.
The next thing I remember is being at some house I think, with a few other people, and I think it seemed that we were preparing for something; like there was going to be a battle soon, oddly I do not remember weapons or armor, it was like we were an underground group (resistance group) or something.
It was like we were one of many small underground groups waiting for something and when that times comes we would defend and/or attack something, maybe, or we were just going to try to survive a battle and/or disaster; I am not sure.
I remember several times having a strange thing happen in the dream, I would somehow be in a room with no windows alone, and something or someone was trying to talk to me but I could not see them.
They were trying to give me orders or something, I think, it was like they could not be where I was so they were using me to pass on orders to others; it was like I was a general or something that would pass on their commands to the troops, but I had no weapons or armor.
I felt that I was supposed to be in charge of passing their orders own to others, but I could not see these others and I could not see who was trying to give me the orders.
The voice or voices were weak at times and it was like a signal or spirit trying to talk or maybe I was possessed like the goat had been, I have no idea.
As the voice or voices tried to communicate with me sometimes I would get interrupted, and I would be back in the other room with the people I had mentioned, they would wonder what was wrong with me; they would ask me if I was listening to them or they would ask what were they supposed to do next, I would be confused wondering how I was magically appearing in that room, but would jump back the other room once someone there tried to talk to me.
I tried to tell the people about the room and the voices, but even in the dream it was unclear and did not make sense, so they would walk off to do something, and then I would appear back in the room.
The voice or voices were trying to explain something and I would feel like I am supposed to pass the information on, and I may have even passed on some of it to people or things that I could not see; it was confusing and even unclear in the dream, it was like some type of interference was making it hard for them to communicate with me and for me to understand them.
Then I would be back in the other room with the people as they tried to talk to me again, wondering why I kept daydreaming or whatever, and I would start listening to them as they talked about something.
After this confusing jumping back and forth between the two places, I remember finally being told by one of the people in the other room that we had to move soon, and that something was going to happen soon.
I felt that I was supposed to pass on some of the information given to me and help led some of the others in some mission or whatever, it was confusing, and I think we were actually underground in a subway.
It was like above ground something big was about to happen and we were going to try to help fight something, but I do not know what.
Were we going to fight a government or governments, aliens, angels, deities, spirits, etc.?
I have no idea, even in the dream it was confusing and I still do not remember seeing any weapons.
Also, there was another dream fragment that involved me being at the junior high school, not attending, but I went there for some reason.
I can not remember why or what happened, then I woke up, actually this fragment was after the confusing one so I woke up after the confusing dream not this one.
-John Jr 🙂