I almost forgot my dreams from last night again, probably due to one of my usually un-intentional thoughts/actions/behaviors/et cetera that seem to cause me to start forgetting/blocking out my memories of my dreams sub-consciously; but I will not waste time talking about that, since I already do not feel like typing. 😉
All of my dream fragments from last night are unclear and a bit confusing, probably due to a sub-conscious block/eraser/(whatever is the correct word), but I will type what I think happened in each dream.
Dream 1
I can not remember the dreams before this but I do remember part of one dream where I drove to the W Park in D during the night, and before I got out of my automobile my former classmate DH drove up; and he got out of his automobile to walk to the park, and I tried to wave at him to get his attention but I guess that he did not see me.
I got out of my automobile but I decided to not bother following DH to get his attention, the lights were on at the tennis courts and their were people playing tennis and/or doing something, and so I walked past the tennis courts headed toward the walkway so that I could walk around the park to think alone; but a man walked in front of me and he said something to me, oddly, we were on a fictional balcony-like area that over-looked the area near the walkway.
I can not remember what the man looked like or what he said to me, I just remember DH walking over to see if everything was okay, and so I guess that the man was acting weird; but I am not sure.
DH must have come at the right time because I remember saying that things are okay now and I think the man started to leave, but then I noticed a black colored panther sitting behind us on the balcony-like area; which caused DH and I to be very still & quiet to avoid it seeing us.
We then saw another wild & dangerous animal too and we might have seen another wild animal, and my mom & my brothers walked over to greet us; but we warned them of the dangerous animals, and we all tried to quietly move away as some of the wild animals started to move around.
I wish that I could remember what the man had told me and I wish that I could remember the details of the parts with the wild animals, because this dream would make more sense, but I do remember thinking that the wild animals were symbolic once I woke up; there was more to this dream that I can not remember or explain, so I will not be able to share the details that will help anyone reading this to make sense of it.
Something was strange about the man and/or his behavior and/or what he said and the part with him in it was an important part that I can not remember, the part with the wild animals was an important part that I can not remember, and the part after the wild animals was an important part that I can not remember.
This is a wild guess but I think that after the wild animal part that something connected to what the strange man said happened, I think that I met another person who might have been a woman but I do not think that she was Human, and a strange part about health / cheat codes might have started at the end of this dream & I might have learned that I was not Human; but I can not remember.
Dream 2
The second dream that I remember was connected to the end of the first dream that I can not remember and I went to a house that belonged to a husband, wife, and their kids; but I can not remember why I went exactly, but I think that I was trying to protect the family.
I am not sure if the house was empty at first, I think that it was, and I think that a woman was there who was not Human but she looked Human; I think that I was the same thing as her, a non-Human of some kind, maybe a vampire (probably not) or something, but I am not sure.
I think that a non-Human woman was after me or something and somehow the family and/or the wife had somehow helped me, and so the family and/or wife were in danger; because the non-Human woman would probably come after them to find me and/or because they and/or the wife had helped me or something; but I am not sure.
I think that the non-Human woman who was already in the house had broken into the house while the family was gone, and she knew that I would be coming to warn/protect the family.
The non-Human woman and I talked, she had followed me and she knew about my situation & she knew that another non-Human woman was after me, and she seemed to want to watch what would happen; she treated my situation like a fun game or something, and so she had stalked me/us, for entertainment probably.
I can not remember the other details of our conversation, unfortunately, but the wife and kids came into the house; and they were surprised to find us standing in their house in the dark.
I started talking to the wife to warn her about the situation but then the non-Human woman who was after me or whatever, entered the house, and so now there was a stand-off between me and two non-Human women & the wife and kids; and the non-Human woman who was after me or whatever, started talking to me from across the room.
The first non-Human woman who was already in the house (the stalker or the watcher) was on the left side of the house, the second non-Human woman who entered the house (the stalker number two or the searcher) was on the right side of the house, I was across from them on the other side of the house in the kitchen, and the wife & kids were standing near the door in between both sides of the house.
The situation was tense and I feared for the safety of the family, the watcher watched in amusement, and the searcher began to slightly argue/talk with me; and it seemed that the searcher and I had history between us, maybe we dated before or something, I am not sure.
I just remember the searcher saying things directed at me like she was bitter about something, but I also sensed that she wanted to re-connect with me in a positive way; but I sensed that she had negative feelings/thoughts toward the wife and/or the family.
Eventually the wife’s husband walked in the house and he quickly became angry, and he did not seem to know me or the other two non-Humans; and so he asked us who we were and why were we in their house, and he probably told us to leave.
I knew that either one of the other non-Humans could easily kill the entire family by themselves, and so I feared that the husband would cause a fight if he did not calm down; but I understood his anger and his wish to protect his family & home, but he had no idea what or who he was dealing with.
I tried to calm him down and prevent a fight, I was not sure if I could defeat either one of the non-Human women, but I can not remember what happened; I think that something about health/cheat codes might have also appeared in this dream as well at the end of the dream during the parts that I can not remember, but I am not sure.
Dream 3
The last dream is also unclear and I remember going to a fictional version of M College during the day for some reason, I think that I was searching for health/cheat codes, that had something to do with healing myself as a non-Human or something.
I call them health/cheat codes because I am not sure what else to call them, the night before last I had something similar in my dreams or dreams but my memory was erased or blocked like last night but completely, this time I was able to remember some of my dreams with a lot of effort on my part to save some fragments as they were being blocked and erased.
Since my memory of the health/cheat codes is so unclear, the best that I can describe them is: that I am able to bring up a black box almost like a DOS-Mode Command Prompt or a holographic area of my thoughts of some kind where I can input data that can effect/affect me physically/mentally/emotionally/whatever & maybe the dream world or something like that.
Maybe the box is not a box and maybe it is not black, but it is something that I can see and manipulate to input data by using my mind to make it appear & disappear; but you need to input certain codes / special information/data to make certain things happen such as: healing yourself.
For some reason I needed codes to heal myself, I guess something happened to me in one or more of the dreams, and once again I do not think that I was Human but I still looked Human.
I had an idea of what some of the codes were but I was not sure, and I was not sure of the codes needed to enable the healing process; and so I searched around the college for some reason.
I waked through my former Psychology 101 class, several other classes, and several other buildings; and at some point I entered a building where there was a huge room of kids, like a daycare, and I tried to walk through without being noticed.
At some point I think that the kids were non-Human animals, like farm animals or something, and a woman who was supposed to be watching them noticed me leaving the building; since I was not supposed to be there, I guess she warned some of the other workers, and she tried to yell at me as I left the building.
I walked outside and I started trying to walk away before someone saw my face, as I tried several codes to heal myself, and I remembered the health code; but I needed to figure the codes to make it work and/or to use it properly, and so I started testing some codes as I walked.
I slowly started remember some codes from memory, and I started testing various combinations of codes to see what they do.
I decided to walk to my automobile to leave but once I got to my automobile I heard the voice of a woman from the area where the kids/non-Human animals were, and I saw her laying on the ground partly under some leaves; but she was a pig, but she could talk. 😀
She told me that she had seen me in the building and that I was not supposed to be there, and she asked me why had I walked through their building; and I was shocked and surprised a bit about what had just happened.
I started talking to her, she was still a talking pig on the ground 😀 , but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr 🙂
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