November 14, 2012 | Dream Fragments | An Older Brother Trying To Hide A Conspiracy

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The night before last or last night, I remember part of a dream where I drove back to D from somewhere unknown, and I stopped to get some gasoline/gas.

I remembered that I had gotten gasoline recently (a day or two ago), but I decided to put in $5 – $10 of gasoline in my automobile anyway; and so I got the gasoline, paid at the window, and I left but that is all that I can remember.

Last night I remember part of one dream, that had several connected parts, but I only remember part of the first part; and the dream was probably inspired by the TV show Homeland, but it was not about the TV show and I was not a main character in this dream & I am not sure if I was even in the dream at first or not.

The main character of the dream was a man who I will call older brother, since he had a young sister in the dream and I do not know his name, and he was trying to hide something the entire dream; and that something was probably a conspiracy to commit a major event of some kind, but I am not sure what exactly.

Older brother was being cautious the entire dream and was a bit paranoid about hiding whatever he was trying to hide, he wanted to hide any information/objects/contacts (other people were part of the conspiracy but the dream focused mostly on older brother)/involvement/et cetera in the conspiracy that he was part of, and this unknown conspiracy was slowly taking place the entire dream.

The first part of the dream took place at a large strange one floor building that had indoor areas, outdoor/semi-outdoor areas, and even parts of a home or homes; and older brother and his young sister lived in this building in the part that was a house, but the dream started in the public areas of the building.

There were people walking around, talking, et cetera; and younger sister might have played with some toys and/or playground equipment.

I think that I could sometimes read older brothers mind and hear his thoughts, he was constantly being cautious about people finding out about his secrets/the conspiracy and he constantly was alert & finding ways to hide the conspiracy, and at some point he approached his young sister.

They had a conversation and his sister kept asking questions, questions that made older brother think that his sister was suspicious about his actions/behavior(s), and so older brother started to wonder if he would have to kill his own sister or something; and so he started to ask his sister questions, and then he started to think that something bad had happened to his sister.

He no longer felt that she was suspicious about him and instead he felt that maybe she had been raped or sexual abused in the past/recently, and so he found a doctor in the building; and he ask the doctor to check his sister to make sure that she was okay, and he told the doctor about his suspicions.

I can not remember why older brother felt that something bad had probably happened to his sister, but something made him think that; and so his older brother instincts put him in protective mode, and he wanted to protect his sister & if something bad had happened to her, then he wanted to investigate & deal with who ever had harmed her.

The doctor was checking his sister’s physical/emotional/mental/et cetera health but older brother was impatient and kept rushing the doctor, and so the doctor had to keep telling him to calm down & that he wanted to do more testing; and he told older brother that so far his sister seemed physically healthy, but more tests were needed.

The doctor told older brother that the tests would take more time and he recommended that he go do something else to relax, and so older brother left to continue working on hiding the conspiracy that he was part of; and the dream followed older brother to a new location.

I had remembered the second part of the dream but I forgot it shortly after waking up when I was focusing on trying to remember the first part, and I accidentally forgot the second part while recovering the first part; oops. 😀

The end,

-John Jr