I barely remember part of one dream from last night because I got knocked unconscious in the dream several times and I had several scary dreams within a dream during most of those parts, and I probably woke up in the real world a few times.
I only remember part of the end of the dream that took place in a somewhat fictional version of D during the night, and I was walking near the DQ on Eastside; but the highway in this area was on a small bridge over-looking the abandoned B Store & part of Eastside.
I saw a helicopter or airplane flying very low almost on the bridge as I was on the bridge, but a strange whirlwind that I could see came out of nowhere; and the strange whirlwind caught the airplane or helicopter & then it caught me, and it sent both of us crashing off the bridge & I heard the helicopter or airplane crash.
I hit the ground below the bridge on Eastside and I instantly got knocked unconscious, and I woke up later at my grandfather’s house in the middle room; and my family was there, and my mom explained to me what had happened.
My mom said that someone on Eastside heard the crash at the small apartments near the abandoned B Store (probably my former uncle JW) and they came outside of their house to see what the noise was, and they found me unconscious on the ground with a knife stuck in my head; and so they called my family, and my family took me to the hospital.
It seemed that for some reason a knife was on the ground where I landed from the bridge and it party stabbed into my head when the whirlwind blew me off the bridge, fortunately the doctor said that it did not hit my brain & that it did not stab that deep into my skull, and so they bandaged my wounds; and they let my family bring me from the hospital.
I told my mom about the strange whirlwind and about what happened, and then I got up to talk with the rest of my family; and at some point I laid back down, and I went unconscious again & I had a scary/disturbing/freaky dream within a dream.
In the dream within a dream I was in my grandfather’s house still but it was dark, I did not know that I was in a dream within a dream, and I felt a strong negative/scary presence like something/someone was in the house; and I felt super afraid like during sleep paralysis, and the fear/panic was so strong that I could not stand it.
I tried to fight the feelings and I might have heard & saw things like someone/something was playing mind games with me, and I tried to tell myself that it was not real & that I was probably dreaming & that I had the power to make it stop; but the fear / panic / atmosphere of this dream world was so strong that I woke up back into the other dream and/or real world breathing hard/shaking/my heart was beating fast/et cetera.
This happened several times during the dream where I would sometimes lose consciousness and I would go back to that scary dream within a dream until I could not stand it, and I would wake up in the other dream world & then maybe sometimes the real world; and so things got very confusing to where I was not sure if I was awake or sleep, either way, I was very afraid but I kept trying to fight it.
It seemed that my fall from the bridge & the knife wound to my head left an injury that would cause me to lose consciousness sometimes randomly, and for whatever reason that super scary dream world within a dream is where I would go during my unconscious parts.
I wondered what was so scary about this place because it was only my grandfather’s house with almost no light with strange sounds/voices, visuals/hallucinations, and one or more unknown beings/spirits/whatever; and it seemed that it was not the audio/visuals themselves that were so scary (even though they were) but the atmosphere of the dream world which was over-whelming pure fear/terror/horror/negative presence/et cetera, and this was like heavy gravity weighting down your senses/emotions/feelings/et cetera.
That dream world/place was terrible/horrible like a mental/emotional torture/mind game/genjutsu, I remember probably becoming semi-lucid & it still was over-whelming & I yelled out to the presence probably challenging it to show itself but it probably never directly faced me & it continued to use audio/visual hallucinations/mind games instead, but I would always wake up because that dream world/place was too over-whelming to stay in.
At some point after waking up in & out of both dream worlds & maybe some times the real world, I finally woke up for good in the real world, and I was physically shaking either from the fear/panic and/or over-sleeping; and I laid in bed for a while a bit shaky & probably still feeling some of the fear/panic from that terrible dream world within a dream, so I did not want to get out of bed, and eventually I got out of bed.
The shakiness and fear was still there but it slowly went away eventually, so it is gone now except when I think about that scary dream world within a dream, what a terrible place/dream world that was.
The end,
-John Jr
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