All that I can remember of my first dream was that it involved me coming across my former male classmate JB somewhere probably during the day, and this was a negative dream; and my thoughts and feelings of/for/about the dream are negative.
My former classmate JB and I talked and in my opinion he saw me as a loser and he treated me like a loser, during the dream he constantly had an annoying smirk/smile on his face, and he would sometimes laugh as he talked down to me/made fun of me/made negative comments to me.
He also got other people involved as well to smile/smirk and laugh at me as he made jokes about, made fun of me, constantly countered things that I would say, et cetera; and this dream seemed to take parts of my real world memories and feelings of how I felt and thought that I was treated by my former classmate JB and my former classmate MS years ago when I tried Facebook, and during various other parts of my life after graduating from high school.
I felt like the loser former classmate who no one takes seriously and they enjoy talking negative about me to make themselves feel better/to have fun/et cetera as they degrade me, like I am not even worthy to be alive, and like I am the example of someone who you are glad that you did not end up like them.
A person who dropped out of college, never dated, never got married, never had sex, mostly or completely friendless (mostly abandoned by friends), living with his parents, jobless, problems with anxiety and depression et cetera, not sure what job or career they want to do anymore, mental blocks preventing them from learning/pursuing various hobbies/goals/et cetera in life, et cetera; but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
The second/last dream is really two dreams with the first dream being indirectly inspired by the film Divergent, which I watched last night, and the second dream being directly inspired by the film; but I can not remember most of either dream.
I might have been in the first dream but I am not sure, I know that concepts from the film Divergent were in the dream, but the dream probably took place in our modern time period; but that is all that I can remember of the first dream.
The second dream was directly inspired by the film Divergent and some of the characters from the film were in the dream, I know that part of the dream involved repeatedly taking a medicine / drug and being tested in the simulator / simulation, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
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Welcome to the club, John Jr! We losers have no one else but each/other losers. I hope your dream self realizes that there’s lots of exploration/discovery while still alive. ~Flynn
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Thank you Flynn.