I am starting to not feel like typing my dream so I am going to try to type this before I can not, I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for part of my last dream, which was a long and interesting dream that seemed to be inspired by me wanting to keep dreaming instead of waking up and having to deal with possibly trying to finish signing up for help at the/a mental health clinic again for my problems with social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, depression, and maybe more that have been getting worse recently.
The dream is so long that I probably forgot at least half of it, at some point in the dream I remember being in an automobile with my mom in a parking lot that seemed like the Walmart parking lot in the city of D during the day, and my mom went inside the store while I waited in the automobile; and next I remember experiencing what was possibly dreams within dreams and/or daydreams within a dream that were like a horror film at first, but then became like a video game eventually.
I remember that it was either late in the afternoon or it was evening and I was in a courtyard between buildings like a multi-story apartment complex, I remember going inside the building(s) on the right side of the courtyard and other people were there, and the first room was like a ballroom; and the dream was normal at first with people having a good time until small creatures attacked us.
The building(s) was/were dimly lit and dark in some areas and there was chaos when the small creatures attacked, the dream became a bit scary and like a survival horror film, and there was lots of running/hiding/dying/fighting/and more; and I remember becoming so desperate/afraid that I started using dream powers/abilities to avoid the small creatures.
I was able to jump higher than normal and float/levitate/fly a bit, and I used this to my advantage to reach high areas since the building had tall ceilings where I could hide on the edges of molding/whatever and on top of furniture and other things; and it is possible that this dream restarted several times with slight variations each time, and I would use this to my advantage to better learn how to survive and pass this information on to others.
Some of us survivors started to become better at surviving and working together, but then I remember another series of dreams or daydreams within a dream that were video game-like; and it used the same dream world but with larger variations, and the small creatures were in the same area but there were many warehouses in the courtyard.
In this series of dreams/daydreams within a dream there were nice small and shallow streams/rivers between two fields that were separated by the streams/rivers with a few small islands among them, everything was beautiful with flowers/plants/trees and it was a bright and sunny day each time, and it was very relaxing/peaceful; and the field on the right side was fenced in by a short metal wire fence, and the warehouses/apartment complex/courtyard was in the distance across this field.
At first these dreams/daydreams within a dream were like a single player video game where you could explore and come across some NPCs (non-player characters who are computer controlled characters), you would soon learn that the small creatures had killed most of the people and taken over the apartment complex/warehouses/courtyard, and you could try to help; and it would probably restart each time that I died (if I died at all) or it would restart on its own, and each time there would be slight variations so that it was never completely the same.
One time when I swam across the river to the fenced in field on the right side there was a woman in the field with short dark-colored hair with probably light-colored skin, there was something about sex that I can not remember, and I remember a large pinkish colored uncircumcised penis being next to her that looked like a horse penis but smaller but bigger than a human penis (I am not sure if the penis was connected to a human or another animal or if it was just a penis or not); and I can not remember who or what the penis was for, I assume that she was having sex with it, but I can not remember.
Later multi-player was added where other players joined the game/dream to fight each other with guns and each person had one special power/ability, you could also do the single player part, and I remember crouching and walking around while crouching a lot because it gave you stealth bonuses where you did not make much noise when moving around so other players would have a hard time noticing you.
I remember us shooting at each other with our guns (probably short/small futuristic energy pistols maybe) while wearing maybe almost Power Ranger-like armor/clothing and using our powers/special abilities (I remember being able to shoot a dark-colored ball at people from my hand that was almost like liquid metal or energy), and I was pretty good at it; but I just wanted to enjoy the scenery, and help people in the single player but other players kept attacking me.
One time I was trying to enjoy the scenery and swim around in the nice rivers when I got attacked by another player as other players fought in the fields, I used my stealth skills by crouching a lot and I remember shooting my gun and powers at him until I either killed/defeated him or he ran way, and then I continued trying to enjoy the scenery while hiding in and sometimes under the water to avoid the other players (this place was so nice that I wanted to stay there and explore and relax forever, and swimming was so nice and smooth and relaxing/peaceful).
At some point I did not see the other players so I crossed to the fenced in field on the right side to start the single player mode which now had the option to play with other players but they only wanted to fight each other so none of them worked together to do this, but then a player walked over to me who was a man with whitish colored skin with yellowish colored hair wearing a headband with a sleeveless possibly blue jean vest who reminded me of Hurk from the Farcry 3 video game.
He wanted to join me in the single player mode so we joined teams and we climbed or crossed the wire fence, instead of a woman having sex and/or that would have sex with you there was a woman (probably a different version of the same woman) with her young son, and this woman wanted help reaching their apartment that was taken over by the small creatures and they wanted help making it into a safe zone again.
We agreed to help them and she started explaining their story while we walked across the field to reach a warehouse that led to the courtyard where there were more warehouses before you reach the apartment complex, some of the warehouses had dangerous survivors who might attack you (I had to fight them in some versions of this game/dream), and some of the warehouses had small creatures that would attack you.
I had learned a lot from my various experiences in each version of the dream/game so I shared some advice with them as we sneaked around crouching using my stealth tactics because that was very effective, the small creatures were more attracted to noise and movement and using stealth made them less likely to notice you, and less of them would attack you if you used stealth.
I also recommended that we try not to use our guns unless possible because it would attract more of the small creatures because of the loud noise, I recommended using mêlée weapons when possible and I started picking up mêlée weapons and handing them to the others as we sneaked around, and I told them to pick up anything that could be used as armor and as a shield and as weapons and more.
We saw the dangerous survivors in one or more of their warehouse on the right side of the courtyard, we sneaked across the courtyard on the same side to avoid them and either they did not see us or they decided not to attack us, and then we stopped in a warehouse near the apartment complex to prepare ourselves.
I asked the woman if it was okay for me to give her young son a small hatchet/hand axe and something else that I can not remember, she probably agreed but she took one of the objects for herself, and I also had a hand axe as one of my main weapons along with several backup weapons with maybe a shield and some armor; and I came up with a plan along with more advice/strategies for us to use, I went over them with them one more time, and then I started trying to prepare them for the battle/fight/struggle that was to come.
I explained that we had to stay together and that we needed to be ready to fight to the death to survive, I recommended that everyone prepare themselves mentally and I explained to them what to expect when fighting the small creatures (expect no mercy, expect them to be very aggressive and relentless, and more), and I let them know that it was not going to be easy.
We prepared ourselves and then we started to sneak toward the apartment complex, but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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