I did not voice record my dreams each time that I woke up to use the bathroom, and so I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for barely part of the end of my last dream.
The dream took place during the day in a familiar fictional location in a slightly fictional version of the city of D that is sometimes in my dreams, this fictional location is located in a fictional version of a neighborhood that is not far from the D Junior High School, and sometimes in dreams I walk through this fictional location.
This fictional location had a storage building / shed in a small yard/field across from a building that is sometimes a local business like an antique shop or flea market or pawn shop or post office and/or something like that, and in dreams sometimes the building is closed and abandoned; and sometimes it is still open, but about to be closed and abandoned soon.
Usually there are nice people who work and shop there who know me because I often stop there sometimes to shop/visit them when I walk through the neighborhood, in this dream I visited them, but I can not remember this part of the dream; and later in the dream we had an outdoor auction in the yard/field by the shed.
Some of my former classmates were there like my former male classmate AM, his father Mr. M/my former baseball coach Coach M, the people who worked in the building, people who lived in neighborhood, and some other people were there for the outdoor auction.
Each item that was up for auction was shown one-at-a-time by a different person each time who would stand up and walk around with each item in front of the crowd who were mostly sitting down in chairs, and I was going to have to stand up and walk around showing off an item that was up for auction as well; and I was not comfortable with this because of me being shy and having social anxiety disorder and maybe generalized anxiety disorder, but I was going to try it anyway because we were probably trying to raise money to keep the building/store open/running.
I remember talking to my former classmate AM, his father Mr./Coach M, and other people in the crowd until it was my turn to stand up and walk around holding an item that was up for auction; and the item that I had to hold looked like a lunch / cafeteria tray with something on it (maybe food or fake food for decoration or something like that).
I remember being nervous/uncomfortable at first, I tried to stay calm, and slowly I started to become more comfortable as I walked around waiting for people to bid on the item; and eventually my fear/nervousness probably went away, and I started to have fun but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.
Somehow at the end of the dream I was in the yard/field with a small group of people with somewhat dirty whitish-colored skin with somewhat long hair who seemed to be from another time period, and they somewhat reminded me of characters from the History Channel television series Vikings because of how they dressed and acted.
Two of the people were brothers and one of the brothers was married I think, there was a woman among the group with maybe yellowish-colored hair who liked the married brother and she kept trying to get him to have sex with her but he kept refusing her, but his brother wanted to have sex with her but she was not interested in him which made him a bit jealous of his married brother.
The group of people were partying (drinking, talking, laughing, dancing, making out, probably having sex, and more) as I sat there feeling a bit awkward toward their wild partying ways/traditions/culture, and at some point the married brother either got drunk or somewhat lost consciousness; and then the woman who liked him used this as a chance to rape him.
His brother watched and did nothing thinking that his brother was lucky to get to have sex with the woman even though she was having sex with him against his will while he was unable to stop her (rape), and his brother asked her if he could either join in to have anal sex with the woman from behind as she raped his married brother and/or have sex with her after she was finished raping his married brother.
She let him join in and have anal sex with her and/or have sex with her after she was finished raping his married brother, I forgot to mention that the married brother’s wife was not around at the time, and so she was not there to stop this; but if she were to find out it was not going to be pretty because she was supposed to be a pretty good warrior.
I am not sure why I did not get involved exactly, maybe I was confused and not sure how their culture worked exactly, either way the married brother regained consciousness or the ability to move again; and his brother probably explained what happened to him, he was angry and he argued with his brother, but he was more worried about his wife finding out and he worried about what she would do about it.
The married brother probably also argued with the woman who raped him, he was so worried about what his wife would do if she found out that he told both of them to not tell anyone about what happened, but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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