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I had more dreams last night but I did not think about them or voice record them, and so now I can only barely remember part of the end of my last dream.
All that I can remember of the dream is that at the end of the dream I was with a tall woman with light-color skin with medium yellowish color hair who possibly somewhat reminded me of a woman who was possibly somewhat based on a strong lower class / low income woman from Eastside or L combined with modern live action versions of Uthgerd The Unbroken and Brienne Of Tarth.
We were in a city that somewhat reminded me of the city of LC during the evening, we drove there in my automobile probably from the city of D, but I can not remember the parts of the dream with us in the city of D except that we knew each other earlier in the dream; and we possibly had sex earlier in the dream, and we were dating it seemed.
We probably were in the city to spend some time together and to have some fun somewhat like a date maybe, she wanted to go to a bar or restaurant to get some alcoholic drinks, and hangout drinking alcohol like she enjoyed drinking alcohol a lot.
I parked in a parking lot near the road outside of a bar/restaurant I think, I wanted to go inside and have dinner, but she wanted to buy some alcohol and come outside to the parking lot to drink and relax like a tailgate party; I did not like the idea and I said so, but I decided to do what she wanted.
We brought the alcohol outside, I suggested that we go somewhere where it was legal and less public to drink (inside if possible), but she wanted to drink outside in the parking lot in the back of my automobile with the back of the automobile open; and since this was a parking lot for a bar/restaurant she felt that no one would bother us about drinking alcohol in the parking lot.
We sat and lay in the back of my automobile which was open drinking, talking, relaxing, et cetera and she was drinking a lot; and I remember telling her that she should probably take it easy, but she said that she could handle it and it seemed that she could handle it.
At some point she wanted to have sex, I did not think that it was a good idea to have sex in public in a parking lot in the back of an open automobile outside, and I said so but she had no problem with it; and so she started trying to have sex with me as I suggested other options, and as I mentioned the many reasons that this was a bad idea.
We were making out and I remember bringing up condoms, I had a condom and I was going to put it on or I did put it on, and then I remembered that we had possibly had sex earlier in the dream; and I remembered having a condom on then, but I was not sure if she had used a condom or not.
I stopped to ask her if she had used a condom then, I asked her if she had one now, and I started talking about other safe sex methods and strategies and the importance of things like that; and she did not seem to care much, and she just wanted to have sex but I stopped/stood my ground until I got answers to my questions and until we could come to an agreement.
I am not sure if I got to hear the answers to my questions or not before waking up, but I do remember being a bit worried by the possibility that only I had worn a condom earlier in the dream and I remember thinking that this was not like me to not know something like that and that I was doing things that were not like me and I wondered why I was with a woman like this; and I was not sure if we had both ever went together to be tested for sexually transmitted diseases or not before we first had sex earlier in the dream.
The end,
-John Jr
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