October 9, 2016 (Or A Day Or Two Before That) Possible Sleep Paralysis Experience
Last night I barely remembered part of an experience as soon as I laid in bed, this experience possibly happened the night before or a day or two before that, and it was possibly a sleep paralysis experience with a hallucination.
It took place during the night when I woke up from a dream or thought that I woke up from a dream, I am not sure which, and I woke up in bed laying on my back.
I went to sit up to look at the alarm clock but I could not move, I remember getting the usual feelings of heightened senses and strong fear and a sense of a presence in the room that I get during sleep paralysis, and I remember seeing the bedroom door cracked open or I saw it open just a bit.
I remember seeing a short female entity that looked like maybe a girl with long back hair, she was possibly a shadowy mostly black or all black entity but I can not remember, and it is possible that the only skin that I could see through the darkness or shadows was possibly part of her face that possibly was a pale grayish-white color but I could be wrong (maybe she was just a shadow person with long black hair, but I can not remember).
She possibly looked somewhat like the girl (Samara Morgan/Sadako Yamamura) from The Ring films, I assume that the female entity looked at me from the partly open door but I can not remember if she said anything or not, and I just remember feeling the usual fear and other feelings during sleep paralysis and trying to move and warn my brother GC who was sleeping in his bed across the room but I could not move or talk.
I am not sure what happened but I do know that at some point the female entity moved very fast and oddly, either toward my brother GC or me, and I remember trying very hard to get up and say my brother GC’s name to warn him and then I suddenly was able to move up in bed and barely say something but then the female entity was gone and I was not sure if I had just woke up from a false awakening dream with a false sleep paralysis experience or if this was a real sleep paralysis experience with a hallucination of the female entity.
I remembered more details of this experience probably yesterday, it is probably the thing that I mentioned remembering but forgetting eventually after going back to sleep and waking up and having several dreams without voice recording it because I was confident that I would remember it, and so unfortunately that is all that I can remember and some of that may be incorrect.
October 10, 2016 Dream 1
All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it started during the day, I think that I was with my parent’s at a shopping mall, and at some point my parent’s left but I walked outside the shopping mall along a sidewalk with grass and very small park-like areas on both sides of it with sitting areas and playground equipment and bathroom where there were other people and their children.
I remember needing to defecate so I walked around trying to find a bathroom, after walking around awhile with my stomach bubbling I remember finding a bathroom that was basically some wooden and metal playground equipment shaped like a train with windows in the front and open sides where the parent’s could see their children as they played.
I remember sitting on this as the children played and their parent’s watched, there was no privacy, and so I decided not to try to defecate in this bathroom so I continued walking as my stomach bubbled worse and I needed to defecate worse.
At some point I saw some of my former male classmates and maybe some fictional men who offered me a ride, and so I rode with them in their automobile hoping that they would drive somewhere that had a bathroom.
Oddly it was night now, my stomach was bubbling bad and I seriously needed to defecate, and I remember them driving behind an alley where there was a lit up (with lights) bar-like building but then they drove around to another back alley to another lit up building that looked like a bar/restaurant/club.
They wanted to go have some fun, I just wanted to use the bathroom, and in the parking lot were a group of men with maybe brownish-colored skin who dressed somewhat like a gang-like group from the 1970s and/or 1980s (almost like in the film The Warriors) with berets and hats who were standing in the parking lot saying/reading poetry and talking about philosophy and things like that oddly so that everyone could hear them like street preachers/performers or something.
They possibly were handing out flyers and maybe something else happened, but that is all that I can remember because I woke up in the real world realizing that I really needed to defecate in the real world and my stomach was really bubbling.
It seemed that I had food poisoning again from the same Chinese-style restaurant, I ate some of the food before going to bed, and so this disturbed my sleep as I had to wake up to defecate and I had diarrhea and my stomach was bubbling.
This caused me to lose sleep and my body is still battling the food poisoning (it is winning thanks to apple cider vinegar, but it is not all out yet so the battle continues), which was extra annoying because today was my first all staff meeting at work.
October 10, 2016 Dream 2
All that I can remember of this dream is that it seemed that I had a new second job or job, and I went to my second day of work during the day at a maybe Dollar Tree-like store or general store.
My manager was a woman with whitish-colored skin who seemed a bit mean but I did not get to talk with her, I remember at least two other female coworkers, and I remember working around the store.
When it was time for me to leave I remember stopping to ask a man with whitish-colored skin who was sitting at a table with a tablet computer if he needed help, and he said that he had connected to our wireless internet but that it was not working so I stopped to help him before leaving.
I remember scrolling/swiping down the screen on his tablet and he had many items on his desktop, I saw images and websites and videos with animated porn, and there was other junk that I had to scroll through to reach the bottom.
I remember asking the man some questions about his tablet and what was going on, I wanted to scan it for malware and do some other things but that would take too long, and so I tried to figure out a quick fix by seeing if maybe he had entered the wrong network password or something like that.
I can not remember what happened with this situation, I just remember leaving to return home, and it was night now and I realized that I had not clocked in at work this time or on my first day of work and I had not met the manager yet.
This was bad and I was not sure what to do, the manager probably would assumed that I had never showed up for work so she probably would hire someone else, and I probably decided to consider calling her the next day or something like that.
When I got home everyone was gone at first but my mom returned in her automobile, inside the house I saw a somewhat strange-looking sickly version of my male cousin DE leave the bathroom, and so I assumed that he had returned with my mom and had walked inside to use the bathroom.
I looked outside the window to see if my mom was still sitting in her automobile, and I saw a white car between our fence and The G House and another white car in front of The G House.
I assumed that these two cars were police cars, it seemed that they were surrounding part of The G House like they were looking for someone, and so I assumed that maybe they were looking for my cousin DE.
I walked outside and I saw my brothers KD and TD returning from college to visit for the weekend I assumed, and my dad returning from a job or somewhere.
I walked over to my mom’s vehicle and to my dad and my brothers KD and TD to greet them, mention the assumed police cars et cetera, and as I was doing this while standing by the automobiles I noticed something odd in the sky.
In the sky behind Mr. RD’s house I saw what looked like a large version of the moon that was what some might call a blood moon that was a maybe an orangish-reddish color, directly under it was something that looked like maybe a planet, maybe an Earth-like planet because there was some blue and white on it like maybe water and clouds.
The blood moon appeared to be shapeshifting into different random shapes and patterns and objects, including people and non-human animals including more than one object at a time, and I asked my family if they saw it shapeshifting as well and all of them said no except for my mom who said that it looks that way to some people but she did not say if this was really happening or not and she did not say if she saw it shapeshifting or not.
I wondered if this was just an optical illusion that only some people could saw, and so to test this I got a camera and I used it to take a picture (photograph) and/or record some video of the blood moon.
I then went to try to look at the images and/or video on the camera itself but there was nowhere on the camera to preview or see this, which was odd because I thought that this was my old camera and that most cameras had that feature now-a-days, but then I realized that it was not my old camera because it was too big and it was shaped differently so I assumed that it was an old digital camera that my mom or dad had bought for cheap or got for free.
This prevented me from being able to look at the photographs and/or video to see if the blood moon was really shapeshifting or not, and then I woke up.