Dream 1
All that I can remember of this dream is that I was inside maybe a windowless apartment or dorm, and at some point my male cousin DE was there talking to me.
My male cousin DE looked healthier but a bit unstable, and at some point he started telling me about some things that he had seen and experienced inside this apartment or dorm or wherever (either another room in the building or this room and / or somewhere else).
My cousin DE was very talkative and he was energized in a somewhat unstable way, but it was nice to have a conversation with him and to have him open up and talk about some unusual things.
My cousin DE told me that he had seen and heard and experienced some strange things that involved either the supernatural and / or paranormal and / or hallucinations (he believed that it was real, which was possible, but I also considered hallucinations to be a possibility), one involved him being in the room talking to maybe his mom (my aunt JE), and he said that a shadow person (shadow figure) appeared and my cousin DE attacked it I think until it disappeared.
I asked my cousin DE if his mom saw the shadow person, my cousin DE replied no, but he still believed that it was real and he did not even consider the possibility that it was just a hallucination.
My cousin DE told me about other situations involving seeing and hearing and experiencing strange things, it was like listening to scary stories, and so I remember feeling a bit creeped out as I listened to my cousin DE share his stories with a lot of energy and belief.
But that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 2
This dream was interesting but it is unclear unfortunately, the dream took place during the day, and I was walking through maybe a wilderness area with some other people and this area was possibly connected to a park that was in walking distance of a high school I think.
At some point we saw a dangerous wild non-human animal, maybe a cougar, and it started trying to attack us causing most of my group to run while a few of us like myself just tried to avoid it without running.
During the chaos as most of my group tried to escape, we saw several other dangerous animals (maybe an alligator, maybe something else, and a male lion), and those animals tried to attack us as well.
It was a bit scary because this was a life and death situation and my group was running for their lives, but part of me seemed to maybe enjoy this moment as a chance to test myself and see if I could survive against dangerous wild animals like that using only hand-to-hand combat.
Part of me was not afraid to die fighting for my life bravely, I decided to keep moving and avoid the dangerous wild animals if possibly, and I hoped to make it out of the wilderness without having to kill them or be killed.
But I saw that someone in my group was possibly about to get killed and so I ran to face the wild animal(s), I remember the male lion and I staring at each other and I charged at him to face him so that the others could escape, but it or they ran after someone else instead of fighting me.
Eventually I reached the park and some of my group was running through it and the wild animals chased them, but then turned around before getting further into the park.
People in the park started to run too and we went across an airport-like runway until we reached maybe a hangar-like area near the school, and we went inside a building.
My group was completely broken and in shock, Rick Grimes from the television show The Walking Dead was one of them and a young man who slightly reminded me of Gleen Rhee, and I was the only person who was okay and I was even smiling and laughing and I was happy from the energy boost from a bit of fear and excitement from facing death and fear and surviving.
Some of the people in our group probably did not survive, I asked the others if they thought that it was possibly for humans to defeat wild dangerous animals like that using only hand-to-hand combat, and they replied no.
I asked them if they felt that humans could ever develop the natural ability to defeat them and how, but once again they said that it was not possible and that it was crazy to think that it was possible and they asked me what was wrong with me.
I was surprised and disappointed in their defeatism et cetera (especially in Rick who was acting like the leader, and he was the main person arguing against me), I told them what I thought and felt and what happened during our escape, and I was interested in possibly going back to find the others or their bodies and face the wild animals if necessary but most of the others were not.
One of the people in my group who was especially cowardly was the actor Alfie Allen, after hearing what I said he started to gain a bit of courage, and he felt responsible for maybe some of the others probably being killed as he ran for his life.
I understood their fear et cetera, but I was curious to test myself and to see what we humans are capable of.
Alfie walked outside like he was trying to build courage to return to the wilderness and I followed him, and when we got outside there were a lot of people outside including the military who were mobilizing so that they could go into the wilderness to deal with the wild animals and probably recover the bodies of the others in our group.
The military had no armor, they had interesting jungle-like camouflage T-shirts and they wore helmets and they had backpacks and maybe rifles, basically they looked like very underfunded National Guard soldiers.
Alfie was considering going with them and so was I, but part of me did not like that basically a bunch of humans with guns were about to go which was not really a challenge and was over-kill in my opinion.
I wanted to go unarmed and maybe only use things in the wilderness as weapons if necessary, I actually did not want to kill the wild animals, they were just in their natural habitat so I wanted to leave them alone as long as they left me and other alone.
I probably decided to not go with the military because of this and the fact that I was not sure if we could go with them or not, but I can not remember if Alfie decided to go with them or not (probably not, his cowardice probably took over again).
The next thing that I remember is that there was a memorial service taking place at / outside the school, and my brother GC and my dad and I were there but we walked away behind one of the buildings away from everyone.
There was a trail with a small stream or river that we followed until we reached a small graveyard of students who had died over the yards that was on a small mound, and you could see the airport-like runway from earlier where the military had mobilized.
We looked at some of the tombstones et cetera, some were probably of the people in my group who died, and I remember my brother GC making some rude comments about graveyards being a waste of space and he said some other negative things and he probably stomped on one or more tombstones so I told him that he was being disrespectful and rude and he walked off angrily.
After looking at the graveyard and paying my respects, my dad and I started to walk away to maybe rejoin the memorial or to leave, we talked but I can not remember what we said.
But that is all that I can remember of this dream.
The end,
-John Jr
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