I had a lucid dream again to my surprise without even trying and during my first night wearing my old Uboslav orgonite pendant again after switching pendants because the no-frills orgonite pendant is breaking, unfortunately I did not get right out of bed to voice record it or my other dreams and when I did there was a lot of noise and distractions while I tried to voice record my dreams, and so I forgot details from my dreams and lucid dream.
Dream 1
This dream is very unclear, it possibly took place inside an apartment-like complex, but I can not remember.
Some of my family, former classmates, and some other people were probably there as well but I can not remember.
I was in the dream too and I probably went to find a bathroom because I needed to urinate, but that is all that I can remember now of this dream.
Dream 2
The end of this dream took place inside a fictional version of The BP Library, I was working near some shelves that looked like the shelves in the new book section, and two of my female coworkers were sitting in chairs on the right side of one shelf with one being on the left of it and our branch manager Mrs. PH being on the right of it.
At some point I noticed a hole that went through one of the shelves like either it got shot or something got stabbed through it, and so I started to investigate.
While doing this I told our branch manager Mrs. PH, but I woke up as we both investigated the hole in the shelf.
Dream 3
The end of this dream took place inside a windowless upper middle-to-lower upper class hotel that had a nice more classical style to it and it had a large dinning room, a large meeting room, office spaces, a lounge, a party room, a computer room, a printer / fax / et cetera room, an entrance lobby with front desks, et cetera.
I remember being in the dinning room sitting at the large long rectangular table or one of them as everyone waited for the food and drinks I guess, people were talking, and I talked to several people including the professional wrestler Kevin Owens.
At some point as we waited and talked I decided to walk around the hotel, I remember noticing that there were not that many electronics around and even when there was / were (like computers, printer, fax, et cetera) they were not the latest and greatest and were older, and so the hotel seemed more conservative when it came to technology like.
I saw some business people and maybe employees along the way probably catching up on some business et cetera with the limited electronics available and on their mobile phones, and I heard someone complaining that the internet was slow so I assumed that they had a lower speed internet connection for the hotel.
I walked through the middle of the building until I reach the printer / fax / et cetera room which was a small room on the right side near the main entrance lobby / front desk, I glanced at it before walking to the front desk, and my female coworkers MH and our new female coworker J were working behind the front desk so I briefly talked with them.
They told me that the internet connection for the printer et cetera was not even high-speed, but I can not remember what else we talked about.
At some point as I was walking away either I noticed or heard or remembered something unusual (possibly something that was said during our conversation, but I can not remember) and / or I stopped because I felt that there was something that I was supposed to remember.
Whatever happened in that moment led to me realizing and loudly saying: “Wait a minute, this is a dream!”.
I was excited so I quickly went to start doing something but I felt that the dream was unstable, and so I went to spin around to stabilize it but I forgot to look down while doing this (I was looking up or straight ahead) so my vision and / or the look of the dream world messed up (maybe like throwing water on a wet painting and smearing the colors or like when you spin around and things blur together).
I quickly remembered Moment’s (Lost Truth’s) technique for stabilizing her vision in dreams, and so I started to tell myself out-loud that everything was okay and to relax and that my vision is good and that I can see and that the dream world is stable; and while doing this I calmed my breathing, and I tried spinning while looking at the ground this time and then the dream became more stable and I could see normally but I am not sure which of these things worked (maybe all of them).
The dream was more stable but I still feared that it was not completely stable so I rushed to remember what my lucid dreaming goals were, and the first thing that came to my mind was to try a dragon shout like in the video game The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim except I decided to just randomly shout without doing an actual dragon shout in that video game.
This is messed up but I possibly decided to test out a dragon shout on some people or at least near them since I knew that this was a dream, I could be wrong about this, either way that is messed up and not like me if I did do that.
I walked into the dimly lit party room where there were some people and tables and chairs and I probably took a deep breath and I quickly tried to charge up, and then I went to shout and release the energy but something strange happened where nothing came out at all and it felt very strange; it was like everything went mute and silent, no air, no sound, no energy, no nothing, it was so strange that I said that I was not going to try that again (in this lucid dream at least).
After that strange experience and failure I did not want to try that again so I stopped to think about what to try next, and the next thing that came to my mind was to summon a paper with my list of lucid dreaming goals so I tried this by quickly saying it while slightly focusing on my hand and moving energy toward it.
Nothing appeared in my hands but I did find a balled up piece of paper on the ground so I picked it up, I did not open it but it looked like blank paper, and so I tried to summon text on it by just saying it and directing energy toward it but that did not seem to work but I did not open the paper all the way to make sure.
Before I could think of my next lucid dreaming goal I got interrupted by the actor Harrison Ford who was probably angry about me trying to dragon shout at or near them earlier, he was angry and ranting and ready to fight me, and he probably yelled: “Do you know who I am? I am going to mess you up you little punk.” or something like that (he sounded like an angry grumpy old man 😀 ).
I apologized while laughing and smiling a bit and telling him to calm down, that this is a battle that he probably can not win, to think about his family and fans et cetera, and that I did not want to hurt him but that did not work so he tried to attack me.
I easily defeated him without even trying or probably even hitting him, I made sure not to hurt him, and maybe I even helped him up after I defeated him.
I then left the room and walked around trying to remember my next lucid dreaming goal, this is where my memory is messed up, and so I can not remember what happened after this or how or why I woke up.
I wish that I would have tried summoning Moment (Lost Truth) and tried several other things on my lucid dreaming goals list, my list is too long and unorganized (actually I do not have an actual list, which is my problem, sometimes I say that I should try this and that but I do not add it to an actual list; I just hope to remember it magically. 😀 ) so it is not surprising that I did not remember, maybe next time.
Also I forgot to mention that I really did need to urinate badly when I finally got out of bed after waking up and going back to sleep without voice recording my dreams, and so that is probably why I dreamed of trying to find a bathroom in the first dream.
The end,
-John Jr
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