An Abandoned House And Walking/Jogging Along A Highway

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I got awakened early this morning from this dream by my brother GC who was reminding me that I needed to wake up for a doctor’s appointment, I had forgotten about this, and so I am glad that he woke me up; but he woke me up suddenly from this dream and I got up immediately without thinking about my dreams, and so I forgot all of my dreams until I laid back down briefly to see if I could remember any of my dreams.

Fortunately I then remembered a few details from my last dream, but all of my dreams before that are forgotten now unfortunately.

All that I can remember of my last dream now is that it took place during the day, near what looked like the fictional outskirts of the city of D, and I went to an assumed fictional abandoned maybe gray and white one-story house that belonged to my mom’s side of the family.

I possibly traveled there by foot but I can not remember, I just remember that my uncle JE was in town visiting, and he briefly went to the assumed abandoned house but then he left; but I can not remember if we saw each other inside the house or not because I remember possibly trying to avoid being seen at some point.

I do remember trying to avoid being seen by some unknown people who showed up at the house, and at some point I left the house on foot to walk and jog along the right side of the highway going out to the countryside.

I walked and jogged partly into the countryside before turning back around to walk/job back for reasons that I can not remember now, I am not even sure why I was headed to the countryside at first, and along my journey there and back I saw various people driving and maybe one or two other people on foot and/or bicycle et cetera.

I possibly saw a police officer drive by and I remember one or more men with light-color skin driving fast and recklessly, but I can not remember the details.

My brother GC woke me up from this dream as I was walking/jogging back to the city.

The end,

-John Jr

Driving Around Looking At The Decline

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I only remember part of the end of one dream from last night.

The dream took place in a fictional version of D as I drove around in my automobile during the day, exploring common slightly fictional versions of certain areas in D, like the neighborhoods where my aunt GC used to live & near the Junior High School.

I remember driving around those nicer areas at first and then I drove near a fictional version of the gas station near the BB store, and I drove around looking at the decline of D & of the nation/culture/world/my life/et cetera in general.

Seeing empty and missing businesses that have closed down, empty & abandoned & worn homes, jobless people like myself, people with low-paying/low or no benefit/overall bad jobs that they do not like, and many other signs/forms of decline.

I compared what I saw from my memories of the past, some real & some memories of past dreams of this place, with the reality that I was seeing before my eyes; and the decline was obvious, and the decline has gone on for a long time & it seems that it will continue.

Sad and pretty hopeless I thought/felt, though there is hope and options to change/stop the decline, but it is not likely to happen due to majority of people who make up/control our society/culture/nation/world/et cetera; and so it will probably continue until it completely collapses, hopefully sooner than later.

It was just another normal day living/dreaming life in a falling/collapsing empire watching parts of your life & the environment/world around you crumble as well, the pattern continues, but hoping that it will end already (the empire, the pattern, future empires, the negative things that we know we can do better than/change, maybe my life, et cetera) or that things would change for the better instead of waiting until after the collapse/fall even though that is not likely.

That is all that I can remember, and I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr