I had more dreams that I remembered and there was more to this dream that I remembered, but something caused me to forgot most of my dreams and most of this dream; and so now I only remember part of this dream.
Part of this dream involved some movie scenes from a fictional Blade movie where the character Deacon Frost got stuck in some kind of repeating attack loop or trap or something.
All that I can remember of this dream is that I was inside a building where a MMA (mixed martial arts) event (possibly the UFC (Ultimate Fighting Championship) or a smaller fighting league) was taking place, and I was going to be fighting in a match soon.
I was very nervous in a realistic way like I would be in real life so my anxiety levels were high and I was getting an energy boost from the anxiety, and my body in the real world was getting an anxiety reaction as well.
My former male classmate DH was possibly there and if he was there he was either one of my coaches or he just gave me some advice before going to sit in the stands, but I can not remember.
I remember standing nervously in a circular sunken area that was near the seating area, this was the area where the fighters and coaches et cetera who were waiting to fight next waited, and there was at least one circular table with tall chairs.
There was a fight still going on in the cage (octagon), and I remember hearing two male ring announcers take a moment between rounds to talk about my opponent and I.
My opponent was a tall thin possibly tattooed man with light-color skin with yellow hair, he was taller than me and he had more reach than me and he had more experience than me and he was more relaxed than me, and I think that the ring announcers said that I had one or two previous fights that I had won.
My opponent was bouncing around warming up, as I moved around nervously, and a relaxed thin woman (I think she was a woman, she looked somewhat like a woman (imagine maybe someone like (just an example, this woman did not look like them exactly) a fictional younger Tilda Swinton and Ivy Mayfair-Richards and another woman) combined with a young man like Justin Bieber and / or another young man but she sounded like a woman or somewhat androgynous; basically her clothing (maybe a long-sleeve shirt and pants), appearance, maybe voice, hairstyle, and personality were pretty androgynous) with light-color skin with short maybe yellow and brown or some color hair (it was probably hard to tell because of her somewhat unique hairstyle and short hair) walked over to me.
This assumed woman seemed to be my coach or one of my coaches, and she walked over to give me some advice and to help calm me down so she walked over to me closely and maybe she put her hands on my shoulders and she started talking to me.
She told me to try to relax, that things were going to be okay, that I could do this (that I could defeat this opponent), she told me to control my breathing and she told me avoid breathing on my opponent because I did not want to help cool him down (which is an interesting concept that I have never thought of before, the idea was to not give your opponent any help / advantage, assume that even the slightest breath might help cool them down slightly) and she told me to tilt my head to the side when grappling / clinching when I need to breathe and she said that if I need to breathe through my mouth that I should barely open it and that I should breathe from the side of my mouth and she showed me how to do this, she told me to keep my guard up and to tuck in my chin and to keep my shoulders up and lean my forehead forward, she told me to not do anything fancy, she told me to pace myself and to not tire myself out, et cetera.
She was very calm and reassuring and this helped me to feel a bit better, and I started practicing some of the things that she told me as she sat at the table very relaxed as we waited for my turn to fight; and I felt more comfortable now after my assumed coach’s advice and encouragement, and I was glad that she was there and I was going to ask for some more advice once I finish practicing a bit first.
I started to daydream about how to react in various scenarios during the fight and I probably daydreamed various versions of the fight that were so detailed that I am not sure if I actually fought or not, but I assume that I was daydreaming to prepare myself for many possibilities so that I would be ready which would be helpful because of how nervous I was.
I remember daydreaming the fight starting and being nervous but practicing what my coach told me and trying to stay calm, I remember touching gloves with my opponent, and then moving around and then going in for my attack.
I went to fake a left jab, I went for a left leg kick while faking the jab, then I hit him with a left hook, and then I clinched him and I got some strikes in before taking him down to the mat.
There I got a few strikes in but his ground game on his back was better than mine so I stood back up, I went for a fake again, and then I hit him with a flying knee which knocked him down and I finished him with some ground-and-pound strikes.
But that was probably just one of several versions of the fight that I daydreamed, this all felt so realistic and I was nervous but excited to see how I would do in this fight, and there were cameras there so the fights were probably being televised so I did not want to lose or get beat up too badly.
But I probably woke up before it was time to fight because my body was reacting to the anxiety in the real world, and the energy boost from it probably woke me up.
I woke up feeling the same anxiety and energy boost and excitement from the dream.
Dream 2
One part of this dream possibly involved my aunt JE in some way, but I can not remember.
All that I can remember of this dream is that at some point in the dream I was inside a multi-purpose multi-story building that was a hospital and a college building, and I remember walking around on different floors of the building in the hospital parts of the building mostly.
I remember seeing doctors and nurses et cetera as I walked around, rode elevators, and walked up stairways et cetera but I can not remember what I did or what I was trying to do; I just remember hearing something about terrorism and / or a terrorist attack, and maybe the police were looking for someone and / or people were on alert so they were on the lookout for suspicious behavior.
At some point after exploring the hospital parts of the building I reached a college part of the building where I saw some students walking around, I saw a male student leave an elevator that I was going to use, and then I saw a stairway open up to or from the floor above and a male student with light-color skin asked me to push a button after he walked down from a classroom using the stairway and the button possibly closed the stairway again which was pretty amazing even to me in the dream because I had not seen anything like this before.
We said something to each other that I can not remember as I walked to the elevator, and then I took the elevator down to the 1st floor and I walked outside the building to what looked like a college campus with students all around.
I saw my mom and she was walking somewhere so I joined her, at some point I guess she reached her destination and then she left I assume because I do not remember seeing her again after this, and then I remember walking through the college campus realizing that I was now wearing only pajamas (a T-shirt and some pajama pants) so I felt weird and uncomfortable and self-conscious and some of the students looked at me funny sometimes as I walked around.
I walked through a cafeteria and then a courtyard full of students, and I saw a raised piece of land with a one-story building on it that was near a quiet road next to the wilderness so I walked that way like I was going to leave the college campus.
Once I reached the raised piece of land with the building on it, a small army of men from African (African) (somehow I knew this) who seemed to be part of a terrorist group, started attacking the college from behind me in the direction that I had just walked from.
They had a small army, literally (at least over 100 men, possibly hundreds), and they had dirty old small single cab trucks and horses and some were on foot.
They were shooting and blowing up and chopping up et cetera the students, fortunately they started their attack from behind me, and so that gave me time to escape because I was near the end of the college campus and I could escape in the wilderness or down road.
I ran for my life as the African terrorist army attacked and they started to move to surround the college campus, and a few of them on horseback went to block the front of the area that I was running toward so I had to kill one of them and I took their weapon and I probably killed the others.
There was no way that I was going to defeat a small army by myself and more were on their way to the area that I was at, they did not know that I had just killed some of them and took their weapons, and so this was my chance to escape and I assume that I took that chance instead of staying to fight and die (those RPGs were no joke, some students behind me probably got blown up by one).
But I can not remember what I did before I woke up, did I run or did I stay to fight some more against impossible odds?
All that I can remember of this dream is that it was inspired by the video game Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines, I and/or a character that I was controlling was a vampire, and the dream involved various things from the video game like vampire clans and vampire sects and more.
Dream 2
This dream seemed to be somewhat inspired by the film Gone Girl, which I have never seen, except the dream was about a family with whitish colored skin (husband, wife, young daughter), and the wife probably paid some men from Mexico who spoke Spanish (they also seemed like gang members) to kill her husband; but they failed, maybe the husband killed them, but he was wounded.
The husband probably figured out or assumed that his wife had paid the men to murder him, he also realized that his wife had a backup plan already in place if the men failed to kill him, and he realized that the place where the men had tried to murder him was set up to make it look like he was the one trying to murder his wife; and so he started trying to gather enough evidence to prove his innocence and prove that his wife was the one trying to murder him.
The place where the men tried to murder him was on a dirt road or trail through a forest near their home I think, the automobile was crashed in a hole but I did not see the bodies of the men so I am not sure if they were still alive or not or where they were, and there was a pistol and an AK-47 on the ground; the husband probably did not tell his family that he was still alive, but his wife found out somehow and so she called the police to activate/start her backup plan (which was to make it seem like her husband was trying to have her killed).
The husband decided to run and continue his investigation because he did not think that the police would believe him based on the crime scene and how the wife had set up things, the police arrived and talked with the wife, and then they looked at the crime scene; and they found a bloody shirt on the tire of the crashed automobile covering a hole that was in the tire, and it seemed to be the husband’s shirt and the husband’s blood from when the men had tried to murder him.
One of the detectives actually seemed to be considering the possibility that the husband might be the victim but the other detective seemed to think that the husband was guilty, the detective who thought that the husband was guilty wondered how could he have patched his wounds when he was not a doctor or nurse, and so he assumed that the shirt and blood belonged to someone else who he assumed the husband had murdered.
They collected the evidence to have it tested, they also found both guns, and they sent police to search for the husband; but I woke up as the husband was running and hoping to find enough evidence to prove his innocence and prove that his wife had set him up and was trying to murder him.
Last night I only remember part of my last dream, which was a bit confusing at times, so my memory of the dream is incomplete; but I will try to guess what happened during certain parts.
Somehow I arrived at an airport-like building in another country, which was like a fake North Korea I guess, but I am not sure how I got there; and a few unknown people had also arrived at the same time.
The airport-like building was a huge complex where all visitors had to be checked & watched by security, so you could not leave the building unless given permission; and many people actually lived there, some were citizens of the country, and some were temporary visitors like myself.
The security looked like fake North Korean soldiers without armor, just uniforms with big hats & AK-47-like assault rifles, and they were always patrolling.
Most visitors were not allowed to stay, so they would be sent back to where ever they came from, the entrance rules to the country were very strict; so I did not expect to be allowed to stay either & I did not want to stay.
For some odd reason many citizens actually lived in the huge complex & I could see them walking around the complex doing their everyday activities, and all visitors who were allowed to stay had to wear special patches and/or clothing to identify/show their clearance; visitors had ranks, the higher the rank, the more access to the country you had.
All of this was a bit strange to me, so I followed the other new visitors closely & I talked with them mostly, one of them was a man with medium-dark brown colored skin with black colored hair who had a young daughter with him; one of the other visitors was a woman, and the rest were men.
Some or most of the other visitors with me wanted to leave too, I think, but we had to wait our turn for security to check us; and so we had to walk around wasting time until then in the main lobby, which was a huge area with lots of people, and one side of the building had huge windows that allowed you to see the border where another country was.
Out of the huge windows I saw a large field with security patrolling outside with snipers on the building, there were probably traps & land mines in the field, there was barbed wire, and a huge fence or layer of fences to prevent people from crossing the border; and on the other side of the border I saw what looked like the D Junior High School in D & the rest of that area near there, which was odd.
We walked around the main lobby talking & looking around, it was amazing to see so many people going about their everyday lives, it seemed realistic; the people & the experience was like no other dream that I can think of, it was amazing how many people were there & how creative my mind was at making these people look & act & sound real.
I can not remember a dream where I saw & heard so many people in one area, I saw people of all ages, and some were even running small shops, I think.
At some point something strange & amazing happened, I think that one of the visitors with us looked somewhat like Kim Jong-Un, and all the people & security started to follow him in awe; and people started trying to touch him or be close to him & they followed him, and so we walked closely to him hoping that since we were with him that they would let us leave the country if he ordered it.
It was a moment like only one other dream that I can remember, but there were so many people this time, that it was even more amazing & crazy; we walked next to him as people pressed against us & followed him everywhere & some of them were saying various things out-loud that sounded like a chant or chants, and the security started to help protect him.
As we were walking with him in this sea of people & security, we hoped that the security would not realize that he was not their leader, because we feared that they would kill and/or put us in jail.
It seemed that this country was under a dictatorship where the dictator or dictators had all the power & were partly worshiped as partly divine or something, because the people & security were treating him like a leader/demi-god or something.
The man tried to play the part, hoping to keep fooling the security long enough for us to escape, but something terrible happened that ruined our entire plan; our plan was to slowly walk around & have the security led us to the area where we could exit the country, and then the man would order the security to let us leave for a trip without security, and we would leave the country & not come back.
But the young daughter of one of the visitors got tired of walking after the man, and she started to complain out-loud & she said something negative about the man; it seemed that everyone was expected to follow the leader when he made public appearances like this or something & that they were not allowed to complain or say anything negative about the leader openly, and so she had unknowingly insulted the leader & broke a law.
The security arrested the young daughter (who was just a kid) & some of the other visitors & I had to stop her dad from trying to stop the security from arresting his young daughter, because we knew that we would get arrested too if we tried to stop them & we did not stand a chance against the security if we fought them in the open & so we would have to think of another way to save her later.
The man pretending to be their leader wanted to order the security to let her go, since they thought that he was their leader, but we felt that would be out of character for the real leader & that they would realize that he was not the real leader if he ordered them to break a law like that; and so we were going to have to figure out another way to save the young daughter.
Some of us did not want to leave without the young daughter, so our plan to escape was now ruined, there was a bit of a disagreement about what to do; but to some of us it was clear, none of us gets left behind & some of us were willing to risk our lives to save each other, but some of the others did not agree with us on that.
I am not sure what happened to the others who disagreed with us, but the few of us who decided to try to save the young daughter, were cleared/allowed to stay in the country & we were given a higher clearance/ranking; I guess the man with us who was pretending to be their leader, commanded that we be cleared/allowed to stay & given a higher clearance/ranking.
I remember there being a gathering in the main lobby with other high-ranking visitors who had already been given permission to stay in the country long before we ever arrived, they sat near the man who was pretending to be the leader, and I guess the man who was pretending to be the leader was having the gathering as a distraction to allow a few of us to sneak around the complex & save the young daughter.
I remember a few of the other high-ranking visitors, who had already been living in the country, were acting snobbish like they were so special or something.
I am not sure what happened next exactly, but I remember the only woman in our group and I were sneaking around the complex, since we now had a higher clearance/ranking, and most of the security was at the gathering; we were able to enter several lightly guarded areas due to our higher clearance/ranking.
At some point I remember us sneaking around areas that were mostly unguarded, and at some point we both got sniper rifles that had silencers/suppressors that reminded me of the sniper rifles on the video games Fallout 3 & Fallout New Vegas, but I am not sure if we killed some security to get the sniper rifles or not.
I remember us sneaking into a dark room that had a cinema & bar that served food & drinks, and we quietly killed several guards with our silenced sniper rifles using stealth almost like we were trained soldiers or something; and there was an important-looking woman with her female bodyguard/assistant standing in the room, but they did not know that we were killing most of the security yet.
We did not see the young daughter but we hoped that the important-looking woman knew where she was, and so we were going to take her hostage and/or question her; and so we sneaked behind the bar area.
As I lined up the woman’s bodyguard in my sights with the scope on my sniper rifle, the woman with me got caught by surprise by the important-looking woman, who had found her hiding by the bar; but she did not see me yet.
I then pointed my sniper rifle at the head of the important-looking woman, forcing her & her bodyguard to stand down, and now we had the situation under control again; and we started to talk with the important-looking woman & her bodyguard.
During our questioning of them, the important-looking woman looked very relaxed like she was in control of the situation, which I thought was strange; and so I pointed my sniper rifle at her head again to remind her that she was not in control of the situation & I hoped to prevent any possible ambushes if she had more bodyguards hiding nearby.
I am not sure who the important-looking woman was or what her position was, but she had a very high clearance/ranking it seemed, and she knew where the young daughter was; and she had the clearance to get to her location, but I did not trust her due to how she was acting so relaxed, which I thought was suspicious.
We started trying to decide what to do, we could not let the two women go free or they would probably warn the rest of the security, we could not try to take both of them hostage because it would leave us too vulnerable probably, and so we started to debate about if we should kill the bodyguard & take the important-looking woman hostage or try something else.
I did not support killing the bodyguard since she was unarmed now & she was no longer threatening us, that would be murder, and so we considered other options; but I woke up.
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