A Beach Fight Between Amarna Miller & Ashlyn Rae

I had more dreams, but I can only remember part of the end of my last dream.

The circumstances and details are unclear, though, but I think that it was morning.

Maybe I woke up and wanted to go back to sleep instead of getting ready.

I was in a fictional larger bedroom with a larger bed, for some reason I remember finding or having a light-dark blue / black pistol.

I possibly put the pistol on top of a chest of drawers in the left corner of the room, past the end of the bed.

Perhaps I got back in bed, but my mom passed by the room telling me to get up and get ready.


Looking At Mods For The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim And At Videos

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I barely remember part of my last dream from last night, which took place during the day at a one-story house where I assume that I lived with my family, and some of my family was there like my mom and my brother GC.

I remember looking around at and for mods for the video game The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim looking mostly for mods to improve the magic system, especially conjuration because I want better summons, but I was probably looking at overhaul mods too.

I was in a bedroom doing this as I stood or sat near a window, some of my family would come in and out of the room to talk to me, and they were moving around different parts of the house.

I found some videos on the computer but I did not know who the videos were for or where they came from, some of the videos were pornographic but some were probably normal videos, I wanted to look through them to see what they all were; but because there were some pornographic videos and because some of my family was around, I decided that I would not look through them until my family left, and so I continued looking at mods but sometimes I would stop to look through the videos when I did not see any of my family around.

Some of my family kept returning so I never got far into looking through the videos to see what was all there, I do remember part of one pornographic video clip that had PS AR in it, and she was about to have sex with a man with light brownish colored skin with a very large probably fake penis or a surgically enhanced penis or maybe it was a real penis but I am not sure.

PS AR was in a good mood and I remember her laughing and smiling as they were goofing and joking around having fun and someone else was in the background talking and joking as well (maybe the cameraman and director), it was a short video clip instead of an entire scene, and so the intercourse was only starting at the very end of the video clip where PS AR was laying on something; and the man was standing up slowly trying to insert his penis as PS AR was laughing, but I exited the video which was about to end anyway when some of my family returned again.

I went back to looking at mods and then I started looking through the videos again, I found some normal videos, but I woke up before I could see what they were about.

The end,

-John Jr


Angel Water Puddles / Portals?

I had several dreams last night, but unfortunately I forgot almost all of them after waking up several times and not voice recording them or thinking about them, and so I barely remember any of my dreams from last night.

Dream 1

I think that the first dream might have taken place during the day, and maybe it involved me vacationing out of town with some of my family (like my mom, maybe my dad, and maybe a few of my brothers); but that is all that I can remember of this dream.



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I barely remember part of my last dream from last night, which was a strange & confusing combination of things, and it took place at my grandfather’s house, a fictional area, and my parent’s yard.

I remember being inside of my grandfather’s house with several people and connected to or next to my grandfather’s house was a fictional area that was either connected to the house directly or we saw in on an electronic device of some kind, this area had a pool and next to that was a tall building with a lot of windows, like a building in a big city.

Several things happened in my grandfather’s house that I can not remember, but at some point I remember seeing parts of a show that was a combination of RecklessTortuga from YouTube (some of the cast and some of their style of comedy) mixed with a reality TV show mixed with something else; and I think that the dream between things happening in my grandfather’s house and things happening on that show, so this dream is very confusing.

At some point maybe the cast of the show were at the fictional area that might have been connected to my grandfather’s house, and they did a skit where they jumped around doing crazy stuff where they were partly injured after each stunt; and after that maybe the cast of the show came to talk with the other people and I in my grandfather’s house.

I wish that I could remember what happened in my grandfather’s house during most of the dream, because I think that it is important, but I can not remember; and I just remember leaving my grandfather’s house and I remember finding/coming across a naked woman who looked like the Ashlyn Rae, but I can not remember how I met her or why she was naked or anything else exactly.

I just remember sneaking her into my parent’s yard, it was dark or gray outside, and we went into one of the storage buildings in my parent’s yard; to avoid her being seen naked, to maybe try to find her some clothes, for some privacy, for her safety, and maybe a few other reasons.

The naked woman acted puppet-like/robot-like/zombie-like/et cetera, sometimes in some of my lucid dreams & some of my regular dreams, certain dream characters seem to almost have no personality of their own, like they are part of me & like I can control them & they do whatever I say; so I literally have to tell them what to do or ask them questions for them to talk or for them to do almost anything.

This part of the dream seemed almost semi-lucid and I was partly hoping to have some private time with the woman, sexual opportunities in my dreams are rare and almost always get interrupted and/or stopped and/or censored, and so at this point I was trying to avoid any other dream characters seeing us.

I remember looking through the windows in the building to make sure that no one was around and I remember starting to talk to the woman, I probably had to ask questions to get her to talk, and I was trying to get to know her a bit & I was trying to understand her situation; and I had noticed her puppet-like/robot-like/zombie-like behavior where I had to literally give her commands for her to follow me & for her to go in the storage building & I had to literally help her a bit to walk up the step to the storage building & I had to ask her to stay away from the windows & to wait in a certain spot & she would do everything that I asked/said & her only form of communication was probably short simple responses to my questions or commands.

I felt a bit weird like any possible sexual contact with the woman would be like taking advantage of her or almost like having sex with a mostly lifeless robot or something (because she would do anything that I asked probably & she seemed to lack her own personality), and so I started to talk/ask the woman questions to better understand her & her situation instead; but then the usual interruption happened and some of my family & some other people came into the storage building to hang out or something.

I found a blanket or something for the naked woman to cover herself with and I asked her to wait in a comfortable corner area in the storage building, and I stopped to see what some of my family & the other people wanted; and as usual there was no real or clear reason for their interruption, other than to interruption/stop any possible sexual or intimate contact that I am having or might have as usual in dreams, then I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂