Fake It Until You Make It | Mammy-Like?

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Dream 1

The end of this dream took place during the day, and I was with my parents and maybe my brothers GC and CC were there earlier in the forgotten parts of the dream.

I remember sitting in a car with my mom in the street across from our yard between the yard of The B House and Mr. RD’s House, I was in the front passenger’s seat and my mom was in the driver’s seat, and we were talking; and maybe my dad was in our yard.

Several automobiles drove past us and they went to The B House, and some people were there talking with our neighbors Gas Money and Gas Money Girlfriend in their yard near their automobiles.

I remember standing outside the car talking with my mom at some point, and a man with light-color skin who was possibly a military veteran and firefighter walked over from the yard of The B House to talk to me.

This man was talking with Gas Money and Gas Money Girlfriend before he walked over to talk to me, he asked me a question that I can not remember, and we started talking.

During our conversation I found a black rock structure on the ground, I decided to take it inside our house to wash it off so that I could keep it, and so I said goodbye to the man before walking inside to do this.

While I was cleaning the rock structure I thought / daydreamed a story of a fictional man talking to the man who I had just talked to, I imagined this fictional man lying to the man about being a military veteran, and then becoming friends with the man.

During their friendship he continued the lie by learning and training with the man and his military friends (active duty and former military), which helped him to continue his lie, but eventually this learning and training and hanging out with the military veterans led to him secretly joining the military.

He lied to the military veterans to give an excuse of why he would be gone for months, during that time he finished basic training et cetera and was a real soldier at this point, and now he was no longer lying about being a soldier.

Eventually he even joined special forces, he never did tell them the truth and how he had lied to them at first, and he just hoped that they would never find out; but I woke up.

Dream 2

The end of this dream involved me returning to an apartment building that I once stayed at in the past during some false memories of a time in the past where I went to college briefly again.

A cousin and / or a former classmate of mine and some other people stayed at this apartment back in my false memories when they were in college, and I briefly moved in with them when I went to return to college.

They finished college but I was not there anymore at some point, either I left after they had already graduated or I left before they graduated, either way I probably did not finish college but they did and I was alone.

After this I had more false memories, The Young Turks (TYT) used our former apartment room as a studio / whatever for their show, but at some point they moved out as well.

Now in the present time the apartment was mostly abandoned it seemed, and it was probably at risk of being torn down.

I did go inside our former apartment room, and no one seemed to be living there.

I then walked through a multi-story building, maybe another building that was probably not part of this building, and I saw two men playing a zombie video game on an arcade machine.

We were possibly along a hallway with a rail behind us where you could possibly see the outside or something, I can not remember, I just know that it was an area that was possibly on an upper floor in a quiet area near the outside maybe.

I had played this video game earlier in a forgotten part of this dream, but I had played it on a computer or a modern video game console instead of an arcade machine so I was surprised to see that there was an arcade version of this video game.

I stopped to watch the two men play the video game, they almost finished the first level of the video game but they lost, and one of the men decided to leave so I started talking to the other man.

I offered to play the video game with him, I told him that I had played this video game before but not on an arcade machine, but I woke up.

Dream 3

This dream involved me walking through a building, maybe a multi-story multi-purpose building, and I reached an area where a wedding reception (party) was taking place.

I stopped in this area and I remember seeing an attractive well-dressed woman who was a cold intelligent independent stern motherly bossy type person who looked like and acted like a combination of the character Vera Stone from the television show The Order combined with the actress Katharine Isabelle who played that character combined with maybe the actress Lucy Lawless.

This woman was talking with another woman, this other woman managed to get the first woman to open up about how she felt, and the first woman was single and was a bit lonely and wondered why no one seemed interested in trying to date her.

During their conversation I learned that the first woman had a pretty good job and she was good at her job, but like her personality she was a bit cold and stern and motherly and bossy toward her coworkers and the children et cetera she helped take care of / teach / whatever (I can not remember what her job was).

The second woman explained why no one has probably tried dating the woman, she mentioned part of her personality as one possible problem, and she said that she was a mammy type (was mammy-like) or something like that which was another problem; and then she tried to give some words of encouragement to the first woman to help her with her sadness / loneliness / et cetera, and to help give her hope and maybe some advice to help her with this problem.

I was curious about the woman and possibly interested in her and I wanted to talk to her, but I did not want to interrupt their conversation so I decided to get some food and drink and hangout a bit waiting for a chance to maybe talk to her.

I had a very heavy backpack on at this point, while I was going to get some food, a man with light-color skin walked up behind me and he did something to my backpack that caused the heavy items to fall back and out which almost broke or damaged my back because they were so heavy and they were falling backward suddenly.

The only thing that saved me was that I am stronger than average so I was able to survive this.

The man did this so that he could get some food first, while I was recovering and trying to pick up the heavy stuff, the man was getting some food.

I was annoyed and a bit angry about this, I said a few things to him as I did this, but I did not waste my time beyond that; but then I woke up.

Dream 4

This dream involved a man using a portal as a shortcut inside a house, I assume that there was a portal inside the house that you could use to come to and from the house from another location, but I am not sure how many other portals were in other locations.

I had false memories of the past where I had used this same portal inside the house during a time where I probably lived there, and in this dream I had just used it again for the first time in a while so that I could see this house that I used to live at; and the man happened to be using the portal as well at this time.

I briefly talked to the man about this, but that is all that I can remember of this dream before I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

A Card Game | Transition (Photochromic) Lenses In A Dream

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I had more dreams but I did not record them because I accidentally went back to sleep, and so now I can only remember part of my last two dreams.

Dream 1

This dream took place during the day, and I went to an apartment or college dorm where my former male classmate MT lived so that we could play some kind of special maybe Magic: The Gathering-like card game that he invited me and our former male classmate DH to play.

I am not sure if we were in college or not, I just know that he lived on an upper floor of this building, and there was something creepy / unclean / dangerous / possibly paranormal and / or supernatural about part of this building and / or near it that you had to be careful of but I can not remember the specifics other than seeing this area or these areas and feeling negative feelings / a negative energy / whatever coming from it or them just by the sight of them so I avoided them probably.

I walked up the stairs to MT’s room, I am not sure if DH was there already or not, but he was there at some point.

MT showed me his special deck of cards that were possibly in maybe a purple card box like the special Magic: The Gathering Black Mage card deck (I have never played this game, and I do not know how to play it) that I got for free at the work trip that I attended earlier this year, and there were maybe 60-something cards in his deck.

MT knew exactly how many cards he had et cetera and he was very detailed / protective / particular about everything involving this deck of cards et cetera, at some point in the dream when it was time to go MT counted his cards and he said that a few cards were missing (maybe 3), and he sent me to find them.

For some reason I left to find them, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream took place at a college campus late in the afternoon – maybe early evening where I assume I was a student, and I went to a somewhat secret upper floor of a multi-story dorm that somewhat reminded me of a fictional version of The B Dorm that used to be at MS University when I was there.

On this somewhat secret floor was a thin weird young man with light-color skin with short yellow hair who reminded me of a mad scientist version of the character Eron Keen from the movie Upgrade (2018), he had a room where he would do experiments, and in an empty dorm room on the far left side in a dorm suite he had some shelves of things for sell with a few objects that he would hide there like a black wallet and something on a chain that I can not remember.

I had memories of visiting this area and interacting with the mad scientist young man and the hidden objects and the dorm room in either forgotten parts of this dream or in other dreams or just false memories, but I can not remember them.

Maybe I was walking through here to visit the dorm suite that I thought would be empty and / or the mad scientist wanted my help with an experiment, either way, the mad scientist sold me that he wanted me to help him with an experiment that was allegedly nothing dangerous.

He had me go into maybe a bathroom in a dorm suite or somewhere else, I was supposed to get in some kind of safety ball thing that was like a round submarine, and that was supposed to protect me but when I got in the room there was just a small toy version of the safety ball that I could not fit in.

The mad scientist used an intercom to communicate with me, he started the experiment, and he had tricked me.

The hallway and room tilted, somehow he was able to tilt the entire floor, and I had to hold on to stuff to avoid falling as the room tilted; and I heard him laughing as I told him to stop and as I yelled some other things like the fact that the safety ball was just a toy.

He stopped the experiment when a man and his young son with light-color skin with maybe yellow hair entered the hallway, we did not expect anyone to find this area, and then I put up the black wallet and the other object among the items for sell in the empty dorm room hoping that no one takes them or trying to buy them by accident.

I then went to look in one of the other dorm rooms that I thought would be empty, there was stuff in there like someone was either sleeping in there or gone right now to my surprise, and so my plans to use this dorm suite and visit it more were ruined so I left before the mad scientist could bother me with his experiments.

I reached the outside, I am not sure if I went to any classes, but I did walk around the college campus.

There was even a gas station on or near it that I walked by, it was a popular hangout spot for a group of students with dark-color skin with black hair, and then I met up with to female classmates of mine who I seemed to be friends with and maybe more with one of them.

They both had light-color skin and one was or reminded me of my former female classmate AM, and the other somewhat reminded me of a female employee at The BB Grocery Store deli section who had slightly tinted glasses.

We walked and talked and possibly ate at a diner or something on campus, the one who I was possibly more than friends with and I were going to go to a class together now and / or a prom or homecoming-like event after that and / or something like that, but then I realized that I left my backpack somewhere across the college campus probably.

As I was telling them about this I realized that I was wearing glasses and that the transition (photochromic) lenses transitioned to being darker because we were outside and there was still sunlight, they were probably my new Zenni Optical Black Square Glasses #2019321 with the Gray Zenni Optical Photochromic Lenses, and so I asked them if they could still see my eyes through the tint and they could.

The woman who was or who reminded me of AM walked with me to look for my backpack while the other woman left, me and AM had somewhere else to be soon (maybe a class), and so we had to hurry.

Somehow we got separated among the crowd but I had probably told her to head to the class or where ever without me if this happened so that she would not be late, and that I would meet her there and / or at the prom / homecoming and / or at another location later.

I continued my journey alone as it got later, I started to notice people and their families getting ready for the prom / homecoming, and so there were women in nice dresses taking pictures et cetera.

I walked past the gas station again and the usual group of students were hanging out there, but they seemed to be having their own party or pre-homecoming party.

I walked along the sidewalk of an area that reminded me of the area near The MS University Student Housing Office, and I saw my former female classmate CT in a nice dress with family and friends and I greeted her but she did not seem to notice me as I passed by.

I took a shortcut through a building but some coaches and some students and some of their family seemed to be setting up for an American Football ceremony and / or prom / homecoming event, I had to walk from backstage as they prepared the stage, and my former male classmate MW was trying to take this shortcut too.

We were not sure if we could continue so maybe he turned around, but I cautiously kept going as a male coach with light-color skin lectured his son about not letting people bully him and to stop being weak.

I reached the entrance but the doors were roped together, but I was able to open the doors just wide enough to slide through.

I forgot to mention that earlier I realized that I was wearing maybe a red sport coat-like jacket or pea coat with maybe pants that looked somewhat dress-like (but they were not dress pants), and so I blended in somewhat with the people who were dressed up for the prom / homecoming.

It was getting darker now and I was running out of time and I still was not to where my backpack was possibly left, I hoped that AM had made it to class or whatever, and I hoped to find my backpack and make it to class and to meet up with her.

But I woke up, and that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

A Woman Trying To Force Me To Stay

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*Lazy Overview*

Dream 1

There was a lot more to this dream that I can not remember.

This dream took place at an interesting and strange building and campus that was like a resort, college, shopping mall, my parent’s yard and house, office building, and more; and some areas were from and / or inspired by past dreams.

This building and campus had multiple floors and many halls and rooms and was very multi-purpose with indoor and outdoor areas, and I possibly had a backpack and one thing inside of it was a list on white paper of various activities that were going to take place at different times inside and outside this building and campus.

I wanted to attend some of these events so I would take out the list sometimes to see which activity was starting next and I would go to it, unfortunately I can not remember most of my interesting and strange journey to and from and at these activities, but I do remember a few things.

One activity that I remember going to took place outside during maybe late in the afternoon or early evening in an area that looked like the left side of the field of The D Junior High School that is almost never used, and this activity was possibly hosted by Rooster Teeth and Burnie Burns and other YouTubers were there like Angry Joe (Joe Vargas) who was doing a live skit or show or something like that.

After that I went back inside the building and at some point I ended up in the area that was like my parent’s yard and house, and we had a fictional area of our yard where a part of the building had a big opening that was supposed to be our storage building but it looked like a large area inside the building.

My brother GC and my dad were in the yard and I stopped to help them move some things from the fictional huge storage building that was really part of the building, and when I was moving something there was a strange creature on it that looked a bit like maybe a combination of a crawfish and scorpion and praying mantis and lobster.

It had an exoskeleton that was black and shaped more like a scorpion, its head was possibly insect like and it stood up like maybe a praying mantis, its arms were probably like crawfish claws, and its tail was probably like a lobster and maybe even a scorpion.

I was holding an object that it was on so I could only hold it back with one hand to stop it from moving or attacking me, I told my brother GC about it and he probably took care of it as I held it while moving the object that it was on, and after my brother GC left our dad and me were talking near the entrance to the storage building when I heard a noise inside of it.

At first I thought it was a rat or something but then it sounded it bigger so I grabbed a crowbar and I sneaked inside, I heard a baby crying, and then around a corner I saw a woman with light-color skin with yellow hair in a ponytail who was possibly a former schoolmate of mine who possibly was in the same grade as my male cousin DE back in high school who used to have friends on Eastside and she used to give them rides in her car sometimes and in this dream she had a baby and a baby stroller.

It seemed that she was taking a shortcut through the building by crossing our huge storage building which seemed to be maybe in the middle of the building, I have no idea how my parent’s yard was inside this building and still seemed to be outside which makes no sense, but it was pretty cool and the storage building was so large that it was a bit scary.

I did not let her see me and I walked back to let my dad know that it was just someone crossing through the storage building, and then I continued my journey to the next activity which was one of the last activities possibly.

I got lost in some parts of the building that were resort-like and office-like and from or were inspired by some past dreams, and the resort areas possibly reminded me of the resort from the movie The Shining.

These areas had many halls and rooms and looked similar, and I started to see more people in offices and some who seemed to be applying for jobs and I saw some businesses.

As I walked through one small mall-like area on a hall that had bathrooms and where you could set up small shops I saw a woman who possibly had medium-color skin at first with short medium-color / dark-color hair setting up something for maybe an activity or shop or something art related or something, and so I said something to her as I walked by just being friendly.

The woman stopped me to talk a bit, she commented on my clothing style, and maybe started talking about style and art or something and how she was setting up for one of the activities on my list.

I told her that I was trying to find the next and possibly last activity and that I was on my way there now, and she told me that it was her activity but I did not think that was correct so I was going to take my list out of my bookbag to check but she kept stopping me verbally and physically.

The woman’s appearance changed without me noticing it to light-color skin and she now looked and spoke a bit like a larger and less attractive American version of a Leah Hather-like woman who was either desperate to have someone at her activity and / or was interested in me and / or was a bit unstable and / or was very needy et cetera, and I tried to handle the situation politely.

The woman kept talking to me and trying to stop me from leaving her and she wanted me to stay for her activity, so far I was the only person there, and she kept stopping me from checking the list to see where and when the activity that I wanted to attend would start.

She physically grabbed me several times and she became loud and a bit crazy, and she moved me to an outdoor area with people around who were staring sometimes as she got loud and crazy with me.

I tried to keep her calm and I tried to let her know that I needed to check my list and make sure that this was the correct activity because I did not think that it was, but she kept making up lies and excuses and trying to stop me.

I did not want to cause a scene so I tried to think of a compromise to where she would let me leave peacefully with the chance that I might return to her activity, and I mentioned this to her but she probably was rejecting it.

I was getting annoyed at this point and I was about to take out the list and look at it and leave because I could easily defend myself from her, I was tired of her trying to hold me hostage here, and I was tired of trying to be nice to avoid causing a bigger scene.

I decided to try a few more times to handle this situation before leaving.

I wondered why was this woman so desperate to keep me here, I was actually interested in talking with her a bit at first, but I wanted to go to the other activity first; but seeing how crazy and needy she was acting made me want to keep my distance and escape and avoid her now.

I woke up before I made my last attempts before leaving.

Dream 2

This dream involved my brother GC and me being in another city at maybe a hotel, it was possibly evening or night but I can not remember, and I remember us leaving the hotel by foot to go somewhere.

As we were crossing the parking lot I realized that I was carrying my glass bottle that I keep on the floor under my computer to roll under my feet sometimes to help prevent plantar fasciitis, and so I was going to hide it in the parking lot until I got back but then I decided to throw it away instead.

There was possibly a time jump to the next morning and I was inside a building like the one in the first dream or the same one, and something happened that I can not remember.

I remember walking toward an area in the building that was The BP Library even though it did not look like it and I saw my female coworkers Mrs. LF and T, I stopped to talk to them, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

Time Traveling To The Future In A School

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Dream 1

I spent most of the night dreaming about the video game Fallout 4 and managing settlements and settlers and their clothing and outfits and armor and weapons in that video game during the day, but that is all that I can remember of these dreams.

Dream 2

Fortunately I finally remembered part of a dream that was not related to the video game Fallout 4, it was my last dream from last night, but it is a bit confusing and unclear and missing many details because I forgot a lot of this dream.

Master Of Sex?

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I did not bother to voice record or think much about my dreams from last night, and so I can not remember much except for a few random dream fragments.

One dream fragment involved me possibly waking up in a dream after a vision of some genetically modified people, one of them had the words Master Of Sex after his name like it was either part of his name or almost like he had a college degree in sexology or something else like that, and these people seemed to be part of an experimental breeding program; I learned some of the details of their abilities and the breeding program that I can not remember, but that is all that I can remember of this dream fragment.

One dream fragment involved my former male classmate JC making a surprise visit at my parent’s house when I was gone, he was gone by the time I returned to the house, but my former male classmate DH was at the house; and he told me about our former classmate JC visiting, but that is all that I can remember of this dream fragment.

Another dream fragment took place during the day at my parent’s house, my former male classmate JC returned again making another surprise visit, and he had a large backpack with many supplies like he was homeless and traveling around; and I greeted him telling him that it has been awhile since I last saw him, and how I had not known if he was still alive or not.

I probably asked him how he was doing and I probably commented about his large backpack and all the supplies that he had, I probably told him that he could stay at my parent’s house for a while, but that is all that I can remember of this dream fragment.

There were some other dream fragments that I can not remember at this time, but I might remember them later and I will try to add them here.

The end,

-John Jr