I felt a bit sick and slightly congested with sinus pressure last night like my allergies are acting up now that the season is starting to change a bit, and I woke up several times during the night and one of those times I woke up from snoring/slobbering on my pillow (nasty); and my last dream somewhat repeated/continued several times, so I forgot a lot of my dreams, but I barely remember part of three dreams.
Dream 1
I forgot almost all of the first dream but I know that I was in another country but I can not remember what country I was in (maybe a country in Europe like Germany, but I can not remember), why I was in that country, what I was doing in that country, et cetera; but I do know that the dream took place during the day, but that is all that I can remember of this dream unfortunately.
Dream 2
I forgot most of the second dream as well and so it is very unclear and confusing, so I might make mistakes when trying to guess/remember what happened exactly, but I think that the dream took place during the day in a fictional place inside a fictional one-story building / house.
I was there with a woman who I think had whitish colored skin but I can not remember the rest of her appearance and I think that we were close to dating and/or we were dating, but then a woman who dressed (an old style dress and a head-cover/hat) and who looked like she was an older time period walked into the room with us and she looked like or was the character Suzanna Waite from the TV show Being Human (North American).
Suzanna became angry when she saw me with the woman who was either close to becoming my girlfriend or she was my girlfriend, Suzanna told me that she was my wife, and she angrily asked me what I was doing with that woman; and I remembered that Suzanna and I were married probably over 200 years ago, but something happened to her and I thought that she had died over 200 years ago (like on the TV show Being Human (US) except her husband was Aidan Waite).
I explained to Suzanna how I thought that she was dead all of these years and then my future girlfriend or girlfriend got very confused/frustrated, Suzanna and her briefly argued and they both seemed to hate each other, and then my future girlfriend walked off in anger as I was trying to calm the situation down and make sense of everything; and I tried to get her to come back so that we could talk about the situation, but she refused.
I stayed to talk to Suzanna about what had happened to her all those years ago, how did she survive all these years, how did she find me, et cetera.
I might be wrong but I think that I might have died one or twice during those 200 or more years, maybe I reincarnated one or two times, and so maybe I was once again in a new life but seeing Suzanna brought back my memories of that past life and my other past lives; but that still would not explain how Suzanna was still alive and why she was wearing a clothing style from over 200 years ago, but I am not sure about any of this and that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 3
The third/last dream took place during the day and I was at a fictional version of my parent’s house in a fictional city, and a police officer with whitish colored skin with short blondish colored hair and a police officer with dark brownish colored skin with short blackish colored hair knocked on our door and both of them wore blackish colored police uniforms; and I answered the door and they were looking for my brother CC but I told him that he does not live with us anymore, and they told me that my brother CC owed money on his apartment and on maybe some video games and/or something like that.
They told me to tell my brother CC that he needs to pay the money backs soon as possible, I told them okay, and then they left; but I felt that it was a bit suspicious for the police to come to our house like that over a money situation knowing that my brother CC does not live with us anymore, and so I decided that I wanted to investigate the situation a bit.
I remember going to a fictional field/park where there were some other people hanging out, maybe I expected to find my brother CC there but I never saw him, and I remember walking around near an empty table looking a bit suspicious as I waited for a friend of mine who I called on my mobile phone to come meet with me in the field/park to talk about investigating this situation for me before I tell my brother CC about it; and a male police officer or man was watching me from a distance near the groups of people because I looked suspicious walking alone near an empty table in circles.
At some point my friend arrived, I think that it was Batman or someone like Batman, and we did not look at each other and he sat at the empty table; and I continued walking around the table talking quietly to him without moving my mouth/lips much so that no one could hear us or read my lips, and I did not want anyone to know that I was talking to Batman/my friend.
Batman/my friend was a good detective and so I asked him to investigate the two men who came to my parent’s house to see if they were really police officers and to see if what they did was legal/authorized, to investigate to see if my brother really owed money, and to investigate a few more things; and he told me that he would, I thanked him, and we agreed to meet later once he finished his investigation.
I had some clear dreams with clear dialogue and clear details that I had remembered from my dreams from last night but the weather was nice and cold and I slept very well/comfortably and I got caught in a quicksand-like sleep/dream/daydreaming/thinking cycle (where I can not get out of bed and I keep waking up and/or going back to sleep dreaming and/or daydreaming and/or thinking and/or just sleeping, but last night I was mostly semi-awake thinking/daydreaming about two of my dreams but I probably would occasionally go back to sleep and wake up and this cycle continued for maybe two hours), and so I forgot most of my dreams and most of the details/dialogue from the only two dreams that I barely remember part of.
Dream 1
I remember part of the end of one dream that might have been a continuation from another dream (I also remember a part of a dream or this dream where I remember someone refusing to do something but that is all that I can remember of that/this part) where I seemed to be at a school in a hallway that had at least two bathrooms that I used many times in one or more dreams from last night that I can not remember, I went to these two bathrooms so many times that I instantly recognized them, but when I went into the bathroom this time there were some female nurses setting up something in the bathroom to my surprise; and they recognized me because I often used this bathroom and the other bathroom, and we talked about this and about what they were setting up.
I can not remember what they were setting up exactly but I know that it was something medical, and so I volunteer to be their first patient/test subject/whatever; and they started a medical procedure or something on me that I can not remember.
The next part that I remember might be from another dream but I will assume that it is from the same dream, and I went to a classroom that might have been in one of the same two bathrooms; and some of my former classmates like JF and CR were in the classroom, and I remember us talking/hanging out at some point.
My former classmate CR had a violin that she was practicing with, she had been learning to play the violin, and so she was probably trying to play a song; but my former classmate JF was in a joking mood and he made a friendly insulting joke about my former classmate CR trying to play and learn the violin, and he jokingly said something like:
“Violin? What kind of idiot plays the violin? Nobody cares about the violin, what a loser, learn to play a real musical instrument or learn something useful.”.
My former classmate JF and some of the other students laughed a bit because they/we knew that it was just a joke because we all had goofed/joked around before this point; but my former classmate CR did not realize that it was just a joke, she got angry/sad and she angrily yelled something at my former classmate JF, and she probably ran away with her violin crying a bit.
We were surprised and we felt bad for her and my former classmate JF ran after her trying to explain that it was just a joke and that he was sorry, and I decided to run after them to help with the situation; and somehow I found my former classmate CR hiding down the end of a sunken concrete walkway that led to an underground area/entrance, and I guess my former classmate JF ran past this area not noticing her hiding.
I tried to explain to her that my former classmate JF was only joking and that he felt bad that she did not realize this/that and that he was trying to find her to apologize to her, and she started to tell me how she had tried hard to learn to play violin and how most other people did not seem to care or support her; and so that is why his joke hurt her so badly, and she explained a few other personal things to me.
At some point to help her learn to get over the situation and/or to help her learn to deal with certain situations that I can not remember I decided to teach her something that was symbolic and that involved learning/using dream powers, maybe I somewhat realized that it was a dream and maybe it went semi-lucid but I am not sure, I just remember telling her that I wanted her to use her dream powers to throw me through the air at a large stone boulder to stop it from rolling on us; but she said that she did not know how to do that, a large stone boulder came rolling toward us from the top of the sunken walkway, and so I showed her what to do.
The large stone boulder was about to hit us, she still felt that she could not do it, and so I told her that she had to do it now or we would die (I hoped that a life and death situation would force her to try her best, and if she failed I had the power to stop the boulder); and so she did it, she used her dream powers to shoot me through the air at the boulder, and I punched it back up the walkway and it probably broke into many pieces.
We celebrated her success and she was surprised that she did it, we probably went into the underground entrance into a gym-like room to talk, and maybe she started to play her violin for me; but I woke up with the song that she was playing still in/on my mind and/or the song Symphony 1 In The Barrel Of A Gun by the music artist Emily Wells:
Dream 2
The next dream was very clear but confusing but I have forgotten most of it now after the quicksand sleep cycle, the dream took place inside a dimly lit apartment room on an upper floor of an apartment building, and I was watching one or more TV shows like Being Human (North American) where the episode was following Josh Levison and Aidan Waite.
My memory is unclear but I think that the dream jumped between me experiencing the episode by being in the episode and/or by being Josh and/or by being Aidan at various points during the dream and in the apartment I was also experiencing something that I can not remember, and so the dream confusingly jumped between both dream worlds/situations and dream characters.
I can not remember most of the details of the episode and of what happened in the apartment but I do know that both took place in dimly lit apartment rooms, and they involved conspiracy, violence, running, hiding, betrayal, et cetera; and I remember running, hiding, fighting, et cetera men who were chasing and attacking us.
At some point Josh and Aidan were alone in a room and Aidan did not trust Josh because he thought that Josh had betrayed him, Josh denied it, but Aidan did not believe him; and so there was a conflict between them, but they still had to worry about the men who were after them but I can not remember what happened and maybe the episode ended there; and whatever happened in my apartment ended at some point as well.
After this confusing part in the dream I remember lifting weights/exercising/jogging and maybe I hurt my foot/ankle/lower leg or I had a medical appointment to go to, and so I left my apartment to another apartment-like room on an upper floor in either the same apartment building or in another building not far away where there was a male and female nurse but the male nurse was leaving when I got there; and the female nurse probably had whitish colored skin but I can not remember the rest of her appearance except that she probably wore a mostly whitish colored nurse uniform/scrubs with several designs with various colors for each design.
She explained the medical procedure that she was about to do to my foot/ankle/lower leg and she showed me a paper/chart with mostly images explaining the medical procedure, I thought that the medical procedure seemed strange, but I only remember part of it.
I had to blow/breath into some bags/containers so that she could collect the air for some unknown reason(s), she examined my foot/ankle/lower leg, she might have taken samples from those areas and/or did something else to those areas (maybe some injections or scratch tests or something like that), and she asked me many questions while she was doing all of this; and we also talked about other things and we seemed to have some similar interests, and I even remember talking with her about that Being Human US episode that I was watching/experiencing earlier in the dream and whatever else I had watched/experienced.
I remember feeling like I wanted to get to know her better like I was interested in her and so I wanted to meet her again, I remember her probably wrapping my foot/ankle/lower leg with something, and then she told me that the next part of the medical procedure was probably going to be a bit painful; and one of the things that it involved was having the nurse bite your ankle for some strange reason(s), and I thought that this was strange and dangerous because the nurse could get infected if they got some body fluids/blood from the patient in their mouths or something like that.
The nurse told me that they made sure to have the area covered with the wrap and/or the patients clothing before biting, in my case it was the wrap and my pants covering the area, and I remember asking some questions about this strange part of the procedure but I can not remember her response(s); and at some point we started the supposedly painful part and I could feel it, but it did not really hurt.
At some point I remember the nurse biting my ankle and she asked me if it was hurting and I said no, and so she continued biting my ankle and doing whatever else she was doing; and she repeated the process at least one more time as she continued to ask me questions, and as we continued to talk about some of our shared interests.
At some point she said that this part of the procedure was over and that they wanted me to come back for the next part tomorrow and/or soon (like they would check the results and/or continue the experiment or procedure or whatever it was), she explained to me what to expect but I can not remember what she said, and I remember letting her that I enjoyed talking with her and that I wanted to get to know her better and that I hoped to see her soon; and she assured me that she would probably be there tomorrow, and so I was happy to hear that.
I remember her telling me something like: “I noticed earlier and now that you were/are walking slowly, not standing up straight, and like you have lifted weights which I think is not very attractive/good; and I recommend that you walk a bit faster, stand up straighter, and that you walk like you did not just finish lifting weights.” and I quickly let her know that I had lifted weights/exercised/jogged before I arrived and so she was correct about that and I did need to practice standing up straighter, and so I told her that I would try to improve that (because I really did want to impress her and for her to like me, and I somewhat agreed with her).
She said okay but that she still recommended that I improve that, I once again said that I would try, and that I looked forward to seeing her next time and I thanked her; and I said goodbye, and I started to leave but I woke up.
I barely remember part of two dreams from last night, with the first dream taking place in a fictional area where my cousin DE and his sister my cousin DE, were visiting me or I was visiting them during the day; but I can not remember most of the details of the dream.
I remember that DE said that it was a special day, a Halloween-like day or something like that, where they would watch scary movies and eat candy or something like that; and so we watched something or did something that I can not remember, but I remember that whatever it was caused me to have a bit of a fight or flight response & this part of the dream kept repeating until I woke up.
This part of the dream repeated so much and bothered me enough that I woke up, in the dream I think that I was able to feel my heartbeat moving oddly, and when I woke up my heartbeat was odd I think.
I remember feeling strange like I was going to die or have a supposed panic attack, I had to use some of my techniques that I learned last year (after my near death-like situation, a supposed panic attack according to the doctor, but I never had a panic attack like that before) to prevent the feelings from getting worse & so that I could go back to sleep; and eventually I was able to go back to sleep.
*Somehow the part that I typed below got deleted when I accidentally pressed a certain combination of keys on my keyboard, so I lost some of what I typed earlier, which is very annoying; and the Un-Do function in Firefox never works for me, maybe because I use Private Mode all the time?*
Dream 2
The next dream took place in D during the night at a fictional apartment in the field next to Burger King, some of the cast of the TV show Being Human (Syfy) were there, and I think that they were going their separate ways; and maybe somehow Nora Sergeant (played by the actress Kristen Hager) and I met after that, and maybe we went out for dinner or something, but I can not remember the details of what happened exactly.
I only remember that later in the dream Nora and I had dated for a while & now we were in a serious relationship and/or were married or about to get married soon & maybe Nora was pregnant but I am not sure, and I was at my parent’s house in the living room on the computer or something during the night; and Nora walked into the house without knocking or anything, like she lived there and/or like she was very comfortable/close with my family, and this seemed normal to me as well but she did surprise me a bit.
I stopped what I was doing and I got up to greet her, she was in a good mood but she seemed to be tired like either she had worked late at the hospital and/or like she was pregnant, and we started talking; but then my mom walked into the living room to greet Nora, and they both sat on the couch to talk, like they were very close, like a daughter-in-law & a mother-in-law talking (I can not recall my mom ever being this relaxed with/around someone other than my dad).
After their conversation Nora showed me a grocery store sales paper, she told me that she wanted me to go grocery shopping (I asked her if she wanted me to go to Walmart but she said no, that she wanted me to go to BB, which is where I wanted to go), and she went over the list of stuff that she wanted me to get; and I remember being concerned about the list having more expensive brands instead of generic brands, having maybe a few unnecessary things, and I worried about the cost of the long list but I listened anyway.
After listening to Nora I started looking over the grocery list and I started thinking about any questions that I had, and I started thinking about other things that I wanted to talk about in reference to the list & other things; and Nora laid back on the couch to relax like she was pregnant and/or super comfortable, and my mom was still on the couch & they both looked tired.
I remember thinking about how I still had no job & that I was still living at my parent’s house, and I felt that there was no way that I was going to be able to support a wife/girlfriend & kid for long like that or at all & I felt that it was wrong for me to have started a relationship with Nora in my current situation & I felt that I needed to seriously find a job soon & then get my own place to live in again (with Nora as well); and I felt an extra boost of inspiration, responsibility, and urgency to improve my situation for Nora, a possible future kid, and myself.
All of these thoughts & more were running through my mind that I wanted to talk to Nora about and I wanted to talk about the grocery store list with Nora & possibly ask Nora to come to the grocery store with me so that we could compare each other’s shopping habits & try to find a compromise if she was feeling good enough to go to the grocery store with me; I was so focused on this, that I did not notice that Nora & my mom were both now asleep on the couch, and it only took them a few minutes to go to sleep. 😀
I decided to not disturb them, and so I left in my automobile to go grocery shopping; and I was still trying to decide what I was going to do to save some money in reference to Nora’s grocery list or if I should just buy everything that she wanted, and I wondered how long it would be until I ran out of money at this rate since I had no job & since Nora’s grocery list was so long.
Something happened in the dream during a part in the dream (I am not sure when) where someone talked to me or warned me about something, near V Park, and while they were talking I saw flashes of scenes with Aidan Waite in them; Aidan was in a dimly lit room or bathroom, and someone was using prescience or remote viewing to try to find his location & so he was using his powers to try & block them from being able to see him.
Blocking that person’s/being’s prescience or remote viewing required so much concentration that Aidan could not move or do anything else but focus his powers, and a man entered the room where Aidan was while he was standing concentrating his powers; and I remember Aidan having no shirt on, and the man started shaving Aidan’s body hair on the upper part of his body & face with an old style straight razor like he was enjoying it in a homosexual-like way, it was freaky & disturbing.
Aidan could not stop him or say anything, since he needed all of his concentration on his powers to block the person/being from using prescience or remote viewing to see him, but the man accidentally(?) cut Aidan a few times which briefly broke Aidan’s concentration each time but Aidan quickly re-focused each time.
Aidan was in a very awkward situation and he was straining/trying very hard to stay focused, he was clearly sweating & in a bit of pain & was annoyed by the man in the room, but the flashes of scenes of this ended; and I finished my conversation with whoever was warning me about something, and they left.
I remember driving on my way to the grocery store but I stopped in the parking lot of my bank, this was during the night, to look at the grocery list & to think about what to do & maybe also to see who was at the apartment building from the beginning of the dream; but then an automobile wrecked into the back of another automobile.
A few minutes later another automobile came speeding up the road and did a sharp turn that caused it to flip & wreck.
A minute or so after that another automobile came speeding up the road and they went out of control, and wrecked as well; it was crazy, like people were driving drunk or something, and so I felt afraid to drive on the road & I wondered what was going on.
I called Nora to see if she was okay and I wanted to return home to talk to her; but I woke up.
As of 5-5-2012 I still have some feelings/connection to this dream/the dream character of Nora, which is longer than usual, usually I might dream of someone or something & I might have feelings/a connection to the dream/a character in the dream/an item in the dream for a few hours or a day or two where I want talk to that person (if the dream was about a real person) or I want to get/use an item from the dream (if the dream was about a real item) et cetera; and so I find this/that to be interesting.
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