Unfortunately I only remember part of my last dream from last night, which was interesting, but I forgot a lot of the details; it was probably partly inspired by the book 1984 (Nineteen Eighty-Four), which I have been reading recently & I am still reading it since I never read the entire book before.
Last night I remember part of two dreams and what happened when I woke up from my first dream.
My first dream is unclear in the beginning, but I think that my family lived in a new location in D in TLs, even though our old house was still probably ours too; but I am not sure.
It was earlier in the morning and my brothers were little kids again, and they were getting ready for school; but something confusing happened, but I can not remember the details.
Somehow maybe my brothers D&D had to drive one of my parent’s automobiles to school, even though they were too young to drive or to know how to drive, because maybe my parent’s and I were busy taking someone somewhere or helping someone or something; but I can not remember.
I just know that my brothers D&D and maybe GC & CC were missing, and they did not arrive to/at school; and our fictional neighbor’s son was missing too, and so we all were searching around the city trying to find my brothers and our neighbor’s son.
My automobile was gone, maybe one of my brothers had tried to use it to get to school or something but I am not sure, and my aunt JE told us that someone stole a bicycle or something I think; but I could be wrong.
We went to search around McDonald’s for my brothers and we did not find them there either, and so we decided to split up & search around the city; and I was going to have use a bicycle since my automobile was gone.
We were starting to panic a bit and I was worried for my brothers, and as the oldest brother, I felt responsible for their safety; but then I woke up suddenly in the real world at 4:Thirty-Something AM (I am not if it was a double-digit number or not Flynn 😉 ) & I jumped up in bed, like I was snapped back into the real world or something & I felt afraid even though I realized that I had just been dreaming.
I got out of bed even though I felt afraid and I started to check inside the house & outside of the windows to make sure that everything was okay, just in case another fire had started again (earlier this year I woke up suddenly from a dream & I smelled smoke & I saw an orange glow on the curtains & I looked outside the window & I saw a fire in my parent’s yard behind their automobiles & I woke everyone up & I ran outside to put out the fire with the water hose but it was a chemical fire and so the water did not help much & the fire department had to put out the fire but we managed to drive the automobiles away from the fire before they got damaged too badly) or if there was another danger in the house or outside of the house; and during my search I started to feel like I was going to have a panic attack, but I used my techniques that I learned to stop it, but the fear remained.
I tried several techniques to deal with the fear but they only helped a bit, but I did not let that stop me from making sure that the house and yard were secure, and I even went outside to check the yard; everything was clear, but I felt the most afraid in the room that I had slept in for some reason, maybe because it was the darkest room or something.
I took a moment to try to calm down and then I got back in bed still afraid but I resisted the fear, though it still remained, and I had a hard time going back to sleep; once when I closed my eyes, I thought that I saw an orange glow, and so I got up to make sure that a fire had not started outside, and I saw nothing & so it must have just been my imagination or something.
It took me awhile to go back to sleep but I did a better job dealing with the feelings of fear than I did the last time this happened & the feelings of fear were not as strong this time as they were the last time this happened, and so that is a good thing; and as I tried to go back to sleep, several things happened that I can not remember.
30 minutes – 1 hour or more later, I finally went back to sleep, and like the last time this happened, I had some dreams involving John F. Kennedy & secrets that have been hidden from the public but I can not remember the secrets or most of the dreams except part of one dream.
I can not remember most of the dream, but I remember a man standing behind what looked like a pulpit in a small church-like building, and he was talking to a small group of people sitting down on church-like pews; like the last time, I was not in most of these dreams and/or I was not myself.
In the small crowd of people there was a woman who was taller than the average Human & she had whitish colored skin with orangish & reddish colored hair, and at some point she handed the man who was talking behind the pulpit, what seemed to be a business-like card & then she sat back down.
The man behind the pulpit stopped talking and then he looked at the business-like card, I think, and then he started to have flashbacks of various secrets that had been hidden from the public; and I was able to see the flashbacks too, even though I was not in the dream.
The only partial secret that I can somewhat remember clearly enough was about John F. Kennedy, and I think that he was riding in the Presidential Motorcade that looked like the one that he was assassinated in; but I can not remember what secrets were revealed in the flashback about John F. Kennedy, unfortunately.
Once the man and I finished seeing all of these quick flashbacks of various secrets that have been hidden from the public, the man seemed to have regained many of his memories of some of these secrets (like he had once been involved in the cover-ups and/or he had been one of the few people who knew some of the secrets and/or something), and now he wanted to show some of those secrets to the public finally; and he was about to start telling some of the secrets to the people in the room.
But something very strange happened to the man before he could speak, it was like some pre-programmed brainwashing or whatever had been activated in his mind, it was like someone had once programmed his mind to prevent him from revealing the secrets if one day he decided to finally show some of the secrets; the man suddenly stopped and he started to look zombie/robot-like as his mind began to follow the program that had been set in his mind long ago if he ever decided to try to show some of the secrets.
The man who now acted zombie/robot-like & talked zombie/robot-like, asked the woman who had given him the business-like card that had helped restore his memories of the secrets, to do stupid things.
First, he asked the woman to stand up, and so she stood up.
Second, he asked the woman to swing her arms in the air or something stupid like that, and so she did.
Third, he asked the woman to jump up and down, and so she did.
He might have asked the woman to do a few other stupid things as the woman looked confused but she followed his orders, and the other people watched in shock/surprise by the man’s strange behavior.
Finally the man asked the woman to punch him in the face and the woman & the crowd were shocked & the woman wanted to refuse but the man told her that it was okay, and so the woman punched the man in the face like he had asked.
I think he smiled and/or laughed, and it was clear that the pre-programming/brainwashing that had done to him in the past, had worked to prevent him from telling the secrets; I can not remember what else happened, I only can remember waking up again.
-John Jr 🙂