All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day, and my brother CC walked outside angry/sad/frustrated/et cetera about some of his fellow soldiers being mad at him about something that he had allegedly done in the field (on a military mission).
My brother CC was almost crying, maybe he did cry a bit as he paced around angrily talking out-loud about the situation, and I tried to calm him down outside and when he walked back inside the house.
All that I can remember of this unclear and confusing and strange and disturbing dream is that it took place over a period of time with time jumps that took place over a period of years during the day and night, from me being in college until me no longer being in college, and I was possibly not myself during some or all the dream but it is too unclear and confusing for me to remember exactly if I was myself or not during various parts of the dream so this dream will make even less sense without those important details.
I think that most of the dream involved a somewhat familiar or recycled dream world where there is a parking lot of a maybe large warehouse/airport/store-like building of some kind (it probably varies depending on the dream), in some dreams there is a long roller coaster-like thing and/or conveyor belt and/or structure in this parking lot area behind the building, and in most dreams and in this dream I probably walked through this area a lot and would spend time in this area alone and/or with some of my former classmates like my former male classmate SS who were in college with me during this dream and in some dreams I have a job in this area.
We probably would cross this area a lot when going to and from our college and dorm which was across the street in front of it, to the left of it was a field of grass with some apartment houses, behind it was a neighborhood, and to the right of it was a raised fence and concrete wall-like structure but I am not sure what was on the other side of it.
I am not sure what happened during most of the dream, I just remember that years later when I was no longer in college there was a man who somewhat reminded me of a live-action version of the video game character Lee Everett from the Telltale Games video game The Walking Dead who had just been allowed to stay an apartment house with a woman who was or who reminded of the actress Alice Braga, and a woman with him who I assume was his pregnant mother was allowed to stay with Mrs. Braga and her children.
This apartment house was in the field by the area where most of the dream took place, the building and its parking lot were abandoned now probably and Donald Trump had recently bought it and was probably going to turn it into a business of some kind and he had some Trump Towers where the neighborhood was and he possibly bought the apartment houses and/or other properties in the neighborhood, and to make things even more confusing I possibly jumped between being myself and being the live-action Lee Everett-like man and to make things even crazier when this would probably happen the pregnant mother would change too to match which ever man I was at the time.
Mrs. Braga seemed to possibly be a single mother with at least two kids, the Lee Everett-like man and/or I and our pregnant mothers seem to be going through hard times I assume so Mrs. Braga seemed to be helping us out it seemed, and one night something very strange and distrubing happened where his/my pregnant mother started having pains and she started giving birth and a baby was born and the umbilical cord was still attached and the baby looked strange and deformed and possibly dead as I looked at it and I probably got to hold it briefly.
I think that this part of the dream was possibly partly inspired by a post by True George that I read last night called Creepy Photography.
My memory is unclear but I think that the baby looked like it had half a head or that its head was only partly formed, it was possibly pale white and it looked strange and dead almost doll-like but I can not remember, and it was possibly not moving or making any noise but I can not remember.
He/I tried to get our mothers to go to the hospital for her and the baby’s sake, things probably jumped back and forth between him and his mom and me and my mom at first, but then it maybe ended on maybe his mom and him and his mom was refusing to get help and she started acting crazy.
His mother grabbed a gun or a weapon of some kind as she held her possibly dead baby, his mother was acting crazy and was threatening the man/me and Mrs. Braga, and the man/me tried to get her to calm down and put down the weapon/gun and let us get them to the hospital.
To make things even more confusing I was probably the man or seeing things from his point of view during these jumps between being him and myself and between his mom and my mom, there was possibly some rewinding/repeating of time several times as we tried to deal with this situation like a video game where you get to try again maybe, but I can not remember.
This was all confusing, crazy, intense, creepy, sad, serious, and more and Mrs. Braga threatened to kick us out if I could not get his/my mom under control because she did not want her children to be in danger by living with someone who is a threat.
This is probably why I did not want to type this dream and why I waited so long to type it, whatever happened during this night part of the dream with our pregnant mothers giving birth and going crazy and threatening us and refusing to go to the hospital, bothered me/creeped me out/saddened me/disturbed me/et cetera so I probably did not want to think about it or remember it or share it (just imagine having to jump between being someone else and yourself while repeatedly dealing with a situation like this with your pregnant mother (which was strange enough for a woman her age) giving birth to a possibly dead and deformed strange-looking half-headed baby with all the blood and other body fluids and umbilical cord still attached while your mother goes crazy and threatens everyone with a gun/weapon while refusing to go to the hospital.
I can not remember or make sense of most of what happened or describe it properly, just know that it was somewhat like a scary movie and exploring a fear or worse case scenario that you never want to have to deal with or experience or something like that, and so be glad that I can not remember or describe it properly.
He/I had to be concerned about our mothers, baby sibling or dead baby sibling, Mrs. Braga and her children, and more so the situation was complicated and serious as he/I tried to handle the situation without anyone getting hurt and/or kicked out and/or arrested and/or killed.
His/My mom ended up leaving outside with our baby sibling or dead baby sibling in her arms still attached to the umbilical cord while she still had a weapon, he/I could not find her/them so he/I was worried about their safety and the safety of others because of his mother who was acting crazy and who was armed, and the next thing that I remember is going outside the next morning and his/my mother and baby sibling were still missing.
Donald Trump rode by in a black limousine looking around at the new property he had bought, I did not see him, but I somehow I knew that he was inside the limousine.
There were some men with whitish-colored skin wearing dark-colored suits and sunglasses investigating something that had happened in the past that possibly involved the Lee Everett-like man and/or I and/or some of my former classmates back when we were still in college, and there was one or more other men trying to recruit some people for something and the actor George Clooney was one of these men (Quentin Tarantino was probably one of these men as well) and he was probably acting like his character Seth Gecko from the film From Dusk Till Dawn; and this was probably inspired by an anniversary trailer that I saw last night for this film as I was viewing various film trailers on YouTube in the related videos section/whatever like the trailer for the 2017 M. Night Shyamalan film Split and some scary films which possibly partly inspired the confusing jumping between me being the Lee Everett-like man and then being myself throughout parts of the dream and the disturbing night part of the dream.
The men doing an investigation were close to suspecting the Lee Everett-like man and/or me and/or my former classmate and/or whoever, and Mr. Clooney/Seth Gecko and his group were starting to take an interest in the Lee Everett-like man like they wanted to recruit him to their group or recruit him for a mission.
Something happened where a man approached the Lee Everett-like man/me screaming for help, this and some other things made me realize how part of this dream seemed video game-like, and this reminded me of radiant quests/radiant AI in a Bethesda video game because when this part of the dream repeated and/or the next day it was a woman instead of a man who approached him/me screaming for help.
I started to notice the strangeness of the dream, but I woke up before I could realize that I was dreaming.
The end,
-John Jr
I got awakened from my last dream because someone opened the bedroom door, people were making a lot of noise, and the heat from the heater made the bedroom hot; and so those things combined woke me up from my dream suddenly, unfortunately, causing me to forget most of my last dream even though it was a pretty clear and easy to remember dream.
The dream will not make much sense now that most of the dream is missing/forgotten because of being suddenly awakened by all of those things and I am not even sure if I was myself in the dream or not, the dream took place during the day, and I remember walking to what I think was a banquet that was taking place at a one-story building where a lot of high level/important people were; and there was a big crowd outside the entrance waiting to get inside and/or talking.
This dream took place in a different time period in a fantasy-like world that seemed to be a combination of a fictional past and a fictional future combining the world of the TV show Dracula (2013) with The Lord Of The Rings film series with the TV show Battlestar Galactica (2004) and one or more fictional worlds/time periods, and so there were people with old style and modern and futuristic clothes/armor/weapons and even maybe Orc / Alien-like humanoids / entities.
As we were waiting and talking outside the entrance Lady Jayne Wetherby from the TV show Dracula (2013) made a grand entrance walking confidently through the crowd wearing maybe a nice long purple dress with a gold-colored armored top with cleavage showing, but suddenly a lot of the Orc/Alien-like entities took her hostage by surprise and they pulled out weapons and they surrounded everyone outside like they were attempting a coup and were going to kill all the important/high-level people inside the building at the banquet.
Security closed and locked the doors to the building as the Orc/Alien-like entities expected and so they were going to use Lady Wetherby as a hostage to get them to open the doors, they told the security that they would kill Lady Wetherby if they did not open the doors but the security refused to their surprise because Lady Wetherby was a high-level person and they expected their hostage plan to work, and Lady Wetherby looked angry/embarrassed that she was taken hostage so easily because she was so focused on making a grand entrance and she was not paying attention.
I slowly got closer to the Orc/Alien-like entities who were holding Lady Wetherby hostage and before they went to kill her I attacked them and I freed Lady Wetherby and both of us grabbed some mêlée weapons and we started fighting the Orc/Alien-like entities with all we had, Lady Wetherby fought with great vengeance wanting revenge for being taken hostage and embarrassed in front of everyone and she was destroying Orc/Alien-like entities and she could clearly take care of herself, and us fighting inspired everyone else outside to fight and I yelled for them to fight as well; and a great battle took place, it was wild/crazy/et cetera, but a bit fun.
I remember blocking, dodging, chopping, stabbing, slicing, throwing, kicking, punching, elbowing, kneeing, jumping, et cetera during the battle and we were winning the battle; and I saw Kara Thrace (Starbuck) from the TV show Battlestar Galactica (2004) fighting as well, for some reason(s) that I can not remember I helped her escape the battle when it was over or when it was clear that we would win, and I remember us being maybe near some water next to some grass and dirt outside near a wilderness and an automobile.
Starbuck either had a baby there or during the battle or before the battle or not long ago maybe because she had a baby with her who seemed to have been born very recently, that is probably why I helped her escape after the battle or right before it was over, but she did not trust me; and so I kept trying to help her and to get her to trust me enough to help her and her baby escape, I think that it was her baby, but I could be wrong.
I think that I remember Starbuck being over-whelmed with the thought of being a mother and she probably told me that she did not think that she could handle being a mother, I tried to give her words of encouragement, but it probably did not help that much; and I probably helped her with her baby showing and teaching her basic skills to help her take care of her baby, but she still did not trust me.
I think that I wanted her to wait with me and/or drive in the automobile with me to another area where we could meet one or more people I knew who could help take Starbuck and her baby somewhere safer, but Starbuck did not trust me and she was refusing my offer; and so I kept trying to convince her that I was trying to help her, and maybe at some point a women I knew came to help us.
The woman probably tried to help me convince Starbuck to let us help her and her baby, but I got awakened suddenly in the real world by various things that I mentioned earlier.
The end,
-John Jr
Last night I have several dreams, but I forgot most of them.
In one dream my mom gave birth to a baby boy, and so I had a new baby brother to my surprise.
I think that my parent’s named him with a first name that started with either an A or J, but I can not remember the exact first name.
I remember being surprised that my new baby brother already had his eyes opened even though he was only a few days old, and I remember playing with him & holding him as I talked with my parent’s; it was nice/fun having a baby brother again compared to dealing with most of my other brothers who are now older annoying brats mostly, but that is all that I can remember of this dream unfortunately.
I barely remember part of my last dream which is too unclear, but I think that it involved some people and small non-Humans who were in a prison/jail/or something; and they were signaling to some people outside, and I was with the people who were outside.
One of the small non-Humans was making signals/commercials to get the attention of some people on the outside (not just my group, but people in the outside world), and there was an argument between the group in the prison/jail/whatever over which/what kind/how many signals/commercials to use.
My group approached the other group to talk with them, maybe they were doing manual labor outside or something, and so they tried to talk to us carefully without alerting the guards or whoever; and we tried to offer some advice/help to them, but that is all that I can remember.
The end,
-John Jr
I have almost completely forgotten all of my dreams from last night due to a repeating dream fragment that kept repeating and it was very long & it was like it was erasing my memories of my other dreams, so long that I started to forget all of my dreams before it & after it almost, even the repeating dream fragment itself was mostly forgotten.
I had several dreams but I can only remember some of one dream before the erasing repeating dream fragment, but my memory is so unclear that my guesses of what happened in the dream could be wrong.
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