Our Semi-Neighbor T Staring From His Doorway

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I went to bed super late after staying up to watch anime as usual at this time of the week, and so I did not voice record my dreams until I finally woke up for good so most of my dreams are forgotten now except for barely part of several dreams that I will type randomly.

Dream 1

This dream took place during the day and I was inside the living room of my parent’s house looking out of the window, my brother GC was in the yard, and as I was about to look away and go outside when I saw our semi-neighbor T standing in the back door way of the semi-abandoned house that he is staying in looking toward our yard.

T stood there without moving briefly, and then he grabbed a chair and sat back in the darkness of the open doorway where you could not see him much or at all really.

At some point he possibly closed the door or I just did not know where he was anymore, and I looked around wondering where he was and if he was still watching because I wanted to go outside but I wanted to wait until he was not around and not staring at our yard.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream took place during the day and I was inside my parent’s house walking past the front door as my brother GC was entering the house through it, he stopped me, and then he walked outside to reveal someone who was standing on our front porch.

The person standing on the front porch was my former male classmate SS to my surprise, I was shocked and surprised to see him because I have not seen him or heard from him in years, but he looked thicker in the face and neck and body.

SS was wearing a baseball cap that was possibly backward with light-color clothing like he was about to play tennis or something, and I greeted him and I asked him if he was SS and he said yes.

I then shook his hand and told him how surprised that I was to see him, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

This dream possibly took place inside my parent’s house but I am not sure, I just know that it involved me thinking about the college American football careers of my brothers TDC and KDC, and I was thinking about what-if scenarios and other things.

I wondered which college teams might be interested in recruiting them from their current college LU, would those colleges also offer full scholarships, and would they have higher priority over people who have not played college football yet since they have been on a college team for over a year now.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 4

This dream took place during the day at a gas station / restaurant or diner / convenience store that reminded me of the one that use to be in the city of SB, and there were two men with light-color skin who seemed to be tourists or something passing through so they stopped here.

They were thinking about getting some food and they were trying to use the wireless internet (Wi-Fi), but I heard them complaining about the internet being slow and not working right and they said some negative things about this place like it looked suspicious.

They had very bad attitudes and were being rude and annoying and were complaining loudly, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr


A Nuclear Explosion? | My Coworker Mrs. M Says Goodbye

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This morning I found a small green basket of berries (maybe blackberries) outside our front door with a small note from Amenhotep and Khaled, I am not sure who Amenhotep and Khaled are, but whoever you are thank you for the berries.

This surprise gift this morning seemed even more strange and oddly timed because of the dreams that I had last night.

Last night I had some interesting and intense dreams, but unfortunately I can only remember part of two of those dreams because of all the intensity and because I did not voice record my dreams until later.

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the evening or night, I was with my parent’s and maybe my brother GC, and we seemed to be going to an outdoor college stadium to probably see my brothers KD and TD play college football.

We probably arrived early before the teams were even at the stadium yet but I am not sure, and so people were still arriving but at some point as we were probably going to our seats there was probably a flash and a large explosion in the distance with a mushroom cloud.

My assumption was that it was a nuclear explosion but that was just my first assumption (it could have been a huge conventional bomb like the GBU-43/B Massive Ordnance Air Blast (MOAB or Mother Of All Bombs), and then everyone started panicking and taking cover to brace for the shock wave(s) and hope that we survive.

I assumed that we were going to probably die but I took cover anyway, and to my surprise we survived the shock wave(s).

Next there was the fear of possible nuclear radiation (fallout), and so everyone started panicking and running to get to their automobiles to leave to a safer location and / or to find a safer location to avoid  possibly nuclear fallout (radiation).

As we were starting to run we heard the military arriving around the area like they were surrounding it, there were soldiers on foot and in military vehicles who had camouflaged fatigues and body armor and helmets with probably assault rifles who were possibly American soldiers but I am not sure which country if any the soldiers were with, and maybe some special forces-like soldiers wearing black clothing with their faces covered or partly covered carrying maybe assault rifles with little to no body armor were possibly dropped off by helicopter but I can not remember.

Many people were happy to see the military arriving and were expecting them to help us, tell us what to do, and that they would take us to a safe location but the soldiers started shooting and killing everyone as the first group of people approached them to our surprise.

My family and I had kept a distance waiting to see what would happen so we were further back than the people who had approached the soldiers, we are more cautious so that helped save our lives this time, and chaos broke out as the soldiers started shooting and killing everyone who was not a solider.

People were shocked, screaming, running, hiding, too scared to move, et cetera after just surviving a possible nuclear explosion to then be surprisingly attacked by the assumed military.

This all seemed real to me and I did not realize that I was dreaming, this situation was intense, and my focus was on trying to help my family and I survive this terrible situation.

I had my family take cover and my first plan was to kill some soldiers one-at-a-time to take their clothing and armor and guns and equipment and IDs so that we could pretend to be soldiers, and then escape in our automobile.

I was not sure why the military / soldiers were killing everyone but it seemed that maybe this was part of a cover-up to cover-up the possible nuclear explosion, we all had been witnesses to this, and so I assumed that for whatever reason they wanted to kill all the witnesses that they could.

Maybe this was a surprise attack from another country but who knows, I just know that I was trying to help my family and I survive, and so I immediately started my plan by killing a special forces-like soldier who was alone and who was distracted as he was shooting people in the back.

I took his equipment and I put it on, so part of my face was now covered and I had a gun, and then I moved around cautiously with my family ambushing other soldiers and killing them until all of my family were also disguised as soldiers.

We then moved in formation pretending to be soldiers, the other soldiers were too busy killing people to notice that we were not really soldiers, and we did not kill any more soldiers as we made our way to our automobile.

Many of these soldiers were just young men doing their jobs following orders it seemed, most did not seem like they enjoyed doing this and there was some panic among them too as they had to run around trying to kill all of these people running around for their lives, and so it was chaos which allowed my plan to work.

We reached our automobile, we got in, and I drove us to the military checkpoint that was set up to block anyone from escaping.

We tried to act normal and pretend to be soldiers, my face was partly covered and the helmets and body armor helped my family hide themselves a bit, and when we reached the checkpoint I showed them the military ID that I stole and I tried to sound and act like a soldier.

My plan worked and they let us pass without searching the automobile, and we drove away and probably through wilderness areas and back roads to avoid the military or whoever they were.

We probably drove through some somewhat familiar areas from past dreams and / or earlier in the forgotten parts of the dream, but that is all that I can remember of this intense dream before I woke up.

I probably woke up with my heart beating a bit fast because the dream was so intense and realistic, I was in survival mode, and having to survive a possible nuclear explosion and then survive getting attacked by the assumed military and having to kill some soldiers is some pretty serious and intense stuff.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place in an area that somewhat reminded me of the college stadium from the first dream, but there was one or two small buildings.

I remember moving from either another building and / or from outside toward another building, and I was with my coworkers from The BP Library and some of their family members.

My coworker Mrs. M was standing outside the building with some of her family members, including some of her grandchildren who had light-color skin, and Mrs. M was saying goodbye to each person entering the building because she was resigning (quitting) her job at The BP Library.

Mrs. M was giving people hugs, smiles, and was briefly talking with people before they enter the building as she said her final goodbyes to each of us as she stood there with her family who were supporting her.

It was not said but I assumed that maybe Mrs. M was dying and that she was resigning from her job so that she could spend time with her family before she dies, but that was my assumption and it was never said.

This made the situation even more emotional, my coworker Mrs. M is a nice older woman who greets you every day with a smile and I did not want to see her leave or die, and things would not be the same without her at work.

I stood back waiting before going to say my final goodbyes to my coworker Mrs. M, I thought that I would be okay, but as I watched people saying their goodbyes I became emotional and I wanted to cry.

I tried to stop myself from crying which was very difficult to my surprise but I probably started crying when the emotions overwhelmed me but I can not remember if I cried or not, but if I did cry I made sure that no one could see or hear me.

At this point I kept trying to stop myself from crying and / or I was trying to finish crying until I felt that I could finally say my final goodbyes to my coworker Mrs. M without crying.

But to my surprise this was more difficult and was taking longer than expected because the emotions had broken through my defenses to my surprise, watching my coworker Mrs. M standing with her family saying her final goodbyes to everyone was like watching someone saying goodbye for the last time before they die, like Alexander The Great’s alleged last farewell to his soldiers.

I probably became more emotional than expected because this probably reminded me of my deceased grandmother DE, and that is one of the few things that can make me cry when something reminds me of her and of the last time that I saw her alive and of her funeral.

But I woke up before I could walk over to say my final goodbyes.

The end,

-John Jr


Attending An American Football Camp By Accident

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I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for somewhat part of one dream which took place during the day at L college in L at an American Football camp for high school students, and I went there with my parents’ and my brothers TD and KD; and this dream was inspired by a real life trip from the weekend.

I went to the football camp with them for a chance to see the city of L again, my parents’ and I were going to watch as my brothers TD and KD attended the football camp, but when I got there something happened where I somehow ended up participating in the football camp accidentally(?) as well even though I graduated from high school years ago.

The football camp took place inside a semi-indoor/indoor facility and there were several real male college football coaches from the real L college there, the families of some of the high school students were there as well, and even a few young women were participating but I can not remember if they played football or not as well.

I remember doing football training drills with the high school students, then we played a bit of football, and eventually we took a break to eat and drink and talk inside a brownish colored carpeted/walled narrow room further inside the facility.

I remember the coaches being there with us and they were impressed with me and I told them that I was not even a high school or college student, and that somehow I accidentally became part of the football camp and I told them how old I was.

I can not remember what their exact reaction(s) were but I know that they paused to think about the situation like they were trying to decide if there was a way that I could eventually play on their college football team, and I told them that I never played football in school or in the little leagues other than playing unofficially sometimes at school and I briefly played flag football once but I did not finish the season because my team argued all the time.

I told them that I did not know much about football and that I did not even know all the positions or rules but that is all that I can remember of this dream, and I woke up at some point.

The end,

-John Jr