A Strong Old Lady Or Entity?

This dream took place during the day at a multi-story multipurpose hospital-like building that had an actual hospital, a fictional version of The BP Library, and probably more.

The BP Library was on part of the first floor, I was there with some coworkers in a windowless carpeted staff room that was at the end of a hallway; it was near push open double traffic doors that led outside to the back of the building that possibly had a small staff parking lot and / or alley.


50.The Heartless And The Wicked

What Is It?

The YouTube video 50.The Heartless And The Wicked by Moon Raven (MoonRaven), which might be his or her last YouTube video, that was re-uploaded by the YouTube channel Aaron_Aapocalypse-X _Haselrig after it was deleted from the original channel:

50.The Heartless And The Wicked

What Is It About?

Here is Moon Raven’s description for this video:

(Message from MoonRaven)

I would like to thank everybody for all the support and well wishes over the many years that I have been making these videos.

I am however very sorry to say that this will be the last.

As many of you know, I have been ill for a long while, and unfortunately it is an illness which will not get better.

I thought I could still manage this channel, but it became painfully obvious to me while working on this story that I can not.

It has been well over a year since I started this story, and I apologize for such a delay.

The reason it took so long is because I would become tired very easily and very quickly, sometimes only being able to work on it a few minutes a day before I had to stop.

I would love to keep working on this channel as I do have many more ideas for stories, but I just don’t see how it would be possible now.

I did promise this story to you long ago, so I was determined to finish it.

I hope you like it.

I would like to thank everyone who watched my videos, subscribed to my channel, wrote me emails, and supported me on Patreon.

This meant more to me than you could know.

And the Patreon support really helped out a lot in improving the quality of the videos, so thank you all!

I can’t say what the future will bring, but for right now I feel it’s the only choice I have.

I hope you understand.

Thank You Again!

“The Heartless and the Wicked”

Author: MoonRaven

Narrated by: Mark Weitzman

Voices by: Patrick, Elliot, Sydney, Marcia D., Troy, Michele, Superstar818

Music by: Jason Shaw, Kevin Macleod, Jonathan Geer, Lynne Music, Alex Khashkin, and Perfect Soulution Music



Here is how Aaron_Aapocalypse-X _Haselrig describes this video:

It’s finally here, folks, the last video that was released by Moonraven.

It’s been a long time for me to get to it, but here it is.

Music used in this video can be found at:

Serenity – Composed by Jason Shaw
Mountain Sun – Composed by Jason Shaw
Landras Dream – Composed by Jason Shaw
Running Waters – Composed by Jason Shaw
Shadowlands 5 – Composed by Keven Macleod
Dehydration – Composed by Jonathan Geer
Beckoning Shadow – Composed by Jonathan Geer
Day of Redemption – Composed by Lynn Music
Determination – Composed by Alex Khaskin
Hunting – Composed by Perfect Solution Music

I do not own the rights to any of the music used in this video.


SONG: Day of Redemption-8466

ARTIST: Dmitri Belichenko

LICENSES: Adrev for Rights Holder (on behalf of Lynne Publishing); Adrev Publishing, Forward Music Publishing Co., Ltd., and 1 Music Rights Societies


Do You Believe In Evil? – Alice & Luther – Luther – BBC

What Is It?

A scene from the British television show Luther called Do You Believe In Evil? – Alice & Luther – Luther – BBC by BBCWorldwide:

Do You Believe In Evil? – Alice & Luther – Luther – BBC

What Is It About?

This is how BBC Studios describes this video:

DCI John Luther visits Alice Morgan’s apartment.

Alice sees human existence as insignificant compared to the universe, with its vast galaxies and black holes.

Will her philosophy survive after direct contact with Luther’s belief system.

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Sleep Paralysis And Hallucinations | Light (Good) Versus Dark (Evil)

Sleep Paralysis And/Or Dream 1

The first dream/experience took place about thirty minutes after I went to sleep or was almost sleep last night, I am not sure if I was dreaming or awake or if it was both, either way I remember laying in bed in a dark room; and my brother GC was on the left side of the room sleeping on his bed.

I was laying in bed about to go to sleep, then maybe I went to sleep but woke up a few minutes later still in bed, and I was experiencing sleep paralysis where I could not move and I could not talk; and I realized that this was sleep paralysis so I was pretty calm, and then I saw a hallucination of a mostly orangish colored cat with maybe a bit of small whitish colored stripes/patterns/whatever that was on the edge of my brother GC’s bed.

I thought that this was funny and cute and I felt positive, I reminded myself that this was probably a hallucination because I was having sleep paralysis, and so I decided to enjoy watching this hallucination as the cat moved around on the edge of my brother GC’s bed; and I thought that this was interesting/cool, but then things became scary/freaky and negative.

The cat changed into a freaky/scary/strange bald small naked (it was possibly shedding skin after transforming so it did not look naked in the normal sense, and it probably did not have a penis or vagina) humanoid creäture with pale maybe grayish colored skin with a wrinkled neck like it was covered in foreskin or like its skin was still shedding from transforming; and its body was shaped strangely almost like the shape of the cat combined with a humanoid, no tail or paws or fur or anything like that but a strange body shape, and it was walking/crawling on all fours.

Things were no longer positive and I became afraid like during normal sleep paralysis, I tried to move and yell to warn my brother GC but I could not move and I could only barely mumble, and the humanoid was looking at me smiling with an evil grin like it was trying to scare me; and it slowly crawled/walked/climbed on all fours next to my face staring at me smiling with an evil grin as I struggled to try to move or yell.

My brother GC was still sleep in his bed, I was panicking and I reminded myself that this was probably sleep paralysis and a hallucination that was not real, and so I closed my eyes telling myself this and I took a deep breath to relax; and then in a few seconds when I relaxed a bit I quickly opened my eyes and I tried to jump up in bed, hoping to be able to move and grab the humanoid, but when I opened my eyes my body only shook like I was scared awake.

I was still in my bed and I could move now, the humanoid was gone, and my brother GC was still sleep in his bed; and so I was not sure if I had a dream of having sleep paralysis and hallucinations or if this happened in the real world or if this happened in the real world and in a dream.

Dream 2

I think that the second dream was maybe inspired by the films The Hunger Games and Divergent and/or something like that, I think that the dream possibly involved being poor and oppressed by a government maybe, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

All that I can remember of my third/last dream is that it took place at a probably windowless fictional elementary school that possibly was supposed to be P Elementary School or at least inspired by it, I was possibly a student there but I am not sure if I was younger or not, and some of my former classmates were there like my former male classmate WT.

I think that our teacher was a woman and that the school was a large one-story building with large open halls/areas, our classroom was on the left side near the center of the building near a large open area at the center of the building, and the dream was normal at first with us having class; and me talking with my former classmates, and maybe we talked about old memories.

I can not remember most of the dream but at some point in the dream things got strange and something strange was happening that I think involved light/good/et cetera versus dark/evil/et cetera, and maybe we were going to have to pick a side; but first we were going to experience each side, starting with light/good, and so we went on a mission for light/good.

A few of my classmates wanted to join dark/evil, some wanted to join light/good, and some of the others and I wanted to see what both sides were like/about/believed/behaved/et cetera; and even then some of us possibly would not want to choose a side.

Our test mission for light/good is unclear but it involved something about Santa Claus, I guess we were playing the role of Santa Claus who had to go to the side where the dark/evil was to retrieve something (maybe gifts) and then maybe deliver them to people, but I can not remember what the mission was about exactly.

This mission would allow us to see the dark/evil side while also having an idea of something that the light/good side normally does, we walked across the school either to the right side of the school or another building connected to the school, and there was a dark/evil entity who controlled this area.

The walls of this area had a strange substance on the walls with maybe egg-like things like the lair of an insect-like alien, some people were probably trapped in one of the rooms where the main dark/evil entity lived, and we probably got attacked by various creatures as we tried to collect objects (maybe gifts) and maybe help save people who were trapped/imprisoned; and the main dark/evil entity attacked us as well but I can not remember what he looked like exactly, and that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr


A Dream Within A Dream About Light / Good And Darkness / Evil

*I do not feel like typing my dream today, and so below is a lazy overview of my dream from last night*

I somewhat remember part of my last dream which took place during the day at a fictional film festival and I remember walking from a courtyard into a small building into a classroom-like room where one or more films were to be shown, and I sat at a desk like everyone else in the room.