Robert Pattinson + Playgrounds And Parks + Fallout 4 Energy Weapons = ?

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I only remember part of my last dream from last night which was probably partly inspired by me thinking about and playing the video game Fallout 4 last night before going to sleep, but important parts of the dream are missing so it does not make as much sense.

I think that the dream took place during the day, and at some point in the dream I was at a small fictional playground / park that was on concrete / pavement instead of grass, and some of my family was probably there with me at first until they maybe left at some point.

During some parts of this dream that I can not remember, maybe during the next part and later in the dream, there were probably several attacks of some kind from maybe non-human animals / creatures and probably angry crazed fans.

Anyway, I was probably by the playground slide which had a partial structure around it, when I was approached by the actor Robert Pattinson.

I think that Mr. Pattinson said that he was here because he had received many complaints from fans and others (like myself) about something that involved this playground / park and maybe energy weapons from the video game Fallout 4, and he wanted to try to personally improve the situation based on these complaints.

My complaint specifically was one of the reasons that he was here now, I think that this playground / park had been a film location during one or more of his film projects, and since then maybe fans and others would visit it and maybe the film studio / whoever stocked it with some Fallout 4 energy weapons that people could use or play with while visiting the playground / park.

Maybe some of the complaints were about the lack of energy weapons and some other things, but I can not remember.

I just know that a lot of the complaints were very mean and poorly written, but mine was well written and specific and was not mean so Mr. Pattinson decided to use my complaint to help him decide how to improve the situation at the playground / park.

Mr. Pattinson explained the situation and what he was trying to do to improve the situation, he probably brought some more Fallout 4 energy weapons to stock the playground / park with, and maybe he was promising to keep it better stocked in the future.

I remember seeing and using some institute laser guns, laser guns, maybe plasma guns, et cetera from Fallout 4 during the dream.

I probably told Mr. Pattinson about the non-human animal / creäture and / or angry crazed fan attacks at the playground / park which made it unsafe for visitors, and then we were probably attacked and had to use some of the energy weapons and playground equipment to defend ourselves.

Mr. Pattinson was possibly also harassed by one or more angry fans, but I can not remember.

After dealing with these situations, the next thing that I remember is being at a slightly fictional version of W Park in the city of D, and I was at the front of the park where most of the playground equipment is.

This park also had some Fallout 4 energy weapons and some non-human animal / creäture and angry crazed fan attacks, this time I was being blamed by some angry fans, and some of them attacked me and some non-human animals / creatures also attacked me during this part of the dream so I once again had to use energy weapons and the environment to defend myself.

I tried to talk down the crazed fans letting them know that this had nothing to do with me other than me being one of the people who had also complained, and that Mr. Pattinson had heard their complaints and had taken steps to improve the situation but that probably did not work so violence was needed.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

Sleep Paralysis And Dog Fighting?

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Sleep Paralysis

This possibly happened partly in a dream and in the real world or just one of those, I am not sure, but I will consider this not a dream.

Just a few days ago I had another sleep paralysis experience (October 10, 2016 | Sleep Paralysis And Food Poisoning And A Shapeshifting Blood Moon?) that I almost forgot about, like last time this experience happened but I did not get out of bed to voice record it before going back to sleep several times and dreaming several times, but unlike last time I was able to remember part of it when I woke up again later.

This was a short experience that I handled better than last time, I have some previous experience with sleep paralysis so it does not bother me as much as it used to, but the heightened senses and strong feeling of fear and strong sense of a presence is still always there even if I do not hear or see anything but I can handle it.

While you are experiencing sleep paralysis it can be terrifying, but afterward it usually does not bother me much now and I actually think that it is interesting and I am not that afraid of it afterward usually (sometimes I am though).

Last night I got in bed very late and it seemed that I woke up shortly after going to sleep, I could be wrong because I did not check the time, but it felt like this happened almost as soon as I barely started sleeping.

I woke up in bed and I was possibly laying on my right side but I am not sure, I could not move and I got the usual sleep paralysis feelings of heightened senses and a strong feeling of fear and a strong feeling of a presence, and then I saw possibly the same short shadowy female entity (shadow person) that looks like a girl with long black hair from my last sleep paralysis experience (who somewhat reminds me of Sadako Yamamura/Samara Morgan from The Ring films).

The female entity (shadow person) was hiding behind my brother GC’s filing cabinet that is next to my bed (so she was shorter than the filing cabinet), and she was barely looking around the corner of it looking toward me.

Her appearance was all black and shadowy, like a shadow shaped like a girl with long black hair, and so I could not see any eyes or a mouth or a nose or any face et cetera.

She was barely peeking (looking) around the filing cabinet so I could not see most of her body or face and I do not remember her making any noise or trying to communicate with me and so she was just looking at me while hiding behind the filing cabinet like she was trying to avoid being seen, and I remember trying to move and I could feel my muscles struggling to move as I struggled to lift my arm like I was trying to fight a heavy gravity or force holding me down and I felt like I was slowly resisting it enough to maybe barely move my arm and then suddenly I was able to move and she was gone.

I did not get up to voice record this experience and I went back to sleep and dreamed several times, and so that is all that I can remember of this experience.

This was a short and more tame experience than usual, and so my previous sleep paralysis experience a few days ago helped to make this experience easier.

Here is an example of someone sharing what their sleep paralysis experiences are like:


I forgot most of my dreams because I failed to voice record them each time that I woke up when my brother GC would warn me that I had snored, and when I woke up catching myself drooling once or twice.

So now I can only barely remember part of the end of my last dream from last night which took place during the day, and I was at my parent’s house and my parent’s were probably there even though I only remember talking to my mom.

There was something happening in the dream that involved the Automatron DLC for the video game Fallout 4, which I played last night, and it had something to do with me probably experimenting with various parts for my robots as I tried to build a general purpose robot or robots.

While I was doing this I remember seeing my male cousin ME walk down the street and possibly through the yard several times, and I possibly saw my former male classmate AJ and/or one or more other men walk down the street as well.

At some point I saw my cousin ME and maybe my former classmate AJ past the dead end sign, and then I saw my male cousin DE walk up the street toward them and I saw them talking.

The next thing that I remember is something about possible dog fighting, it seemed that maybe my male cousin ME had taken one or more dogs from my parent’s yard and was trying to have a dog fight between them and one or more dogs, and my former classmate AJ and/or someone else was part of this as well.

They probably were hiding in an area past the dead end sign while they did this, and that is probably why I saw them walking through this area several times.

I assumed that my cousin DE had caught them and had confronted them, and then I assumed that he had told my mom.

I was not sure if this was true or not but I was ready to be angry if it was, and I probably went outside to talk with my cousin ME and my former classmate AJ to find out what was going on.

I probably approached them and talked with them, they possibly admitted doing this, and I was angry and I lectured them but I handled it pretty well considering.

But I can not remember what else happened before I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

Testing .44 Pistols (Revolvers) In Fallout 4

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All that I can remember of this dream from last night is being in a windowless building, maybe underground but I am not sure, and some of my family was there like my parent’s and maybe one or more of my brothers.

There were some other people there as well, maybe some people I know, and definitely some people I do not know; but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

The next part of the dream was inspired by me watching some Fallout 4 YouTube videos about several weapons in the video game, and playing Fallout 4 last night.

All that I can remember is playing the video game Fallout 4, and I was mostly testing out different versions of the .44 pistol (revolver) (like Kellogg’s Pistol, The Gainer, and Eddie’s Peace) and the different legendary weapon effects.

I was trying to decide which version of the .44 pistol (revolver) and which legendary weapon effect was the best or the best overall, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

Vaults And Genjutsu

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I woke up several times during the night without voice recording my dreams, and so now I can only remember part of several connected dreams that I will type as one.

All of these connected dreams were inspired by me playing some of the Vault-Tec Workshop DLC for the video game Fallout 4 before going to sleep again.

All that I can remember of these dreams is that part of each dream involved me being in vaults, including Vault 88, and so I was probably working on the vaults again trying to build new structures and trying to figure out how to organize things and what to build.

There was something that I built that I did not like the look of, and so I remember complaining about it and I probably removed it.

I think that a few parts of the dreams took place outside of vaults but I can not remember those parts, unless this next part was outside a vault, but I can not remember.

The last thing that I can remember is being with maybe my parent’s, maybe my brother GC and/or someone else, and we were either in a vault or building or house that was possibly underground.

I remember us being in a large room, I may have heard rumors about something that I can not remember that possibly happened to someone else earlier in the dream, and then I somehow noticed that something was not right.

Somehow I realized that we were possibly trapped in a genjutsu (illusion) and that something/someone was possibly trying to mind control us and/or something like that, and so maybe I took a deep breath and/or something and I tried to see through the genjutsu (illusion).

I possibly saw a flash of maybe a male entity and he or it had us trapped in a genjutsu (illusion) and was possibly trying to mind control us and/or something like that, and so I tried to warn the others but we were trapped so I broke the genjutsu (illusion) by causing my brain (mind) to send a sudden brain wave/signal (whatever) through my body to break the genjutsu (illusion).

This worked, I felt the brain wave/signal suddenly pulse through my body and I felt my body shiver or jolt like my body really did this because I possibly partly felt my real body and brain when this happened, and I was free of the genjutsu (illusion).

I told the others how to break it too and eventually they did as well, the possibly male entity was gone and/or hiding, and maybe this is the same entity that I had heard rumors about earlier in the dream but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

Playing Baseball In Vault 88

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I barely got any sleep last night after staying up late to play some of the Vault-Tec Workshop DLC (add-on) for the video game Fallout 4, and then I did not feel like sleeping when I got in bed.

I kept trying to sleep but I could not and I ended up talking with my brother GC and doing some quick exercises hoping to be able to go to sleep, and eventually I somewhat went to sleep and had a dream surprisingly.

All that I can remember of the dream is that I was in Vault 88, and in the large open dirt cave area where the partially (partly) built atrium is there was a baseball field in the middle of it.

Somehow an unknown boy and I ended up playing baseball against unknown two adults, the boy did not even know how to play baseball really, and so I had to try to quickly explain some of the basics during our match (game).

The boy did not even know how to probably run the bases, base running, and so when he got his first hit I had to tell him where to run and before that I had to tell him how to hold the baseball bat and swing it and how to stand at home plate.

Both of our teams only had two people on them so one of us would be the pitcher at the pitcher’s mound, and the other person would cover the bases and outfield.

At some point I remember that my team was losing by either 1 – 4 or 2 -4, the match was almost over, and it seemed that we would lose and the other team were over-confident and smiling and laughing at my team because the boy did not even know how to play really and this was his first time playing baseball probably.

The boy was having fun and he was somewhat starting to understand some of the basics, and then something shocking happened where him and I both got two good hits and we both scored and tied the game eventually.

The other team was shocked and confused, we even managed to stop them from scoring, and when it was our turn to bat and possibly win the game something that I can not remember happened.

Maybe the other team or someone or something maybe started a fire or something (I am not sure if this was an accident or intentional, but it happened when we were about to win), and possibly two or three people died or left which ruined the game and prevented my team from winning because the game could not go on now.

The other team possibly died or left, the boy possibly survived or stayed, but I am not sure.

I know that I survived or stayed, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr