I slept pretty well last night and I remember having some semi-dreams, semi-daydreams, thoughts, et cetera and some of them were about the TV series Homeland and the newest episode of Homeland which/that I watched last night but that I can not remember most or any of what my mind/brain was thinking/dreaming about; and I barely remember part of possibly three dreams that/which all involved my family.
Dream 1
The first dream took place during the day but all that I can remember is driving/riding around with my family on and off of a fictional highway that is sometimes in my dreams that is like the highway that goes to the city of L and Fort P, I remember us driving down several side roads on the right side of the highway that probably led to several neighborhoods and/or small towns in the country and maybe we stopped in a few of those areas talking/exploring/shopping/et cetera, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 2
The second dream took place during the day at maybe my parent’s house and we had a new fictional baby brother, but I did not see him much in the dream and so I forgot about him until the end of the dream; and so after spending time with some of my family I went to my parent’s room where my mom and my new fictional baby brother were to see my new baby brother.
My new baby brother was sleeping in a baby crib and so I stood over the baby crib looking at him while talking with my mom, but I accidentally woke my new baby brother up; and so I remember making funny faces that made my new baby brother smile, and then I picked him up and I rocked(?) him back to sleep while talking with my mom.
I then put my new baby brother back in his baby crib now that he was asleep again, I remember it feeling nice to have a baby brother again and to make a baby laugh again and to hold a baby again because it has been many years since I have even held a baby, but that is all that I can remember of this dream; and I probably woke up shortly after this.
Dream 3
The third and last dream took place maybe during the day at my grandfather’s house but it seemed that my family and I were staying/living there now and I do not remember seeing my grandfather, and I remember us assuming/expecting that one of our family members (probably my uncle CE and/or my aunt JE and/or one or more family members) and/or someone else might come to the house unannounced; and I remembering hoping that would not happen but I remember constantly looking out of the window every so often to see if anyone was in the yard, I also remember talking/spending time with my family, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
I had several longer detailed dreams last night but I only remember part of several other dreams, with the first dream taking place during the day in a fictional area that might have been in D, and my family and my aunt DE & my uncle EE had bought a property that had a yard & two small houses; and we were going to share it I think.
The two houses were on different/opposite sides of the large yard in a way that probably evenly divided the yard, both small houses probably looked the same & both were one-story houses, and in the middle of the yard was a shared seating area with metal picnic benches probably on concrete with metal covers over the top of each bench to protect you from the weather; and this area felt like an outdoor area at a hotel in a tropical area or near/on a beach.
It seemed like we were viewing the property for the first time, I guess that my aunt DE & my uncle EE were going to move from T to L to live at this new property oddly, and so it was nice/amazing seeing this new property where my family could live (though I rather it just be my family and not have to share it with indirect family (any family member I did not grow up living with in the same house) since I am not really comfortable with them enough to live on the same property, but in the dream I tried to just enjoy the situation regardless/either way/whatever); I remember exploring a bit, relaxing, talking with everyone, and helping prepare a few things but I woke up at some point.
Dream 2
The next dream was long but I only can remember part of the end, it was inspired by the TV show The Walking Dead which I watched an episode of last night, and it involved a large group of people & I trying to survive zombie attacks; but I forgot most of the dream unfortunately, I just remember us moving to a house with a gym-like area at some point, and we had moved there after an attack at our last house so we probably had moved several times in the dream at this point.
The dream probably took place over several days but most or all of this part of the dream took place during the day, at some point our new house got attacked by zombies in a surprise attack, and some of us ran to the gym-like area of the house/some ran away outside/some died; and in the chaos some of us already had a plan, in the gym-like area the ceiling was very tall & there was an attic-like area up there, and so we were going to move people up there until the zombies left.
The problem was reaching the tall ceiling and setting up something that would allow people to climb up there, so I started working on this problem, I remember climbing things trying to reach the ceiling; and at some point I had to stand on the shoulders of one of my former schoolmates (I forgot his name but I once seen him finishing a gang initiation in high school where each gang member had to punch him, and then he became a new member; he also was pretty good at basketball (he was a ball-hog though 😀 )) to reach the door to the attic-like room.
After reaching the attic-like room I set up something that allowed some of the others to reach the attic-like room as well, our numbers were much smaller now, and we waited until the zombie attack was over; and then we climbed back down to see if all the zombies were gone; and they were gone.
I forgot to mention that the zombies who attacked us this time were smarter/different from the normal zombies, that is how they surprised us with this attack, they used stealth to attack us this time; and they used other tactics that allowed them to get inside our house, they acted more Human-like, and this made them less predictable & more dangerous.
The house and yard were/was clear of zombies now but we/I feared that this was a new tactic of theirs, we/I predicted that they wanted us to think that they were gone, and so they would probably wait a few days; and then attack us again when we let our guard(s) down.
I wanted to move to a new location but some of the people in our group thought that I was being too cautious, we decided to debate/think about what to do for the rest of the day, and make a decision in the next day or two; but I woke up.
Dream 3
This dream involved me driving down a highway and through a small L-like city or two, I am not sure where I was going since I forgot, but at some point I remember seeing a police car; and traffic got stopped since the road was blocked off where it crossed through a chemical-like plant, and there was a sign that said that traffic was blocked temporarily during a shutdown at the chemical-like plant so we had to wait since this was the only road to where we were headed.
The police officer directed us out of our automobiles past the road block sign on foot and to a security guard-like box for the chemical-like plant, a male worker with the chemical-like plant came out of the box/room with job applications; and some of the people took some, I did not, and I decided to go to a store that was nearby & so did a few other people.
We needed to waste time until the shutdown was over, so we could continue driving wherever we were going, and so we drove to the store; I forgot what happened inside the store, but I remember seeing two country-type men & a country-type woman wearing a one or two piece bathing/swimming-like suit oddly walking out of the store in front of me as I was walking out to the parking lot as well.
The woman was in the middle and I heard them talking with country-style accents, I found it odd that the woman was barely wearing clothes, and even more odd was that she had a lot of thick dark-colored back hair that was in a strange pattern that started at the top of her back down to the lower part of her back but it only covered some of her back.
I looked at this surprised, a bit confused, maybe a bit disgusted (only slightly, not a big deal, body hair is natural but I just never seen a woman or man with back hair that thick & in a strange pattern like that and I do not like back hair but I do not make a bit deal out of it or anything), and I remember trying to find my automobile as they drove off; and I was not seeing my automobile, so I wondered if I was driving an automobile that was not my own, and I tried to remember what it looked like or if it got stolen or not but I woke up.
Dream 4
*Warning Explicit Sexual Content in the dream below, this next dream reveals a bit too much & is a bit embarrassing but this is what I dreamed oddly, I do not normally dream of stuff like this so it/this dream is strange & a bit embarrassing making me feel a bit perverted or something; but I am sharing it for historic purposes/for the record/whatever (though I probably should have censored it but I did not for some reason(s) unknown, so I would like to apologize to anyone reading this and I definitely would like to apologize to Grace Randolph for even having a dream like this even though I was not consciously controlling/creating the dream since it was a non-lucid dream)*
While watching Grace Randolph’s new video on her YouTube channel BeyondTheTrailer a few minutes ago I just remembered part of one dream that I had last night before these dreams (I am surprised that I forgot this dream until now), I remember seeing Grace Randolph and several women in a room wearing barely any clothes (some of them were topless/bra-less with their breasts showing & some were naked, but not Grace though; and probably all of them had nice medium-large sized breasts) on the floor posing in various ways & doing various things separately (each woman was separate doing her own thing alone) in sexual ways, and I guess that I walked into this room.
It was a straight sexual-type dream I guess without sex, just seeing different women posing in sexual ways barely clothed and some were naked, in a dimly lit room with no windows like a sexual pleasure show/whatever being performed for me; and I do not think that I felt or acted like my normal dream or real life self but I could be wrong, it is hard to explain & unclear & I was too distracted.
I walked around looking/watching interested/aroused/whatever, and I noticed Grace in the room; and I remember really hoping to see Grace topless/bra-less but she was not, and I remember walking closer to see her hoping that would change or to at least see something.
Grace was on her hands & knees (some of the women in the room were on their backs, some were on their sides, some were on their stomachs, some were on their knees, some were sitting on their butts, et cetera) masturbating with a dildo/vibrator(?) wearing only a bra & underwear/panties (which were turned to the side a bit so that she could masturbate), enjoying herself making sounds/moans & facial expressions of pleasure et cetera, and she was probably one of the only women if not the only woman masturbating and/or masturbating with a dildo/vibrator.
I probably stood there watching hoping & maybe even thinking out-loud and/or asking for Grace to take her bra off and/or everything off (I really really wanted to see her breasts in the dream), maybe she leaned forward to where some of her nipples were showing but I could be wrong or maybe her breasts were just hanging more since she was leaning forward, and then maybe after my hormone levels/sexual arousal level(s) were very high I considered/asked her if we could get physical with some massaging/kissing/foreplay/et cetera; and then maybe have sexual intercourse later, but I woke up from this perverted(?) dream before most or any of that happened unfortunately or fortunately(?).
I almost forgot my dreams from last night again, probably due to one of my usually un-intentional thoughts/actions/behaviors/et cetera that seem to cause me to start forgetting/blocking out my memories of my dreams sub-consciously; but I will not waste time talking about that, since I already do not feel like typing. 😉
All of my dream fragments from last night are unclear and a bit confusing, probably due to a sub-conscious block/eraser/(whatever is the correct word), but I will type what I think happened in each dream.
Dream 1
I can not remember the dreams before this but I do remember part of one dream where I drove to the W Park in D during the night, and before I got out of my automobile my former classmate DH drove up; and he got out of his automobile to walk to the park, and I tried to wave at him to get his attention but I guess that he did not see me.
I got out of my automobile but I decided to not bother following DH to get his attention, the lights were on at the tennis courts and their were people playing tennis and/or doing something, and so I walked past the tennis courts headed toward the walkway so that I could walk around the park to think alone; but a man walked in front of me and he said something to me, oddly, we were on a fictional balcony-like area that over-looked the area near the walkway.
I can not remember what the man looked like or what he said to me, I just remember DH walking over to see if everything was okay, and so I guess that the man was acting weird; but I am not sure.
DH must have come at the right time because I remember saying that things are okay now and I think the man started to leave, but then I noticed a black colored panther sitting behind us on the balcony-like area; which caused DH and I to be very still & quiet to avoid it seeing us.
We then saw another wild & dangerous animal too and we might have seen another wild animal, and my mom & my brothers walked over to greet us; but we warned them of the dangerous animals, and we all tried to quietly move away as some of the wild animals started to move around.
I wish that I could remember what the man had told me and I wish that I could remember the details of the parts with the wild animals, because this dream would make more sense, but I do remember thinking that the wild animals were symbolic once I woke up; there was more to this dream that I can not remember or explain, so I will not be able to share the details that will help anyone reading this to make sense of it.
Something was strange about the man and/or his behavior and/or what he said and the part with him in it was an important part that I can not remember, the part with the wild animals was an important part that I can not remember, and the part after the wild animals was an important part that I can not remember.
This is a wild guess but I think that after the wild animal part that something connected to what the strange man said happened, I think that I met another person who might have been a woman but I do not think that she was Human, and a strange part about health / cheat codes might have started at the end of this dream & I might have learned that I was not Human; but I can not remember.
Dream 2
The second dream that I remember was connected to the end of the first dream that I can not remember and I went to a house that belonged to a husband, wife, and their kids; but I can not remember why I went exactly, but I think that I was trying to protect the family.
I am not sure if the house was empty at first, I think that it was, and I think that a woman was there who was not Human but she looked Human; I think that I was the same thing as her, a non-Human of some kind, maybe a vampire (probably not) or something, but I am not sure.
I think that a non-Human woman was after me or something and somehow the family and/or the wife had somehow helped me, and so the family and/or wife were in danger; because the non-Human woman would probably come after them to find me and/or because they and/or the wife had helped me or something; but I am not sure.
I think that the non-Human woman who was already in the house had broken into the house while the family was gone, and she knew that I would be coming to warn/protect the family.
The non-Human woman and I talked, she had followed me and she knew about my situation & she knew that another non-Human woman was after me, and she seemed to want to watch what would happen; she treated my situation like a fun game or something, and so she had stalked me/us, for entertainment probably.
I can not remember the other details of our conversation, unfortunately, but the wife and kids came into the house; and they were surprised to find us standing in their house in the dark.
I started talking to the wife to warn her about the situation but then the non-Human woman who was after me or whatever, entered the house, and so now there was a stand-off between me and two non-Human women & the wife and kids; and the non-Human woman who was after me or whatever, started talking to me from across the room.
The first non-Human woman who was already in the house (the stalker or the watcher) was on the left side of the house, the second non-Human woman who entered the house (the stalker number two or the searcher) was on the right side of the house, I was across from them on the other side of the house in the kitchen, and the wife & kids were standing near the door in between both sides of the house.
The situation was tense and I feared for the safety of the family, the watcher watched in amusement, and the searcher began to slightly argue/talk with me; and it seemed that the searcher and I had history between us, maybe we dated before or something, I am not sure.
I just remember the searcher saying things directed at me like she was bitter about something, but I also sensed that she wanted to re-connect with me in a positive way; but I sensed that she had negative feelings/thoughts toward the wife and/or the family.
Eventually the wife’s husband walked in the house and he quickly became angry, and he did not seem to know me or the other two non-Humans; and so he asked us who we were and why were we in their house, and he probably told us to leave.
I knew that either one of the other non-Humans could easily kill the entire family by themselves, and so I feared that the husband would cause a fight if he did not calm down; but I understood his anger and his wish to protect his family & home, but he had no idea what or who he was dealing with.
I tried to calm him down and prevent a fight, I was not sure if I could defeat either one of the non-Human women, but I can not remember what happened; I think that something about health/cheat codes might have also appeared in this dream as well at the end of the dream during the parts that I can not remember, but I am not sure.
Dream 3
The last dream is also unclear and I remember going to a fictional version of M College during the day for some reason, I think that I was searching for health/cheat codes, that had something to do with healing myself as a non-Human or something.
I call them health/cheat codes because I am not sure what else to call them, the night before last I had something similar in my dreams or dreams but my memory was erased or blocked like last night but completely, this time I was able to remember some of my dreams with a lot of effort on my part to save some fragments as they were being blocked and erased.
Since my memory of the health/cheat codes is so unclear, the best that I can describe them is: that I am able to bring up a black box almost like a DOS-Mode Command Prompt or a holographic area of my thoughts of some kind where I can input data that can effect/affect me physically/mentally/emotionally/whatever & maybe the dream world or something like that.
Maybe the box is not a box and maybe it is not black, but it is something that I can see and manipulate to input data by using my mind to make it appear & disappear; but you need to input certain codes / special information/data to make certain things happen such as: healing yourself.
For some reason I needed codes to heal myself, I guess something happened to me in one or more of the dreams, and once again I do not think that I was Human but I still looked Human.
I had an idea of what some of the codes were but I was not sure, and I was not sure of the codes needed to enable the healing process; and so I searched around the college for some reason.
I waked through my former Psychology 101 class, several other classes, and several other buildings; and at some point I entered a building where there was a huge room of kids, like a daycare, and I tried to walk through without being noticed.
At some point I think that the kids were non-Human animals, like farm animals or something, and a woman who was supposed to be watching them noticed me leaving the building; since I was not supposed to be there, I guess she warned some of the other workers, and she tried to yell at me as I left the building.
I walked outside and I started trying to walk away before someone saw my face, as I tried several codes to heal myself, and I remembered the health code; but I needed to figure the codes to make it work and/or to use it properly, and so I started testing some codes as I walked.
I slowly started remember some codes from memory, and I started testing various combinations of codes to see what they do.
I decided to walk to my automobile to leave but once I got to my automobile I heard the voice of a woman from the area where the kids/non-Human animals were, and I saw her laying on the ground partly under some leaves; but she was a pig, but she could talk. 😀
She told me that she had seen me in the building and that I was not supposed to be there, and she asked me why had I walked through their building; and I was shocked and surprised a bit about what had just happened.
I started talking to her, she was still a talking pig on the ground 😀 , but I woke up.
The night before last I remembered my last dream, which started with me at a cinema with my direct family (mom, dad, and brothers).
We were trying to decided which film or films that we would watch, and I remember seeing Inkheart listed as one of the films that was playing & we may have even watched it; even though I did not want to, but my mom will not watch films rated past PG usually.
I remember leaving the film reminding myself to not watch any films with Brendan Fraser as the main character at a cinema again, and just watch some of his films on DVD.
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