The BP Library & Family Gatherings

Lazy notes of my dream:

The BP Library connected to a car shop (automobile repair shop).

My mom’s side of the family having a family gathering in a train cart-like area for a meal related to a cousin’s funeral.


A Family Gathering And Fight At A Hotel

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I had more dreams, but I only made some quick text notes of one dream:

The dream took place inside a fictional hotel where my aunt DE worked, and me and my mom and my aunt SE and my aunt JE and some of my other family members from T and maybe a few other family members were there for a family gathering it seemed.

My former male classmate LT was at the hotel at some point, and a fight started between at least two people (probably men) at the hotel so the police were called.

A male police officer with dark-color skin arrived, a gun (probably pistol) and some magazines for the gun were found in a hotel room, and maybe a man was arrested after witnesses talked to the police.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr


A Family Gathering At A Hotel / House / Apartment-Like Building

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I forgot my other dreams and most of this dream after getting awakened multiple times without voice recording my dreams before going back to sleep, and so now I can only remember parts of this dream from last night.

All that I can remember of this dream now is that some of my family and I were inside a nice modern multi-story hotel / house / apartment-like building, and many family members from my mom’s side of the family (like my female cousin DE, most of my aunts and uncles, and many of my cousins) and some fictional family members and some unknown people were there with us as well for some kind of unknown family gathering (maybe a family reunion or something like that, but who knows).

We were on an upper floor that had several large nice modern hotel / apartment / house-like rooms that were all connected through openings and / or open doors that allowed us to walk around easily to each room to visit with each other, and so each room was like its own hotel / apartment room or house.

There was a nice large balcony that connected to several of these rooms that had a nice view to the outside, I can not remember how it looked outside exactly, but I do know that we had a nice view of natural scenery from the windows and glass doors and balcony.

I can not remember most of the details of the dream but I assume that we picked rooms, unpacked, talked, ate, drank, played games, played video games, watched television, and more.

I remember us having fun and that the mood was very positive, and at some point the sun was starting to set so we went outside on the balcony to enjoy the beautiful scenery and sunset.

It was a very beautiful and enjoyable experience watching the sunset with everyone being in a good mood, and even when others went back inside I stayed outside on the balcony a bit longer to continue enjoying it.

At some point I went back inside and eventually I started helping some family members try to find a picture, and I ended up searching for the picture with two unknown young men with medium-color skin who seemed to be college athletes who I assumed to either know some of my family members or that they were unknown family members.

I remember one of the young men walking so close behind me that his body was touching up against mine as we walked down a hall to search different rooms for the picture, and this annoyed and confused me about why he was walking so close to me.

I was going to say something about this to let him know to stop walking so close behind me but I managed to turn and make some space right before I was going to say something or I did say something to him about this and he stopped walking so close to me, but I can not remember which.

I am not sure if we found the picture or not, and the next part of the dream is confusing because I remember walking outside during the day in my parent’s neighborhood on my way back to my parent’s house where some of my family and some of my family members and some unknown people were.

Before I could reach the yard an unknown unstable woman with dark-color skin with long black hair entered the yard approaching people who were standing outside in my parent’s yard, and she was looking for a certain pimp.

I wanted to avoid her so I kept my distance waiting for a chance to walk around the long way and sneak inside the house, and I heard and saw her walking up on people asking them if they knew where the pimp was in an unstable way.

There were possibly some people with dark-color skin dressed like stereotypical pimps among the people outside, and she walked up on several of them thinking that they knew where he was or that they were the pimp that she was looking for but they were not the pimp she was looking for; or there was one man who matched that description who I saw but she had not seen him yet as she questioned people, and I assumed that some drama would go down once she found him.

I did not want to get involved so I walked through the gate by the mailbox to sneak into the house while the woman was distracted, I probably started to let people inside the house know about the woman outside, and I probably asked if there was a pimp here but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr


My Aunt VE Gets Fish As A Gift

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There was more to this dream in the beginning and during other parts of the dream that I can not remember now, and all that I can remember of this dream now is that during one part of the dream my aunt VE was given gifts like it was maybe her birthday.

She was given gifts from her family, my family, and maybe some other people; and one of her gifts were some orangish and whitish colored fish that she had in a aquarium/fish tank, I had false memories of her getting fish the year before as well, and that is why she already had a fish tank probably.

I remember us being outside in the yard of E Manor at some point with her fish tank, my Aunt VE asked me if I would take care of her fish for a while (maybe she was looking for another job, and could not take care of them at this time; and she probably did not want to take care of them, and she probably did not know much about taking care of them), and she asked me if I would be available sometimes if she needed me to help her with something (maybe computer problems).

I do not know much about taking care of fish and I did not want to take care them but I was okay with being available sometimes to help with computer problems, I probably agreed to help with both things, but I probably was going to ask my brothers KD and TD to take care of the fish because they have knowledge and experience and an interest in things like that; but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

Later in the dream I remember being at The G House a lot like maybe I was using it or living there, it looked a bit different than in real life and it looked like the fictional version of it that is sometimes in my dreams, and there were two front porches instead of one; and the house was probably more of a blueish color.

Family members from my mom’s side of the family were arriving at E Manor for a family gathering it seemed so I remember trying to avoid being seen mostly and using the front porch to avoid being seen when I would go outside, and there were repetitive and/or repeating parts of the dream that took place at The G House but I can not remember the details of this.

At some point in the dream some of my family and I drove to what seemed like the city of L, I remember us talking to the sisters of my former male classmate JC and an unknown woman with whitish colored skin who was possibly dating my former classmate JC or one of his family members, and maybe I briefly saw my former classmate JC but I am not sure.

We were talking to them outside near the road in an area like the area outside the Oriental Market, I remember them saying that my former male classmate JC was working at a doctor’s clinic along the road not far away from where we were standing, but I was not sure if he was working as a nurse or not.

I remember either seeing or imagining/daydreaming seeing my former classmate JC at the doctor’s office working, to me it seemed that he still was suffering from the death of his mother and from other things, but that he was trying to keep busy working and maybe pretend that he was okay; and so most people did not know that he was still suffering, but I could tell.

At some point I remember driving back to The G House, some of my family members from my mom’s side of the family came to The G House several times like: my aunt DE, my cousin EE, et cetera; and at some point I went to E Manor to visit with them and the others, and then I went back to The G House but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr


A Bathroom Incident | A Family Gathering And My Largest Birthday Ever And An Age Of Empires II-Like Virtual Reality Game

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Dream 1

I somewhat remember part of what might have been two dreams or one dream with several parts, the first dream or first part that I can remember started in my grandfather’s house which was a school/college strangely, and I was a student there I guess; and the middle room was a bathroom now, and the other bedrooms & probably bathrooms were classrooms now with the kitchen & breakfast room as a cafeteria now probably.

*Sexual Content Warning Until The Second Dream Starts*

I probably had finished my classes for the day, and I went to the bathroom where the middle room should be to use the bathroom; but a former female classmate of mine who might have been a fictional former classmate of mine (I am not sure if she was a real or a fictional former classmate, but I think that she looked somewhat like AM but thinner) entered the bathroom while I was trying to urinate, and she started bothering me like she wanted to have sex with me or something while invading my personal space when I was trying to urinate.

Something strange had happened to my penis either before she entered or after she entered the bathroom where my penis was super erect/hard and super long but thinner & flatter so I could not urinate or put my penis back in my pants, and so I struggled trying to urinate and/or make the super erection go away but I could not; and during this time I also had to deal with my former female classmate who kept bothering me, who was now wanting to use my penis for something and/or have sex with me.

I kept giving excuses, saying no, and saying negative things about myself to try to make her leave me alone since I was not interested in having sex with her or having her use my penis for whatever she wanted to use it for; but she would not give up, and I literally had to walk around the room away from her with my penis hanging out trying to get the super erection to go away while trying to keep her away from me.

This was a bit comedic but also annoying & slightly scary, since I was dealing with a strange penis problem while also being sexual harassed & almost sexual molested & almost raped, and so it was a very strange/uncomfortable situation; and I ended up having to go into the hallway with my penis still hanging out to avoid my former classmate who was still sexual harassing me, fortunately no one else was in the hallway, and maybe I finally got the super erection to stop & maybe finally my penis went back to normal but I am not sure.

Dream 2

Something strange happened where maybe the dream jumped/glitched or I woke up or my memory stops there, and I guess my second dream started in the same hallway of my grandfather’s house except his house was no longer a school/college; and my mom, and some of my indirect family members from her side of the family where there & other indirect family members were slowly arriving for a family gathering or something like that.

My mom told me that she wanted to show me something and she took me outside during the day, my dad joined us, and they walked me to the area by the R Trailer where I saw long rows of tables full of various foods that started near the R Trailer and went down past my aunt JE’s house and her two neighbor’s houses; and my parent’s said that this was for my birthday (even though it is not my birthday in real life, but it is my cousin JE’s birthday), I was shocked & thankful/excited, but I felt that this was way too much food for even both sides of my indirect family combined and/or the entire neighborhood to eat in a day or two & I felt that some of the food would be wasted which I did not want & I felt that it had to cost too much so I was wondering what I could do to help get my parents money back & I thought that insects would get on some of the food since the food was outside in the open et cetera.

I had never seen this much food in my life in one location, I predicted that this was enough food to feed both sides of my indirect family and/or the entire neighborhood for several days at least, and I walked down the rows of food looking at the various types of food; but I am not sure if I ate some food during this part or not since most of my indirect family had not arrived yet, either way, I tried to figure out how to avoid food being wasted/how to keep insects away from the food/how to pay my parent’s back one day for buying all of this food/et cetera.

Somehow a virtual reality game part took place after this part of the dream, and I was in a small video game world but I am not sure how I got there; and the game reminded me of regicide mode in the video game Age of Empires II: The Age of Kings.

I was one of three players in the game, I think that I had an ally player and that we were up against the third player, and we each had a small castle with a generic queen wearing a crown with fancy clothes/robes like Queen Elizabeth or someone like that who would stand at a window of the castle looking out; and we had to protect our queens and assassinate our opponents queen, and who ever lost their queen would lose the game.

Our three small castles were in a room with black colored walls, ceiling, and floor like in a film studio or hangar; and my castle was near my ally’s castle, and each castle probably had a wall/gate to help protect it along with some knights inside & outside the castle.

My strategy was to play defensively as usual, so my ally and I focused completely on defense, letting our opponent send knights to attack our walls/gates/castle; and we would defeat them each time with our knights, and maybe sometimes we joined in the battle but I am not sure.

My ally was a man and we spent most of our time behind our castles and walls/gates commanding our knights & working on defensive strategies outside in safety & where we could see the battlefield better to better command our knights to react to changing battle conditions & to help if necessary; and I think that our opponent was a woman but I am not sure, since our queens could also command knights if we gave her the authority to do so (this was like letting the computer control your knights for you), and I remember my ally & I testing our queens to see if they could properly handle commanding our knights.

Our queens did a bit better commanding our knights than I had expected, we were easily winning the battle so far with our defensive strategy, and things had slowed down; and so my ally and I let our queens command our troops, and we both took a break from the game.

I now was back in the dream world where my birthday was taking place and more of my indirect family members were there now, I ate and drank with them & then I might have helped pack up a lot of the food to be stored in refrigerators so that the food could be eaten over the next few days but oddly some of my indirect family members started up their charcoal grills/barbecue pits, and at some point I went back to the virtual reality game to see how the battle was going & to finish the battle with my usual huge end game offensive attack strategy since our opponent should probably be weakened enough to defeat now.

I entered the game confident but to my surprise the situation had changed, our opponent or our opponent’s queen was in berserk mode/all-out attack mode screaming orders to her knights, and she had siege weapons firing at our castles/walls/gates/knights; and my ally was not back yet, so our queens had commanded our troops while we were gone, but our opponent had changed tactics in a way that our queens could not handle causing them to start losing the battle (instead of attacking our opponent once she got siege weapons & before she could use them, our queens kept a defensive position like we had taught them/used).

Large explosive balls, large fire arrows, large rocks, et cetera were being shot as us destroying our castles/walls/gates/knights; and I had to take cover, the situation was bad, and I did not know what to do since we had no siege weapons or defenses against them & soon the walls/gates would break allowing our opponent to send in her knights to attack.

My alley entered the game smiling but then he saw the situation, and he ran to take cover next to me asking me what had happened to cause the battle to start going so badly; and I told him that I was not exactly sure what happened but that one of us should have stayed to help our queens (the computer) manage the battle, and our biggest mistake was probably getting too confident & letting them manage the battle alone.

Our walls were almost broken and our opponent sent knights to attack, we sent our few knights left to fight them and they won giving us some hope, but they were killed by siege weapons by our opponent or her queen; and so now the battle seemed lost, and we tried to figure out how to surrender but I think that my ally left the game in fear cowardly leaving me alone, and I tried to call him back but he did not come back leaving me alone.

I tried to find a control panel to signal a surrender, I heard the walls break, our opponent send knights to attack, and our queens were standing in the windows of their broken castles in fear as siege weapons continued to hit our castles & battering rams hit the gate/walls; and as the knights entered our broken walls to kill our queens & me I finally found a surrender button, and that ended the game with my ally & I being defeated but at least our queens were alive & we were alive.

Now I was back in the dream world with my birthday party but it was late in the evening starting to get dark, most of my indirect family members were at my grandfather’s house now but some were still arriving, and next to the street by the R Trailer were some of my grandfather’s trashcans & they were smoking & I saw flames; and so I grabbed a water hose & turned it on, and I opened the trashcans to see what was burning in them.

I saw charcoals that some of my indirect family members had probably used in their grills/barbecue pits, some of the charcoals were still hot enough to burn some other items in the trashcans causing fires & smoke, and so I put out the fires wondering why they would do something so stupid like that; and my aunt SE drove by asking me what was going on, and so I told her.

I then walked to my grandfather’s house to tell the others what had happened, so that they could avoid this from happening in the future, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr