Someone / Something Tells Me That I Am Dying Of Cancer & That My Sexual Orientation Is Homosexual Or Bisexual?

I barely remember part of one dream from last night after waking up suddenly to use the bathroom my memory of my dreams were mostly destroyed by a loud radio that was playing in the bathroom that prevented me from being able to think well enough to save my memories of my dreams as they rapidly faded away as I used the bathroom, unfortunately, and so all that I am left with is an unclear/confusing dream that left me with many questions and it left me confused because the most important parts of the dream are missing leaving me with some serious revelations/reveals/whatever that someone/something told me that do not make much sense and I wonder what it meant/represented/symbolized/et cetera.

Before I went to sleep I played some of the video game Far Cry 3, watched an episode of the television show Homeland, and I watched most of an episode of the television show Agatha Christie’s Poirot; but I can not remember if any of those/these things inspired this dream or not because I can not remember most of the dream.

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Dreams At A College Campus While Needing To Urinate

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I forgot almost all of my dreams from last night because during the night I kept trying to sleep even as my body kept warning me that I needed to urinate as I dreamed so this effected/affected my dreams, my sleep, and my dream recall; and so all that I can remember is either part of one dream or part of several connected dreams, I can not remember if it was one or several dreams, so I will separate them as separate dreams.

Dream 1

The first dream possibly involved me playing the video game Far Cry 3 again and/or being inside the video game, and I probably dreamed of some more things but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of the second dream is that my memory of it is so flawed/unclear that I will not be able to properly describe the dream, and so expect errors as I try to make sense of it/guess what happened based on my flawed memory of the dream.

The dream took place during the day at what seemed to be a college campus and I was probably a student, there was a man with me, and one and/or both of us had a mother and/or mentor and/or trainer and/or teacher who I think was referred to as a witch who could use magic/special abilities/powers/et cetera; and I think that the witch had an even older woman who was her mother and/or mentor and/or trainer and/or teacher.

At some point at the end of the dream I remember being inside a windowless building with them at the college that was possibly restricted or we were not supposed to be there after a certain time but I am not sure, and maybe the witch killed her mother/mentor/teacher/trainer for her power and/or to become the new leader and/or for some other reasons.

The witch then probably tried to get us to join her and probably use our magic/powers/special abilities for things that I/we thought were negative/wrong, there was an argument/debate/conversation, and then maybe we fought and/or got attacked by police/security; and maybe the witch was defeated/killed, but I can not remember.

I just know that this dream was more interesting and detailed than I can remember, and so what I typed is probably a poor and incorrect representation of that dream.

Dream 3

The third dream took place during the day at the same college probably and I was with some of my former male classmates like KW and SB hanging out, I remember needing to urinate but we had to leave one of the buildings because it was restricted or closed, and so we went outside to a college field/courtyard that I went to several times in forgotten parts of one or more dreams from last night; and I started urinating against the pole of a covered area where you could sit and/or hangout because there was no bathroom available.

As I was urinating suddenly people were around us/the area even though there was no one else around at first, there were students studying and talking et cetera, and parents watching their kids play on playground equipment; and so someone probably saw me urinating so I stopped, I already felt bad enough urinating outside, and so I still did not finish urinating and we left in case someone called the police/security and I felt embarrassed and because kids/people were around but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 4

The fourth/last dream involved my former male classmate JC and I driving back from probably the same college in the other dreams to the city of D during the evening or night, I still needed to urinate, and so we stopped at maybe Walgreens once we reached the city of D; but the store was very crowded and a long line of people were waiting to use the bathroom, and so I still was not able to urinate.

We decided to leave and continue our journey until I could find a bathroom to urinate, but I woke up needing to urinate in real life; and I finally got up to use the bathroom.

There are a lot more details to these dreams that I can not remember unfortunately, but maybe I will remember more details later.

The end,

-John Jr

Family Members Arguing | Social Problems | Zombies

Dream 1

All that I can remember of the first dream is that it was once again a dream that was inspired by the video game Far Cry 3, which I once again played before going to sleep, and I was once again playing the game and / or inside the game during the dream; and I remember thinking about Duolingo’s new strength bar lessons experiment and how I like it better than the hearts system, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of the first dream is that it took place during the day and I remember being in a quiet fictional neighborhood where family members from my mom’s side of the family were gathering outside of a one-story house, and I was there with some of my family probably.

I am not sure who the house was for or why we were there but some of my family members like my male cousin ME wanted to go inside the house immediately, but some of my family members like my uncle CE wanted everyone to wait outside; and so an argument started, the argument became intense/serious, and my uncle CE threatened to physically stop anyone from entering the house.

My cousin ME did not give up and so the two of them continued arguing with my cousin ME walking toward the door threatening to go inside the house as my uncle CE threatened to stop him, my uncle CE kept warning that someone should talk him out of it or he would deal with him (my other male cousin ME and a few other people tried to calm my cousin ME down, but he pushed them out-of-the-way), and the him and my uncle CE were about to fight; but someone and/or I was able to calm them down eventually.

They eventually agreed that everyone would wait outside for now/for a certain amount of time, some of my family and some of my cousins (mostly female cousins) left in an automobile with my mom to relax until that time, and my mom dropped them off at W Park (so I guess that this was a fictional version of the city of D) while her and I went to drive through maybe Burger King to get something to eat.

My mom did not plan on buying something for everyone like she usually does because we had so many people with us and for several other reasons probably, she was going to only buy something for her and my brothers and I, but I suggested that she consider buying something for everyone this time like she usually does.

There was a sale on some large / long french fries for $1 and maybe a sale for some french fries and chicken nuggets for $1, we thought about the situation as we got closer to the drive through, but I woke up.

Dream 3

The third/last dream was actually several connected dreams that I had each time after waking up and going back to sleep, they were longer and detailed dreams that dealt with/focused on social problems/situations/issues with zombies in the background as a threat, but I can not remember most of them so I barely remember part of three of them.

The first one involved the character Maggie Greene from the television show The Walking Dead, her fictional female friend who had whitish colored skin who followed her everywhere, maybe several other women who possibly were not in the dream until later, and I; and it took place during the day in a fictional location, but I can not remember most of the dream.

All that I can remember is that things were normal until we got attacked by zombies, at some point something happened between Maggie and I that led to me pushing her (maybe I was trying to save her by pushing her out of the way of danger or maybe I pushed her in anger during an argument involving our life and death situation, but I can not remember), and she became very angry with me and an argument started.

We had no time for an argument and I was not worried about arguing, I was worried about saving her/their life/lives, and so eventually I apologized to get her to stop trying to argue with me so that we could run to a safer location before the zombies kill us and I was sorry about pushing her regardless of why I did it; and so we finally ran away to a house or building somewhere.

Maggie was still angry at me and she let me know it by mostly angrily ignoring me and using other distancing/punishing/et cetera techniques like we were a couple (maybe we were, but I am not sure), the other women followed her lead and so she become the leader of the group, and everyone treated me like a villain; and they did not want to listen to my suggestions of not staying in one place for too long especially if we have not fortified the building first (which we did not), and that we should try to stay in areas up high where the zombies could not reach us hopefully (we were in a one-story building/house now).

I continued to try to reason with them and to fix my relationship with Maggie while trying to do what I could to make sure that everyone was safe, but that is all that I can remember of this one.

The second one started during the night and it involved some college students with the main character being a man with whitish colored skin with long brownish colored hair who somewhat looked like Egoraptor (Arin Hanson) from YouTube, he had several male friends over who all had whitish colored skin with short medium-colored hair who acted like stereotypical members of a college fraternity who like to party and have sex, and several women over with one of them being his girlfriend who had whitish colored skin with long yellowish colored hair.

They partied and then everyone went to separate rooms to sleep and have sex and to relax, somehow I was inside the house now as well sitting in maybe a family room alone, and the man/main character and his girlfriend were trying to have sex in his room but they got interrupted by maybe the doorbell; and so he went to see who it was or it was someone who was already in the house, either way the interruption involved his young male cousin who probably had a mental handicap, and he had to babysit him.

He was not happy about this or about the interruption and he brought his young cousin into the family room where I was, he was clearly frustrated and annoyed, but he slowly started to relax as he probably started to feel sorry for his cousin; and I remember him talking to his cousin asking him what was wrong, and checking on him but we got attacked by zombies.

We and everyone in the house ended up escaping outside and eventually we escaped to a countryside with fields and a few houses, we possibly hid in an abandoned building or house until the next morning, and the next morning we walked around the yard of the building/house that we had hidden in.

Most of the fields had custom-built fences made of barbed wire but the yard that we were in had no fence, we were trying to decide if we should stay or hide in one of the fenced in fields or keep moving, and across the street we saw a man with whitish colored skin sitting on his front porch; and we walked slower to the road, and he came to talk to us.

We talked about the neighborhood and zombies, at some point we climbed a fence into one of the fenced in fields because it was safer as we continued trying to decide what to do next, but that is all that I can remember of this one.

The third/last one involved maybe the same countryside neighborhood or one like it but I am not sure if zombies were a problem or not, I just know that my family and I and many family members from my mom’s side of the family were there, and we seemed to be having a celebration/gathering at a house/building like maybe it was connected with the recent wedding of my aunt SE.

I remember this dream feeling realistic where my social anxiety/et cetera was there bothering me as I was around my family members but I still did pretty well considering, eventually I started talking to my uncle EE about my social anxiety/et cetera after he started questioning me about my strange behavior, and some other family members joined the conversation like my aunt SE who was drunk.

I was very uncomfortable being questioned and trying to explain my thoughts, feelings, problems, et cetera to them clearly but it also felt good to finally get to talk to them about this; but I woke up probably before the zombies could attack.

The end,

-John Jr

Far Cry 3 Inspired Dreams With Reenactments Of The John F. Kennedy Assassination & Experimental Autonomous Robots

Dream 1

I did not voice record my dreams each time that I woke up during the night to use the bathroom, and so I forgot all of my dreams except for barely part of my last three dreams which were all inspired by the video game Far Cry 3 again (which I played last night before going to sleep again).

The first dream was basically me once again playing the video game Far Cry 3 and probably being inside the video game during the day, this time there was more of a focus on doing missions (especially main missions/the main quest), and some characters like Citra Talugmai / Montenegro were in the dream; but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

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Far Cry 3 Inspired Dreams Again | Talking With Former President George W. Bush And A Peanuts / Charlie Brown Survival Horror Video Game With The Great Pumpkin?

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Dream 1

The first dream was possibly several dreams that were all once again inspired by the video game Far Cry 3, which I played before going to sleep again, and once again I was controlling/playing as the main character and/or I was inside the video game as the main character.

This dream or these dreams were probably more realistic than the last dreams so they were probably more intense and scary as I went around doing some of the same activities from the last dreams and some other activities from the video game (hunting, side missions, et cetera), but unfortunately that is all that I can remember because I did not voice record this dream or dreams when I woke up to use the bathroom.

Dream 2

My memory of the second dream is very unclear and confusing because the end of the dream scared me so much that I accidentally woke myself up causing me to forget most of the dream, but I think that the dream was somewhat long and detailed and strange.

Near the end of the dream I think that I was inside a dimly lit windowless building probably on the first floor, in a small open space along the wall on the right side of a hall I came across former US President George W. Bush sitting on a counter/whatever, and I had a brief conversation with him that was like an interview.

He was in the shadows mostly but I could somewhat see him as he sat their answering some of my questions as we talked but I am not sure what we talked about exactly other than some questions were about his time as The President Of The United States Of America, and at some point during our conversation suddenly on the right side of Mr. Bush in another opening along the wall was a somewhat older woman with whitish colored skin with long yellowish and/or whitish and/or grayish colored hair.

I am not sure who this woman was or how she suddenly appeared but she interrupted our conversation somewhat adding bits of details/information, correcting us, suggestions questions, et cetera; and then something happened that I can not remember where I left the building probably outside walking and it was probably during the night.

I think that the woman and/or another female was communicating with me through maybe an electronic device and this part of the dream was a bit like a video game, I had a tablet-like device and I walked toward another building under the directions of the female voice, and inside the building supposedly people were being murdered supposedly by a crazy Charlie Brown from the Peanuts comic strips and/or someone else.

The atmosphere was very scary and dark with intense sound effects, it was like the dream was now a survival horror video game that somewhat reminded me of several horror films (I watched the film Dark Skies last night) and video games like the video game Five Nights At Freddy’s, but oddly I was not really afraid at first.

I walked inside the building and it was very dark, I could only use my tablet-like device to create light for one or two or three seconds so it was like a quick flash of light and then things would get dark again, and I saw dead small toy-like bodies of Peanut characters and possibly normal dead human bodies as I walked around; and there were toys, and other things around the building.

There were many intense and scary sound effects/affects as I slowly sneaked around in the dark using my quick and slow flashes of light to see only briefly, it was very creepy and scary but I still was not very afraid at first, and the first room was an open room with another room behind it; and you could either walk straight towards it or walk to a hall on the left or walk into a dining room and kitchen on the right so I went to the right.

I heard movement around the building like Charlie Brown and/or whoever was moving around looking for new victims, I even saw Charlie Brown who looked like a small toy sliding or walking around looking very creepy/scary, but he did not see me as I sneaked further into the kitchen; but I started to get a bit afraid after seeing and hearing him, him being a small toy was not scary, but the atmosphere and the corpses and sound effects were scaring me the most.

Sometimes the female voice would contact me and/or I would contact her, she probably was helping guide and advise me a bit, but only sometimes because I could not make much noise or I would be found and killed; and there were possibly some living people and Peanut characters still in the building.

Once Charlie Brown left the kitchen I got brave enough to start using my light again sometimes to flash the room quickly so that I could see somewhat, but the light attracted him and/or something else; and I turned off the light and something almost human sized or human sized quickly ran past me with heavy footsteps running right in front of me to my left side a bit like Foxy from the Five Nights At Freddy’s video game, I felt the wind blow on me as it ran by me, and this freaked me out/creeped me out/scared me.

Whatever it was it was much larger and faster than Charlie Brown and my light and me moving around attracted it, I was afraid now, and I stood still in fear as it searched for me; and then I finally decided to run back toward the open that I came from, but then it followed me, and so I stopped on the other side of the opening hoping that it would not see me.

I stood in the opening looking for me, some light from the entrance allowed me to see an outline of it, and it looked like a humanoid creäture with a strange shaped head with a mouth like a jack-o’-lantern/jack o’lantern/pumpkin carved with sharp teeth (probably not normal teeth but carved pumpkin teeth); and so I assumed that maybe it was The Great Pumpkin, and that it and the crazy Charlie Brown were killing people.

I knew that it saw me but I was hoping that it would not notice me in the dark but the light from the entrance was somewhat on my shirt, I stood there in fear as it stood in the doorway in front of me, and then suddenly it saw me and attacked me but I instantly accidentally woke myself up in the real world because it scared me so much.

The ending of this dream was so creepy/scary that my words do not properly describe it, you have to experience it to understand, and when I woke up I felt that would make a great survival horror video game.

The end,

-John Jr