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Helping Mr. RD Move And Trying To Get An Acting Job

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I somewhat remember part of one dream that had two or three parts, it took place during the day where my aunt JE’s house should be, but there was a house with an inside that reminded me of the non-worship area of a church that I can not remember at this time; and I was helping our neighbor Mr. RD move his stuff from this house to his newly remodeled home, and he had a few of his fictional young nephews & nieces helping as well.

The house was one story but had a lot room that you would expect, I remember Mr. RD being gone most of the time since he would drive the loaded truck to his newly remodeled house each time that we finished loading it with stuff, and so I got to see/hear/communicate with his nephews & nieces a lot but I forgot most of those part; but I think that some of them claimed to have seen a ghost and/or communicated with it and/or had flashbacks of memories of someone else who used to live in the house, and I probably experienced this too at some point.

After loading the last of Mr. RD’s stuff, the dream jumped in time where the nephews & nieces were probably age 18 & they probably had graduated from high school, and were probably living in the house where we had moved Mr. RD’s stuff years ago earlier in the dream; and I went to check out the house & see if the ghost or whatever was still there.

The nephews were at the house at the time to my surprise and after greeting them I asked them if they remembered me from years ago, they did not remember me at first until I mentioned the ghost or whatever, and then they remembered me; and they were glad to hear that someone else actually believed them about the ghost or whatever.

They told me their memories of what happened back then and of their recent experiences, and then I communicated with the ghost/whatever again & I probably saw flashbacks of it communicating parts of its past life or whatever  with me; but I can not remember these parts unfortunately, and at some point the nieces came & after talking with them they wanted me to go somewhere with them.

They drove me through a fictional city to an office that hires actors and actresses, I needed a job & I was going to see if they had any jobs working as an extra or something where I would just be in the background not talking/acting much or at all hopefully, and I went inside the office where I saw about two women behind sitting at desks; and I told them who I was & why I was there, and they told me to go to the back room like they were expecting me.

The back room was like a small cinema theater with old cinema seating in one row/non-stadium seating, there were a few men & women sitting who looked like hiring agents/scouts in the entertainment industry, and I greeted one of them who was a woman & told her my name; and she said that she & one or two other people with her were expecting me, they said that they were impressed with my résumé (I predicted that they had me confused with another John), and that they had a job opening for me for a character (who can not be killed off) on the TV show Law & Order: Special Victims Unit (Law & Order: SVU) or Law & Order.

I assumed that, who can not be killed off, meant that the character would be a permanent part of the show until it was cancelled and so it was long-term job; and she finally stopped talking & she asked me if I wanted to accept the job, I told her that was a great offer, but that she probably had me confused with another John/that I had no acting experience/that I probably could not handle a job like that/et cetera.

She realized the mistake when I said my full name, then she told me to join the other people trying to get jobs who were standing around the room & some of them were sitting down, and then she acted like I no longer existed; and around the room were men & women slowly walking around posing with depressing-looking faces as talent agents/scouts looked at them, choosing the people that they wanted to talk to, it was a strange sight-seeing people walking around zombie-like like they were being exploited (it felt wrong, like slaves being viewed for selling or something).

I sat down not far from some kids who were there hoping to get jobs as well, oddly, and one of them was from Africa (African) & he was desperate for a job & he said that he had some acting experience already; but he saw a talent agent/scout with medium-dark brownish colored skin with a bald head wearing a suit who was sitting not far from us, and he looked terrified of that man.

I asked him what was wrong, he told me that he did not want to be anywhere near that man, and he hinted that man had sexual molested/raped him in the past; but he had not reported it since no one would probably believe him and he was afraid since that man had the power to stop him from being able to get a job in the entertainment industry probably, I tried to comfort the boy, but I was angry about what I heard.

I decided to get as much information that I could from the boy about what had happened & what he had seen/heard about happening to other child actors/actresses who this man came in contact with, and then I watched/listened to the man to get more information; and I might have talked with him, and believed the boy & I sensed/saw/heard/was told things that made me feel/know that he was still molesting kids but I needed to get enough evidence before contacting the police.

I remember leaving at some point to tell the nieces about my process or lack of progress, I probably told them about the man & the boy, and they probably were going to help me investigate to stop the man; and then we went somewhere else or another part of the office from earlier, and I talked with groups of people waiting to audition for something that might have been related to the BET (Black Entertainment Television) network / channel.

I probably was getting more information about the man, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

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Waiting With My Dad At A VA Clinic | The President Obama Game Show?

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Dream 1

I remember part of two dreams, with the first dream taking place during the day at a small fictional VA (Veterans Affairs, for military veterans) clinic, and I was there with my dad who was waiting to see his fictional primary care doctor; who was a short woman with yellow/whitish colored skin with short black colored hair in a bowl-like hairstyle wearing a white doctor’s coat with dark pants and her named was something like Doctor Chow or something like that.

The waiting room was a mostly open and bright waiting room with a few chairs mostly in the center of the room and maybe a few chairs against the walls, there was a TV, and there were a lot of windows bringing in the nice natural sunlight from outside; and there were trees outside of the clinic that provided some shade where you could walk around outside on the sidewalk if you wanted to.

I think that we were the only people in the waiting room at first, I forgot most of what happened as we waited, but something strange happened at some point; where there was maybe a large bed or something in the waiting room, and a strange scene happened that involved my dad maybe having xes with some unknown nemow or ynit nemow or something strange like that or my dad having to etabrutsam in a cup to give the clinic a nemes sample or something very weird like that but I am not sure exactly but I know that it was something lauxes.

Then something happened and things were back to normal, I have no idea what in the world happened during that part exactly, but it was weird.

Once things were back to normal I remember my dad talking about various doctors appoints that he had at this clinic and I would see flashbacks of them, and my dad complained that Doctor Chow was emotionally unstable; she would be nice one visit and then mean & wanting to cancel your appointment the next visit, and so he wanted to change doctors soon.

In the flashbacks I saw what he was talking about and it did seem annoying, since Doctor Chow would yell or refuse to see you or do a bad job as a doctor on her many emotionally unstable days, which happened at least 50% of the time; which is way too often and dangerous for a doctor to behave like that so often.

At some point my brother GC and his former classmate CG entered the clinic goofing around, CG was pushing my brother GC in a black colored wheeled cart/buggy around the waiting room, and we said a few things to them; and then they went back outside.

A few minutes later I decided to go walking outside and slowly people started to come to the clinic, and at some point a large rowdy/partying semi-drunk(?) group of men & women wearing cowboy & cowgirl style clothing came to the clinic being loud outside & goofing around; and they did some other inappropriate things that I can not remember outside too.

I came across my brother GC and CG again, I briefly talked with them, and they said that they were about to leave; and then they left.

I then went back inside the clinic and they came into the clinic too, and so there were a lot of people in the clinic too now; and I sat back down to wait with my dad, but I woke up.

Dream 2

The next dream is more unclear and crazy, and was about what I will call The Obama Game Show.

I have no context for this dream or how it began, I am not sure if I was watching this on TV in the dream and/or if I was there on the game show or both, but I was probably seeing/hearing/experiencing things from various points-of-view during the dream.

I just remember that there were various contestants of different ages, genders, et cetera in a warehouse-like building with different sections/obstacles/levels of the game show; and I had no idea what was going on, but I was seeing/hearing/experiencing this.

I remember only part of two sections/obstacles/levels of the game show, there were more, but two are all that I can remember since I forgot the rest of the dream.

The first one that I remember involved a contestant who was a boy with medium-dark brownish colored with short black colored hair and his entire class were contestants too it seemed, but it was his turn to go; and I remember there were women dressed up who were part of the game show directing all the contestants and they were doing security too it seemed, oddly I can not remember seeing any men working with the game show except for The President Of The United States Barack Obama, but I could be wrong since I can not remember most of the dream.

This part of the game show involved answering questions to move further and the boy had successfully answered a few questions, and so he moved forward to a man sitting on a throne-like chair who had women wearing some type of unknown costumes guarding him; and to my surprise the man on the throne was President Obama.

I can not remember the question or what happened exactly but I think that President Obama was holding a question card and he asked the boy a question, and the boy got it correct I think; and so President Obama patted him on the shoulder, after the female security let the boy move closer to President Obama, and he congratulated the boy.

I am not sure if the boy was given a prize or not or what else President Obama said, whatever happened made it clear to me that this was a strange game show probably (and I wondered how did President Obama have the time to be doing a game show while still being the President Of The USA), based on how the women & President Obama were acting; they were acting like they were trying to entertain the contestants and the audience, so there was a bit of a goofy/fun environment to the game show.

It was now time for another part of the game show and so things moved to another area, and there was a new contestant who was a woman with whitish colored skin with long brownish colored hair wearing maybe a bikini or something, and she had very toned muscles; and she stood at the end of a red/or whatever color carpet that led to something high in the air, which was a throne, but you could not see it at first since it was so high.

There were women who worked with the game show guarding the area/directing the contestants again but this time they were wearing new strange costumes, and the female contestant was given either a question or challenge.

I remember a group of men & woman coming in the room, and the woman had to carry them down the red carpet or whatever color it was; it seemed to be a test of strength, and surprisingly the woman picked them all up at the same time and carried them easily down the carpet toward the tall throne that you could not see yet.

But I noticed that the back of the woman’s body looked fake like she had implants for her back, butt, back of her arms, and back of her legs; and her implants were flat almost rectangular implants that looked very strange, basically they were all flat but were taller than the skin, and so they looked like strange shaped solid objects implanted on top of her muscles & they looked very strange & stiff & unattractive.

After successfully completing the challenge, the woman kept walking around carrying the people to show off her strength, and then once again somewhat to my surprise up high on a throne-like chair at the end of the carpet was President Obama; who congratulated the woman on completing the challenge and he said a few things, as the women in strange costumes guarded the area.

But I woke up shortly after this, as I was watching all of this while trying to make sense of what was going on, because I was a bit confused even in the dream; and now that I am awake that dream seems confusing, and symbolic to me.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

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Anchorage Or Something / Someone Like That?

I only remember unclear fragments from my dreams last night and the order of the dreams are not clear, so I will just type them as I remember them.

Dream 1

One dream fragment took place inside of a building I think or it could have been outside, I am not sure, but I remember being on roof-top-like areas maybe in an outdoor-like area in the building; and I remember jumping around and/or working with some other people, and something happened that I can not remember.

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My Brother GC Dies

Dream 1

Last night I barely remember any of my dream fragments and I think that one of them involved a strange game that some of my brothers were playing that combined elements of a board game, video game, and virtual reality or another reality; I think that I was able to move between the real world where they were and into another world that was virtual reality or another reality, where their actions in the real world were effecting/affecting, as they played their board game or whatever it was.

But that is all that I can remember of that dream fragment.

Dream 2

I do remember some of the dream before that one, which took place at my parent’s house.

I remember waking up in the dream and I woke my brother GC up to tell him that it was time for him to get ready for college / his college classes for the day, and he made a mumbling noise like he did not feel like getting out of bed and that he was tired; and so I told him that he needed to get ready soon, but he could sleep a few more minutes.

He did not open his eyes exactly but his eye lids moved and he seemed tired & he did not move very much, but he heard me, and so I just assumed that he was being his normal lazy self and/or that he had not gotten enough sleep again as usual; and I wondered if he felt a bit sick, but I did not think that it was anything serious.

I got back in bed and I went to sleep in the dream again, later I woke up in the dream again, and I went to see if my brother GC was out of bed yet; but he was still in bed, so I told him to get up, but he did not respond.

I shook him a bit but he did not respond, I started to get worried, and I looked to see if he was breathing; but he was not breathing, I checked his pulse, and I did not get a pulse.

I started to panic a bit and I went to call 911 and my parent’s, I might have performed CPR on him, but I assumed that he had been dead/without oxygen for too long probably; but it did not work.

I felt sad and angry at myself, I probably cried a bit, I felt that it was partly my fault for not noticing the signs that he was near death, when I had tried to wake him up earlier in the dream; I felt that it was my responsibility as the oldest brother to watch out for him and my other brothers.

The dream jumped to an unknown time into the future, probably days or weeks or months later, and I was talking with my mom about the death of my brother GC; I still partly blamed myself, I had not moved on, and I had not properly grieved the loss of my brother GC yet.

I was sad, angry, I hated myself a bit, and I had not forgiven myself yet; and I felt like I had failed my brother GC, my family, myself, and my responsibility as the oldest brother.

I kept having flashbacks of the death of my brother GC, those memories kept haunting me every day & night, those memories would randomly come to my mind throughout the day & night, like I was re-living them all over again; and I probably had moments of crying and trying to figure out what I could do to deal with my failure & make it all stop, and I might have even called out to my dead brother GC and/or whoever/whatever might be listening for help/guidance but that is a wild guess since that it not something that I would probably do.

I woke up while suffering and trying to deal with it all.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂