Camille – Je Ne Suis Pas Ta Chose

Camille - Je ne suis pas ta chose
Source: YouTube

What is it?

Today’s song is the song Je Ne Suis Pas Ta Chose by the French musician Camille from her 2002 music album Le Sac Des Filles.


Alizée – L’Alizé

Alizée – L’Alizé (Clip Officiel HD)
Alizée – L’Alizé
Alizée – L’Alizé (Live HD)

What Is It?

Today’s song is the song L’Alizé by the French musician Alizée from her 2001 music album Gourmandises.

Here are the descriptions for the videos above:

Alizée – Clip “L’Alizé” Abonnez-vous à la chaine OFFICIELLE d’Alizée :éeOf… — Retrouvez les clips officiels d’Alizée : L’intégralité de l’album Gourmandises : L’intégralité de l’album Mes Courants Electriques : Le live complet d’Alizée : L’album de remix : — Réalisé par Pierre Stine Auteur : Mylène Farmer Compositeur : Laurent Boutonnat © Requiem Publishing – 2000 #Alizee#Lalize#Gourmandises

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Rocky Balboa’s Date | A White Solidarity March? | Nicole Kidman Is My Coworker

Dream 1

This dream involved the character Rocky Balboa going on a date with a woman, and he took her to maybe an Italian restaurant or pizza place in a shopping mall-like area where his now ex-wife Adrian Pennino worked.

Adrian was there working and she greeted them, she was surprisingly cool with the situation, and the three of them talked.

The woman on the date with Rocky seemed shy, and Adrian started telling her about a male priest from her younger days who used to give her and the other young people advice on things like sex to help them deal with shyness and their religious beliefs involving sex; surprisingly he did not teach them to avoid pre-marital sex.

Adrian was trying to help the woman get past her shyness like she did, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream took place during the day in the field outside my parents yard by their garden, and I was out there with my dad and most of my brothers and maybe some of their friends.

My dad had built a rectangular playhouse / obstacle course out of cardboard, and oddly some cactuses / cacti were inside of it.

There was a television playing various anime and cartoons and flipping through channels, and the anime (animated) television Hunter x Hunter (2011) was one of the things playing on the television; and I told my brothers TDC and KDC that they should watch that show because it was pretty good.

At some point everyone else went inside except for my dad and I who were standing in the field talking until my dad continued doing yard work, and then I heard yelling and chanting and singing and clapping coming down the street that The E House is on; and it sounded like a protest march.

A truck with white signs on it drove across the field from that street and right past me and onto our street, and then it drove away; and it possibly had a sign on it that said White Solidarity among other things.

Then from the street it came from I saw the protest march of mostly young adults with light-color skin, except for at least one young man with light-medium color skin who probably had some ancestors from the middle east, and most of them were wearing white polo shirts but some had white Ku Klux Klan (KKK)-like robes and white thin KKK-like hats.

Some had white signs with various messages that were possibly barely veiled white supremacist messages, some were riding horses with maybe white flags and banners et cetera, and there were more of then than you would except for a small city like the city of D.

They were very energized too, they were marching right through Eastside, and I told my dad that we should go back in the yard so as we were doing this I got out my mobile phone to contact my brothers inside about this and then I wanted to get a few photographs and some video of this because I have never seen anything like this especially on Eastside.

This did bother me as well and I was not sure what they would do if they saw us, and so that is why I wanted to go back in our yard to reduce the chances of something bad happening; but I woke up.

Dream 3

This dream involved me working at The BP Library, I remember watching my coworkers help patrons and maybe helping a few patrons myself, but most of my time involved me watching and trying to learn and talking to coworkers trying to learn things to help me at work; and so I would approach the conversations in a way that would lead to my coworkers sharing work knowledge with me.

I talked with some fictional coworkers and real ones like my female coworker DT, my female coworker CR, my female coworker JB who I talked with at the front desk, et cetera; besides sharing some knowledge they would also sometimes share resources where that I could use to learn more, and sometimes they would show me how to do something instead of just telling me how.

At some point the actress Nicole Kidman was one of my coworkers and she was working at the front desk where JB had been working earlier, I started talking with her, and she started sharing some work knowledge with me as well.

Mrs. Kidman was telling me about something and the dream jumped to her riding in the back of maybe a taxi in France being filmed with one camera inside the car and one outside of it following it from the side, Mrs. Kidman was talking and maybe answering questions as the cameras recorded, and at some point the male taxi driver asked her a question in French; and to my surprise Mrs. Kidman replied in French.

I am not sure what was said but it seemed that maybe the driver was asking her where she wanted to be dropped off at maybe, I just remember the first word that Mrs. Kidman said sounded like Bahsh, and the driver continued driving.

After her story and this scene the dream jumped back to the library where we were talking, and Mrs. Kidman ended our conversation by maybe giving me some links online where I could learn and practice more work knowledge that she had told me about; and I thanked her and I went to the back to the break room.

Our director Mrs. EC walked into the break room and we started talking, she shared some work knowledge with me, and at the end she went and got me several homemade looking booklets of white paper with black text with work knowledge on several different topics that I could study.

I thanked her and I accepted them, she walked away, and then I wondered how to go about trying to study and apply all of this work knowledge; and I started to wonder what had I gotten myself into, I also thought that it was cool that I got my coworkers to share some work knowledge with me to help me learn more, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

Pauline Croze Has Two Daughters?

Dream 1

This dream involved me waiting at a doctor’s appointment, at some point in the dream (probably later after talking to my female coworker JB) I possibly noticed that I was only wearing a large zipper storage bag and / or plastic bag as underwear with maybe an open book that was open to chapter 3 in the book to cover my groin area (my guess is that this dream and this book was or was partly inspired by me starting to read the book 11/22/63 by Stephen King Saturday that my female coworker JB recommended in real life), but I can not remember so I might be wrong about that.

There were several waiting rooms with some being open and some being separated, some of them possibly looked like part of The E House but I could be wrong, and at some point I noticed my female coworker JB in a different part of the waiting room so I walk over and sit and talk with her.

At some point we get called to two different waiting rooms and we part ways, I wait my turn in the other waiting room that is separated instead of open now, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This was my favorite dream of the night, but my memory of it is limited and messed up after waking up and going back to sleep so many times and having it featured in false awakening dreams and daydreams within dreams and daydreams and thoughts and thoughts within dreams and alternate versions of this dream and dream conversations about this dream and more.

This dream itself was possibly a false awakening dream which makes it even more confusing.

I possibly woke up in bed or the dream just started with me in my bed, and across the room in the other bed I noticed Pauline Croze to my surprise and confusion.

Then to make things even more confusing there was a baby girl with light-color skin wrapped partly in a blanket in the bed with Ms. Croze, I assumed that the baby was her daughter, which confused me even more because I did not know that she had any children.

I thought that this was real life so I was laying there in bed confused trying to make sense of things, like one would if they woke up and just started noticing unusual things like this, but Ms. Croze looked so happy with her assume baby daughter and she was talking to her in French so I got distracted from trying to make much sense of the situation by this beautiful moment.

I said something to Ms. Croze in English and maybe a bit of French, mostly English, and she responded to me in mostly English while only using French to her assumed baby daughter.

Ms. Croze was so relaxed and happy in bed speaking in French toward her assumed baby daughter that I started to wonder if somehow I was the father of the baby, I had no memories to explain whether this was true or not, and so I assumed that maybe Ms. Croze was somehow visiting and spending the night and / or somehow we were married or something without me having any memory of this which made no sense.

I decided to just enjoy the moment and not interrupt Ms. Croze much, everything felt so positive and relaxing and comforting and loving, and it was pretty magical watching an assumed mother show love to her assumed baby daughter.

Through different parts of this dream I possibly heard parts of her song Tu Es Partout playing quietly in the background which helped add to the mood of the dream.

It was possibly very early in the morning, and at some point Ms. Croze walked to the living room with her assumed baby daughter so I followed.

In the living room was a girl with light-color skin (slightly darker than the baby girl), Ms. Croze greeted her like maybe she was also her daughter, and then the possibility of me being the father seemed a bit more likely when I saw the second assumed daughter but there was still no evidence so I continued to observe and enjoy the moment and wait for chances to ask Ms. Croze some questions to help me make sense of this.

I planned to ask Ms. Croze if she was just visiting, how did she get here, how did she even know about the city of D, how did she end up at our house, did she know me, where those her daughters, et cetera.

Unfortunately I did not get the chance to ask those questions but we did get to say one or two things to each other while in the living room (but I mostly did not disturb her spending time with her assumed daughters), Ms. Croze stood up carrying her assumed baby daughter while walking with her assumed young daughter to a different area, and so I followed them.

They walked through a door that led from our house into a store-like place oddly, there were other people there, and some kind of video game-like commercial / augmented reality partly projected into the dream world video game and friendly video game competition in the real world was starting and those of us in the area were now part of it.

Some video game characters appeared in maybe CGI, possibly holographic form, and many were possibly The Lord Of The Rings characters.

There were heroes and villains to choose from, you pick a character and you control them, and we started to get attacked by some other characters as they were explaining the rules of the game.

I picked a mage-like character who could fly or levitate or that was just a gaming exploit that I found by accident, we got attacked by a powerful main villain from maybe The Lord Of The Rings who could probably use magic (maybe Sauron), and so we started running from him.

I / my mage character flew or levitated over shelves and probably augmented reality areas, basically it was like an augmented reality video game being partly projected in the normal dream world of the store so you did not need special glasses et cetera to see the video game world, and this allowed me to avoid the powerful villain as we rushed to reach a certain area where maybe we would win or be safe or something.

While doing this I looked back sometimes to make sure that Ms. Croze and her assumed daughters were okay, if they needed help then I would have turned around to protect them, and I felt even more protective of them because they were guests at our home and I was still not sure if I was the father or not of the assumed daughters and I was not sure what my relationship was with Ms. Croze if any.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream now unfortunately.

Dream 3

I woke up and went back to sleep many times trying to think about and save in my memory for later and sometimes record my dreams, except the times that I thought that I was recording my dreams were actually false awakening dreams, and so I really was not recording the dreams in the real world but there were times that I woke up in the real world thinking about and trying to save dreams in my mind for later instead of recording them right then.

Most of the dreams involved me thinking about the second dream and a few other dreams, I would sometimes remember new details, and sometimes I would daydream and dream new parts of those dreams and even new versions of those dreams; and there was a variety of other things and a combination of things that happened during this.

Unfortunately because of all of that I do not remember most of these dreams in enough detail.

I possibly had at least one other dream with Pauline Croze in it, but I am not sure.

The first Pauline Croze dream definitely was thought, falsely recorded, dreamed about, daydreamed about, et cetera in some of these dreams.

The last thing that I remember is a dream where I was possibly in bed or near it, and a female with light color skin with maybe short yellow hair (this is a guess on the hair color) was talking to me about all of these dreams (forgotten ones, remembered ones, fictional ones, et cetera) et cetera.

I was mostly visualizing the dreams as she talked about them so she was mostly in the corner of my field of vision because I usually was not directly looking at her so that I could focus, but I think that she was young so either a young woman or a girl.

I am not sure if she was a normal dream character or if she represented my subconscious or if she was something else, and I am not sure how she knew my dreams (either she was able to read the ones that I falsely recorded and / or I told her about them or she somehow just knew my dreams or something).

This assumed young woman or girl went over my dreams with me commenting on them, giving her opinions, maybe sometimes giving her partial interpretations or something, and even arguing with me about some of them; and she was pretty critical of them and me at times, and was not afraid to give me a bit of attitude.

She felt that some of my dreams were probably indirectly being altered in real-time by mine own assumptions and expectations et cetera, like one or more of my Pauline Croze dreams, and so we debated and argued about this and I listened to her opinions et cetera trying to hear her side of things.

She felt that those dreams would have went differently if I had not indirectly (unknowingly), in her opinion, been changing the dreams without realizing it.

It was interesting having someone talking about my dreams like this and being critical of them and of me, imagine a kid who acts grown and is lecturing an adult like they are the kid or something, which I thought was also a bit funny.

But that is all that I can remember of these dreams unfortunately.

The end,

-John Jr

Pauline Croze -Tu Es Partout

Source: YouTube

Today to my surprise, Pauline Croze uploaded a music video to her YouTube channel Pauline Croze for her album Ne Rien Faire called Pauline Croze -Tu Es Partout.

Music Video

The diversity on that beach, and the beginning and the ending though (clearly some symbolism going on in this video)?

Either way, it is interesting to see Pauline Croze have a music video again and one in this format, and one where she is only briefly featured in the video.


Live Performance

The end,

-John Jr

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