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Looking For The Office

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Dream 1

Last night I barely remember some of my dreams, with the first several dreams probably being inspired by the TV show Game Of Thrones, but I can not remember those dreams.

Dream 2

I had one dream where I was in a prison-like place, that did not look like prison, it looked like a windowless building, and some other people & I were in a library-like room that reminded me of an old style library mixed with my former high school’s library.

The prisoners were part of a game / competition in the prison where they would compete against each other for prizes and/or the chance to make the losers do stuff for them, I remember one of the current winners of the day telling one of the losers that he was going to rape him later or something like that, and that was perfectly legal for the winners to do to the losers if they wanted to it seemed; which is terrible.

The game / competition would be filmed each time and people could watch on TV / et cetera I guess, and for some reason I was there getting to meet the winners & losers after the game/competition; but I have forgotten most of the dream, so I do not know most of what happened in the dream.

The prison had male and female prisoners together, there was no separation by gender it seemed in the prison or game/competition, there were some women with the group of prisoners that I met.

We sat down in the library-like room talking about the game/competition & watching replays of what had happened, and what the winners & losers were going to do next & more; but that is all that I can remember.

Dream 3

The last dream involved a young woman who looked somewhat like my dead cousin AE who died several years ago after giving birth to her first child (it probably was supposed to be her, but a younger version from when we were still in school) and I walking during the day to PW Elementary in D, to find the office (I think that I was helping her find the office, but I am not sure why), and we walked to the outside door that leads to the hallway by the library; but in the dream I thought that this might lead to the office for some reason.

Before we could open the door, my aunt ME (her mom, if the young woman was my cousin AE), opened the door; and we greeted her, and some school kids were nearby.

My aunt ME said that she was a teacher at PW now and she told us that the office was further toward the front-center part of the school, and then I realized that I had accidentally went to the door that led to the hallway by the library.

I thanked my aunt ME and said goodbye and the young woman & I continued to walk to find the office, now that I remembered where it was, then I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

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Indoor Softball?

I almost remember none of my dreams from last night, except for part of the end of my last dream, which is too unclear to make much sense.

I remember being inside of a one story/floor house or house apartment that was not very big, and it was a bit dark with not very good lighting inside; and the vampire from the TV show Being Human (North American) named Aidan Waite was there, and him & I started to play softball with a baseball instead of a softball against a team from Japan who had a coach? 😀

So it was the two of us against a team who had uniforms with baseball hats, they had multiple players, they had a coach, and they looked professional.

For some reason the vampire told me that we were not to play at our best ability, like he wanted us to lose on purpose for some unknown reason, and I thought that was stupid; and so I kept arguing/asking him about why he wanted us to lose on purpose, especially since we are at a disadvantage already.

We talked and argued about the situation during the game while trying to also stay focused on the game, as the coach of the other team watched us closely, and he would get mad every time his team made a mistake and/or when we would make a good play; their coach acted like he was expecting us to lose on purpose, but I kept trying to play to win mostly, so that was ruining things.

Sometimes I would start playing to lose, but then I would start playing to win again, just to annoy their coach & as a protest to the situation; and the vampire would remind me of the situation and we would argue/talk about it again.

I can not remember if we finished the game or not and/or who was winning, I just remember waking up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

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My Brother GC Dies

Dream 1

Last night I barely remember any of my dream fragments and I think that one of them involved a strange game that some of my brothers were playing that combined elements of a board game, video game, and virtual reality or another reality; I think that I was able to move between the real world where they were and into another world that was virtual reality or another reality, where their actions in the real world were effecting/affecting, as they played their board game or whatever it was.

But that is all that I can remember of that dream fragment.

Dream 2

I do remember some of the dream before that one, which took place at my parent’s house.

I remember waking up in the dream and I woke my brother GC up to tell him that it was time for him to get ready for college / his college classes for the day, and he made a mumbling noise like he did not feel like getting out of bed and that he was tired; and so I told him that he needed to get ready soon, but he could sleep a few more minutes.

He did not open his eyes exactly but his eye lids moved and he seemed tired & he did not move very much, but he heard me, and so I just assumed that he was being his normal lazy self and/or that he had not gotten enough sleep again as usual; and I wondered if he felt a bit sick, but I did not think that it was anything serious.

I got back in bed and I went to sleep in the dream again, later I woke up in the dream again, and I went to see if my brother GC was out of bed yet; but he was still in bed, so I told him to get up, but he did not respond.

I shook him a bit but he did not respond, I started to get worried, and I looked to see if he was breathing; but he was not breathing, I checked his pulse, and I did not get a pulse.

I started to panic a bit and I went to call 911 and my parent’s, I might have performed CPR on him, but I assumed that he had been dead/without oxygen for too long probably; but it did not work.

I felt sad and angry at myself, I probably cried a bit, I felt that it was partly my fault for not noticing the signs that he was near death, when I had tried to wake him up earlier in the dream; I felt that it was my responsibility as the oldest brother to watch out for him and my other brothers.

The dream jumped to an unknown time into the future, probably days or weeks or months later, and I was talking with my mom about the death of my brother GC; I still partly blamed myself, I had not moved on, and I had not properly grieved the loss of my brother GC yet.

I was sad, angry, I hated myself a bit, and I had not forgiven myself yet; and I felt like I had failed my brother GC, my family, myself, and my responsibility as the oldest brother.

I kept having flashbacks of the death of my brother GC, those memories kept haunting me every day & night, those memories would randomly come to my mind throughout the day & night, like I was re-living them all over again; and I probably had moments of crying and trying to figure out what I could do to deal with my failure & make it all stop, and I might have even called out to my dead brother GC and/or whoever/whatever might be listening for help/guidance but that is a wild guess since that it not something that I would probably do.

I woke up while suffering and trying to deal with it all.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

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11-13-2011 | Dream Fragment | A Game Store In A Mall

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Last night I barely remember my last dream, which I think took place in a mall, and the dream mostly followed a few characters who worked at a game store in the mall, I think.

A few men & women worked at a game store on the first & second floor of the mall, the game store was located in a short corner on the top/front right side of the mall, the mall was shaped like a rectangle, near a bathroom & several small shop spaces that led to an escalator.

There was a man who was one of the best/main workers at the game store, and the dream mostly followed him & a few other workers who worked with him; but something strange that I can not remember, happened to him and/or several workers at the game store.

I was in the dream but I was not a main character, and I only went to the game store maybe once; and I spent most of my time in the quiet areas near the game store, and so I often saw the workers during & after work.