I had more dreams that I remembered but I did not record them, and so now I can only barely remember part of one or two dreams.
Part of this dream or another dream possibly involved some of my coworkers.
This morning I once again had a battle between my conscious and my body/subconscious where I kept trying to go back to sleep and keep dreaming, but my body/subconscious wanted to stay awake to get ready for work.
This caused me to keep briefly going back to sleep to continue the dream and/or dreaming while also trying to remember the dream because I did not feel like getting out of bed to voice record my dreams, but each time that this happened I forgot more and more of my dream(s) until I can now only barely remember part of my last dream.
This dream was probably partly inspired by the 2016 Ohio State University Attack, which I had only previously seen a headline (title for a news story) for but I never did read or listen to or watch a news report about it, but my mind still probably used just that headline as partial inspiration for this dream.
All that I can remember of this dream (probably a continuing dream because I kept waking up and going back to sleep) from last night is that it took place during the day probably at a college campus, and I remember a nice college cafeteria being a common location in this dream.
During this dream at least three (maybe more) different secretive groups were trying to recruit me and/or were targeting me, depending on the group, and this happened throughout the dream at random times when I would be approached and/or targeted by one or more members of these different secretive groups.
At least one of these groups seemed like an intelligence agency of a different (foreign) country, at least one of these groups seemed like an international terrorist group, and at least one of these groups seemed like an underground resistance group (maybe a civil rights et cetera group who were possibly trying to protect/defend (with violence if necessary) people from some of the other groups, but I have no idea now that I have forgotten all the important details of the dream) who probably somewhat reminded me of The Railroad from the video game Fallout 4 and this group was probably called Roots or root was in the name but I think that their group was called Roots but I could be wrong (and that name reminded me of the History channel miniseries Roots).
I probably did not join any of the groups, I kept turning some of them down while I probably stayed neutral to one or more groups for now, and so one or more of the groups were probably targeting and spying on me and probably still trying to recruit me so there was one or more attacks that happened in this dream that were carried out by one or more of these groups who were probably targeting me and/or trying to frame me (if they could not get me to join them or if they could not kill me) while trying to prove a point (to show what they are capable of) to me hoping to get or force me to join them.
During the end of the dream I was walking around this college campus with my former male classmate JC and we went to the nice college cafeteria, which was more like a restaurant, and when I was leaving there was an attack that started where a male student with light-colored skin with dark-colored hair wearing a white button shirt with dark dress pants who looked like a smart student from somewhere in Asia (Asian) started shooting people with a pistol outside in the courtyard as everyone was walking along the sidewalks.
This student was probably part of the international terrorist-like group who had kept trying to recruit me but I kept turning them down, and so this attack was probably targeting me and if I did not join them they would probably try to frame me as part of this attack if they could not kill me.
I remember seeing the student smiling as he walked around shooting people, he possibly said something to me (possibly asking me if I would join them, and I refused) and then he possibly pointed his pistol at me, and maybe a member of the Roots group helped me which possibly gave me and/or us a chance to disarm and/or defeat and/or kill the shooter but I can not remember because my memory of this dream is too unclear now.
All that I know is that I was possibly never directly attacked in this dream but I possibly was targeted, other people were harmed during these attacks but not me, and maybe the Roots group had helped defend people in those other attacks.
I probably thanked the member of the Roots group for the help, they seemed like a positive group but I still had no plans on joining any group, but I was interested learning more about them and possibly helping them sometimes without joining them.
The member of the Roots group said a few things before leaving the scene of the attack, it was still not clear if I would be blamed as being part of this attack or not because I was not sure if the terrorist-like group had set any false evidence to set me up or not, and so I stayed trying to decide what to do and to probably help the wounded while we wait for emergency services to arrive.
But that is all that I can remember now after slowly forgetting more and more of this dream every time that I went back to sleep without voice recording it.
The end,
-John Jr
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Late last night (early morning) after watching television (Japanese anime) with my brother GC I was going to play a bit of Fallout 4 and then brush my teeth and go to bed, but I accidentally fell asleep on the couch for a few hours (1:something AM – 6:something AM) because I was more tired than expected so I did not get up to play some Fallout 4 like I had planned.
I woke up suddenly realizing what had happened and I remembered some dreams but they were fading fast as I rushed to turn everything off and get in bed, and so I did not take the time to try to remember them and voice record them before getting in bed because I was worried that I would not be able to go back to sleep or it would take me longer to go to sleep so I forgot those dreams and so I spent most of last night sleeping and snoring on the couch and I only got to sleep a few hours in my bed.
The dream or dreams that I had after finally getting in my bed instead of the couch all involved groups or group dynamics, and so the dream explored various situations involving groups of people.
The Walking Dead television franchise and The Walking Dead Telltale Games were featured heavily in the dream or dreams at first, the dream or dreams followed group dynamics among groups of people inspired by The Walking Dead, and so some parts of the dream or dreams took place inside television series and some took place inside video games and some took place in the normal dream or dreams itself/themselves.
After exploring group dynamics between people in survival situations like on The Walking Dead, the dream jumped around exploring group dynamics among other groups of people, and I was probably in some parts of the dream or dream but there were some parts of the dream or dreams where I possibly was not there.
Some of the group dynamics that were explored involved sports teams and sports fans with more of a focus on American Football (this was not the only sport explored), and so I saw various situations between teammates and sports fans.
Other group dynamics explored were between a military-like group, I remember that there was a woman with whitish-colored skin wearing a uniform for the military-like group, and she was waiting to be accepted into the military-like group so that she could start her training.
We were at an indoor/outdoor building where some members of the military-like group were training and I got to see some of the interactions between the people and the drill instructor, the woman was sure that she would be accepted so that is why she was already wearing the uniform, and I remember us standing and talking as she waited to find out if she was accepted or not but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.
Some group dynamics between family members were explored, and so there were various situations that I got to see between families interacting with each other.
One group dynamic that I got to see was between one or more groups of people who spoke the same language but who were learning another language, but a woman in one of these groups wanted to learn French instead of the language that the rest of her group was learning.
This caused conflict with the rest of her group who were wondering why she wanted to learn French, and they argued with her and they tried to get her to stop learning French and to learn the language that they were learning.
The woman resisted and she said that she wanted to learn French, and so she kept learning French and her group probably banished her or shunned her and spoke badly of her but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.
This dream or dreams explored positive, negative, and neutral group dynamics between these various groups of people and various situations that they were in.
I also saw group dynamics between friends, classmates, coworkers, neighbors, citizens of the same country, members of the same ethnic group, probably member of the same religion, and more.
This dream or dreams jumped between these various group dynamics from various angles and locations et cetera (real life, video games, television series, films, et cetera), but that is all that I can remember of this dream or dreams.
The end,
-John Jr
All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that I was with my brother GC, and I remember going inside a one-story house-like building several times during the dream so I assume that the dream took place over several days or longer.
It felt like this building was possibly located near the BB grocery store on Southside or Westside in the city of D, and each time I would see and talk to a thin man with white skin with maybe some freckles with short yellow hair who wore glasses and Morgan Webb.
The thin man would probably be described as nerdy and smart, he possibly lived in this building but I am not sure, and maybe Morgan Webb lived there too but I am not sure (there would usually be some other people there as well, but they were background characters who I never talked with or paid attention to really).
I just know that I would see them either already there and they would leave at some point or they would arrive after I get there and then leave at some point after we talk, and we usually would be in a room with maybe white/gray carpet and some tables and maybe chairs.
I am not sure if Morgan Webb and I were friends and/or associates and/or dating and/or close to dating or what, I can not remember, but I do remember talking with her each day like we knew each other and possibly had a relationship of some kind whether distant or close that was possibly growing (building/improving) each day because I think that there were some positive and close and familiar feelings there.
During the dream I heard/learned that there were some people who had special powers (abilities) and some who had magic and/or both, these people had groups and would probably recruit others with similar powers and/or magic, and one of these groups were witches or assumed to be.
The witches were the only group who were possibly named and/or assumed, the other groups were never identified so I have no idea what powers they had, but I did not know who the witches were or what they could do.
One day when my brother GC and I were in the room and when the thin man and Morgan Webb were not there (maybe they had just left), my brother GC shared something with me calmly like it was no big deal, even though it was a big deal.
My brother GC revealed that he had recently found out that he had powers, he did not say what his powers were but I assumed that he was a werewolf but that was my wild guess, and he told me that he has been attacked several times during his nightly walks (he usually walks the dogs) by at least one group who were the witches I think.
No group with his powers had tried to recruit him or communicate with him yet so we were not sure if he was the only person with this power which would mean that there was possibly no group for people like him yet or maybe that group did not know about him yet or maybe people with his power preferred to keep to themselves.
I was very curious about this but I was also concerned about the attacks, and so I asked my brother GC about the attacks and the group who has attacked him several times.
I think or assume that he said that the witches were the group who had attacked him several times, and he told me that I knew all the members of their group but he would not tell me who they were.
I assumed that the thin man, Morgan Webb, and the other people we would see in this building and room were possibly the members of the witch group but that was my wild guess because my brother GC would not say for some unknown reason(s).
One of the reasons that I assumed this was because my brother GC did not share (reveal) this information with me until the day that there was no one in the room with us, he could have told me days ago but he did not, and he only told me when no one else was around.
I had some many questions and thought about all of this, I wanted to know more about the powers and magic and groups, and I wanted to know why the witches or whoever was targeting my brother GC now that he had powers and why they were not attacking me.
I also wondered if my brother GC and I had the same power or powers, could I be a werewolf too (if my assumption about his power was correct), or if I even had powers or if my powers could be activated or if they were already activated but I did not know it yet.
I also hoped that Morgan Webb, the thin man, and the other possibly witches were not targeting my brother GC; especially since I probably saw them as friends, and maybe Morgan Webb and I were even closer than friends but I am not sure.
I started to wonder if Morgan Webb and the others were in the process of recruiting me, maybe they felt or knew that I had powers and/or magic and that I would be a witch, and so maybe they were befriending me and preparing me for the day that my powers/magic activate and/or they would activate my powers/magic and/or they would reveal to me that I already had powers/magic.
It was even possible that they already considered me part of their group, and that I just did not know it yet and they just had not made it official yet as they possibly waited to see what powers and/or magic I would have once they possibly activate.
I did not know the facts and these were just some of the thoughts and guesses and assumptions that I had, I wanted to help keep my brother GC safe and figure out what was going on, and I wanted to talk to the witches or the group who kept attacking him to find out why and to see if I could get them to stop.
My brother GC was very calm and relaxed like he was not worried at all, the attacks did not seem to bother him either, and so I assumed that his powers were so strong that the group kept failing to defeat him but I was not sure.
I woke up as I was thinking and asking questions and trying to figure out what to do next, my brother GC did not share much, and so I probably was going to talk with Morgan Webb about this but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.
The next part of the dream involved some reviewers (critics) reviewing things (probably films (movies)), Double Toasted was possibly involved and/or a Double Toasted-like group, and they possibly wanted me to help them with some reviews so I possibly helped them or I was going to help them but I can not remember.
I probably went to a one-story building during the day where the reviewers (critics) were to help them, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
The end,
-John Jr
I got awakened by someone who started talking to me while I was trying to sleep and so my sleep/dreaming got interrupted from 2:00 PM – 4:00 PM, and so now I can only barely remember part of my last dream from last night.
There are a few jumps/changes of location/et cetera in the dream probably because I briefly woke up a few times because of drooling/maybe snoring as I am still trying to adjust to sleeping without my oldest pillow as I sleep on my other pillows, and the dream probably continued each time that I went back to sleep but with a few changes here-and-there.
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