All that I can remember of this dream is that it possibly took place during the evening in a larger slightly fictional version of the yard by where The G House should be, and inside a fictional multi-story house where The R Trailer/Mobile Home used to be.
I was possibly younger in this dream, possibly public school age again, and maybe there was some kind of misunderstanding that led to me sneaking around inside and outside the fictional multi-story house trying to avoid men with guns who were looking for me and/or someone else.
They were possibly looking for someone else but I was possibly afraid that they would think that I was that someone else, and so I remember hiding and moving around to avoid them as they searched for me and/or that someone else.
I am not sure if I found this gun or if I already had it, either way, I had a gun during part or all of this as I hid and sneaked around.
I was so worried and afraid about getting caught/whatever that I stayed hidden even when some of my family (my parents and one or more of my brothers) showed up outside in empty land by where The G House should be, my family were calling out my name looking for me, and only when I was sure that the men with guns were out of range did I finally come out of hiding.
I went to quickly and quietly explained the situation with my family with the intention to get away from here before the men with guns make another pass searching this area, I possibly did not have the gun but I am not sure, if I did not have the gun then I probably left it in the house where I possibly found it if that was the case.
But that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 2
This dream was possibly inspired by the television show Watchmen (Season 1).
All that I can remember of this dream is that it involved people hiding behind masks, probably Watchmen-like masks, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Like this previous dream this dream’s main theme seemed to be hiding.
I had more dreams that I remembered but I did not record them, and so now I can only barely remember part of the end of two dreams.
Dream 1
The end of this dream involved what seemed to be a documentary about puberty, and it took place inside a junior high school or high school.
I remember the dream showing students in classrooms fidgeting, looking at each other, et cetera as a narrator talked about some of the changes that happen to humans during puberty.
Some of the students got to explain some of their behavioral, physical, emotional, and social changes and they even got to explain what was going on in their minds as video footage was shown of them in the documentary.
One of the students featured was a young man with light-color skin with short dark-color hair who got to explain things that he was experiencing in detail, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 2
This dream was possibly inspired by me filling out a survey last night about the recent library conference that I went to on a work trip.
This dream took place in a similar or same place as the previous dream, the dream involved me going over a past event and maybe trying to explain what happened to someone, but I can not remember if it was an event that I experience or if it was me relaying the experience of someone else who told me about what they experienced (I assume that I was explaining what someone else had experienced and had explained to me).
The event took place inside a classroom where two girls and an adult were, and they were sitting at a table.
A woman with light-color skin entered the room with maybe two gunmen, the woman was in charge and did not directly threaten the children or the adult, but it was clear that she was threatening them.
The woman explained that she wanted some information, that somehow possibly partly involved some government information, and I think that she wanted the children and the adult to share this information by maybe filling out a survey or something strange like that and / or by writing down the information that they knew.
The girls and the adult refused at first, they were not sure why the woman wanted the information, and they probably felt that sharing it would be treasonous and / or that it could be used for negative purposes.
The woman did not explain why she wanted the information or what she would do with it, but her approach and the fact that she had gunmen probably meant that she would use it for negative purposes.
Instead of directly threatening them, they already felt threatened indirectly, the woman tried to bribe them.
She grabbed a piece of paper that had amounts of money on them, and she randomly chose one of the amounts as how much she would pay as a bribe and that random amount was $1.
One of the girls replied that was not enough so the woman randomly grabbed another amount, this time maybe $40 – 49, and one of the girls accepted this amount and started filling out the survey and / or writing down the information.
The other girl accepted the amount and did the same, but the adult did not and was trying to figure out what to do and maybe the adult started asking questions and telling the woman why they refused.
I did not get to see what happened next but it seemed that the adult gave in, possibly after being directly threatened at gunpoint and / or indirectly threatened and they worried about the safety of the girls, and so the adult probably filled out the survey and / or shared the information.
After explaining this past event to whoever, I guess maybe we or they were trying to find the woman and gunmen and maybe what information they had and what their plan was, but I woke up.
I call these type of dreams quicksand-like dreams because it is almost like you are being trapped in the real world and the dream world, these dreams can leave you feeling drained and trapped in the dream world and real world, they can repeat or keep continuing as you wake up and go back to sleep in the dream and / or in the real world.
I had more dreams but now I only remember part of my last dream which was a dream that I woke up from several times feeling drained and trapped in the real world and the dream world, and I kept going back to sleep into this dream world continuing where I left off in the dream which probably helped me forget my other dreams.
All that I can remember of this continuing quicksand-like dream is that it took place inside a large one-story Walmart / warehouse / library-like building, and I was there with other people including a male library patron with light-color skin with short brown / maybe slightly orange and yellow hair who probably chews tobacco and who often comes to The BP Library with his mom.
We were in a large mostly open room that was Walmart-like and warehouse-like and library-like, and I was standing by shelves near the library-like area, and the middle of the room had a lot of empty space and the ceiling was tall.
The section that I was in was on the right middle side, near the back left side was an opening to another part of the building, and to the left of my section at the back in the middle was an opening to an empty warehouse-like room that had another opening that led down narrow areas that probably led to the exit at the back of the building.
At some point an unknown thin man who was possibly wearing a jacket and maybe a hat pulled out a pistol among the crowd, and he seemed to be pointing his pistol at me and focusing on me and headed toward me.
I yelled to let the others know and I pulled out my mobile phone still in its holster and I pretended that it was a pistol, and I pointed it at the gunman yelling for him to stop and put down the gun as I took cover behind a shelf.
The gunman took cover in the crowd and the chaos as people ran, screamed, hid, et cetera.
The male library patron I recognized pulled out a real pistol and I let him know that I was really only holding my mobile phone, and I tried to get us to work together against the gunman.
The crowd ended up splitting into two groups with my group staying closer to the warehouse-like room and the other group standing closer to the other side, and the gunman kept hiding among the crowd with us only briefly getting glances at each other and pointing our weapons and my fake weapon at each other.
Things became a standoff, with us not knowing who the gunman was or how many there were, and during our standoff there were a few others with guns.
The dream became long and draining like days had passed and people became tired and delirious, including me because we could not sleep or eat or drink, and so we could only sit on the floor sometimes.
I was worried about us getting flanked by the gunmen, I am not sure if any shots were fired, but one or more gunmen possibly sneaked into from the back exit in our area and maybe some sneaked in from the front entrance near the other area and I remember us pointing weapons and my fake weapon at each other but they possibly hid among the crowds eventually.
I wanted to secure the entrances and exits of the building but I was afraid that the gunmen would flank us if even one of us tried to do this, and I did not have a real weapon.
I wanted to at least secure the back entrance near the warehouse room where I was, but I was too cautious and worried about my side getting flanked and taken over so I continued to wait and try to stay alert even though I was tried and drained and delirious.
When I would wake up briefly I felt tired and drained and trapped in bed, and I would go back to sleep continuing the dream feeling the same way.
This was annoying, and it seemed that the gunmen were trying to wear us down and make us paranoid et cetera and it was working.
I did what I could to keep my side from turning on each other and dropping their guard or doing something stupid, but it was not easy.
If we kept this up the gunmen and any more that might sneak in would probably win, and so we were in a bad situation.
I do not like taking risks usually but it seemed that I would have to, having me try to secure the exit at least with my mobile phone as a fake gun was a risk that we could take, because if I died then at least we would not lose a real gun.
So I was close to risking my life to secure the exit, but I tried to think up a larger plan that would also reduce risks for everyone.
But I woke up for good finally at some point, and I had to exercise to break out of the drained feeling.
I had several dreams last night but I forgot almost all of them except for part of the end of one dream, but I can not remember most of the dream so it is unclear; and it does not make much sense without knowing the rest of the dream.
I think that the dream took place during the day but I am not sure because I was inside a school building I think that had several halls, and the gym/auditorium was the main part/center-piece of the building; and there were probably classrooms & other rooms in the halls.
The end of the dream took place on two hallways in front of the entrance of the gym/auditorium, an event was taking place inside of the gym/auditorium that probably had people who were dressed up nicely inside like there were high-level people in the town there and/or it was a banquet or something like that, and I went into the hallway or was in the hallway at some point to walk to the bathroom.
The hallway on the left had bathrooms for girls & boys, and the hallway on the right had bathrooms for men & women; but I did not know this at first, and so I went to the boys bathroom.
As I walked out of the bathroom I saw some gunmen wearing mostly dark-colored somewhat futuristic/modern light weight cool looking body armor & ski-like masks with expensive looking assault rifles probably, they were searching the rooms and getting into position like they were going to take over the school and/or attack it, and so I sneaked to the other hall on the right; and I found the mens bathroom, and I hid in there.
I can not remember if some of the gunmen went into the gym/auditorium, probably not because they seemed to be clearing the rest of the building first before carrying out their attack and/or take over, and so I decided to try to stop them; and I started sneaking around choking them unconscious and/or to death and maybe breaking their necks one-at-a-time quietly.
It was easy because they were focused on clearing the rooms while only a few of them would guard the halls, so I would choke out and probably kill the gunmen guarding the halls quietly, and drag their bodies somewhere where the others might not find it; and usually one of the gunmen would go to find the missing gunmen, and I would choke/kill them quietly from behind & drag their body away as well.
My hope was to take enough of them out to stop their attack and/or take over before it reached the gym/auditorium, the first group of gunmen seemed to be the clearing/guarding team, and I assumed that more gunmen would slowly arrive once they cleared & secured the rest of the building and/or as they did this; and I seemed to be correct.
The gunmen looked like somewhat futuristic private commandos/special forces/mercenaries and/or members of an advanced criminal/terrorist organization, but oddly & fortunately they were easy to take out/kill when caught by surprise.
At some point I saw a mean & attractive & thin woman with whitish colored skin with short light-medium colored hair wearing a solid colored military style muscle shirt with solid colored military style pants giving commands/orders to the gunmen, she seemed to be in command/charge, and so I decided that taking her out would probably help stop their attack/take over and/or make it harder for them.
She probably was sending some of the gunmen to find the missing gunmen while continuing their mission to secure the rest of the building before attacking/taking over, she was angry at the progress, and she was telling them to hurry before reinforcements arrived to start the attack/take over.
She was on the hallway on the left side at this point alone looking into one of the rooms, and so I sneaked up behind her to choke her/kill her probably but she moved suddenly causing me to have to use a strange choking position on her; but this actually helped me get a super tight choke that was so tight that I could feel her neck bone/spine, and she could not even make a noise.
She tried to fight but she was too small & weak compared to me & I caught her by surprise with a strange choke that was locked in very tight, I probably told her not to fight & that it would be over soon, but then I heard some people coming; and so I had to drag the woman while still choking her to the hall on the right, and it sounded like some people from inside the gym/auditorium going to use the bathroom & so they were going to go to the hallway on the right.
The voices sounded like women, and so I dragged the now unconscious or dead woman to the mens bathroom to hide because the women were coming to the womens bathroom on the same hall that I was on.
I did not want anyone to see me, and I tried to decide what to do next hoping that none of the gunmen would notice the women while they were still in the hallway and/or come looking for their leader; and so I hid in the mens bathroom with the probably unconscious woman/leader, I do not think that she was dead because I got interrupted, but I woke up.
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