All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day, and I drove on the bridge leaving the city of LC with a man with light-color skin who wanted to stop on the bridge to get close to the water/river/bayou/lake/whatever.
We stopped on the bridge and stood on the edge, the man wanted to swim in the water or something like that even though I told him that it was not a good idea because of alligators and snakes et cetera, but he possibly jumped in anyway and did not come back up or I just daydreamed several possible scenarios.
I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for part of one dream, during one part of the dream I remember being outside during the day in a slightly fictional version of my parents’ yard, and my male cousin DE was with me.
My parents’ had a fictional customized carport that combined two carports into one carport that had walls and so it was closed off like a house, this carport was connected to a one-story house area, this house area was connected to a larger version of the two storage buildings in my parents’ yard that were now connected, and the combined storage building was connected a small business owned by the people who customized these buildings for my parents’ I think.
I took my cousin DE on a tour of these connected buildings starting with the carport which was mostly a whitish and grayish color, it was nice and clean and private inside, and the roof was very tall with light coming through the materials used throughout the carport because they were designed to let some light through.
We then walked into the house area which was a nice spacious one-story area with nice somewhat modern furniture with a few sunken areas (maybe the living room and family room), it looked better than my parents’ house, and it was possibly slightly larger than my parents’ house or about the same size with a better use of space.
I wanted to spend more time in the house area but I decided to continue the tour and we walked through the storage building where my parents’ hoard/store things, and then we walked into small business that was owned by a somewhat older married couple (husband and wife) who both had whitish colored skin with graying hair and/or grayish/whitish colored hair.
The husband and wife were standing behind a counter and in front of them was a sunken lobby, it is possible that they rented out some rooms in their small business like a hotel because I saw some people hanging out in the lobby like it was a hotel lobby, and they also did customizing of buildings.
I greeted the husband and wife and I probably introduced them to my cousin DE, after this I do not remember seeing my cousin DE again and so maybe he left, and then I remember walking across the lobby to leave when I was approached by maybe a middle-aged woman with whitish colored skin with reddish colored hair who looked somewhat like PS BO.
I think that the woman needed help with something and I agreed to help her, we walked outside like I was probably helping her find/reach a certain location/area like maybe she was lost and/or something like that, and oddly there was a parking lot outside instead of my parents’ yard in this area.
Next to the parking lot was a sidewalk next to a street and there were businesses/buildings along the sidewalk, we started to walk toward the sidewalk when suddenly the woman stopped and she started having what seemed to be a medical emergency, and so I called emergency services.
At least three male firefighters were the first to reach us with the firefighter in charge having whitish colored skin with maybe a slight tan and he spoke with a masculine / macho maybe New York accent / New Jersey-like accent when he spoke English, and the other two firefighters had dark brownish colored skin with one of them being an older man.
The woman could not talk at this point and she probably vomited and then she collapsed to the ground, the main firefighter angrily told me to stop standing around and do something, and he started insulting me which surprised/annoyed/angered me.
I picked up the woman to carry her to the sidewalk and the younger firefighter with dark brownish colored skin bumped into me, I apologized even though it was him who bumped into me, but he got angry and he started insulting me as well and smiling/laughing at me and threatening me and the older firefighter did the same.
I laid the unconscious woman down on the ground and she started to spasm and/or have light seizures and/or maybe something like that, I was annoyed/angered by the firefighters behavior but I was focused on helping the woman, and people were starting to crowd around to see what was going on.
The ambulance probably arrived and they probably started helping the woman, I began arguing with the firefighters (they started arguing with me), and the younger firefighter started acting like he wanted to fight me and he threatened me and he pushed me and I probably pushed him back; and I was so annoyed that I was ready to fight back, but he walked away to my surprise.
I turned my back to see how the woman was doing and while my back was turned the young firefighter had walked off and got his pistol, he then walked up behind me and put his pistol to the back of my head while everyone else was focused on the woman, and he forced me at gunpoint to walk with him further away from the crowd.
I probably told him that using a gun was on someone from behind like this was cowardly and if he wanted to fight me that he should fight me in hand-to-hand combat, but then he shot me in the back of my head instead of fighting me; and I died.
I remember seeing a newspaper report showing that the firefighter got arrested for murdering me, and then I woke up.
I remember part of one interesting dream from last night that felt a bit strange compared to a normal/average dream and/or I felt a bit strange in the dream in a way or ways that I can not describe in words but it was still realistic enough for me to not realize that I was dreaming, but my memory of it is somewhat unclear in a few parts because I wasted time today trying to solve a computer problem (experimenting with upgrading from a Ubuntu Linux LTS (Long-Term Service) Release to a Ubuntu Linux Normal Release to see how reliable upgrading is, but the system failed to boot afterward like GRUB got corrupted or something like that so it was not reliable as possibly expected; and so I am testing ways to fix this so that I can help people with this problem in the future who have Ubuntu Linux installed and/or I will try another operating system like Linux MintDebian instead to see if it is a better alternative) instead of recording or thinking about my dream; and so parts of this dream will be missing.
I remember being in a multi-story building on the first floor and for some unknown and/or known reason(s) I think that I was there to sign up for mental health counseling for help with anxiety and depression again and down one of the hallways there was an office that was probably behind half or mostly glass walls/windows on the left, on the right there was an office that you could walk inside where most of the office space in the room was behind a large wooden desk that probably had some sliding glass windows at the top to protect the workers, and this large desk probably blocked you from walking into the rest of the office.
I think that this part of the building or this building was supposed to be the D Mental Health Clinic even though it looked nothing like it and it was way bigger than it, there were more parts to this building that made it seem like this was the mental health clinic area but maybe there was a hospital in the building as well and some other types of areas that I did not get to see but I am not sure, and through some of the glass parts of the shared wall with the office on the left I saw my former mental health counselor Mrs. J standing near a desk alone; and the office on the left was larger than the office on the right and it had more desks, but I only remember seeing my former counselor Mrs. J in the office and so I assumed that the other workers were on their lunch breaks or something like that.
I hoped that my former mental health counselor Mrs. J would not see me as I walked to the office on the right that had an open door and so I tried to hide behind the non-glass parts of the wall as I stood in the doorway of the office on the right, I saw several female workers in the office on the right who all might have had whitish colored skin with long brownish and blackish and blondish colored hair but one of the them might have had brownish colored skin with blackish colored hair, and I told one of the female workers that I wanted to sign up for counseling for help with anxiety and depression and I told her that I had received counseling here before back in 2011 (I probably felt like it was time to get some help again finally, and I hoped that I would get some real/helpful/effective counseling/help this time because that is what I probably need to help me move forward).
Last night I had a brief moment of sleep paralysis or I dreamed of having sleep paralysis, I think that it really happened, and it happened right before I went completely to sleep I think at some point after getting in bed.
I think that I was almost sleep but I woke up suddenly for some unknown reason, my body was paralyzed, and so I thought to myself that it was probably just sleep paralysis since I woke up suddenly at a bad time; and so I was about to think to myself to stay calm and remind myself that the feeling of extreme fear & of a presence being in the room would come, but the extreme fear & the feeling of a presence being in the room hit me before I could finish preparing myself.