Imogen Heap – Whatever

What Is It?

The song Whatever by the British musician Imogen Heap from her 1998 music album I Megaphone:


Here is how Wikipedia describes this song:

“Whatever” is addressed to an ex-lover of Heap’s.[10]

Here is the description for the video above:

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Whatever · Imogen Heap

I Megaphone

℗ 1998 Almo Sounds Ltd.

Released on: 1998-01-01

Producer: David Martin Kahne
Composer Lyricist: Fil Eisler
Composer Lyricist: Imogen Heap

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Scott Matthew – Lithium Flower

Lithium Flower

What Is It?

Today’s song is the song Lithium Flower by Scott Matthew & Yoko Kanno & Tim Jensen, which was the closing theme song for the Japanese anime (animated) TV show Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex, and was featured on the soundtrack Ghost In The Shell: Stand Alone Complex O.S.T..

Here is the description for the video above:

Provided to YouTube by JVCKENWOOD Victor Entertainment Corp.

lithium flower · Scott Matthew


℗ JVCKENWOOD Victor Entertainment

Released on: 2011-03-30

Composer: 菅野よう子
Lyricist: ティム・ジャンセン/TIM JENSEN

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Punch Me | Imogen Heap And Her Baby | Anima?

Dream 1

This dream took place at The BP Library, I was there working, and throughout the dream my female coworker JB kept using an expression where she would say something like: “Punch me.”.

At some point I told her that using that expression was probably not a good idea because someone may actually try to punch her one day if she says that, and I asked her what would she do if someone tried to punch her.

I mentioned several possible scenarios and I asked her to explain how she would likely react in each scenario, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream took place inside what looked like The E House, and Imogen Heap was there having a live performance / program / whatever.

Imogen Heap had a baby who was sitting in a chair or baby high chair that was not secure enough, the baby was possibly a girl but I can not remember, and the baby was her child.

At some point it looked like the baby was going to fall and she was too far away from where Mrs. Heap was, and so I walked over to make sure that the baby did not fall.

The baby possibly started reaching for me to pick her up and / or was about to fall, I wanted to let Mrs. Heap know because I did not want to touch anyone’s child without their permission but she was busy, and so I ended up picking up and holding the baby while I waited for a chance to talk to Mrs. Heap about this.

This was taking longer than expected so I was walking and standing around nearby while holding the baby et cetera as I waited for Mrs. Heap to finish her performance / program, the baby enjoyed being held and was relaxed, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

This dream involved me walking and talking inside and outside with two women and some other people, and one of the places that we walked through was a building that was or was like The BP School Board Computer Department.

We were talking about maybe a certain fictional fraternity and sorority hazing / initiation / entrance tradition that I had false memories of doing in the past once, and new members being accepted had to drink / eat an orangish gel-like / gelatin-like substance / liquid that did not taste very good.

The women called the substance maybe Anima, but that name sounded different from what I thought that we called it back then; but I could not remember what we used to call it.

I remember thinking about this trying to figure out why I could not remember, I had some false memories and feelings about this, but there were some blanks in my memory that made me start to question whether those were false memories or not.

I possibly started to wonder if I was dreaming, but I woke up before I could figure this out.

The end,

-John Jr


How To Kill Mama?

Source: Wikipedia

Yesterday due to disruptions and being tired from exercising I ended up falling asleep on a living room couch by accident without even taking a bath first, I had at least two dreams during this time but I did not record them because I did not feel like getting up, and then I got in bed and I had at least three other dreams which I made quick text notes about on my mobile phone because I had to wake up early to take my automobile to get fixed.

Dream 1

Even though I pretty much forgot the first two dreams, it is possible that one of them was inspired by this video that I watched part of when editing one of my posts that had this video embedded on it:

This possible dream involved me seeing and hearing the musician Imogen Heap talking, but I am not sure if it was a video or if it was in person.

But that is all that I can remember of this possible dream.

Dream 2

This dream was probably inspired by episode 2 of season 7 of Homeland.

This dream involved one of my devices getting hacked by a male hacker with light-color skin, this hacker used that device and who knows what else to spy on me and to communicate with me and blackmail me, and this hacker was trying to force me to do various things for him.

I tried to talk the hacker into stopping this but that failed, and I told him that I would only do a few things for him but I would not do anything illegal like terrorism / rape / murder / treason / et cetera.

The hacker tried to argue with me about this but I held my ground, and then he started ordering me around.

The next thing that I remember is going to work at The BP Library except it was a fictional Walmart-like version of the library, maybe the hacker wanted me to do something while I was there but I can not remember, and before I could clock in my supervisor Mrs. JM started talking to me so I was three minutes late to clock in after this so I had to set the time back three minutes before clocking in.

When I reach the shelving room my female coworker MH starts to tell me about a magazine that went missing, and that the last time she saw it was yesterday when a possibly homeless somewhat older man with light-color skin had it so she suspected that maybe he had it.

Our coworker Mrs. J enters the room to tell us that MH and I had clocked in three minutes late, we tell her what happened and that we had set the time back to fix this before clocking in, but she says that the system still shows us as clocking in three minutes late.

Mrs. J checks the security cameras to see if we are telling the truth, she sees that MH is telling the truth, but she does not see video of me at first but she finds it eventually.

I then use this as a chance to tell her about the hacker when I notice that he does not seem to be able to see or hear me at this time for some reason, but I woke up.

Dream 3

This was the most interesting dream of the night, and it took place from one night until the next evening and it was inspired by the movie Mama that I saw a few years ago and a DashieGames video that someone sent me yesterday called THIS GAME WILL 100% GIVE ME NIGHTMARES!! [GRANNY]:

I was at either a fictional version of The E House or a fictional house at night with my mom, maybe one of my brothers, a woman with light-color skin and her young daughter who also had light-color skin with long yellow hair and her young son who was slightly older than his sister and he also had light-color skin with maybe medium-color hair, and maybe one or more people.

During the night the ghost Mama from the movie Mama attacked the right side of the house (I was on the left side of the house), and she killed the mother and maybe several other people if there were some other people besides the people I named.

My mom, maybe my brother, and I ran to see what was going on but it was too late for us to save them and Mama left.

Eventually we found out that the daughter of the woman was working with Mama and had ordered Mama to kill her mother et cetera, and then we learned that the daughter had ordered Mama to kill us next so her brother joined his sister and Mama because he was afraid of being killed two so that left the rest of us on Mama’s kill list.

I have no idea why we did not call the police, we tried to talk the daughter and brother out of it but that failed, and so we started trying to prepare to defend against Mama.

It seemed that maybe Mama would only come out at night, and so we hoped to use light to keep her away so we got flashlights and I remember having a lighter and we had one or more handguns.

We had no idea how to defend against Mama or what her weaknesses were because she is a powerful supernatural / paranormal ghost / entity that is very strong, very fast, very flexible, can move through objects, can turn into shadow and smoke-like stuff, can float, et cetera so the situation was very bad and we did not have much time to get ready.

I remember us going into the forest and finding the area where Mama lived, I considered burning the area down, but I did not have the equipment to do it and I was not sure if it would work or not and maybe we ran out of time.

It became evening before we were ready and it started getting darker, and Mama attacked and the girl and brother were helping her find us.

The handguns were possibly not working against her but the light possibly kept her away, and so we had to run and maybe I let Mama chase me so that my mom and maybe my brother could try to escape in another direction.

I got separated from the flashlights and other items and traps that we had made maybe, and I only had maybe the lighter and maybe a handgun.

I ran outside trying to stay in the light as it got darker, and I ran to my parent’s yard near the double gates near the dead-end sign on our street.

I was trapped in one of the only light spots in the yard and it was getting darker, and Mama was probably waiting for the light to go away before attacking me.

My brother possibly ran over and I had him get in the light, then I saw some police officers in the yard of The Staring Lady like they were about to raid someone’s house, and so I yelled for them to help me because a crazy lady was trying to kill me so they ran over with their guns to help me having no idea what they were going up against.

The police had flashlights and guns, they yelled commands at Mama but she did not listen and she tried to attack them, and so they started shooting her.

I stood behind them as it was getting darker and darker and maybe only their flashlights were keeping her back, but their bullets were not stopping her it seemed.

I pulled out my mobile phone to try to look up how to kill Mama and what her weaknesses were, my mom was possibly outside too, but I can not remember.

I knew that we were running out of time and that Mama would kill the police soon once it was dark enough, I probably told my brother and my mom to run and hide, while I try to figure out how to kill Mama.

I remember having a hard time trying to find any information about how to kill Mama, but then I woke up.

When I woke up I grabbed my mobile phone to look up how to kill Mama and what her weaknesses were, and even in real life I was having a hard time trying to find information on how to kill her and what her weaknesses were.

I still do not know that information.

Dealing with an entity like that in real life would be scary and difficult when you do not even know how to kill it.

I remember wondering why was the girl working with Mama and ordering her to kill people, I knew why the brother was doing it, but not why his sister was doing it.

Dream 4

I am not sure if this dream is part of the previous dream or not, and so I will type it as a separate dream.

I am inside my parent’s house when my dad enters the house with a turtle that he found in our yard, and he thinks that it belongs to a fictional thin man with dark-color skin wearing a do-rag who lives in our neighborhood.

My dad possibly contacts the man so that he can come get his turtle, and after that the telephone rang and my brother GC answered it.

It was our uncle CE calling from his fictional job, which seemed to involve calling people on the telephone to let them know about doctor’s appointments et cetera, and he was calling to let me know that I had a doctor’s appointment coming up.

Our uncle CE talked to my brother GC first, and then he talked with me.

After the telephone call the fictional man in our neighborhood showed up with a giant turtle, and so my dad and I walked outside and my dad showed him the turtle that he found in our yard.

The man said that the turtle was not his, my dad did not seem to have heard this, and my dad kept talking about how he had found it and how he thought that it was his.

The man let him know that it was not his but my dad did not stop talking so he still did not hear him, which was annoying and it annoyed the man, and during this the man was killing the giant turtle like he was going to eat it later or something.

I tried to let my dad know that the turtle did not belong to the man but my dad kept talking without hearing me either, the man became increasingly annoyed about my dad wasting his time, and so he left angrily eventually but I can not remember if he took the turtle or not even though it was not his.

I do know that he took the giant turtle that was now dead, and I remember trying to explain to my dad what the man had said but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr


Large-Headed Rattlesnakes

I slept well and I had some clear and detailed dreams, but I forgot most of them and I forgot some parts of the dreams that I do remember.

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day in my parent’s yard near the storage buildings and The BV, and while I was walking in the yard I noticed a rattlesnake laying in the grass near The BV and the rattlesnake had a larger than normal head.

This is the most poisonous snake that I have seen in my parent’s yard so I decided to go get a shovel to kill it, and as I walked over to the storage buildings to get a shovel I saw another large-headed rattlesnake that was mostly underground by a toolbox with its head above-ground like it was coming from underground but it stopped to relax first.

This surprised me to see two rattlesnakes and for them to have such large heads, this confused and worried me, and so I looked around closely at the grass and ground looking for more snakes as I got a shovel which was a flat shovel.

I then killed the large-head rattlesnake whose head was above-ground by the toolbox by chopping its neck with the shovel and decapitating it, and then I started walking to kill the other large-head rattlesnake but I saw my brother GC and our dad so I stopped to warn them and tell them about the situation.

They were going to help me kill the other large-head rattlesnake so I gave my brother GC my shovel, our dad grabbed a metal stick or pipe, and then I found a pointed shovel and we walked over to kill the other large-head rattlesnake.

The plan was for my brother GC to chop its neck and hold it down, I would chop the middle of its body and hold it down, my brother GC would then chop again while I held it down, then I would chop it again while my brother GC held it down, and our dad would stand back to cover us from any other possible snakes and help us if necessary.

I am not sure if we got to start my plan before I woke up because I can not remember now.

Dream 2

This dream took place during the day on one of my off-days from work, today is really one of those days and Sunday is the other (because the library does not open on that day), and I decided to go to The B Parish Library where I work to get one or more DVDs and/or audio books and/or books that I wanted.

When I entered The B Parish Library I saw my female coworker Ms. M and another female coworker at the front desk, I can not remember the rest of the dream other than getting my items and going to the front desk, and there I greeted my coworkers and Ms. M was the library clerk checking out my items.

We talked as Ms. M checked out my items, we talked about how it was my day off and some other things involving the item(s) that I was checking out and several other topics, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

There was possibly another dream before this or another part of this dream that I possibly remembered after getting in bed again after voice recording my dreams, but I can not remember that dream or that part of the dream now other than it possibly involved me shopping and/or looking for something and then leaving and/or walking into this part of the dream or this next dream.

This part of the dream or this dream was probably inspired by me watching Imogen Heap’s Tiny Human music video (which is probably about the experience when she gave birth to her first child) last night and her last video blog (vblog) episode #5 which talked about her pregnancy among other things (that vblog is old so she already had her baby months ago):

At the end of the dream I remember walking into a nice almost opera-like theater where a concert was taking place on stage with audience and performers being nicely dressed, and there were two women with white skin performing on stage playing music and maybe singing and maybe more.

They both wore nice dresses, at least one of them had long curly brown hair, and there was at least one large black piano and other musical instruments that they were using and that they had on stage among their props and decorations.

During their performance the two women suddenly started arguing and then fighting, it seemed fake and staged to me like professional (entertainment) wrestling so I assumed that this was part of the show, and it happened as I was walking on stage.

No one was getting hurt during their fight but then one of the women grabbed a musical instrument and she threw it at the other woman, and the musical instrument hit her in the stomach and she fell back behind the piano and/or a prop and/or part of the stage where you could not see her.

I still assumed that this was part of the show and that the other woman was okay, and so I walked over to the woman who had thrown the musical instrument and we started talking.

At some point while I was thinking about the situation as I talked with the woman I realized that the other woman who got hit in the stomach appeared to be pregnant when I thought back on that moment she got hit in the stomach, I assumed that this was faked and that she had a pillow or something under her dress to appear slightly pregnant, but then I realized that the other woman still had not gotten up to join our conversation and I still had not seen her since she fell back where we could not see her after getting hit in the stomach with the musical instrument.

I then started to wonder if that had been real and that maybe she was really pregnant, maybe they really got into an argument and fight during their performance, and so I asked the woman if she had seen the other woman since she fell and she said no so I decided that we should check on her to see where she was and if she was okay.

We found her laying on the ground holding her stomach, she said that she was pregnant and that she thinks that she was injured and could not get up, and so I told the other woman to get help so she did.

They had some emergency medical people backstage so we waited on them to run from backstage, but I woke up as I stayed their talking to and trying to help the injured pregnant woman.

The end,

-John Jr