Becoming Villainous In A Lucid Dream | Ron Jeremy’s Water Gun Fight | Going To A College Baseball Game?

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Dream 1

This was possibly my first lucid dream of the year, I fell asleep on one of the living room couches at some point after taking a passion flower tablet, unfortunately I was only able to remember some of this dream turned lucid dream.

All that I can remember of this dream turned lucid dream is that I was inside a multi-purpose building that was possibly only one-story, there was a main area that was set up like a banquet was taking place for some middle-to-upper class people, there were various halls and rooms, part of it was possibly almost shopping mall-like, and more.

A movie was being filmed throughout parts of the building, I remember walking around as the movie was being filmed, and at some point I possibly became part of the movie.

This is when I can no longer really distinguish between what was part of the movie and what was part of the real parts of the dream, and so I am not sure if my terrible actions later in this dream were part of my role in the movie or if I really was doing these terrible things as part of the real parts of the dream.

Also I am not sure what order did the next two events take place, and so this is possibly not the proper order.

At some point during and / or right after being part of the movie, something happened that I can not remember where two athletic muscular thin somewhat taller than me men with light-brown or medium-brown skin who seemed to be martial artists (Muay Thai I assumed) go into a fight with me, and they jumped me.

Maybe this happened after I was passing through the banquet area, and for some reason I started to question whether I was dreaming or not and whether I had dream powers; maybe there was something about the movie parts of the dream and the other parts of the dream that made me question this.

I decided to test this thought, the people in this area were basically ignoring me and some of the others like they were better than us as they had their banquet, and so I decided to try to get everyone’s attention.

I remember standing on a table at some point, some of the people at the banquet briefly glanced at me annoyingly like something was wrong with me and then they went back to what they were doing, this did not bother me or embarrass me as much as it should have like my normal real life anxiety / cautiousness / limitations were possibly not there much or at all.

Something about their reaction and my own reaction combined with several other things made me feel that this was probably a dream, and so I decided to further test this by yelling again to get everyone’s attention and I jumped off the table to walk to the front to draw everyone’s attention to me.

The people were still acting like they were better than me and were annoyed at this point and were not going to listen, and so I decided to see if I could control them all using dream powers / superpowers.

I focused my attention on the crowd trying to feel them and / or send my energy or control out to them, and I yelled and I commanded them to stand up; and most of them stood up like I was really controlling them, and so this proved that I was probably dreaming so the dream was probably lucid at this point or semi-lucid with my confidence and power and control slowly growing.

At this point I felt a bit villainous, these people had annoyed me and defied me and acted better than me at first so part of me possibly felt like punishing them and / or like showing them that they were not in control anymore, and now I had forced most of them to stand up no matter how rich or smart or well-connected they were.

Some of the people did not stand up like they were not impacted by or had resisted my power of control, and so I told everyone who was not standing up to die; and they died immediately, this was terrible and not like me at all, and then I told the rest to sit back down.

Most sat back down but some did not, somehow a few of them had defied me / resisted my control again, and so I told the people still standing to die; and they died too.

I then asked the shocked and frightened crowd if there was anyone else who wanted to test me / defy me / or who felt that they were still in control, I had made an example of those I killed and I had used them to test my powers and test if this was a dream or not, and no one in the banquet group took up this challenge.

I gave them a few simple rules that I can not remember and I told them that they could get back to doing whatever they wanted as long as they did not break those rules, and then I dismissed the frightened survivors to continue whatever they were doing in the dream.

Some of the non-banquet people saw and / or heard about this, and the two assumed Muay Thai-like fighters decided to challenge me and call me out for killing those people like that.

They attacked me and I did not use my powers at first so that we could have a fair fight, well it was not fair because they were jumping me, and they were clearly trained and taller than me.

I was defending well even when they had me on the ground, they were just striking instead of using any grappling, and I used my grappling to survive but they clearly had the advantage.

At some point I got tired of this and I allowed myself to slightly use some of my power after I warned them first, I grabbed one of the men by the head with slightly increased strength, but I gave myself a bit too much strength and I probably crushed his skull a bit and killed him; I meant to kill him, but not like that which was a bit brutal.

The other man did not give up and he tried to attack me but he stood no chance now, and then I broke his neck and killed him.

They had annoyed me and I was tired of playing around now, I asked the terrified and angry and shocked and disgusted crowd if any of them wanted to die too / fight me too / test me / et cetera, there were some complaints but no one took up my challenge because I was too powerful.

I was acting more like a villain, though I did try to spare the two men until they would not stop, and I probably scared the crowd away to go back to what they were doing or they would be next.

I possibly floated or flew away or did something else to show off my power to deter anyone else from even thinking about defying me, I felt that I had sent a pretty clear message already, but I can not remember what I did next.

I just remember that it was evening and I was riding a bicycle back home quickly, at some point a car was behind with its headlights on like they were following me, and I quickly turned up a street but some fallen tree branches were blocking the road so I had to go around them.

The car seemed to be following me still so I sped up, at the other end of the street were some more fallen tree branches blocking the other end of the road like a trap and / or like a storm had caused it, and it felt a bit like a storm was building now possibly.

I jumped over the tree branches trying to escape this possible trap and the car that was possibly following me, but I stopped wondering why was I afraid.

It was like I had forgotten that I was probably dreaming, I took a breath and reminded myself that I was probably dreaming and that I had powers, and so I turned around to go see if the car was following me and to see who was driving it so that I could face them.

I remember lights hitting me eyes, maybe the headlights of the car, but then I woke up like some lights were really flashing at my eyes.

I was facing the nightlight above the couch that I had fell asleep on, for a moment there it seemed like the nightlight was flickering but maybe this was a hallucination, either way maybe the light from it is what triggered that very end of the dream and what triggered me to wake up; but I am not sure.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day in the yard of my parents, and a water gun fight was taking place.

There were at least two teams, each with one man and one woman, and Ron Jeremy was on one of these teams.

At some point during the water gun fight I remember briefly talking to Ron Jeremy, I was possibly not part of the water gun fight but I can not remember, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

All that I can remember of this dream is that I was not myself, I was a man with light-color skin with nice dark-color hair who was taller and more confident and cooler and more relaxed than the real me with an attractive fictional girlfriend with light-color skin with long hair, and my girlfriend and I were leaving to drive to the city of LC to watch a college sports game (maybe college baseball) at MS University where I once attended college but I never finished.

We arrived at a slightly fictional version of MS University in the parking lot near where the tennis courts should be, and then we walked arm and arm talking to a fictional building on the left side near where the recreational center should be.

There was a man at the door who you had to pay or present your tickets to or show your student ID to to get inside, I asked him if I could use my old college ID and I showed it to him, and he said no but that he would let us in any way so we said thank you and we entered the building.

The entrance area had chairs set up and there were people there watching the college sports game on a huge screen / television or several, this building seemed to be a store, and some people seemed to be watching the sports game here because it was still winter and cold; and so we had come to the wrong place instead of the stadium.

I could feel the cold now from when we had briefly been outside and I realized that I had forgotten my pea coat at home so I doubted that I could watch the sports game outside at the stadium in this cold winter weather for the entire game with no coat, I stopped to think about what to do and I mentioned this to my girlfriend, and then I felt that we could shapeshift.

Maybe the reason that I was not myself was that we had shapeshifted earlier in a forgotten part of the dream, but I can not remember.

I was going to see if I really could shapeshift hoping to maybe be able to form a pea coat or something, but my girlfriend suggested that we look for a jacket in the building / store so we walked to an upper floor until we reached an upper area that was more house-like / attic-like and that possibly connected to the roof.

We found some clothing but the best that I could find was a thin jacket, it was better than nothing, but I doubted that it would be enough for me to stay outside the entire game in this cold weather and the jacket was not mine so we stopped to decide what to do but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr


September 5, 2015 | Dream Journal

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I had several dreams last night that I remembered part of but now I can only barely remember part of the end of my last dream, my memory is very unclear, and so it will not make much sense.

I remember being in a large windowless dimly lit building with at least one man and some other people, vampires and some other creäture or creatures were in building killing people and something was killing vampires, and so I remember us sneaking around and hiding and fighting and trying to survive.

There was a man who seemed to be the main character of the dream at first and me and him were the only survivors left at some point but he got killed by surprise by a somewhat tall male vampire-like creäture who was the one who had been killing vampires who sneaked up on us from the shadows who reminded me of Jared Nomak (he even dressed somewhat like him) and the other reapers from the film Blade II combined with his father Eli Damaskinos, and then this vampire-like creäture attacked me and everything went black like I had died.


Family Members Not Helping + Raw Chicken + Rats / Mice + Feces + Killing Several Men + My Cousin ME Needs A Ride + The Pot-Bellied Pig Gets Loose + The Pet Cat Summer Eating A Pork Chop = ?

I had several somewhat connected or similar dreams last night, oddly I woke up with a slight headache which is still somewhat bothering me, and even stranger was that the song Mother by Moloko was playing in my mind:

Dream 1

The first dream took place during the day in the city of D and my mom had me walk with her to E Manor, when we got into the yard my uncle JE was there, and we went inside the house to start preparing for a family gathering.

My mom had me carry some thawed raw chicken in my arms/hands and none of it was in a bag so it was touching my skin, I was to take it to the kitchen to rinse and season it and probably start cooking it in the oven, but first I walked around parts of the house carrying the chicken.

The house was larger and looked a bit different inside and it looked pretty rough and terrible in some areas with rats/rice, feces from pests, dirt, et cetera; and there were several small whitish colored ceramic sinks instead of the larger sinks that are there in real life, and I did not think that the house was clean enough for me to rinse and prepare the raw chicken but I started anyway.

I started rinsing the chicken as my cousin ME and a group of his friends and his fictional girlfriend and a group of her friends, and maybe several family members arrived; but instead of helping clean the house which obviously needed cleaning, they just stood/sat around talking, and not helping which was annoying.

I continued preparing the chicken and at some point I probably got a broom and a dust pan and I started trying to clean the house myself, but I woke up.

Dream 2

The second dream is unclear now because I woke up from this dream because of shock/fear because I did not realize that it was a dream at first and I thought that it was real, and it took place in the city of D during the day.

I was driving on or near a slightly fictional version of N Street and maybe one of my brothers and/or someone else was with me, and something happened that I can not remember where we stopped to help someone and/or talk to someone who I think was our male cousin ME but I can not remember.

A group of men in one or more cars stopped and they approached us either thinking that we were someone else and/or they wanted to rob and/or kill us, something happened that I can not remember, and we ended up killing them in probably self-defense; but it still bothered me a lot and it felt so real that I started to panic.

Something about the situation made me question what happened, I was not sure if anyone would believe us, I did not feel like dealing with the police and having to go to court, it felt terrible knowing that you killed several people even if it was self-defense, I probably thought about their families/et cetera, and so many thoughts came to my mind during this panic/confusion that I got over-whelmed and I hoped that this was a dream; and so I probably tried to wake up hoping that it was a dream, and I woke up.

Dream 3

The third/last dream took place in the city of D during the day again and this time I came across my male cousin ME on or near N Street, he needed a ride so I gave him one, and I drove him to my parents street to a fictional house next to our aunt JE’s house; and he went into the house, which was abandoned, which I thought was odd.

I drove to my parents house and I told my mom about this as I rode with her in her automobile somewhere, in a fictional  part of our neighborhood we saw the pet pot-bellied pig had gotten loose, and he was in someone’s yard eating something; and the pet cat Summer ran near the pig and took what looked like part of a cooked pork chop, and she ran to another yard to eat it.

I woke up before we could call someone to tell them that the pig was loose.

The end,

-John Jr


Killing In Self-Defense

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Lazy Overview:

Last night I remember part of my last dream which involved my cousin DE, my mom, and I driving to LC in the day time.

My mom was driving and when we reached the bridge that leads from MB to LC, most of the bridge was gone, and in place of it was some wooden boards. 😀

So my mom dropped my cousin DE and I off so we could walk, and I guess she was going to drive around another way & pick us up on the other side in LC or something.

My cousin DE and I walked cautiously across the boards, it was a bit scary, since we could see the water under us; there were some other people walking as well and some people were actually very slowly driving over the boards.

At some point we reached the other side and there was an area with other people who had walked and a small field-like area on side of the road somewhat near the Walmart.

I can not remember what happened except that I remember seeing two suspicious looking men, among the people, as my cousin DE and I waited for my mom.

At some point one of the men approached us and said something to me, that hinted that the two men had something to do with why my mom had not shown up yet, and so I got worried and angry; but in this dream I felt a bit weak like in real life, after my semi-near death experience.

I asked the man what happened to my mom and where was she, but he just smiled, I then called my mom with my mobile phone but she did not answer; and so I grabbed the man and asked him the questions louder and then he pulled out a small pocket knife, since I felt weak, I decided to use my grappling skills.

I managed to grab the man’s arm and take him to the ground using my weight and I took the knife, as my cousin DE stood there in shock; but the other man pulled out a combat knife and came running to attack me from behind, so I started trying to kill the man who I was fighting on the ground before his friend could reach me.

I started to stab and cut the man on the ground with me with the small pocket knife and I yelled for my cousin DE to help me, since the other man was about to attack me too, but he was in shock and just stood there.

The other man stabbed me from behind, but not deep, and then I grabbed his arm; I then used my weight to partially pin both men down, even in my weakened state, and I stabbed them to death.

The other man stabbed me a few times as the three of us wrestled on the ground, but since I was holding his arm, he could not stab me deeply; the fight was slow & realistic, it took a lot of stabs & cuts with the small knife for me to kill both men.

I then stopped to catch my breath and I was still on the ground as the two men lay there dead with blood around the area, and I told my cousin DE that we had to find my mom; I was worried about her and I hoped that she was still alive, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂