The Teacher And I | A Creature Suit Actor Gets Abused

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I went to bed later than I should have and during the night I woke up several times from some anxiety about the all staff meeting at work that I was going to go to (the anxiety did not hit me until I was sleep oddly), the anxiety was not as bad as the last two all staff meetings so that is good, but this interrupted my sleep and dreams several times and drained some of my energy because my body was in an energy boosted state from the anxiety.

I woke up with a fragment of a dream on my mind each time, I did not really feel that they were worth voice recording really because my mind was just thinking about something in each dream, and so unfortunately I went back to sleep each time without voice recording my dreams as I tried to force myself to sleep so now I can only remember part of one or two dreams that I will separate because I am not sure if it is one dream or two.

For some unknown reason I woke up from one or both dreams with the song Papel Principal by the musician Adelaide Ferreira on my mind:

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place at a college or school-like area during the day I think, and I remember walking into a strange somewhat dock / warehouse / school-like building that had some stairs that led to a smaller room and that room had some stairs that led to an even smaller room that was our teacher’s room.

I was with a class of other students including some of my former classmates and schoolmates like my former male classmate JC and his sister JC who is a former schoolmate of ours, and our teacher was a woman with light-color skin who was also the college or school counselor and nurse or doctor.

Our teacher took us to the smaller room below her teacher’s room, she wanted us to do some kind of group activity, and she had us stand around a circle on the floor that was full of water and it was deep.

Our teacher explained the activity to us, she was going to put an object in the water that would sink to the bottom, and one-at-a-time we would have to dive in the water to try to swim to the bottom to get the object and bring it back to the surface if we could.

For safety purposes she chose one or more of us as lifeguards who would stand over the water watching in case something goes wrong, and we would have to jump into the water to save our fellow classmates.

I was chosen as a lifeguard to stand over the water along with the teacher, and then the teacher had us take our clothes off for this activity so I remember only wearing a towel because I had no swimming trunks.

I possibly changed my clothes in our teacher’s room for some privacy but I can not remember, but I do remember learning that in our teacher’s room she had one or more computers that she was using to convert videos and to rip / copy the audio from those videos so that she would also have an audio file of each video and she was saving those converted videos and audio files to either another computer or hard drive and / or online.

The teacher was going to be busy with other things (the class et cetera) so she asked me to go to her room sometimes to start converting and ripping the next video / audio file between and / or after my lifeguard duties, and I accepted her offer.

I remember helping as a lifeguard and going to the teacher’s room sometimes to start converting the next video when the previous one was finished and to start ripping the audio, she was using a certain program for the video conversion but I was not sure what she was using for the audio ripping, and so I used a program that I was familiar with to rip the audio until I could find out the proper process from my teacher when she was not busy.

My teacher seemed very comfortable choosing me to help her with these things and letting me be in her room and there seemed to be hints of there possibly being something between us or that there could be in the future depending on the circumstances, but I do not think that anything improper was going on between us but it felt like maybe she was possibly considering it.

I remember my teacher checking on me in her room sometimes, and I started to feel and wonder if she was intentionally trying to keep me close to her and to be alone with her.

I remember asking her to show me the proper video conversion and audio ripping procedure, I showed her how I was doing it, and she said that I was doing everything correctly except that she used the video conversion program to also rip the audio so I had her show me how to do that in that program so that I could stop using the other program that I was familiar with.

After she left the room my former schoolmate JC briefly talked with her before walking into the room with me smiling and looking back at our teacher like she also felt that there was possibly something going on between us or that something could happen between us, and she wanted to help make that happen.

I explained to my former schoolmate that nothing was going on between our teacher and I, and she started to explain how she could see and sense that we had feelings for each other and that she was okay with that and was in the process of trying to get us into a relationship.

I thanked her for trying to help me but that I did not want her to do that because that did not seem ethical because she was our teacher, and I assumed that she was married even though I was not sure.

My former schoolmate JC did not care if she was married or not, I told her that I cared, and that I refused to be part of an adulterous relationship.

My former schoolmate JC laughed, and said that she would back off for now because she felt that our teacher was already in the process of trying to form a relationship between us so she did not need to get involved much at this time.

Then my former schoolmate JC left the room, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day, but I am not sure if I was in the dream or not (probably not).

There was a movie that was in the process of being made so the film crew, actors, actresses, and the director were on set working on the movie.

One of the actors a creature suit actor who was a man wearing a very uncomfortable tight tall werewolf-like (without that much fur) bat-like creature suit that had wings, and the creature suit actor had to stand up in this very uncomfortable suit for hours while basically being abused by the director and film crew and other actors and actresses who kept having him do various things that made life even worse for him and they probably did various things to him as well that I can not remember.

I just remember the other actors and actresses doing scenes and reading lines et cetera, and them and the film crew and the director talking with each other and coming up with new ideas that always ended up making things worse for the creature suit actor.

I remember the creature suit actor looking like he was in complete pain as he was forced to stand and to do all of these different things, and at some point they came up with an idea for a scene to fly the creature suit actor in the air above a lake in the middle of a forest over the film set which was inside a building and outside in this forest.

Usually they would trick the creature suit actor and do something by surprise without telling him, usually after lying to him, and the same thing happened this time where they lied to him about this scene.

Once they had him in the air inside a helicopter or airplane I assume, they pushed him out of it, the idea was for him to use his wings to fly down and they thought that this would be a great action scene but the problem was the creature suit was not designed to really fly and the creature suit actor had no idea that they were going to push him out of the aircraft.

The creature suit actor was already tired, in pain, depressed, emotionally / socially broken by the abuse on set, et cetera and now he was in complete terror as he fell from the sky flapping his wings and trying to fly to save his life as he screamed for help and for why they were doing this to him and reminding them that this suit was not designed to fly and that they had lied to him and he was possibly even crying because he thought that he was going to die.

The director and the others were smiling and laughing and were recording all of this and it exceeded their expectations because the creature suit actor was really afraid so it was better than if he had been acting during that scene, and the creature suit actor manage to fall in the lake but he hit the water so hard that the crew members that went to recover him assumed that he was probably seriously injured or dead.

I am not sure if the creature suit actor survived or not, he hit the water very hard and you heard a terrible noise, and he went under the water.

I woke up as the crew members were trying to find him.

The end,

-John Jr

Lifeguard Swoozie (Adande Thorne) & A Sea Serpent (Sea Monster)

Not So Sexy Lifeguard

This dream from last night was inspired by a Swoozie (Adande Thorne) video called Not So Sexy Lifeguard, which is a real life story from his life:

Not So Sexy Lifeguard

I had some more dreams last night and I remembered at least one of those dreams when I woke up to use the bathroom, but I did not voice record it before going back to sleep, and so I forgot it.

A Mercenary Training Camp

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Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place inside a multi-story windowless school building where I was a student with a class of other students, including a few of my former classmates like my former male classmate BM, and our teacher was a man with white skin.

I remember my class walking to move to another classroom on an upper floor, at some point we reached a classroom but we possibly got separated from our teacher and/or part of the class, and we were not sure if we were in the correct classroom or not.

I remember us talking and waiting until some of us decided to investigate so I left to find our teacher and/or the rest of the class and/or the correct classroom, and I remember walking into another classroom of students where I met a few of my former classmates like maybe my former female classmates PP and SM.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream even though I know that there was more before, during, and after this.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place during the day and I was attending a mercenary training camp for some unknown or forgotten reason(s), the mercenary training camp offered at least three different levels of the camp with each level having a certain name and being taught or led by a certain instructor whose names were written on the sign that I was reading next to the names of each level of the camp, and I assume that the three levels were basic and intermediate and advanced but those were my guesses because the names were more like code-names.

There were a variety of people there outside and inside several buildings but I do not remember seeing any women but I could be wrong, some had mercenary and/or police and/or military and/or security et cetera experience, but some of us did not.

This training camp was probably very condensed but probably got longer as the levels rose and was probably focused on quickly getting rid of the people not fit for mercenary life, and so the basic course was mostly tests it seemed.

It seemed that most people did not make it through each level so finishing each level was a rare thing and finishing all the levels would gain you a lot of respect and look good on your résumé and would increase your chances of getting jobs, and the training got more dangerous each level so some people would get hurt and killed at increasing rates each level.

The basic level instructor that I remember was a man with white skin who seemed to be a former special forces soldier, one of the first tests and questions was about if we had killed anyone or anything and how and why and we had to prove it, and maybe we had to kill someone or someone or we were tricked into thinking that we were.

They were clearly trying to let people know that the mercenary life is different and that you would need to be ready and able and willing to kill and that the normal rules and morals did not matter, and so this test caused most people to quit; but someone how I made it through probably by talking my way out of it, but I can not remember.

I can not remember the rest of the basic course or how long it was, it seemed very short and mostly focused on narrowing down to people who were ready for the next level, and somehow I finished the basic course and I signed up for and started the intermediate course which was taught or led or started by a somewhat thick man with light brown or yellow-white skin who seemed to be from an island country or Hawaii.

We started inside one of the buildings on an upper floor with some windows as the only source of light in a classroom, our first test was a mental and emotional and social et cetera test where we were to visualize a woman whose only son (child) had just died and we were to put our hands on her head as she cried about the death of her son and we were to smash-in her skull with our hands and smash-up her brains with our hands, and then after visualizing this he asked each of us several questions while watching and listening closely to each of us respond looking for reasons to fail us (being too emotional, hesitating too long, lying, et cetera).

I remember not wanting to do this and hesitating but I did this visualization exercise, which was not easy, and then I answered his questions.

I remember almost crying and my voice breaking a bit but I calmed myself, I was honest about not wanting to do it and not liking it and feeling emotional after, but that I was able to calm myself.

In my visualization I remember seeing the pain and horror and tears and sadness in the woman’s eyes as I smashed in her skull with my hands and smashed up her brains with my hands, it was terrible and I felt terrible during, and afterward.

I gave him very detailed and honest and interesting responses to his questions, he was going to fail me at first because of my emotional response but my responses interested him and he seemed to see some potential in me, and so he passed me on to the next test and exercise; but many did not pass.

The next test and exercise was outside where there was a tall wooden wall where most of us had to stand on while one person stays on the ground as each of the people on the top shoot an arrow or crossbow bolt attached to a rope or cable at the person on the ground, and the person on the ground had to catch the arrow or bolt to pass the test.

This looked very dangerous and difficult so I guess most people would probably quite, fail, get hurt, or die during this test; but I woke up as we were starting to climb to the top.

Dream 3

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that I was inside a house talking with my mom and brother GC when I saw a small insect fly in front of them on the floor, it looked like a baby cockroach (roach), and so I asked my mom and my brother GC if they saw it.

I found it and it seemed to be a baby roach so I tried to kill it, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 4

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that I was at a swimming pool during the day that looked somewhat like the MS University swimming pool, I was standing near the pool ladder/steps talking to a man who was in the water, and after talking to him I was going to swim so I walked to a bench to take off my clothes and put them on it.

I had swimming trunks on but I realized that I had several layers of T-shirts on oddly so I started removing them until I got to the last T-shirt when something happened that I can not remember, and I ended up walking to a hallway behind a door to talk with a woman.

We got attacked by a strange very aggressive rat-like animal or creäture that bit the woman on the arm, I knocked it to the ground and I stomped on its head and my foot decapitated its head, and then the man in the swimming pool and a male lifeguard with white skin ran over to see what happened.

I told them what happened and that we needed to get the woman medical attention and get her to a doctor because the rat-like creäture was probably infected with something, but I woke up as the woman was bleeding from a small bite wound on her arm.

The end,

-John Jr