Killing Insects | A Military Disguise And Suicide

Dream 1

This dream took place inside the living room of my parents house, I was in there when I saw an insect, and so I killed it with a fly swatter (flyswatter).

Then I saw another insect, I hit it with the fly swatter several times, but it did not die; and so I had to stomp it several times with my shoe until it died.

Police Searching The Yard Of The E House

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All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place during the day, I was at my parent’s house with my parent’s when my male cousin ME arrived at the door, and we let him inside the house.

My cousin ME wanted help with something that I can not remember, at some point in the dream I remember him going to the yard of The E House, and then I saw many male and female police officers talking with him and searching the yard like they were looking for illegal drugs and/or something like that; and so I assumed that my cousin ME was in trouble with the police again.

The police officers were wearing strange long-sleeve light bluish (powder blue)-colored uniforms that looked like a combination of a military uniform that a military recruit in military recruit (basic) training would wear combined with a police uniform, and I remember my dad walking over to see what was going on.

Eventually I walked over to the yard of The E House as well, my cousin ME and my dad were looking for something, and the police were allegedly helping them; but I still felt that the police were really there looking for illegal drugs and/or something like that and that my cousin ME was probably in trouble again, but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

The other part of the dream involved me playing the video game Fallout 4 and I remember being in workshop mode moving and spinning objects around at my settlements as I looked at them and organized my settlements, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

My Broken Pillow And More

All that I can remember of this dream is that during one part in the dream I went to a field during the day, my former male classmate DH’s parent’s lived in a house in this field, and his mom had a large orangish/brownish colored medium length fur dog whose breed was a breed that I never heard of before; and I remember talking to either Mrs. CH and/or her son/my former male classmate DH, but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream.

Later in the dream I remember being inside a school or college where I was a student, classes were almost over for the day and I remember my old broken pillow being in a plastic grocery bag on a bed in the corner of a hallway, and this bed was either mine or used to be mine or I just had my broken pillow on it for some reason until I could move my pillow before leaving the building after class.

Your 2014 Year In Blogging | A Multi-Purpose College Building


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I forgot all of my dreams from last night except for barely part of the end of my last dream but my memory it is very unclear, and so this dream will not make much sense without all of those missing parts of the dream.

All that I can remember is being at a maybe one-story windowless carpeted somewhat dimly lit multi-purpose college building where I was a student and this building had dorm rooms (including my dorm room), classrooms, halls, a cafeteria, and more all in this one building.

This dream probably took place over a period of several days or weeks with me going to classes, going to my dorm room, going to the cafeteria, talking with other students, and more; and some of my former classmates were probably in the dream, and in the dorm room to the left of my dorm room lived a female student who liked me but I did not realize/know this.

I am not sure if I was myself or someone else during the dream or during parts of the dream and at the end of the dream I remember walking to a strange room that was deeper inside the building with the woman who liked me, a male student whose family were famous designers (probably fashion designers) but he did not seem to have much interest in fashion design or he felt that he was not good enough at it compared to the rest of his family (so they were probably ashamed of him), and an unknown man and woman with whitish colored skin who were either professors or visitors to the college maybe.

The strange room had a tall ceiling and a small stage in front of the entrance, in the middle of the room was a dark sink/hole/drop that went so far down into the ground that you could not see the end and maybe there was a bridge/middle area that you could use to walk across the room to the other side of the room, and I remember us exploring this room which felt cave-like and/or like we were underground.

At some point I remember gliding across the entire room from the wall behind the stage across the sink/hole/drop to the wall on the other side of the room like maybe I had a wingsuit or somehow I could glide oddly or maybe there was wind from the sink/hole/drop that allowed me to do this, and I remember the unknown woman and man climbing down in the sink/hole/drop; but they climbed back up on the side of the room across from the stage.

I told them that I could glide across the room and I showed them this, even in the dream this made no sense to me and so I wondered how was this possible, either way I thought that it was fun; and I remember the male student and the female student who liked me showing us a fashion design that they created together (the male student designed it and did most of the work on it, and the female student who liked me only helped a bit at the end).

It was a nice dress military-style uniform/outfit (suit, shirt, a pair of pants, and more) that was probably a dark-blueish color with golden-colored trim and buttons, it looked very good, and I remember us telling them this and telling the male student that this was a great design and that he should not be ashamed of his fashion design skills and that even his family would probably be impressed; and we encouraged him to not give up on fashion designing.

The female student who liked me became suddenly impressed with him and she gave him a big hug not letting him go, which confused him, and then she looked into his eyes and she started to feel a bit of attraction to him; and then she looked back at me like she thought that I knew that she like me, which I did not until I realized this during this moment, but that I did not like her.

It seemed that she decided to give the male student a chance and that she wanted to make me jealous/hurt me so she looked at me and she gave him a big long kiss, which shocked and confused him even more, and then she told him that she wanted to try dating him; and she asked him out, he was confused, but he decided to agree to try dating.

I congratulated them both and then I talked to her privately telling her that I did not know that she had liked me until that moment, I apologized to her for not realizing this, and I told her that she probably should have told me; but either way that I was glad that they were happy, and I wished them both well.

I remember smiling and laughing a bit to myself because this was a bit funny to me and it was a happy moment, also I probably wanted to show that her attempts to make me jealous/hurt me did not work, and then I started thinking about how did I feel about her now that I realized that she liked me; but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

Chris Brown Giving A Motivational Speech In A Classroom | Ben Wants To Buy The BV For $1,000 | Playing A Platform Game Inside A Military Gym

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Dream 1

All that I can remember of the first dream is that I was inside a fictional classroom during the day at either a college or a school and I seemed to be a student, there were other students there, and the music artist Chris Brown gave a motivational speech to us but I am not sure if he was a student or teacher or if he was just there to give the motivational speech.

He talked about things related to jobs/careers, following your goals/dreams/et cetera, finding inspiration/hope, and other things like that but I had a negative/sad reaction (it sounded good/nice, but my reality and the reality of many others is much different/harder) to his motivational speech where I felt and pointed out flaws/et cetera in his overly positive motivational speech because life in the real world in our current culture/society/economy/et cetera is different/harder/et cetera for most people than he made it out to be in his speech; and maybe I pointed this out to him, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

The second dream took place during the day at my parents house and an unknown slightly obese man with whitish colored skin with medium-short length brownish colored hair drove outside the fence in an automobile wanting to look at one of my parents automobiles that is for sale that we call the BV, and so I let the man look at it; and then he asked to test drive it.

I asked him what his name was and he gave me a fake sounding name like Ben Dover or something like that (I asked him again what his real name was, and he told me to just call him Ben), I was just trying to get some information before I let a stranger test drive the BV, and then I went inside my parents house to ask them if Ben could test drive the BV; and to my surprise they said that he could test drive it without any of us riding with him and without even looking at his driver’s license to see who he really was (which I disagreed with, but it is their automobile so it was their choice/decision).

I told Ben that he could test drive the BV and I probably warned him, he drove away in the BV so I waited, and eventually he returned in the BV and he told me that he was willing to buy the BV but for no more than $1,000; and so I asked him for his phone number and I wrote his phone number on a piece of paper and I told him that I would tell my parents and that they would call him with their decision, and then Ben left and I went to tell my parents but I woke up.

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Dream 3

The third/last dream is a bit confusing but I remember that it took place during the day and I followed my brothers TD and KD from a parking lot into a fictional multi-story military gym, I am not sure if they were in the military now and/or if my brother CC was still in the military, either way we entered the military gym but I was not in the military so I wondered if they were going to let me exercise or not.

The dream gets confusing when I entered the men’s changing/bathroom/locker room that was on the left side near the entrance and the door was open, next to the men’s locker room with maybe an open door connected to the men’s locker room was an office that belong to one of the military workers, and magically it was like I was now the only person inside the building and the dream world became like maybe an old platform-style video game.

The storyline of the game involved a small girl (possibly a princess) with whitish colored skin with long hair who was playing with maybe her toy teddy bear and maybe another teddy bear stole her teddy bear and a key or several keys that she had, and so you had to get them back and stop the evil/villain teddy bear/whatever; and to do this you had to move around each level pushing red buttons on the walls that would open up a long drawer/platform that you had to move/jump/climb across to get to the next location, you had to push all the red buttons/open all the drawers/platforms on each level and defeat the evil teddy bear/whatever and then take a key from him to use it to reach the next level (there were probably twelve keys, and so there were probably 12 levels to this game), and if you did not follow these instructions you would die/lose and you would have to start the level over.

The military gym was now part of the game world and I pushed red buttons on the walls opening drawers/platforms until I reached the second floor and I got attacked by the evil teddy bear to my surprise even though it was still at the beginning parts of the level, the evil teddy bear could shoot something that I can not remember at you and it would kill you if you got hit by it, and I defeated him and I got the key; and I tried to use the key to unlock the next level, but I died because I did not push all the red buttons/open all the drawers/platforms around the level yet so I had to restart the level.

The second time I got killed by the evil teddy bear and then I started the level a third time but I decided to take a break to exercise and magically the building was no longer a video game world so I started changing clothes in the men’s locker room that had its door open but when I was naked a thin old balding man with whitish/grayish colored hair with whitish colored skin who probably worked at the building as a janitor, some soldiers coming to exercise, and a female soldier with whitish colored skin with yellowish colored hair wearing a military dress uniform entered the building so I put my underwear on.

The female soldier worked in the office next to/connected to the men’s locker room oddly, I finished changing into my exercise clothes still wondering if they were going to let me exercise or not because I was not a soldier, but then my parents entered the building to tour it and my brothers KD and TD magically appeared again to greet them; and then I went to greet them, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

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