Never Meet Your Heroes | The Military Quietly Mobilizing?

Antony Starr and Chace Crawford in The Boys (2019)
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I fell asleep on the living room couch until after 5 AM, then I got in bed, I only barely recorded part of three dreams; and the first two dreams were definitely inspired by the television show The Boys (Season 1), but unfortunately I did not remember my lucid dream(ing) trigger.

Dream 1

This dream involved someone who worked with superheroes, but working with them was not was the person had expected.

The superheroes would sometimes say and do things that would accidentally kill and/or hurt people, sometimes they would hurt and/or kill people on purpose, they were reckless, they got away with crimes and were protected by the company that they worked for and by the government who covered up their crimes and handled their PR (public relations), they were overconfident and thought that they were better than everyone else, et cetera.

They did some things that even some of the villains did not do and/or they were sometimes more reckless than the villains and caused more damage than the villains, and so working with them was not fun and was even scary for the person who was just a normal person without powers.

This person had not expected the heroes to be like that and they had expected to like the job, but now that they worked with the superheroes they got to see the hard unpleasant truth about them; in some ways they were worse than the villains, and to make things worse they got away with it.

This person even feared for their life when they were around the superheroes, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream took place in a dream world like the previous dream, both of which were like the television show The Boys, but worse.

In this dream world the superheros had even more power, they basically controlled the world, and they did whatever they wanted as they kept the world under control.

People were afraid of them, they would crush those who resisted their control, and those who broke the law; and they were ruthless.

I lived in this world and I was in The United States traveling from Texas back home with my dad, my brothers KDC and TDC, my brother GC, and a kitten.

We either heard some news on the radio and/or we saw a superhero flying in the distance over a city who had just destroyed some criminals and/or people resisting their rule.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

This dream took place during the day mostly in my parents yard and maybe outside of the yard of The E House, this dream is very unclear now unfortunately, but I was standing in the yard when I started to notice strange things throughout the dream.

I can not remember most of the strangeness unfortunately, one thing that I do remember is sometimes seeing strange aircraft flying by which some I assumed where experimental military aircraft, and since I did not know what they were or some of them were then they would count as UFOs (unidentified flying objects) (most seemed human made to me probably, but there is a possibility that I was not so sure about a few of them); and maybe some were spacecraft.

I also saw some military aircraft flying by, I also noticed strange vehicles, and military vehicles passing through.

A storm was supposedly approaching as well, but it seemed that the military was quietly mobilizing for something that I assumed was either for a war or as a training exercise or as an experiment; but I had no idea.

I can not remember if I saw soldiers on foot or on some of these vehicles or not.

There was more to this dream as I tried to figure out what was going on while possibly trying to avoid being seen (I was afraid of what might happen to me if they realized that I saw what was going on because they seemed to be doing this quietly) while also trying to see what was going on, but that is all that I can remember of this dream unfortunately.

The end,

-John Jr


Humans Versus Other Animals

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that I was inside maybe a windowless apartment or dorm, and at some point my male cousin DE was there talking to me.

My male cousin DE looked healthier but a bit unstable, and at some point he started telling me about some things that he had seen and experienced inside this apartment or dorm or wherever (either another room in the building or this room and / or somewhere else).

My cousin DE was very talkative and he was energized in a somewhat unstable way, but it was nice to have a conversation with him and to have him open up and talk about some unusual things.

My cousin DE told me that he had seen and heard and experienced some strange things that involved either the supernatural and / or paranormal and / or hallucinations (he believed that it was real, which was possible, but I also considered hallucinations to be a possibility), one involved him being in the room talking to maybe his mom (my aunt JE), and he said that a shadow person (shadow figure) appeared and my cousin DE attacked it I think until it disappeared.

I asked my cousin DE if his mom saw the shadow person, my cousin DE replied no, but he still believed that it was real and he did not even consider the possibility that it was just a hallucination.

My cousin DE told me about other situations involving seeing and hearing and experiencing strange things, it was like listening to scary stories, and so I remember feeling a bit creeped out as I listened to my cousin DE share his stories with a lot of energy and belief.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream was interesting but it is unclear unfortunately, the dream took place during the day, and I was walking through maybe a wilderness area with some other people and this area was possibly connected to a park that was in walking distance of a high school I think.

At some point we saw a dangerous wild non-human animal, maybe a cougar, and it started trying to attack us causing most of my group to run while a few of us like myself just tried to avoid it without running.

During the chaos as most of my group tried to escape, we saw several other dangerous animals (maybe an alligator, maybe something else, and a male lion), and those animals tried to attack us as well.

It was a bit scary because this was a life and death situation and my group was running for their lives, but part of me seemed to maybe enjoy this moment as a chance to test myself and see if I could survive against dangerous wild animals like that using only hand-to-hand combat.

Part of me was not afraid to die fighting for my life bravely, I decided to keep moving and avoid the dangerous wild animals if possibly, and I hoped to make it out of the wilderness without having to kill them or be killed.

But I saw that someone in my group was possibly about to get killed and so I ran to face the wild animal(s), I remember the male lion and I staring at each other and I charged at him to face him so that the others could escape, but it or they ran after someone else instead of fighting me.

Eventually I reached the park and some of my group was running through it and the wild animals chased them, but then turned around before getting further into the park.

People in the park started to run too and we went across an airport-like runway until we reached maybe a hangar-like area near the school, and we went inside a building.

My group was completely broken and in shock, Rick Grimes from the television show The Walking Dead was one of them and a young man who slightly reminded me of Gleen Rhee, and I was the only person who was okay and I was even smiling and laughing and I was happy from the energy boost from a bit of fear and excitement from facing death and fear and surviving.

Some of the people in our group probably did not survive, I asked the others if they thought that it was possibly for humans to defeat wild dangerous animals like that using only hand-to-hand combat, and they replied no.

I asked them if they felt that humans could ever develop the natural ability to defeat them and how, but once again they said that it was not possible and that it was crazy to think that it was possible and they asked me what was wrong with me.

I was surprised and disappointed in their defeatism et cetera (especially in Rick who was acting like the leader, and he was the main person arguing against me), I told them what I thought and felt and what happened during our escape, and I was interested in possibly going back to find the others or their bodies and face the wild animals if necessary but most of the others were not.

One of the people in my group who was especially cowardly was the actor Alfie Allen, after hearing what I said he started to gain a bit of courage, and he felt responsible for maybe some of the others probably being killed as he ran for his life.

I understood their fear et cetera, but I was curious to test myself and to see what we humans are capable of.

Alfie walked outside like he was trying to build courage to return to the wilderness and I followed him, and when we got outside there were a lot of people outside including the military who were mobilizing so that they could go into the wilderness to deal with the wild animals and probably recover the bodies of the others in our group.

The military had no armor, they had interesting jungle-like camouflage T-shirts and they wore helmets and they had backpacks and maybe rifles, basically they looked like very underfunded National Guard soldiers.

Alfie was considering going with them and so was I, but part of me did not like that basically a bunch of humans with guns were about to go which was not really a challenge and was over-kill in my opinion.

I wanted to go unarmed and maybe only use things in the wilderness as weapons if necessary, I actually did not want to kill the wild animals, they were just in their natural habitat so I wanted to leave them alone as long as they left me and other alone.

I probably decided to not go with the military because of this and the fact that I was not sure if we could go with them or not, but I can not remember if Alfie decided to go with them or not (probably not, his cowardice probably took over again).

The next thing that I remember is that there was a memorial service taking place at / outside the school, and my brother GC and my dad and I were there but we walked away behind one of the buildings away from everyone.

There was a trail with a small stream or river that we followed until we reached a small graveyard of students who had died over the yards that was on a small mound, and you could see the airport-like runway from earlier where the military had mobilized.

We looked at some of the tombstones et cetera, some were probably of the people in my group who died, and I remember my brother GC making some rude comments about graveyards being a waste of space and he said some other negative things and he probably stomped on one or more tombstones so I told him that he was being disrespectful and rude and he walked off angrily.

After looking at the graveyard and paying my respects, my dad and I started to walk away to maybe rejoin the memorial or to leave, we talked but I can not remember what we said.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr


A Fairy Possession And Fairy Enchantment (Magic Spell)?

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Last night I had a longer than average dream that was so long, that it made it harder to remember parts of the dream; so there are some gaps in time, but I will do my best to try to guess what happened in the dream.

I remember being out-of-town and arriving at a hotel that I have stayed at before in real life and I was headed to the upper floor carrying my packages to my hotel room, which was probably the same room I had stayed at in real life before.

For some reason I had this feeling that something was going to happen, so I felt that I should not unpack my stuff when I got into my hotel room; I was in a good mood and decided not to worry about what might happen, but I decided that I would try to be somewhat alert and be ready to leave if necessary.

I decided to go swim at the swimming pool (pool) so I got my swimming trunks on and went to the pool, but I noticed that there were some people already swimming there but I decided to not let the crowd bother me and continued on to the pool.

At the pool there was a woman with several kids and a big dog, and so I stopped to see if the dog was friendly or not.

The dog walked up to me wagging its tail and it let me pet it, so it was friendly, and the woman told me that it would not bite; so I started to swim in the pool and the dog also got into the pool, and it started to swim too.

I swam and played with the dog for a few minutes but then the woman, her kids, and the dog left to go back inside since they had already been there for a long time; so I said goodbye to them and continued swimming.

I still felt that something was going to happen, my first guess was that something with spaceships appearing and/or something military related would happen, but I did not bother to worry about it since I was having a good time.

Then one of my brothers came walking to the pool and I told him about the dog that I had seen earlier, but then I can not remember what happened next exactly, I just remember being back in my birth town in a field near the school that I went to 4th & 5th grade at.

There was a tiny one story/floor apartment-like place in the middle of the field and near the apartment I think there was an old train that was being used as a recreational place by the people who lived in the apartment.

I think the first part of the train was the living room, another part was the kitchen, one part was the bathrooms, one part was the dinning room, and I think the other parts were the bedrooms. (I could be wrong about the old train thing, but that is my guess) 😀

Anyway, standing & talking outside of the apartment were several of my former classmates and a few other unknown people; so I went to talk to them.

One of my former classmates, who I do not remember her name so I will just call her My Classmate, was there; I will describe her appearance because it will be relevant later in the dream, she had shoulder length straight blond hair and she had a chubby body build.

At this point I was really feeling like something was going to happen and I was getting uncomfortable, even though we all were having a good time talking.

At some point we started to see military aircraft flying in the sky like something serious was going on, I then told someone to turn on the TV to see what was on the news, and I heard the news reporter saying something about America Preparing For War or something like that.

I was feeling very worried and we all were confused, and we wondered who or what America was preparing for War against.

I remember seeing a few scenes of military equipment being shipped on trains, military vehicles moving through the streets, and people (soldiers) in military uniforms telling their families goodbye like they were about to leave for war.

It was like the military was mobilizing all over the city and probably the country.

We started looking outside trying to decide if we should stay inside or leave, and something happened that made us so scared that everyone started to run into the field to their automobiles so they could drive away, but I can not remember what caused us to be so scared; I just remember us all panicking and people driving off.

My classmate drove up next to me and offered to give me a ride in her old blue Ford Mustang-like car, but for some reason her appearance had changed, she was now had a healthier body build and she looked better overall and her personality had changed; also I had an instant attraction/connection with her (a strong non-sexual type feeling) and I felt like protecting her like she was my wife or something and I felt like I was under an enchantment (magic spell) which was odd because I did not feel that way earlier toward her or anyone in the dream.

I got into her car but the engine stopped, we were both were very scared, but I told her to turn the key to the off position and try turning the key again but she was too scared; so I turned the key to the off position and then I turned the key to the on position again and the engine started, and then she/we drove off very quickly.

I can not remember what happened next, I just remember the dream being back at the field near the apartment, it seemed that some time had passed and things were nice.

There is a big gap in time but during this time I know that my classmate also had an attraction/connection with me, I still felt enchanted, we had started dating, we even got married, and I think there was talk of pregnancy but I do not think she was pregnant yet and the fact there was even talk about this was odd since our attraction/connection did not seem to be sexual and I do not even remember us even kissing in the dream 😀 ; also the school near the field had a college there now which at some point I had been a student there, and some event was going on at the fairground near the college.

I remember my classmate/wife, the people at the apartment, and I having a good time at the old train or whatever it was or maybe the train was not in the dream earlier but was in the dream at this point; and at some point I went to explore the college and the event at the fairground alone.

Things were going great and I do not remember seeing or hearing anything about the America Preparing For War Thing at this point, it was like that had not happened or something or that it was a long time ago or that is was now over maybe; in fact I do not remember even thinking about it at this point.

At some point I went back to the field by the apartment and I saw my classmate/wife and went to talk to her but she had changed back to her normal self, I did not feel the connection/attraction anymore, her personality was back to normal, and the enchantment feeling I had was wearing off.

We both noticed that we no longer felt the connection/attraction and we both realized that we had gotten married and started to remember things, like we had been under a spell/enchantment or something; we both quickly decided to go try to have our marriage license canceled. 😀

My classmate/wife told me that before we both had just met in the field, that it felt like something had left her body, and she felt normal again; she said it was like she had been possessed or something, but now whatever had possessed her was gone.

I felt that this made sense, since I had remembered that she had changed earlier in the dream and how I started to feel the attraction/connection & enchanted feeling after that happened; so I wanted to investigate the situation later after we got the marriage license canceled first. 😀

I remembered that a woman at the college was the one that gave us the marriage license, so we went to her office down the street from the field; the woman told us that she could cancel the marriage license since we had not been married long, if I could prove that I had once been a student of the college, so I showed her some college receipts that were in my wallet and so she canceled our marriage license. 😀

My classmate and I were both positive about the situation but we both were still confused about how all of this had happened, and then we said our goodbyes and walked our separate ways.

I decided to walk up the street to think about what had happened, since the weather was very nice, but as I was walking alone I heard what sounded like a woman laughing with a cheerful laugh like she had just played a prank/joke on someone or she was having fun or something; is was not a sinister laugh, but a positive-type laugh.

I turned and saw a small bright white ball of light that was moving around oddly near me that was about the size of a small basketball or small soccer ball I think and I think I saw the outline of a small female humanoid with wings maybe inside the bright white light, but the bright white light was so bright that I could not really see anything but white light mostly.

My first thought was that this was probably what had possessed my classmate and I wondered what it was, my first thought was that it was a Fairy, which did not even make sense to me even in the dream since I do not even know what a Fairy is supposed to be or look like exactly. 😀

At this point it either communicated with me by thought and/or a narrator started talking, but I think we just communicated briefly by thought, which I do not ever remember happening in one of my dreams before.

I think that it verified that it was what had possessed my classmate, but I was not afraid of it and I think that I felt some of that attraction/connection/comfortable & enchanted feeling toward it, which also made me feel that it was what had possessed my classmate.

I think I communicated with it by thought asking it to promise not to do that again without warning me or asking me first, I think, but I am not sure if it agreed or not.

I just remember it flying off laughing like a woman in that same cheerful/playful/joking-like way, not scary or evil or anything like that. 😉

I was still confused about what it was and I wondered what was its intentions/reasons for doing what it had done in the dream.

Also I wondered how had it managed to sneak into my dream world & possess a dream character without me noticing, somehow enchant me or cause me to be attracted to it or maybe the attraction was not forced but natural, and I wondered if it had helped change the dream from negative to positive but I woke up.

When I woke up I felt very peaceful/comfortable/relaxed and I stayed in bed longer than usual just relaxing, and that feeling stayed with me most of the day. 🙂

The end,

-John Jr 🙂