All that I can remember of this dream is that I was in college again and I was in a college classroom in maybe a math class, our professor or teacher was a woman with light-color skin, and I had not been to this class in at least a month.
The reason that I had not been to this class in so long was that I had planned on dropping it, I had recently changed my mind, and so now I had returned to the class.
I am not sure if this is part of another dream or this dream but it involved the man with dark-color skin with short black hair who lives at The Staring Lady’s House on the street behind ours who often walks around in a very erratic and quick way while looking around a lot like he is mentally unstable and / or on drugs and / or something like that.
This week he has been walking back and forth on our street sometimes acting strange in real life, and in the dream he was doing the same thing so I was keeping an eye on him but that is all that I can remember of this part of the dream or this dream.
The rest of the dream or the next dream involved what was possibly two separate houses, the first one was possibly a fictional version of The E House or a house partly inspired by it, and the entrance of the house had a sunroom I guess you could say.
Some of it was made of brick like the bricks at The E House and I recognized this in the dream, and later I realized that along parts of the bottom of the sunroom were vents so air could come in and out of the sunroom and so could more sound if you were too loud.
This sunroom was a nice area with a nice view, we probably partied here first, and I remember being able to feel the outdoor air coming from the vents and it was cool air that felt good.
My brother GC and some other people including maybe Olga Kay possibly went to this house with me during the evening or night, and I guess we had a party or something.
This house possibly had a second floor with an entrance to the second floor that reminded me of the entrance to the second floor at The E House and it even had a door as well, and there was another fictional door on the wall of the first floor that was two short doors at the top of the wall that could open to the outside and even in the dream I found this a bit strange and I was not sure what that was for.
I recognized these doors as possible parts of The E House and some fictional and possibly partly real memories of The E House came back to me, I can not remember most of what happened at the house other than people having fun and maybe someone knew one or more languages so I remember trying to talk with them in one or more languages (probably French and maybe Esperanto and maybe even several other languages) and hoping to learn and practice with them, and maybe some of us spent the night at the house and / or at the second house.
The next thing that I remember is my brother GC and I being at the second house the next morning which was either next door or several houses down, and Olga lived there with several roommates (most or all of them being women, but only one of the roommates were there at the time).
The main room was a living room / dining room / kitchen / bedroom with at least: two round wooden tables where Olga and one of her female roommates with light-color skin with long curly yellow hair were eating breakfast, at least 7 kitchen stoves, at least two beds, other kitchen appliances, and living room appliances and furniture.
I was confused about why there were so many kitchen stoves with most or all of them not even being hooked up, this made no sense because the house already had a separate kitchen and dining room and bedrooms, and so I wondered why the main room also had a combination of these rooms in one.
I pointed this out to Olga annoyingly and her and her roommate just looked at me like I was being annoying, which I was, and I realized that I was being rude because this was not my house so I shut up and I went to confirm if I was correct by looking at parts of the house again and I was correct about there being separate rooms already. 😀
I went outside where there was a small field to the left and a basketball court in front of it, and I remember seeing my brother CC in the neighborhood trying to buy something maybe but I can not remember if I talked to him or not.
Later my brothers TDC and KDC were walking by and I briefly talked with them, and after that I remember practicing some kind of technique to help me with my anxiety that possibly involved closing my eyes, controlling my breathing, relaxing, focusing, et cetera.
Then Jessica Jones and Alisa Jones from the television show Jessica Jones (Season 2) walked over, Alisa was still struggling with her rage and anger issues that she can not control and so Jessica was still trying to figure out how to help her while trying to make sure that Alisa does not kill or hurt someone, and so I decided to see if my new technique for anxiety could work for her rage / anger issues.
I taught the technique to Alisa and she was able to sense strong emotions of people in a large radius, she sensed a certain strong emotion of a man, and I told her to focus and locate the man and she did.
She decided to go after him, I guess his strong emotion triggered her, and somehow using my technique also allowed her to either teleport to the man or to travel to him faster.
Jessica wanted to go after her to stop her so I quickly taught her the technique, she was able to sense where her mother Alisa was based on her strong emotions, and then Jessica was able to also teleport or travel fast to reach her.
After that several people showed up including the character Mildred Hayes (played by the actress Frances McDormand) from the movie Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri (which I have not seen), and Mildred was either my sister or some kind of other type of family member of mine.
Mildred was very mean and foul-mouthed, I am not sure what happened but somehow I was on the ground (maybe because of her, but I have no idea), and Mildred was yelling and cursing and belittling me (like an older sister being mean to her younger brother / trying to toughen him up).
I remember telling her that she was right (maybe she called me weak, a coward, a pushover, too nice, less of a man, et cetera) and I told her about how I have struggled with anxiety for years, she stopped insulting me like she did not know this already, and I told her that she was mentally and socially and maybe emotionally stronger than me and that I wanted her to help me to become stronger as well in those areas and to help me overcome my anxiety.
Mildred smiled and told me that she would help me but that it would not be easy, that she would be hard on me, et cetera like she was drill instructor or something and she said some things that reminded me of some things said by Gunnery Sergeant Hartman during this scene from the movie Full Metal Jacket:
Mildred told me that I could not afford to be handicapped by anxiety because of me being lower class, male, because of the ethnic groups that I am part of, because of my family and that she refused to have a brother this weak , et cetera so I was going to have to man-up or that people would use this weakness against me and that some people can sense this weakness and will use you and dominate you et cetera.
She probably told me to get up because I was embarrassing myself and her so I did, I was smiling a bit, and I could see that she was happy and proud of me and looking forward to drilling me like a drill instructor to toughen me up even though she was trying to act tough to hide her happiness.
I looked forward to having someone willing to help me with this who I knew was strong in these areas, especially someone who was probably my sister, and I did not want to let her or myself down.
But I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
This morning while going over this dream from last night in my mind I accidentally forgot parts of this dream, especially the earlier parts of the dream, and so parts of this dream are missing.
So now all that I can remember of this dream is that someone else who I can not remember and I were visiting with a fictional male friend during the day in a fictional city, maybe it was a gray day at first, and at some point this male friend and us got forced into helping a mentally unstable man with whitish-color skin who possibly slightly reminded me of Steve-O (Stephen Gilchrist Glover) and he seemed to be the leader of maybe a gang who owned several businesses (an outdoor/indoor store, a movie theater, et cetera) and who was probably involved in illegal activities (illegal drugs, illegal weapons, et cetera).
Dream 1
I forgot most of my dreams from last night but I do barely remember part of two dreams from last night, and the first dream took place during the day inside a fictional building where there were several other people in a room with me.
Each person had their own little area where they sat and I think that we each had a small automobile to sit on and I put the automobile that I was sitting on was on in park, and we could press the gas pedal but it would not move but the tires would move; and you could hear the engine speed up as you pressed the gas pedal.
At some point Olga Kay from YouTube entered the room wearing a very short tight-fitting colorful dress with a very short thin ripped tennis skirt where you could see her underwear which was/were also ripped, some people assumed that she worked as a prostitute, but I knew who she was and I told them and I asked her if she was okay because her skirt and underwear were ripped.
Olga told me that she was okay but her skirt and her underwear accidentally got ripped because they were so thin, she regretted wearing them and the dress that she was wearing, and so I gave her some of the clothes that I was wearing so that she could cover herself; and she thanked me, but we got interrupted by an annoying male police officer with whitish colored skin and short yellowish colored hair before she could cover herself and I remember a song playing in the background that I think was the song B###h I’m From Louisiana by maybe Louisiana Ca$h (I am not sure I had to look it up, I heard this song once at a college American Football camp, and I had no idea who sang it but I remember them saying “I’m from Louisiana” over and over and over and over again).
The annoying police officer entered the room being annoying and mean while yelling commands/orders to people and searching the room and questioning people, and he approached me about the automobile that I was sitting on; and he commanded me around and questioned me, I was very annoyed, but I followed his commands and I answered his questions because I knew that he could get away with abusing his power/authority because he was a police officer.
He then turned his attention to Olga thinking that she worked as a prostitute and he demanded that she put more clothing on, I/we told him that she did not work as a prostitute and I/we told him who she was and that she had a popular YouTube channel, and I told him that she was about to cover herself; and so Olga started covering herself with my clothing that I gave her, and the annoying police officer finally left.
Somehow Olga and I ended up accidentally kissing and there was a spark/connection that I felt, and she felt it too but she felt it stronger than I did; and somehow I was able to feel what she could feel, and then she kissed me again and we had a longer more powerful kiss.
After this Olga kept trying to make-out with me and have sex with me but I tried to be cautious and take things slowly and not let my hormones control me, and so I had to keep literally holding her back and distracting her; and recommending that we take things slowly as we tried to figure this out, but I woke up at some point.
Dream 2
The end of the second dream took place during a very nice day in a slightly fictional version of the city of D on the street that passes W Park that is near the shopping center, and I was driving or walking or riding down the street from the direction of the neighborhoods when I noticed something different about the area that I never noticed before.
I moved to the field next to the street to get a better look and I noticed that this area was narrow with a hidden area on the right side of the road that was lower than the street because the street and neighborhood was higher than this area, and in this lower area was a body of water with a mountain-like area next to it.
This area was beautiful and hidden unless you stood in the field and looked closely, I saw that some people in the neighborhood had some docks and boats in the water, and I noticed that if someone was not careful and if they drove off the street they could crash off the hill because there were no guard rails.
I remember someone else stopping to see what I was looking at and I pointed to the hidden area, and then we started walking closer so that we could get a better view; and then we tried to find how to reach this area, but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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I had several dreams last night, but I only barely remember part of two detailed and nice/mostly positive connected dreams that I will type as one dream.
Both dreams took place during the day in a fictional city where I was living at an apartment or dorm like maybe I was in college, and during the dream I went to a restaurant / bar / club / arcade with my male former classmates DH, JB, MT, and maybe JC.
I remember having a good time and then there was maybe a time jump in the dream where they probably graduated from college or left, but I was still at the apartments or dorms/college alone.
I am not sure how this happened or where this happened but maybe a woman with whitish colored skin who lived in my apartment/dorm either set me up to hang out with her friend or I came across them by accident, either way somehow I ended up meeting her friend who was Olga Kay from YouTube, and both of us hung out.
If we were somewhere else we hung out there first and then we went back to my apartment/dorm or we hung out at my apartment/dorm first, and then we went to eat somewhere or I served food at my apartment/dorm; but I can not remember which of these is correct.
Either way I remember this part of the dream being pretty detailed and realistic and positive, I remember being cautious, but I also remember being surprised that it seemed that Olga was having a good time as well because I thought that things would be awkward and boring; but she helped make things feel positive.
At some point we went back to my apartment/dorm again to hang out and I remember Olga mentioning that she has looked for a baseball trading card for a Major League Baseball (MLB) player whose name possibly was Mickey or Rickey or some name I can not remember, but maybe it was Mickey Mantle (maybe I will remember later).
I told her that I had several packs of sports trading cards that she could look through and that she could have that card if she could find it, and I also gave her some other items that I had on a bookshelf but I can not remember what those items were.
While she was looking through the cards she either got a text or call from her female friend and/or her female friend came to my apartment/dorm, I waited cautiously for them to finish, and then I was going to help Olga try to find the trading card and I was going to give her my contact information and let her know that I enjoyed hanging out with her and that I would like to do it again.
Olga said something to me and then she left the room, I thought that she would be back, and so I waited to talk to her and share my contact information with her; but then I noticed that she took my packs of sports trading cards with her, and so I realized that she was not coming back and that I forgot to let her see my special sports trading cards that I keep in a special trading card holder case/folder/whatever.
I regretted being so cautious and not sharing my contact information with her sooner because now I did not know how to contact her other than talking to her friend, and after waiting a while I left the dorms in a whitish colored maybe hatchback-like car because I was feeling a bit down now but I still had a positive boost and positive memories from when Olga and I hung out.
At some point I found out from my mom that some of our family members from her side of the family were in the city visiting, and I eventually I decided to visit the restaurant/bar/club/arcade from earlier in the dream.
When I got there the weather started to look like it would rain and I saw that the restaurant change a bit so it had a different style and it no longer had an arcade, and for unknown reason(s) I was walking with a tree branch using it like a cane.
I entered the restaurant and I remember people staring at me and making fun of me for walking with a tree branch as a cane and they made fun of me for other reasons that I can not remember, and they were seated mostly in the restaurant area which had seating around the entrance.
The bar was on the left side of the building behind this area and to the right of the bar was the club area, and I walked to the middle area which was an open space mostly; and I saw my former classmate JB from earlier in the dream, and I greeted him.
I tried to talk to him but he mostly tried to ignore me like he did not want to be associated with me and he laughed at me as he heard the other people making fun of me, and I started to feel even more down/depressive but I still was able to resist most of the negativity that they were sending my way.
I started walking with my tree branch cane to leave and I saw my aunt ME sitting in the restaurant area near the entrance/exit and I hoped that she would not see me, and so I quietly walked past her and I exited the restaurant without her noticing me.
It started to rain as I got into the car and so I rolled my windows up, this made things even more gloomy, but I realized this and it made me smile/laugh because it was like a movie/TV show or so stereotypical/whatever; and this made me feel a bit better, and I started focusing on positive memories like my time spent with Olga.
I then decided to drive around the city to relax and think about positive memories/et cetera, and then later I would talk to Olga’s friend to find out how to get in contact with her; but I woke up.
The end,
-John Jr
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