Bathing With K | Pauline Croze And The Outdoor Class

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Bathing With K

It started with me standing outside talking to TG on a sunny day next to a car port in a nice neighborhood.

As we were talking a woman walked outside her house next door and called us over.

The woman was K and she was probably wearing barely any clothes, she said something to us and invited us in the house.

Once inside she started to tell us something, which I can not remember, but I felt that she was trying to led us into having sex with her; she was acting seductive and somehow led us to the bathroom.

I am not sure why I followed her, but I did for some reason, which is not something I would normally do.

The bathroom was somewhat dark and probably only lit by candles, and some water was already in the tub (bathtub).

K continued to talk and somehow got me to add more water to the tub, and then her & TG got into the tub.

My clothes were somewhat dirty like I had worked earlier in the dream or something, and so I was worried that I was sweaty & stinky so I took my clothes off & put some soap on.

I then somewhat reluctantly got into the tub too, which did not feel right, I wanted to be alone with her but TG was there; I just could not stay in this situation any longer, even though nothing had happened yet.

Oddly the water was hot, so I could actually feel the water, which is rare; actually even being in a tub is rare for my dreams.

Anyway, so I told them that I could not do this, I dried off, got dressed, and left.

I woke up as soon as I went outside.

Pauline Croze And The Outdoor Class

The dream started with me with a group of students at a restaurant, and Billy Ray Cyrus was there as a guest speaker.

He was talking to our class about life and giving us tips on education, jobs, and other things like that.

In the dream he was not only a singer/actor, but he was also a professional football player too.

After talking to our class, he and our group, went further into the restaurant to eat.

The next thing I remember is being outside in an unknown area near a highway, but no automobiles were passing by.

It was a nice sunny day and a teacher was having a class outside; a woman my age, Pauline Croze, and I were the only students.

I was surprised that Pauline Croze was in the class, but I did not try to talk to her, I just kept my distance; actually the three of us were not sitting that close to each other, we were spread out but I was further away from the others.

We had no chairs so we sat on blankets and we somehow had laptops, and the teacher had a mobile chalk board; I can not remember what she was teaching us but I remember being worried that I did not understand something.

Our class took a break and Pauline & the other woman started a conversation, but I kept my distance.

After a while they came over to talk with me about our assignment, and Pauline started to read her work out but she sat right next to me.

As she read it, she got closer and closer to me, until her arm was touching mine; but she did not look at me and appeared to not even be doing this on purpose.

The other woman started to notice this and made a face of confusion wondering if we were a couple or something, and I was confused too.

I decided to relax and just enjoy the moment, and then Pauline leaned over me since I was laying on my stomach looking at my laptop; she was leaning on me like I was a chair or something, but then she leaned back up and started to talk about a customized MSN home page that she had seen.

She showed us the homepage on her laptop, which had an animated Microsoft Agent on it, one that I never saw before.

I then told them that I did not know that you could customize your MSN homepage like that, and I told them about my Windows Live homepage.

For some reason my homepage had videos on it and some of them seemed somewhat pornographic, which I found odd, and quickly told them to check out my Windows Live Spaces page instead; I woke up as they were still talking about that MSN homepage.

The end,
-John Jr 🙂

Cleaning The Pool | A Creation Story

English: A baby Komodo dragon born by partheno...
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Cleaning The Pool

Last night I had two dream fragments that I remembered partly, I lost some of the dream fragments due to being awakened by a mobile phone alarm clock.

On the first dream fragment I remember being in an indoor public pool, that seemed to have been in a tall room that was a multi-purpose room with stadium-like seating that went around part of the room and the room was several floors high.

I think there was a projector screen on the wall near one of the long ends of the pool, the pool was a rectangular shape.

Near the other long end of the pool was where the stadium seating was, which was behind the direction that I was facing.

On my right side on one of the short ends of the pool were kids and some adults talking, playing, and there may have been tables on that side.

On my left side on one of the short ends of the pool was Pauline Croze sitting near the pool working/creating something, and I either helped her work/create a bit and/or I just helped her clean up; I am not sure.

I do know that I was still in the pool and I started to clean up stuff that was in the pool, some of it probably was not even hers.

I do not think she spoke English in this dream and she spoke in French, but I do not think either of us said much, instead I think we mostly just focused on whatever we were doing.

I remember going under the water and doing most of my swimming that way, as I collected stuff in the pool, and set it outside the pool.

I remember Ms. Croze occasionally watching me as I swam around cleaning the pool, she appeared slightly interested and/or amused, as she continued to work/create something.

I used this cleaning time to practice holding my breath and I tried to impress those that were watching, and after cleaning the pool I continued to swim around underwater holding my breath.

I would jump up in another part of the pool to breathe and surprise those that were watching, since I swam under the water, they would not know where I would jump up next.

There were a few other people in the pool as well, the pool was actually pretty deep, and at some point I noticed some of the people sitting in the stadium-like seats.

I saw my dad up there and a woman asked to use his mobile phone or something for an emergency, my dad was in a slightly bad mood and was annoyed at first, until my mom told him that the woman wanted to use the phone for an emergency; but a disturbance caused me to wake up and in the real world a mobile phone alarm clock was ringing loudly, so that is what woke me up.

A Creation Story

The next dream fragment was confusing, odd, and interesting.

I think I may have been in this small mall with a few other people and I walked to a quiet part of the mall were there were a few tanks, and one tank had a strange small Komodo Dragon-like creäture in it.

A woman near me I think, said that it was a custom life form / artificial / or whatever created by a female, and that same female was in a tank nearby.

I was confused but I think both tanks may have had some information written on them about it, anyway, we went to the next tank and I was expecting that the female would be a Komodo Dragon-like creäture as well or human but it was a fish tank.

The female was now a fish-like creäture, this next part is confusing, but I think the female spoke to us; a fish speaking to me in a dream, am I a Fish Speaker now? 😀

Anyway, I think she tried to somewhat explain how she created the Komodo Dragon-like creäture and how she made herself into a fish-like creäture; I think she said that she would share the secret and/or help show us how to make ourselves a new body and/or to create something.

Here is an unclear example of what I think she said, even in the dream this was not clear or explained completely:

“I think she said that you had to go to a certain area to do the ritual or whatever, I think you needed dirt and/or a certain kind, I think you needed a living animal and/or a dead one depending on what you were trying to do, and I may be missing a few things but I think some ritual or something would be performed and you would move your soul/spirit/whatever to a new body and/or move another animal soul/spirit/whatever into a new body or your old body or a newly created body.”

I think the dirt or whatever would be used to create a new body or creäture, if you wanted to, but maybe if you just wanted to do a simple body switch; then it was not needed, maybe.

I am not sure if she ever used the words soul/spirit/ or whatever but these are the only words I can think of to explain it, that does not mean that it was supernatural because this process seemed mostly or partly natural/part scientific.

Anyway, she only briefly tried to describe the process, so nothing is clear and my memory is flawed; she said that she would explain things in more detail if we helped take her to the an area or the area where she could switch into a new body or something.

She may have even said that it was possible to make a new body that will live many more years than a normal human body, but I think she preferred bodies with shorter life spans or something; I could be wrong, but I think this was mentioned.

The others and I took a moment to decide if we should help her, I was confused and cautious, so I was partly undecided.

I think a man who seemed to know a lot about the topic came and said he would help us, and would explain some things; so we loaded up the fish tank and drove to a long bridge that was like a fictional long version of the bridge that goes to LC fused with the one that goes to NO.

As we were driving the man started to tell us what he knew about the female and the process, but I woke up as I drove.

That was an interesting dream, that reminded me of my Lady In The Puddle dream a bit.

Both dreams seemed to have a creation theme in them, with a female character being the main creation character with a male character as a helper.

In the first dream fragment Pauline Croze was creating something and I helped and in the second dream the female had and was going to create something and the unknown man was going to help.

My memory is not clear so I wonder what or who the female was supposed to be?

Did she use to be human?

Was she a Goddess?

What was she?

It seemed that she had switched and/or made new bodies throughout the years, so she probably never used the same body and never was the same species or something.

How old was she?

Where did she learn to do all of this?

I wish I could have made more sense of what she tried to briefly tell us, because I probably made a lot of errors in trying to explain it.

Either way it was interesting.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

Crying | Pauline Croze | Flying | Bible Commentaries

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I have forgotten a lot of my dreams right after waking up for almost two weeks now, it is like the dreams are now not that important to me or something, so my brain starts to let them fade and starts thinking about something else when I wake up.

Actually for maybe almost a week or two I have woken up feeling weird, the only way I can really describe it is:

I wake up feeling empty, blank, like my mind has been erased or is erasing things, I feel neutral, I almost do not even know who I am, what time it is, where am I, what day it is, whether I should get out of bed or not, I usually do not care either way, I just go back to sleep, when I finally get up most my memory of dreams and other things are mostly blank, I slightly feel like I barely exist at all but that fades, and then I start feeling somewhat normal (whatever that means) again.

Dream 1

I know I had several somewhat emotional dreams that involved current things that have been on my mind and the dreams directly involved some of these things, I remember crying and/or almost crying in at least two of the dreams.

Dream 2

Also I probably had maybe two dreams with Pauline Croze in them, one involved her and a group of other musicians on some TV show or something, but I can not remember the rest of the dream.

Dream 3

I probably flew in one of my dreams at least and I may have even awakened myself from one dream too, maybe, and I may have dreamed of living in another house somewhere.

Dream 4

I know I had a few dreams involving my brain pondering decisions and thoughts from when I was awake like choosing between the HarperCollins Bible Commentary and The Oxford Bible Commentary, and a few things involving video games and some other things.

Dream 5

One of those somewhat emotional dream took place in a classroom with the teacher talking directly to me about getting a job, facing my fears, etc.

Hopefully by taking the time to write these random memories of some of my dreams from the past week or two, it will help bring dreams back to some importance to my brain so I can remember them when I wake up, because I know I have lost many good dreams recently and throughout my life.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

10-2-2009 | 4 Dream Fragments | A Comedy Banquet

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Last night I remembered 4 dream fragments, I think I had 5 dreams, but I only remember fragments from 4 of the 5 dreams.

The first one I remembered started with me at a comedy banquet with comedians from TV and the internet such as: Lisa Nova, some members of Saturday Night Live, and others.

One of the comedians had comedy plays/skits made that we were going to do throughout the banquet, and several members of the audience & I were chosen to be part of it as well.

The Reunions

Last night I once again had trouble remembering my dreams, and only managed to remember a bit of my last dream, which is pretty blurry & confusing.

I think the dream had two different story lines going on and they mixed together at some point.

I remember one of the story lines involving what I think was a couple with a daughter & android / robot, and the wife & android / robot had been separated from the husband & daughter for several years.

I think the wife & husband had a daughter, and made a female robot to help them take care of the daughter but before the robot was finished somehow the husband & daughter got separated from the wife.

I am not sure if they ran away or what, but the wife probably finished the female robot on her own and used it to help her find her husband & daughter.

The robot looked just like a real woman and seemed to follow all the commands that the wife gave.

I am not sure if I was in the dream or not at this point, I just remember the wife & female robot searching for the husband & daughter in some building several years later.

The husband & daughter appeared to be on the run and possibly trying to avoid being found by them.

Eventually the wife & female robot found them, and the wife introduced them to the female robot, who had never seen them before.

The husband seemed to want to run, but the wife convinced him that they were not there to hurt them and that they just wanted to reconnect the family again.

She told her husband that she had used the female robot to help her take care of her elderly parents, and search for them for the last few years.

The husband seemed to finally be tired of running away and decided to join his wife again and reconnect the family, and as this was going on, so was another story line.

The second story line was about three women and two men who were being brought together for a reunion.

The first story line had ended with a reunion of a family, and now this story line was about a reunion of friends.

A television company was doing a documentary on this group of people who had been sent to Russia for some special athletic(s) camp back when they were kids, but the people at the camp treated them very badly.

They were all citizens of The United States (USA) when they went to the camp in Russia, and had to stay there.

Some of the things they suffered were beatings, mental torture, starvation, imprisonment, and a few other things.

The television company was covering this even though it had happened back when they were only kids, now they were adults, but had not seen each other since they were kids.

The television company brought them together to one building so they could meet each other again, get interviewed, and enjoy themselves; it happened to be the same building were the husband, wife, daughter, and robot were at.

Several of them got along very well one was a man who reminding me of a stereotype of a man from Italy that enjoyed messing / flirting around with a lot of women & just having fun and one woman who was there that acted about the same way but had a bladder problem & was very flexible or double jointed; these two spent most of their time just making out and following the lead of the others.

Another pair was a man who seemed to be leader type that was into business & organizing things and another was a woman with the same personality; they spent their time together planning things and leading the group.

The last person was a woman who did not have a match and she seemed to be different from the others & reminded me of myself, and I was in the dream at this point & spent most of my time talking with her.

She actually reminded me of Pauline Croze a bit in appearance and seemed to like talking about some of the random things I like to talk about.

After the television crew finished making the documentary they sent us all to France to relax.

I remember being at a small outdoor apartment or something, that had a dock & was next to a nice river-like water area, and I could see a street & walkway near by.

It seemed like a nice little town with shops and out-door markets, it probably was in southern France, and we all were outside.

One couple was making out as usual on the balcony of the place we were staying at, the other couple were making plans while sitting on the porch, and the last woman & I were walking & talking by the docks close to the water.

It was nice and relaxing, and the scenery was amazing; I wondered if we were going to live here and I hoped so, but I woke up.

The end,
-John Jr 🙂

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