In this dream I found a strange girl with curly blonde hair wearing a dress who possibly could not feel pain, who was possibly an orphan, who was alone, and I was not sure if she was really human or not and /or if she was an experiment of some kind.
I probably took her to the authorities to get her some help & to see if they could figure out what was going on, et cetera, and I probably considered adopting her as my daughter or temporarily taking care of her until they could find her a permanent home depending on the situation.
Here are some quick text notes of one dream that I had:
All that I can remember of this dream is that I was inside a building somewhere, there were other people there like my female coworker JB, and Dewey Caricatures (Mr. Dewey) was there drawing pictures of people.
There was something unique going on with Mr. Dewey’s drawing method that I can not remember, I do remember that he was drawing small images of people multiple times, and he even drew me several times.
Unfortunately I did not record most of my dreams and the dream that I did record is missing important pieces of it because it was pretty long and detailed et cetera, and so I can only remember mostly parts of the end of the dream unfortunately so major details are missing.
One forgotten part of the dream possibly involved me meeting my former male classmate JC and we probably hung out and went several places, I probably met his family, and then maybe he invited me on a vacation trip or something.
Later in the dream we (JC and probably some of his family and me) were in a country but I am not sure which country, we were on vacation I assume, and my parents and maybe my brother GC were with us; and Alice Morgan from the television show Luther was there with us, and me and Alice seemed to be in a serious dating relationship or we were married.
I am not sure how things led up to this (Did JC introduce me to Alice in a forgotten part of the dream?, Did I meet Alice in a forgotten part of the dream and how?, How did me and Alice start dating and / or get married?, et cetera), this assumed vacation seemed a bit like a couples trip, but I am not sure.
We were at what I will assume was a bed and breakfast that looked like a larger version of The E House, the cafeteria and a shopping area were along the hallway that leads to one of the entrances / exits, and me and Alice had the room across from the family room and the second dinning room.
During the dream I probably noticed other couples, like JC and his wife and my parents and other couples, and I noticed how their relationships were different from mine and Alice’s relationship.
Alice was often more distant and seemed to often have excuses to avoid spending much time together et cetera (she would often have excuses that she needed to do something else, that she needed to go somewhere else, that she needed to go see someone, et cetera), I assumed that maybe it was because of her being a psychopath and lacking some normal emotions and / or just being the type who liked to have more space and did not need much social interaction, but I started to feel that there was more going on than that and that our relationship was not normal and would possibly not last and maybe should not last even though I did enjoy the short moments that we did get to spend time together.
I wanted us to go out together, spend time together at the assumed bed and breakfast even it if was just watching television together, and to talk about important issues in our relationship (I remember thinking about and / or us talking about children once, and I did not think that would ever happen (not that either of us wanted that in the first place) and that it probably would not be a good idea because I did not think that Alice would want children and that she would not even be there for them much and even if she was there for them then she would probably be distant (among other issues with her being a psychopath and all) and not be a very good mother to them so I would have to raise the children mostly on my own) because I assumed that spending time together et cetera were the main reasons for this trip.
After failing to get Alice to go with me to spend time together around the city / country that we were in and after failing to even get her to keep watching some television (things that she wanted to watch) together or do anything else together (even just relaxing in bed), I tried to get her to go with me to the cafeteria and / or to shop inside the bed and breakfast, but I remember her being in bed wearing a slip and refusing to even do that saying that she just wanted to relax in bed alone (not even together) for now and have some space or something like that so she wanted me to go alone and eat and / shop.
I decided to give her some space and I walked to the cafeteria and shop thinking about Alice and our relationship because this was bothering me as I continued to notice these issues and focus on them as I watched other couples, and there was a long line at the cafeteria.
I possibly saw and briefly talked with JC and his family and my parents before continuing past the line to shop in some of the rooms along the rest of the hallway instead, I can not remember what I was shopping for but I think that I remember looking at some of the baby stuff at some point but I could be wrong, and at some point when I walked into one of the shopping rooms I saw Alice who was now dressed instead of just wearing a slip and who had either gotten there after me or before me without saying anything to me when she passed the room that I was in.
I approached her wondering what she was doing here and why did she not tell me because earlier she did not want to go and told me to go alone, as I was trying to talk to her about this and other issues something that I can not remember happened, and my coworker Mr. CF walked by doing a security patrol because he was a security guard (like he is in real life) and he stopped to say something to us that I can not remember before leaving once he saw that things were all clear.
I am not sure how much information I got out of Alice before she sent me to another room to get some stuff to buy while she continued shopping in this room, I assume not much because she probably dodged and avoided answering most of my questions, but I felt that I possibly made some progress because of how she was acting.
I went and got the stuff that she wanted me to get and I walked back to the previous room but she was gone so I walked around looking for her and asking around but I could not find her, I probably bought the stuff and took it back to our room thinking that she was there, but she was not there either so I went around looking and asking around for her without luck.
I started my own investigation after probably reporting Alice missing to the bed and breakfast and something unclear happened where either I saw this on television and / or in my mind and / or the dream jumped to follow Alice as the main character of the dream, and Alice was in The United States after sneaking away from whatever country we were in on our trip (she probably took an airplane).
She felt like visiting The United States again and she decided to contact some corrupt police officers who were blackmailing her after catching her doing something earlier in the dream during a forgotten part of the dream when we were visiting The United States, the corrupt police officers who were all men with light-color skin wearing black police uniforms were offering her a clean slate (fresh start) if she agreed to do something to a dangerous biker gang (outlaw motorcycle club), and so Alice accepted their offer to end the corrupt police officers from blackmailing her and because she wanted some fun / adventure / danger / a chance to do something illegal and get away with it I assume.
Alice met the corrupt police officers in a quiet parking lot near a street outside of a small mobile home or mobile building, they told her what they wanted her to do and they made their deal, and they left so that Alice could enter the building that belonged to the dangerous biker gang to complete her mission.
I assumed that she was going to kill the biker gang, something unclear happened where a female friend of Alice with light-color skin showed up to help Alice, and Alice sneaked into the building while the female friend stood outside keeping watch I assume; and Alice seemed to really be enjoying this mission.
Alice completed the mission and called the corrupt police officers, they told Alice to wait inside the building and then maybe they came and picked up something (maybe money) and they left telling Alice and her friend to wait a bit longer before leaving, and after the corrupt police officers drove away I heard them saying that they were not sure if they could trust Alice to keep this quiet so they were going to have her killed.
After they left the dangerous biker gang showed up, the corrupt police had somehow tipped them off I guess, and they attacked the female friend outside and they attacked Alice from behind (some of them ran into the mobile building) when she was looking outside to see what was going on and they sat Alice in a chair at a table where they tied her up in front of a trap with a gun on it that would shoot her in the face once the trap was triggered.
The corrupt police had betrayed them and gotten what they wanted, and I assume that the biker gang thought that Alice was the thief and had stole it for herself and still had whatever was taken from them (I assume illegally earned money) so they were trying to torture her for answers but they probably did not believe Alice or Alice did not think that they would believe her.
Her friend was possibly dead but I am not sure, I just know that when one of the biker gang members (a woman with light-color skin, there were men and women in the biker gang) walked off for a moment Alice managed to untie herself and run to a window to scream for help and she screamed rape, and groups of people with dark-color skin with black hair who were across the street heard her and turned to look and come over to see what was going on.
The biker gang started to panic and Alice fought her way outside, to the approaching people, and so the biker gang fled on their motorcycles et cetera to avoid being identified because someone had called the police at this point; but I am not sure where Alice’s friend was at this point.
Alice knew that the corrupt police would try to arrest and / or kill her if they were to find out that she was still alive, and so she fled to avoid the police.
In my part of the dream I had guessed where Alice might have sneaked away to so I took an airplane to The United States to find Alice, and I happened to learn about all of this either from somehow seeing it on television and / or in my mind and / or somehow also still being aware of Alice’s part of the dream so I was driving to the meeting spot when I happened to see Alice fleeing and I told her to get inside my automobile and lay down in the back seat to avoid being seen.
I continued driving as Alice laid down in the back seat and I asked her why did she trick me and leave the country without telling me and put her life in danger et cetera, and I asked how many other times had she down things like this and it seemed that maybe she was often doing things like this which is why she often gave me so many excuses and was distant and away so much.
I asked what did she plan on doing about the corrupt police officers who would likely put her on the wanted list if they found out that she was alive, but we were not sure what to do about them for now (killing them before they could do this was one possibility).
I wondered why was she even in a relationship with me, did she want to be or was this just temporary for her or what, was she only with me because I slightly somehow reminded her of John Luther, and I wondered if this is what life would be like if we continued to stay together and would I be able to handle this and would I want this so should I end our relationship now or give it a chance.
She almost got herself killed and still could be killed and / or arrested by the corrupt police officers, if she became wanted then even leaving the country might not be enough and if I helped anymore then I could be caught up in it, but I woke up as I drove and thought about this and talked to her as we tried to figure out what to do while trying to avoid the police.
My memory of this dream is unclear but I know that it took place during the day.
This is a guess but I assume that maybe a male politician and / or a high level police officer (maybe police chief or someone like that) with light-color skin possibly sent me on an undercover operation to try to cleanup a community that they said was overrun by gangs, illegal drug dealers, maybe pimps, crime, et cetera.
This is a guess but I think that the plan was to have me go undercover and somehow get the gangs and drug dealers and pimps and other criminals et cetera to turn against each other and destroy each other I assume, but that is a wild guess.
All that I remember is going undercover in this community that was probably a low-income mostly African American community, I probably identified some of the gangs and drug dealers and other major players in the community, and I guess I set the plan in motion to get them to turn on each other.
One of the main players was a large man with dark-color skin with black hair who was probably a drug dealer and who knows what else, he probably controlled the community, and at some point the gangs et cetera turned on each other and then the people in the community who were tired of the gangs et cetera then attacked the gangs et cetera.
A chain reaction was started and the community attacked the major players in the community, and they took out the main drug dealer and leader by killing him I think.
I was not expecting that, I remember the main leader begging for his life as the mob of angry people attacked his headquarters, and during this chain reaction I realized that I had been tricked by the politician and / or police officer.
I can not remember the details but I figured out that he or they were corrupt and that this undercover operation was fake, it was meant to help him or them achieve several goals (like maybe being elected to a higher position among several other goals), and they knew that surviving gangs other gangs et cetera would take over where the major players left off and the cycle would continue.
As I was leaving I saw a new broadcast showing the politician and / or police officer giving a press conference outside announcing the successful mission of cleaning up that neighborhood, he smiled and lied, but I knew the truth.
The next thing that I remember is confusing but I think that I had one more job to do for the politician and / or police officer, and somehow my brother CC and maybe my mom were involved too.
This last operation was a false flag type operation where my brother CC, my mom, and I would go downtown and set up a fake shooting for the public to witness to make crime seem worse than it really is.
We were given an Uzi (maybe blanks or special ammunition or real ammunition) and a motorcycle, my mom was driving and my brother CC was the fake gunman, and I was the fake victim (who would be shot at but not shot).
I have no idea why we were going through with this operation because that is something that is against my beliefs in the real world and even in the dream once I learned the truth in the previous part, and that is not like me or most of us at all.
Anyway, we went to a fictional version of downtown in front of city hall across from where The BP Library should be, and so I guess this was a fictional version of the city of D maybe.
We waited until there were some witnesses (in this case at least one random couple (man and woman) sitting in a car in the parking lot) and then we started the operation, I walked across the street where the witnesses could see me, and then my mom and my brother CC drove the motorcycle up the street and started shooting at me with the Uzi while driving around chasing me as I ran around taking cover behind things.
We put on a good show and then my mom and my brother CC made their escape while I did the same as I ran pretending to be running for my life in fear, and we left the witnesses there so that they could talk to the police and news crews et cetera.
Things were going good until I noticed another motorcycle with two men on it with light-color skin and one of them looked like a tougher / rougher version of the actor Alfie Allen, they saw my mom and my brother CC escaping, and they drove after them to stop them.
They managed to stop them and I tried to catch up, tougher Alfie attacked my brother CC and they started fighting, and then the other man went help Alfie but my former male classmate JC ran and attacked that man to help my brother CC.
I finally caught up and I tried to stop the fight, which worked, but that is all that I can remember.
Dream 2
My memory of this short dream is too unclear and messed up and probably error filled.
All that I can remember is that it took place during the day and I was standing outside with some of my former classmates like my former male classmate DH and maybe some other people.
We were playing some kind of game that possibly involved the previous dream, the game possibly involved closing your eyes or being blind folded and then spun around, and then you would open your eyes and maybe try to guess something or answer something et cetera about the previous dream maybe but I am not sure.
I just remember that it was my turn and I remember my former classmate DH having a complaint about my response that involved it being hard for me to see at first and I was a bit off-balance once I opened my eyes and I gave my opinion on why that is, but he disagreed and he told me his opinion.
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