Feeling Like A Loser | Evan Stone Paints

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that during the day in the city of D I went to a fictional house on T Street not far from the church closest to the P Elementary School to visit some fictional young people (maybe preteens or younger) I knew who I would sometimes go visit, and their mom was there.

They were some young people who had probably once invited me to visit them, so I did and since then I would sometimes stop by to visit them.

They were a lot younger than me, and they were still in public school, so this felt weird.


Dylann Storm Roof Being Transported By Helicopter

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*I think that my Windows Defender problem was being caused by a problem with Windows itself (maybe a program had corrupted some Windows files or something like that) that was fixed when I reset Windows after installing Windows 10 (I used the rest option for a clean install)*

Dream 1

Part of all of my dreams from last night involved me doing full scans with Microsoft’s free antivirus Windows Defender (not the terrible spyware only scanner Windows Defender that was built into Windows Vista and Windows 7, I am talking about the one that is built into Windows 8 and Windows 8.1 and Windows 10, which is like Microsoft Security Essentials but Microsoft made the stupid and illogical decision to name it Windows Defender instead of Microsoft Security Essentials or Microsoft Antivirus or Microsoft Antimalware which is confusing because it is different from the original Windows Defender; and so this causes unnecessary confusion), but the full scans would never finish because they would scan way too slowly (about two files every few seconds, sometimes there is a freeze or pause in the scan and timer/countdown, et cetera) which is a bug that I and some other people are dealing with in the real world; we can quick scan and custom scan at normal speeds, but full scans move so slowly that it would take days or a week or weeks to finish a full scan which never was a problem for me until now so I have been trying to troubleshoot it in the real world and during parts of my dreams from last night.

All that I can remember of the first dream is talking to the actors Shia LaBeouf and Jon Bernthal and another man who I can not remember, I am not sure if we were outside first and then we went inside a house in a large bathroom-like room with mirrors on one wall or not, but I do know that the dream took place during the day; and somehow I ended up talking to them.

I remember talking to them about some of the films and television shows that they were in like the film Fury and I remember talking to Mr. LaBeouf about various things like his public image and jokes about him, his costar Christy Carlson Romano from the television show Even Stevens, and about how to spell and pronounce his last name because depending on the spelling and pronunciation it could be the French word(s) that translate in English to mean the beef; but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This was my most interesting and confusing dream from last night, all that I can remember of this dream is either flying in an aircraft or driving by boat or driving by automobile during the day with another person on or near or over a highway like the highway from the city of W to the city of LC, and we saw a helicopter transporting the alleged Charleston Church Shooter Dylann Roof (Dylann Storm Roof).

Either another helicopter with fully armored (helmets, bullet resistant vests, knee pads, elbow pads, et cetera) and armed (assault rifles) US soldiers (probably US Army in dessert camouflage combat uniforms with a standard combat gear) flew next to it and the soldiers boarded the helicopter from the outside holding on to the outside of it or the soldiers were already on the helicopter, either way, the soldiers seemed to be on the helicopter to provide extra security to protect Dylann Storm Roof maybe; and I was a bit surprised to see so much security and that the soldiers seemed almost like Special Forces soldiers (almost, but not quite), and to see the US military helping provide security.

One of the soldiers, maybe a medic, started to have what seemed to be a panic attack as he held on to the outside of the helicopter and he either fell or jumped off the helicopter with another soldier helping him and a third soldier jumped after them after they alerted the other soldiers about the situation; and they parachuted and fell into a fictional small park-like area next to a street and sidewalk and ditch with water or small river when you are first entering the city of LC from the direction of the city of D.

I went to this area to make sure that they were okay, the helicopter continued flying on its mission to transport Dylann Storm Roof, and the three soldiers were on the ground with some of them being covered by their parachutes so I could not see if they were dead or alive or not; and I remember asking them if they were okay, they had a hard landing but two of them were okay and I helped one of them up and then he helped the other soldier up, but the medic was still not responding under his parachute.

They lifted the parachute and the medic was okay physically but he was still not doing so well mentally/emotionally, he was embarrassed and apologizing for his panic attack or whatever it was and still trying to recover, and then the other two soldiers asked where was The President (Barack Obama); and so they started looking around trying to find him before calling headquarters to announce that The President was missing and possibly injured or dead, and calling for backup immediately.

I noticed a golf-like hole that was just big enough that a person might fit in it that was not far from where the soldiers had landed, I looked in the hole and I saw President Obama stuck in it, and I told the soldiers that I found him; and I started reaching my hands in the hole to pull President Obama out of the hole, and while I was trying to do this I saw Hillary Clinton walking alone on the sidewalk past the tiny park-like area where we were.

Mrs. Clinton looked at the soldiers confused like she was wondering why they were here instead of being with the helicopter like she knew about their mission, she had no idea what had happened and she did not know that President Obama was with us trapped in a hole, and she seemed to be on her way to maybe a meeting about the mission and/or something else; and maybe President Obama was supposed to be at that meeting soon as well, that was just my guess, and Mrs. Clinton somewhat shrugged her shoulders and she kept walking without saying anything to us.

President Obama was able to grab my hands and arms, I started pulling him up, and then he was able to pull himself up the rest of the way; and after he climbed out of the hole I remember telling him that he was in pretty good shape for his age, and I joked about the situation of him climbing out of the hole.

Everyone was okay and they stopped to recover before deciding what to do next, but I woke up.

Dream 3

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day and I was sitting at the dining room table in my parent’s house, I am not sure if I was eating and drinking or not, but I do know that I was watching television; and there was a short video that was like a commercial or short of a pornography scene from some website that maybe had the word King in it, and their main male porn star/actor and a female porn start/actress were in the video.

They were outside by a swimming pool, the actress was in a bikini laying on her back on a lawn chair/whatever enjoying the sun while maybe reading a magazine, and the actor approached her wearing only swimming trunk; and the two went to talk, the video jumped around showing various parts like a teaser, and so it jumped from talking to kissing to touching to getting naked to having sex et cetera.

The actor kept bragging sometimes about how he was the main porn star/the king of porn stars of the website that he worked for, the video was short showing only brief scenes without showing much, and I remember being confused and wondering how was this allowed on television like this instead of a normal commercial; and then the video ended with the name of the website and the website address of where to buy and watch the full version of the pornographic video, but I woke up as I sat there in confusion wondering if this commercial was even legal and wondering if they allowed this commercial by mistake.

The end,

-John Jr



Hanging Out On A Roof & A Vikings Inspired Dream Where Ragnar Asks For Basic Support

I am not sure if this is one dream or two dreams, I only remember part of this dream or dreams, and I remember being in a fictional neighborhood during the late afternoon.

I was there with a young man and a young woman (with whitish colored skin and probably blondish colored hair) who were dating, they both lived in the neighborhood, and one of them was going to the home of the other to visit them & their mom (who also had whitish colored skin with blondish colored hair) & some of their friends their age.


Mr. Marcus Making A Movie While Almost In Debt

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Dream 1

I barely remember part of two dreams from last night, with the first dream taking place at a fictional hotel during the day and then later into the night & the next morning, and I was there with my family.

I can not remember most of the dream but I think that during the dream one or more of my brothers were having daydreams and/or dreams and/or stories that they were interacting with that appeared inside my dream.

It was like they were making their own movies and/or TV shows in my dream that were appearing in my dream world like parts of the dream, like they could project their dreams/daydreams into my dream or something, maybe.

I was probably able to take part in some of these dreams/daydreams that were movie and TV show-like, there were a variety of them, but I can not remember any of them.

The dream started in the day and went on until the night when we went to sleep probably, and the next morning we probably woke up to get ready; but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

The last dream involved Mr. Marcus who seemed to be having financial problems, and so he wanted to make a cheap film that he would direct / produce / star in / film / edit / et cetera; but he needed to hire one or more actresses, so he put an advertisement on Craigslist or something like that.

Actresses that saw his ad came to his house, which was in a somewhat nice neighborhood that looked like it was maybe in California with a few palm-like trees around, and his house was one floor.

Mr. Marcus had food and drinks, cheap ones to save money, for everyone to eat & drink; and he tried to make it seem that he had more money than he really had.

He had the actresses that were interested in being in the film start signing paperwork while he was going around greeting people and preparing everything, I think that he only wanted actresses instead of actors for his movie, but I could be wrong.

Mr. Marcus was probably not even sure if he would have enough to pay the actresses or not, I think that he was hoping that the film would make enough money so that he could pay them later, and so he was taking some serious risks with this film project of his.

If the film failed then he would be in debt and he would probably get sued by the actresses, but Mr. Marcus tried to stay positive and he continue pretending that everything was okay; but he realized that he would only be able to hire one or a few actresses, and so he would have to pick only a few of them who came.

One of the actresses who came was the pornographic actress A but I can not remember who else was there, and I think that maybe a man came to see Mr. Marcus; and I think that this man was his accountant or someone there to remind him that he did not have much money left.

The man went to talk with Mr. Marcus alone in one of the rooms, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂