Yesterday after work I was tired, so I took a break from researching which computer I am going to buy or build because my ancient custom-built computer from 2005 finally broke (probably the CPU, which is a first for me, but it is over 12 years old so rest in peace CPU) maybe last week, so I have been struggling trying to use a laptop that I got to work again because the keyboard keys are flat and hard to type on and the port on the motherboard that holds the keyboard cable in place is broken so sometimes the cursor will jump somewhere which messes you up and slows you down, anyway I took a nap to rest before the anime comes on, I woke up from a dream remembering it but I got up quickly and it left my mind.
After that nap I did not have enough time to type my dreams from yesterday before 5 1/2 hours of anime showed on Toonami so that is why I did not type my dreams then and will type them after I type this post, after watching anime I went to sleep on the living room couch, and I woke up remembering another dream but it left my mind too when I got up too quickly to get ready to get in bed.
I got awakened last night by people talking and making a lot of noise, and so I got up earlier than I wanted to; and I only barely remember part of my last dream.
The dream took place in two different places at the same time on Christmas Day, my brother CC was playing a maybe Killzone-like (I never played Killzone and I know nothing about the Killzone video game series, and so I could be wrong) video game in a room and I was in the room watching him play the video game, but the dream jumped between us being in the room and me being inside the video game as the main character of the video game that my brother CC was playing.
Inside the video game I was inside a level that took place outside on a gray day in a somewhat futuristic world at a construction site-like area, and I was wearing somewhat futuristic full dark-colored special forces/stealth-like body armor with even my entire head/face covered by a helmet/mask like the one on the Killzone video game cover or something like that and you could not see my eyes or mouth because maybe reddish colored glass-like material covered those areas or just the eye areas.
There were some futuristic soldiers wearing full armor somewhat like mine but heavier and darker with probably advanced assault rifle-like weapons patrolling the area, so I had to sneak around, and I remember sneaking to the largest incomplete structure/building in the area which was a multi-story probably mostly grayish/light blueish color metal building with incomplete walls/ceiling/floors/et cetera.
Sometimes the dream would jump back to the room where my brother CC and I were, I remember my brother CC was wondering what Christmas gifts he got this year, and he showed me a shorten/shortened Uzi-like submachine gun and a shorten/shortened pump-action shotgun that he had; and my Christmas gift for him was/were longer barrels and stocks for those two guns, but I did not tell him because I wanted him to be surprised.
Back in the video game I sneaked to an upper floor but two attractive women with whitish colored skin with dark-colored hair pinned up(?) to look professional wearing either sexy medical/scientific uniforms or sexy business uniforms or sexy futuristic military uniforms entered the room that I was hiding in like they knew that I was in the incomplete building and they were searching for me, and I think that I heard/saw them warning the soldiers in the area that I was in the area; and a few soldiers entered the room to get orders from the two women, and then they left to follow those orders.
The two women walked around the room talking with each other about the situation, I had to sneak around the room to avoid them seeing me as they walked around the room talking, but the dream switch back to the room where my brother CC and I were; and my brother CC stopped playing the video game because it was time to open our Christmas gifts.
I remember my brother CC opening the Christmas gift that I got him, he added the new barrels and stocks to his guns, and so both guns were longer/normal size now; but I got awakened by people talking and making noise.
I barely remember part of my last two dreams from last night, with both dreams taking place at my grandfather’s house during the day, and my uncle CE was in my grandfather’s yard in the first dream; but he left at some point, and I saw my cousin ME at some point but he left too.
I went over to my grandfather’s house to check his mail & get his newspaper for him and I noticed a sport utility vehicle (SUV) parked in the street & next to his house, and I thought that it belonged to my cousin ME or my uncle CE; and so I decided to drive the SUV in my grandfather’s yard so that it will not be in the street blocking traffic, the keys were already in the SUV.
After moving the SUV I started to wonder if it was really for my uncle CE or my cousin ME, and I started to worry a bit; but since it was close to where it previously was, I stopped being worried, knowing that who ever it was for would find it easily.
Dream 2
I am not sure if the next dream was connected directly to this dream or not, but I remember walking toward my grandfather’s yard and maybe someone called me to ask me to check my grandfather’s house; because a few strange automobiles were at his house, but I am not sure if someone really called me or if I felt that something was wrong.
Either way, I remember walking to my grandfather’s door which was open but the screen door was closed, and the house was dark; and I felt that someone was robbing the house and/or that my grandfather was in danger, and somehow I had a 12-gauge pump-action shotgun & I sneaked into the house to face who ever was in the house.
I entered the house quietly like I was trained in clearing houses & I was not afraid, I checked my corners, and I decided to clear the right side of the house first since I heard noises on the left side of the house; the right side of the house was clear, and so I crossed the middle room to the left side of the house next to my grandfather’s room, and down the hallway I heard voices.
I hid partly behind the doorway of the middle room pointing my shotgun down the hallway, and then I saw a man with a gun who seemed to be stealing stuff, and so I told him to stop what he was doing & to drop his gun & that I had a gun & that I did not want to hurt them but I would shoot if they did not stand down.
Instead of following my advice the man tried to shoot at me and so I went to shoot him, but the trigger on my shotgun was hard to press & it got stuck like it was messed up; the man fired a shot at me, but then I finally shot him, but then two or three other men ran out of the room shooting at me.
I tried to pump the shotgun action to release the shell but the action would not release the shell like it was messed up/stuck (I was shocked that the pump-action shotgun was messed up like that, since they are usually more reliable, and easier to un-jam), and so I had to run outside as the men chased me shooting at me (which was messed up, since I could have killed the men inside if it were not for my messed up shotgun, everything was going great until that point); and I wanted to move them away from my grandfather’s room (I am not even sure if he was in the house or not, but I did not want to risk them finding him, even if he was sleep), since they had not checked it yet.
The men ran outside through the hallway door toward their automobiles, and there were more men with guns with them by the automobiles; and they all looked and sounded like your stereotypical racist, country, militia, gun obsessed men.
I ran outside across from them by the mail box, and a short shoot-out began; but my shotgun was still messed up, and so I only was able to shoot one or two of the men, before my shotgun broke completely.
I was now unarmed, out-numbered, and afraid as the men yelled racist & angry things at me (yes they had annoying country accents) while trying to shoot me to death with pistols, rifles, and maybe a few shotguns; and so I ran inside of my grandfather’s house trying to throw things on the ground to slow them down, as I ran up stairs trying to find some of my grandfather’s old guns.
Unfortunately, the men reached the second floor before I could find a gun, and so I climbed to the roof to escape; and outside my grandfather’s yard I saw my dad doing yard work & I saw a fictional dog that I somehow knew, and so I yelled for my dad to get into my grandfather’s truck because some men with guns were trying to kill me.
I jumped off of the roof to the ground and I ran into my grandfather’s truck in the driver’s seat & I told the dog to jump in, the dog jumped in the truck took like he could understand me, and somehow my dad had the key to the truck; and so I cranked the truck up in a panic, and I started trying to reverse the truck to the street as the men ran outside shooting at us.
In my panic I accidentally woke myself up from the dream, after waking up I wanted to go back to sleep and fight the men with my dream powers if I could manage to go back into the dream as a lucid dream, but I could not go back to sleep since I had already slept long enough.
I can not remember most of my dream last night, but I remember being near my grandfather’s house & my aunt JE’s house in the day.
I was by a tree and near the tree was a fictional dock & pond/lake, and I remember having a black 20 gauge pump-action shotgun at some point, I think that it was a Mossberg 500; my uncle CE may have given it to me in the dream, because I remember seeing him at some point.
I remember my uncle CE trying to shoot at either a bee or wasp hive and/or an ant mound and/or an insect(s).
For a few days now I have finally felt like writing some of my dreams down again and as I was watching the film, Waking Life, was inspired to pause the film and actually type a dream or two to my blog; so that is what I will do now.
Dream 1
Last night I can not really remember the details of my dream or dreams, but it had something to do with me either signing up for, training for, thinking about signing up, or I was already in the military; but that is all I can remember.
Dream 2
A few days ago I had a dream that is somewhat unclear that started with me walking into a small building that looked like the hallway of my grandfather’s house and outside of it was a parking lot in or near a neighborhood park or something.
The beginning is unclear but I think people in the neighborhood were hanging out in the parking lot talking and stuff like that, almost like a small celebration or something was going on and I saw DE, my uncle CE, my cousin ME, and my other cousin ME in the parking lot as well.
I was in the building which had a closed-door on one end of the hall and an open door at the other end, which led to the parking lot, and what happened next is very unclear but I will try to describe what I think happened.
I think I saw a ninja-like person appearing in the hallway, he had been invisible at first, and I think he tried to attack someone or we thought he was going to; another man in the hallway had a gun I think and pointed it at the ninja-like man, I am not sure if he shot him or not but I remember trying to help the man with the gun.
The next thing I remember is the man and I used a room in the hallway to hide, we felt that something strange was going on, it seemed that some one or some group was trying to kill a person or persons in the parking lot; the ninja-like person probably was sneaking in the building to use it as a sniping place to kill someone.
We started to notice men slowly showing up in the parking lot that looked like members of different gangs, one of them was a Latin gang and they looked pretty dangerous; the different gang members were positioning themselves on different sides of the parking lot like they were preparing for a battle, but this was happening very slowly so everyone was trying to act normal even though you could tell people were starting to get worried.
Two members of the Latin gang tried to sneak through the building so the man and I took their guns and held them hostage in the room that we were hiding in to question them and try to avoid whatever they were planning; as we were doing this now and then other gang members tried to sneak through the building so we would capture them too; after a while we had captured at least 10 gang members.
One of them was Vin Diesel, he had a bag with him and in the bag was a strange pump-action shotgun that may have been a 20 gauge; the gun was mostly metal except the place that holds the shells it was fabric and tied, so I guess you would have to hold the gun down to chamber the next shell.
I asked Mr. Diesel how to load the shells, he told me and so I loaded the shotgun, and it had a carrying strap so I hung it around my neck & had a pistol in my pocket.
The man who was in the room with me would guard the gang members we had captured to avoid them escaping while I would guard the door, and wait for more gang members to sneak through, so I could stop them.
They all seemed to be trying to use the building as a place to sneak attack someone in the parking lot, but we kept preventing this from happening, we wanted to tell other people in the parking lot but the other gang members were there and we feared a shootout if we did tell the others; also we were afraid that the gang members that we had captured would escape and attack us.
I kept watching the parking lot from the building and I could see that the situation was getting very tense, people were starting to move to the edges of the parking lot except for the gang members; I felt that something bad would happen soon and I did not know what to do.
The man in the room and I were only two people trying to hold at least 10 gang members in one room and try to stop the others from fighting outside, it was no way we could handle the situation if something outside happened in my opinion; so I was very worried.
In the parking lot I saw my other cousin ME walking toward three men that were bigger than him and they started arguing, it appeared that they were going to jump him and they had a gang with them, so my cousin ME and uncle CE started to walk over there to back him up; I stood in the doorway trying to figure out what to do.
I noticed that the other gangs put their guns away or in their pockets, they did not have their guns in the open, and they all started to walk toward the argument; I had my shotgun ready but feared causing a shootout if people saw my gun so I walked back to the room in the building and gave the shotgun to the man; I told him to continue to guard the gang members that we had captured and that something big was about to happen outside so I told him to be on high alert.
I still had a pistol hidden in my pocket so I stood in the doorway wanting to go stop my cousin from fighting but I was afraid to leave the man in the room alone with all of those gang members, I feared that they would jump him and escape to kill or fight people in the parking lot; so I stood there and decided I would try to do what I could from the doorway if the gang members started shooting.
Before my cousin ME and uncle CE could reach my other cousin ME, the three men started attacking him, he was doing pretty good but the rest of the gang jumped in and had him on the ground; so my cousin ME ran over and tackled several of them, since he is pretty big, and my uncle CE started to fight some of them too.
Then almost everyone in the parking lot jumped into the fight, including all the gangs, it was chaos; I stood back trying to figure out what to do and I could not see my family members anymore since there were too many people.
I tried to come up with a plan, one plan was find my automobile and drive toward the fight, get out and grab my family members putting them into the automobile and then drive to the building to get the man in the room, and then escape; but I woke up.
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