All that I can remember of this dream is that I was working inside a fictional larger more modern and nicer-looking version of The BP Library, and someone or something seemed to be using mind control on several other people including a woman with most of her hair cut off who looked like or was Kristen Stewart and I.
I remember the mind control or whatever was negatively impacting my memory, I kept experiencing missing time, I probably kept feeling like I had lost consciousness several times, it was impacting my sleep in the real world and the dream itself, et cetera.
I only got a few hours of sleep last night, but I still had some dreams and managed to remember barely part of three even though I had more.
Dream 1
This dream involved my male cousin DE showing up somewhere outside like he wanted something, I was inside, and I remember complaining to someone about him and not wanting him around right now.
The end of this dream took place during the day and something happened that I can not remember where I ended up going with a fictional young woman with light-color skin with short dark-color hair who somehow knew a family member of mine (maybe they were friends or dated or were classmates but I can not remember) to a house along maybe a pier-like area.
Somehow my family member who knew her did not join us and so I was left alone with this young woman who I did not really know, and at the house was most of her family (parent’s, siblings, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandparents, et cetera) who all had light-color skin.
Her family was very relaxed and very unpolitically correct and my presence there did not effect / affect them at all, it was like I was not even there mostly, and they were having a good time and they did not hold things back when they spoke so they would say offensive things sometimes and things that many people would not say around guests.
Their family was very close and age did not seem to matter so family members of various ages all talked to each other, it was nice to see this, but I felt a bit uncomfortable and like an outsider.
At some point one of the young women in the family brought her boyfriend over who looked somewhat like the model Jeremy Meeks, he was introduced to the family, and I remember them asking him: What are you?
Because of his skin color and eye color and other features they were not sure how to classify him in their race system, and so they were trying to guess which so-called race(s) he was a part of.
I remember them guessing: “Part white, part black, and maybe something else.”.
He maybe replied: “I am not sure exactly, but I am guessing part white and maybe part black.”.
I do not believe in or support race or the race system (so I guess I am anti-race) so this bothered and annoyed me a bit and I felt a bit sorry for them as they struggled with this made up human categorization system that does not make sense or physically exist in modern humans as far as I know scientifically, and I started to prepare what I might say if asked and / or if I decided to share my opinion and the current scientific opinion on race.
I practiced my response in my mind but I am not sure if I got to use it or not, and that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Dream 2
The end of this dream took place at a fictional house that was possibly partly inspired by The E House in the living room at least, and it took place during the evening or night at the end of the dream at least.
An earlier forgotten part of this dream took place outside, and I saw at least one puppy outside a fenced yard.
Most of my family was inside this house except for probably my brother CC and his family, and I was in a bedroom with the door open sitting at a desk on a computer multi-tasking with my back facing the open door.
I got to talk to some of my family during this and at some point when my mom was walking past my door a bunch of tabs (web pages) inside my browser opened up of pornographic images, I remember at least one of them being of the PAMR, and I remember quickly exiting out of them and my mom did not seem to notice as she walked by saying something.
I did not know how that had happened, after dealing with this I decided to take a walk, and eventually I went outside to see the puppy from earlier in the forgotten parts of the dream and another puppy who seemed to be trapped in a fenced yard so I walked over to let them out.
The puppies followed me through an open side gate that was already open so they probably had entered the yard from there but then did not remember the way back out, and so I closed the gate to prevent them from getting back inside.
Outside the side of the yard was a slightly raised area with some kittens, some baby rabbits, and now the puppies and they all were playing together to my surprise.
It was a very cute scene and all of them let me pet them, this brought a smile to my face, and then I walked back to the house and I went inside.
As I was walking through the living room, which had brick walls that looked like The E House bricks and was rectangular and mostly open, I heard and maybe slightly saw the actor Vin Diesel in an open bedroom possibly across from the kitchen with a woman.
I then saw my coworker Mr. JF in his wheelchair coming from a hallway through the living room like maybe he was going to or from the bathroom or kitchen, I greeted him, and then he continued to another room not far from where Vin Diesel and the woman were and I heard Mr. Diesel complain and tell the woman: “It’s that guy again.” like they did not like my coworker Mr. JF and / or like he was interrupting them again so they stopped to wait for him to pass by and my coworker Mr. JF made an annoyed facial expression like he heard them talking about him and he continued in his wheelchair.
The lights were on in the living room so I tried to turn them off but the light switch did not turn them off, I tried pulling the cord on the lights but that failed as well oddly, and so I decided to make sure that the curtains and windows were closed at least.
I then noticed that two of the curtains were torn so you could see outside the windows, and so I went to tell my parent’s about this.
My dad told me that this house was being sold by someone they knew who I can not remember, maybe Mr. E, and that someone else was possibly interested in buying it but they did not want anyone moving into this house which was near our house I assume so they were pretending to be interested in buying this house to hopefully prevent the other person or family from trying to buy the house.
Our family was being allowed to live at the house for 1 month to see if we want to buy it or not, and so my parent’s planned on wasting time hoping to get the other potential buyers to think that we were buying it or had bought it so that they would hopefully give up.
I was surprised by this because this is not something that my parent’s would do, especially my mom and I possibly said this, but it was a pretty smart plan.
I did not want anyone moving in near us either because I enjoyed the quiet and privacy but this was wrong morally in my opinion and I said so, but I was not going to stop my parent’s because part of me hoped that their plan would work while part of me thought that it was wrong.
I also considered the possibility that we would actually end up really wanting to buy the house, if so, then this would be legitimate and I would not feel bad about it.
But I woke up.
I have no idea why Vin Diesel and my coworker Mr. JF were there exactly but my wild guess is that Mr. Diesel was possibly associated with being a family member because I have had one or more past dreams where he was my cousin so maybe that is why he was there, and maybe my coworker Mr. JF was there because me and him are going to be roommates during our work trip to the city of NO later this year for a library convention.
I went to bed late last night, I woke up about two times during the night without voice recording my dreams, I woke up somewhat early this morning to my surprise, and so I forgot all of my dreams except for barely part of my last dream which is very unclear/incomplete/confusing.
The dream took place in a slightly fictional version of the city of D during the day and I was walking and/or driving around near the highway/road somewhat near where Dairy Queen should be near Eastside, and I came across my former male classmate ME.
I talked with my former classmate ME and he had one or more things/injuries/conditions/problems/et cetera bothering him that he needed healed, and we came across our former female classmate EM; and our former classmate EM told us that she could make some healing potions for our former classmate ME, and she would show us how to make the healing potions.
But first she wanted us to come to a meeting at the C Elementary School later and then she would make the healing potions for us and show us how to make them, we agreed to her offer/deal and we said our goodbyes, and our former classmate EM left; and we went to my parents’ yard until it was time for the meeting at the C Elementary School.
While my former classmate ME and I were in my parents’ yard talking outside the window of my brother GC’s room one or more people came outside to talk with us, maybe my mom and/or dad and/or one of my brothers and/or my cousin ME, and one or two blackish colored puppies walked into our yard near us from our neighbors’ yard who live in the B House across the street (these puppies exist in the real world).
Eventually it was time for the meeting at C Elementary School and we drove there and we went inside a small dimly lit fictional room with brownish colored metal bleachers/stadium-style seating, our former classmate EM and some of our other former classmates and several unknown people were there, and the meeting started but I can not remember what the meeting was about.
Eventually the meeting ended and we briefly talked with several people, I asked my former classmate EM about the healing potions but she seemed a bit reluctant, and she told me to meet her in another room in a few minutes; and so a few minutes later I met her in another room alone, she was a bit hesitant, but eventually she started making the healing potions.
After she finished making the healing potions I brought our former classmate ME into the room so that our former classmate EM could explain each healing potion to us and show us how to make them, and we were going to let our former classmate ME drink the healing potions to test them; but I woke up as our former classmate EM was explaining the healing potions to us and showing us how to make them.
I can only barely remember part of several short dream fragments that I had at the end of the night, and for some unknown reason(s) I forgot my other longer dream(s) that I had earlier during the night.
Dream 1
All that I can remember of my first dream is that it involved maybe a video game world showing maybe a documentary where refugees from a fictional maybe North Korea-like country were being interviewed about their experiences inside the fictional country, and when they escaped the fictional country.
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