Once again I only remember barely part of two boring parts of two dreams even though I know that I had more dreams, and my sleep and dreams were interrupted several times from sore arms from probably lifting weights everyday and increasing the weight and difficulty recently.
This dream possibly involved someone’s father dying and this person was probably the oldest child who was in charge of the inheritance (the beneficiary), their sibling et cetera were probably giving them a hard time as they tried to handle things according to the wishes of the dead father et cetera, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
This dream involved me editing YouTube videos for various YouTubers, I would do minor edits on mostly older videos, which included adjusting tags and categories et cetera.
It seemed that a lot of YouTubers would come to me for help for some reason, and so I seemed to be well-known in the YouTube community I assume.
As I was editing old videos I noticed that most of them were demonetized at first until I edited them, then they would become monetized again, but then many of them would get demonetized again because of the new and annoying and constantly changing advertiser friendly rules on YouTube so YouTube would send an email saying that the videos were demonetized again for various reasons.
I was confused by this because most or all of the videos did not seem to have any inappropriate content, many of them involved people exploring ruins and old abandoned buildings et cetera, and so this did not make sense to me.
I remember letting the YouTubers know about this, and I remember helping a female YouTuber with light-color skin with long maybe brown / yellow hair in person as we sat at a computer as I showed her this.
But that is all that I can remember of this dream.
But that is all that I can remember of that part of the dream, and another part of the dream possibly involved me thinking about information about orgonite and how last night while looking up information about it again I finally found the name of the website/seller/vendor who I bought my orgonite pendant from years ago, and his name/website name was Uboslav but that website no longer exists and his new website is showing up as a blank page for me and his YouTube channel and social media accounts have not been updated in a year or more.
But that is all that I can remember.
All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day and maybe some of my family, my uncle CE, random families (parents and children), one or more employees (workers), and I were where the garden by The G House used to be and where the back driveway for The E House is and where the area to the left side of where The R Trailer (Mobile Home) used to be.
One or more people had this area set up where people could pay to come play games, video games, see various non-human animals like a mini-zoo, visit various booths, and more and I had false memories of this place from when I was a kid and this place was now opened again it seemed for the first time in many years but it was very lacking compared to how it was in my false memories of it from when I was a kid.
I remember walking with my uncle CE around looking at the cages of various non-human animals, my uncle CE was trying to show off his knowledge of the various animals by constantly talking about them, and he even opened one of the cages of snake worms or snake caterpillars that looked like worms or caterpillars but were possibly a type of snake.
He picked up one of them and he put it on maybe my arm, it crawled on me while my uncle CE told me about it, and then he put it back in the cage with the others.
Something caught the attention of my uncle CE so he pulled me over to it by grabbing me by my the hand and pulling me over there and showing it to me while walking me around by hand almost like a kid, he was constantly trying to show off his knowledge and manliness it seemed which is normal for him, but him grabbing me by the hand and pulling/walking me around like a kid was completely out of character for him and so even in the dream this confused me and was strange and out-of-place but I assumed that he just got overly excited or was partly drunk or something like that.
After getting free from my uncle CE I looked around in sadness by how terrible and boring this place was compared to my false memories of it from when I was a kid, back then there was much to do and see and it looked nice, but now it was barely anything and boring and ugly with many missing things and ruins of old things that used to be there.
I looked around at the family of parents and children feeling bad for them because they had missed out on how great this place used to be, it was sad thinking that a new generation of people would grow up only knowing this place in its current sad state and that this would be all that they would know, and I looked around at the ruins that they had not bothered to clean up and the clear empty spaces where things used to be and I only remember seeing one old arcade machine that was possibly still there and possibly still working.
I compared my false childhood memories of this place with how it was now, I remember feeling so sad that I started tearing up and I wanted to cry as I remembered good times from my childhood, and how so many things and people and places et cetera that I remembered were now gone/dead/destroyed/changed/et cetera and I missed some of those things/people/places/memories/times/et cetera and I wished that I experience those things/places/people/times/et cetera again and/or that I could bring them back (so maybe part of this dream was also inspired by the Japanese animated film Children Who Chase Lost Voices).
As I was tearing up and trying to stop myself from crying I noticed in the distance to my right side that a boy with dark-brown skin with short black hair was staring at me, and so I turned away and I said something to my family trying to act like things were normal hoping that he did not notice that I had almost started crying.
I assumed that he had noticed this but I put on this act anyway just in case, and I woke up as I tried to recover.
All that I can remember of the end of this dream is that it took place during the day in the city of D, and I think that I was walking up the street by the C Elementary School.
In front of the bus stop and parking lot was the ruins of a small part of an old mobile home (a small part of the right side of the mobile home) that used to belong to a thin old man with dark-brownish colored skin who wore maybe a blueish colored baseball cap (hat) who used to sit outside and talk to people walking by who died many years ago, I had fake memories of this, and these memories were so real that I was confused in the dream and in the real world when I woke up later.
Even though I had memories of this, it seemed odd that the school and the man’s family would leave these ruins of his mobile home there all these years, and I started to wonder if my memories were even real because I started to partly remember real memories of this not being there.
My thinking got interrupted by my dad who arrived to maybe paint part of the bus stop for his job with the BP School Board, I remember talking with my dad about some of my memories, and I probably asked him why has the BP School Board and the C Elementary School and the man’s family not removed the ruins of the mobile home after all of these years.
I assumed that maybe it was just laziness but it looked so terrible and it was blocking part of the bus stop, and so that did not make sense to me as an excuse.
I barely remember part of my first dream from last night that took place during a gray and depressive looking day in what seemed to be the city of D after a disaster of some kind, and the character Ygritte from the TV show Game Of Thrones was traveling with a man who(m) she possibly had recently married.
They seemed to be searching for food, water, shelter, supplies, et cetera because the city looked messed up (maybe debris/ash/snow/et cetera) and mostly abandoned like there were not many survivors left; and they reached the shopping center by W Park.