Killing In Self-Defense And Destroying The Evidence And Talking To Military Recruiter DJ

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I barely remember part of the end of one dream from last night, and I forgot most of this dream and my other dreams after getting caught in a quicksand-like cycle of sleeping/dreaming/daydreaming/awaking that happened after the only dream that I remember part of from last night.

In this quicksand-like cycle at the end I kept dreaming, daydreaming, and thinking that I was on my brother GC’s computer & that I accidentally kept sending an incomplete / error-filled / spam-looking message on a contact form on someone’s website that seemed like a spam message because my message was incomplete/error-filled; and I accidentally kept sending the message with my brother GC’s email address in the from section because his email address would always automatically be shown in the from section because he was logged in with his account.

I kept trying to send another message to let the person know that my first message was a mistake & to send it with my email address in the from section, but I would mess up again making the same mistakes accidentally; and this cycle would repeat over & over, and sometimes I would wake up partly thinking that this really happened; but then I would go back to sleep, and the cycle would continue.

Before this quicksand-like cycle I remember part of the end of one dream where I was at my grandfather’s house it seemed, before this part in the dream something happened earlier in the dream somewhere else where someone tried to kill me (probably someone I knew who followed me to an isolated area  to kill me & who I tried to talk to get them to stop trying to kill me, but they would not stop trying to kill me) & I killed them in self-defense which was very unfortunate, and this bothered me but I felt that the police would not believe me so I called my parent’s telling them to come meet me & when they arrived I told them about what happened to get their opinion(s).

They agreed with me that they were afraid that the police would not believe me (the person who I killed in self-defense must have had police/government/corporate/high-level connections maybe or something because we felt that almost no one would believe that I killed them in self-defense I guess), and so we decided to get rid of the dead body (corpse); and we probably destroyed as much of the dead body as we could, cleaned up the area where the death happened the best that we could, and we probably hid/threw away what was left of the dead body if there was much left.

We then agreed not to talk about it with anyone else and not to talk about it at all to prevent anyone from learning about what happened, even though I had only defended myself, and I did not like this at all; but I/we felt that no one would believe me if we told the police, and so we did what we did because of that.

Later in the dream I went to my grandfather’s house or what looked like it but I am not sure why I went there & my memory is too unclear, I just remember coming across my former classmate DJ (who joined the military in real life before or after we graduated from high school years ago) & several other people who were at the house, and I remember asking DJ if he would talk with me about the military because in this dream he was either a military recruiter or had been one.

I was thinking about possible job/career options, and I just wanted to get some more information about the military as I consider my options; and so I made this clear to DJ, and we went into what is supposed to be my grandfather’s bedroom to talk about the military but I woke up as DJ talked with me about the military.

The end,

-John Jr

Stone Cold Steve Austin Teaches

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Last night I barely remember part of one of my dreams, which started like a normal realistic dream where I was in D, and I went to check/get my grandfather’s mail & newspaper early in the morning for him since he does not check his own mail & newspaper anymore.

I saw my uncle CE’s truck and as I walked closer to the mailbox, I heard my uncle CE & one of my aunts talking & laughing inside my grandfather’s house, and so I assumed that one of my aunts had come from out-of-town to visit my grandfather; and so my uncle CE came to visit his sister.

I decided to not go inside my grandfather’s house, I probably put the mail & newspaper by the door, but I can not remember what happened after this point; but I probably drove and/or walked somewhere.

At some point came back to my grandfather’s yard and someone walked into the yard, it was Stone Cold Steve Austin, who reminds me of my uncle CE; and at some point he was teaching me about exercising, self-defense, and various repair / maintenance / technical / life skills.

Mr. Austin knew a lot of stuff to my surprise and he seemed to like sharing/showing off his knowledge like my uncle CE, and so I asked questions & paid close attention; but I can not remember the rest of the dream.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

Killing In Self-Defense

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Lazy Overview:

Last night I remember part of my last dream which involved my cousin DE, my mom, and I driving to LC in the day time.

My mom was driving and when we reached the bridge that leads from MB to LC, most of the bridge was gone, and in place of it was some wooden boards. 😀

So my mom dropped my cousin DE and I off so we could walk, and I guess she was going to drive around another way & pick us up on the other side in LC or something.

My cousin DE and I walked cautiously across the boards, it was a bit scary, since we could see the water under us; there were some other people walking as well and some people were actually very slowly driving over the boards.

At some point we reached the other side and there was an area with other people who had walked and a small field-like area on side of the road somewhat near the Walmart.

I can not remember what happened except that I remember seeing two suspicious looking men, among the people, as my cousin DE and I waited for my mom.

At some point one of the men approached us and said something to me, that hinted that the two men had something to do with why my mom had not shown up yet, and so I got worried and angry; but in this dream I felt a bit weak like in real life, after my semi-near death experience.

I asked the man what happened to my mom and where was she, but he just smiled, I then called my mom with my mobile phone but she did not answer; and so I grabbed the man and asked him the questions louder and then he pulled out a small pocket knife, since I felt weak, I decided to use my grappling skills.

I managed to grab the man’s arm and take him to the ground using my weight and I took the knife, as my cousin DE stood there in shock; but the other man pulled out a combat knife and came running to attack me from behind, so I started trying to kill the man who I was fighting on the ground before his friend could reach me.

I started to stab and cut the man on the ground with me with the small pocket knife and I yelled for my cousin DE to help me, since the other man was about to attack me too, but he was in shock and just stood there.

The other man stabbed me from behind, but not deep, and then I grabbed his arm; I then used my weight to partially pin both men down, even in my weakened state, and I stabbed them to death.

The other man stabbed me a few times as the three of us wrestled on the ground, but since I was holding his arm, he could not stab me deeply; the fight was slow & realistic, it took a lot of stabs & cuts with the small knife for me to kill both men.

I then stopped to catch my breath and I was still on the ground as the two men lay there dead with blood around the area, and I told my cousin DE that we had to find my mom; I was worried about her and I hoped that she was still alive, but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂