Getting Massaged At Work

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I remembered a variety of dreams but did not voice record them each time that I woke up and when I woke up for work I forgot to record my dreams, and so it was not until late afternoon while at work that I realized that I did not voice record my dreams.

At that point I forgot them, but while working I remembered part of the first dream.

In the evening while lifting weights outside I remembered part of the second dream.

During the night while jogging outside I remembered part of the third dream, but my other remember dreams were forgotten.

I also remembered that one day recently I had a dream where I was starting to have sex I think, but that is all that I can remember of that dream because I woke up while it was happening or starting.

Dream 1

The end of this dream took place at The BP Library and I was working at my shelver job shelving books in the new book section, and two of my female coworkers were at the front desk behind me.

Out the corner of my left eye I saw a woman enter the library behind me and she walked in my direction from behind me, and I saw her reaching for me and she grabbed me by the shoulders from behind and she started massaging my shoulders and back and arms.

I was shocked and confused and I was not sure what to do in this awkward situation, I looked at my two female coworkers in confusion, and I greeted the woman and I asked her if she needed help with anything as she continued to massage me from behind.

I can not remember what she said but I think that she said that she was just helping me out by giving me a massage, I still was not sure how to handle this situation, but I thanked her for trying to help me hoping that she would stop but she did not.

It did not seem like a friendly massage but a sexual massage, and the woman probably starting commenting about my muscles et cetera as she continued to massage me in an increasingly sexual way from behind as I stood there confused and uncomfortable and embarrassed and not sure how to handle this and I was not sure who the woman was I did not really get a good look at her because she was behind me.

I probably started trying to politely respond to the woman in a way to hopefully end this, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream involved a father and son working together, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 3

Near the end of this dream it was afternoon and an angry somewhat unstable version of our neighbor Mr. RD seemed to be starting a small store in a storage building on bricks down the street near where a church should be.

I went inside the store and there were tables set up with various items for sale and honey buns was one of the items, Mr. RD was probably setting things up and deciding on prices, and I seemed to be helping him almost like I was working there too.

At some point I left back home and on my way back I heard Mr. RD talking loudly and angrily with someone inside his house with the front door open, and he was talking to my dad.

Mr. RD was complaining about how my dad helps people and he was talking a bit like a Christian preacher at times like maybe he was a preacher in this dream but I am not sure, and Mr. RD felt that my dad was too kind and helped people too much.

Mr. RD believed that people should have to work and help themselves mostly, anyway, I walked home.

Later in the evening I returned to the store which was open and lit up, there was someone shopping inside but Mr. RD was not there, and then a woman with light-color skin with long dark-color hair entered the store wanting to buy some honey buns but either they were sold out or there was only one left.

The woman asked me how much a certain item cost, I assumed that it was $1 but I was not sure, and so I was going to try to find Mr. RD to ask him but the woman walked outside trying to pay for it herself by mashing buttons on a cash register that was outside on a table that was not there earlier in the dream like she possibly worked as a cashier before.

The cash register did not open so the woman asked me if I worked there, I told her that I was not sure, and that I would go ask Mr. RD about how much that item cost and that someone wanted to buy it.

She was in a rush so she said that she would leave the money under the cash register, and then she left in her automobile.

I walked toward Mr. RD’s house wondering why I could not remember if I worked at his store or not, I also was going to recommend that he put price tags on all items, and I was going to find out if he was officially open for business or not and I was going to recommend that he keep the cash register inside.

But I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

Arnold Schwarzenegger Singing In French?

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Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that it involved a family (husband, wife, at least two young songs, and maybe a young daughter) with light-color skin, my family was possibly in the dream at some point but I can not remember, and I am not sure if I was myself or if I was the oldest (adult) son in this family.

There was a flashback of something that happened in the past where maybe some creatures or some kind of natural and / or paranormal and / or supernatural threats attacked Earth I assume (I can not remember what they looked like, there were probably several different kinds, and maybe one typed was small and could fly looked somewhat like an ice wrath from the video game The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim except that it did not look ice-like), and this family and / or my family and I hid inside a somewhat hidden area inside a house-like building.

Inside this house-like building there was a hallway and one of the rooms in this hallway was possibly a small closest with a small vent or semi-hidden door that was up on the wall or on the ceiling that allowed you to reach hidden attic-like area in the house-like building, and the family and / or my family and I hid in there during the attack.

Some of the threats entered the house by breaking a window and they reached the hallway, but they did not find them and / or us so they and / or we survived.

I assume that the attack was short and ended worldwide suddenly I assume, that was the past, and the dream jumped from that flashback to the present.

It was daytime and the family was inside the house-like building and I was there but I am not sure if I was myself or not, and I am not sure if my family was there at some point or not.

There was talk of the possibility of another attack by the creatures or threats, and so the family and I were talking about the situation and preparing to hide.

The family had not taken any precautions since the last attack to my surprise and disappointment, but there was no time to prepare now so we made our way to our hiding spot.

The news and / or maybe a warning siren signaled the start of the attack, we hid until the attack was assumed to be over, but one of the young sons wanted to go outside even though we told him now and he ran outside anyway even though the news had not given the all-clear yet.

One of the other sons wanted to go outside too so he ran outside as well, and I followed after them to make sure that they were okay and to try to get them back inside.

Things seemed clear outside at first, I told the boys to get back inside, but they thought that it was safe.

Then we saw a dog getting chased by one of the creatures or threats, maybe it was one of the ice wrath-like threats, and so I told them to get inside and we ran inside as the threat killed the dog and we probably saw one or more other type threats before we got back inside.

We returned to the hiding spot, the kids were a bit in shock, and we told the others what happened but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

I am not sure if this is one long transitioning dream or several dreams, and so I will type it as one dream.

All that I can remember of this dream is that most of my family and a baby or toddler (maybe my nephew CC) and I were outside during the day walking to a field where there were some people, it was a bit park-like, and there was a tall wooden platform.

Near the platform some young men (mostly with medium-to-dark color skin, but some had light-color skin) were playing one or more sports, and I remember climbing the platform and standing on the top of it with my brother GC who was holding the child for my parent’s temporarily.

There were rails at the top of the platform but they were very unstable and would move, it was very dangerous, and we were high up.

At some point I held the child as I enjoyed the view until my dad was ready to hold the baby, the platform was too high and unstable for me to climb down with the baby, and so my dad wanted me to drop the child and he would catch him but that was too dangerous in my opinion so I tried to get as low as I could and hand the child to my dad.

The platform rails were just too unstable for me to feel safe doing this, and so something happened that I can not remember where maybe the platform fell or we used another structure to help me get down.

Whatever happened was also dangerous, I remember falling with a structure, I stood up straight and I kept my balance as it fell slowly as I held the child and we reached the ground safely.

I gave the child to my parent’s and then I remember them wanting to move some very nice furniture, and so we moved the furniture to what looked like a slightly fictional version of the parking lot of the shopping center by W Park in the city of D.

There was an area in the parking lot near where Subway should be where people could sit, and so we put the furniture there at first so that people could use it.

The furniture was indoor furniture and so I told my parent’s that we probably should put it inside instead, honestly the furniture was so nice that I wanted to keep it and I wondered why my parent’s were getting rid of nice furniture like this, and so we moved the furniture inside one of the buildings where Subway should be.

This building had a lobby that people could sit in and watch television as people shop in the other buildings or parts of the building, and so we arranged all of the furniture nicely in the lobby and I made sure to let my parent’s know to leave enough space for wheelchairs could move between the furniture.

After this we sat in the furniture to rest and talk and watch some television, while we were doing this there seemed to be some Disney themed television special, and during one part the actor Arnold Schwarzenegger was singing and maybe talking using a song and maybe some lines from the 1991 animated film Beauty And The Beast.

My family was talking and the volume was low so I could barely hear Mr. Schwarzenegger, and it sounded like he was singing and maybe talking in another language so I tried to listen closely to figure out what language it was and it sounded like maybe French in a bad (different) accent.

I asked my family to be quiet for a moment and for them to listen, the volume was still too low on the television, but I heard what sounded like a few French words as Mr. Schwarzenegger sang and / or spoke what sounded like a Beauty And The Beast song in French.

I was confused and entertained by this, I remember smiling and laughing as I tried to make sense of what he was saying, his singing and accent was pretty bad (especially his accent) but he was having fun.

At some point my family needed to leave to maybe an awards banquet and / or insurance banquet, and it was located in a fictional area across from where the voting place should be.

We probably drove and parked in the parking lot where the voting place should be, the parking lot was bigger than in real life, and everyone else went to the banquet except for me and I waited outside in the parking lot for them.

At some point the banquet was over and everyone was walking outside to leave, I noticed some of my former classmates including several former female classmates with medium and dark-color skin with black hair whose names I can not remember, and we started talking.

In the distance not far from the building where the banquet took place there was a new building, my former classmates told me that building was going to be what I assume was a Mao museum, which I assumed to mean Mao Zedong but that was my wild assumption in the dream.

Outside the building I noticed several Confederate flags, I assumed that this was vandalism, and so I asked my former classmates and they said that it was vandalism and that someone had done that to another new building as well that was going to be maybe a mosque or something like that and then they burned down the building before it could even open so they assumed that the same thing was going to happen to the Mao museum.

I possibly saw a flashback of a newspaper clipping about this, and then my former classmate told me that this type of vandalism and this type of hate crime was on the rise and this bothered them.

This did not surprise them though because they told me that more people were starting to feel comfortable enough to reveal their hate publicly and do things like this now.

After our conversation my family probably left in their automobile, but I decided to walk and follow some of the other people.

As I walked there was a man with light-color skin behind me and a woman with light-color skin behind him, and we walked to a shopping mall / maybe college-like building.

I continued following the others through the shopping mall-like areas and then into some college hallway-like areas until the two people behind me and I entered a quiet corner near a stairway and a hallway that curved left, and I saw a man with light-color skin leaning against a wall near the stairway-like area in the shadows like he was up to no good.

The man walked toward me and started saying something that sounded like maybe he was sexually harassing me, but it turned out that he was actually talking to the man behind me it seemed because he walked to the man and I never stopped or responded to him.

The man behind me told the other man to please leave him alone, and he walked past me quickly to escape.

The harasser then started to harass and threaten and sexually harass the woman behind me, the woman told him to leave her alone, but he would not so she threatened to call the police but he did not care and two other men (two large men with one being bald with dark-color skin and the other with light-color skin, and they were wearing leather jackets and blue jeans) walked out of the shadows toward her.

I was walking slow at this point to see if I needed to stop and help the woman, the situation looked bad like they would try to rape her, and they continued harassing her so I took out my mobile phone to quickly call emergency services to let them know and to let them know where we were so that they could come while I deal with the situation.

I tried to do this without them noticing me so I tried to hide behind something, but I accidentally dialed the wrong number.

I did not really have time to talk to them anyway and so I considered recording video and walking toward the men, and try to get them to back down and then call emergency services when I get the woman to safety.

They were surrounding and harassing the woman and there seemed to be no time, I assumed that one or more of them were probably armed, and so I would have to be careful so I tried to consider my options.

I needed to get the woman to safety and I wanted to avoid violence, honestly I wanted to beat them up, but I did not want to put the woman’s life or my life at risk in a violent situation like this where we are outnumbered by possibly armed people even if I felt that I could defeat them because it was too risky with too many unknowns.

The men either did not notice me or they did not care, I hoped that they would back off on their own but that did not seem likely, and so I waited while trying to come up with a plan.

They were not touching the woman yet so I had a bit more time, and I was going to get involved if they touched her.

One non-violent option that I thought up was to walk over pretending to be a stupid and unaware tourist asking for directions, I would ask them if they knew where a certain store in the building was (a store for women), and I would tell the woman that she probably knows where it is and I would ask her to walk me to that store and I would get her away from there and then we would call the police.

I started to prepare myself to play that role and what I would say while also preparing several other plans.

The situation was bad, walking over there aggressively would probably make the situation worse, and so I had to be smart about this.

Time was running out so that made things worse, the pressure was on, but I was not going to sit there and do nothing if they touched her; and I was ready to get violent if my non-violent plans failed.

The end,

-John Jr

Trying To Stop A Gang Rape At An Outdoor Cinema

I did not get much sleep last night and most of my memories of the dreams that I did have slipped from my mind except for part of the end of my next to last dream.

This dream took place during maybe late afternoon or early evening, I am not sure if I rode with someone else or how I got there, but I ended up out in the countryside in the wilderness (forest) in a clearing where there was a small area where a film was going to be shown so it was probably an outdoor cinema.

The area where the screen was or where the film would be projected was on the ground and it was not that big, and it was possibly under a slightly covered area that probably had concrete.

Slowly people were arriving and were standing around talking as they waited for the movie to start, there were mostly men there but there were some women there as well, and among the small crowd I saw the actor Arnold Schwarzenegger and I possibly talked with him briefly and / or I somewhat knew him somehow like we had met before but I can not remember.

After that I remember seeing and talking with my former male classmate JC, I remember him noticing Mr. Schwarzenegger in the crowd and he asked me if that was really him, and I remember telling my former classmate JC that it was really him and I told him something about Mr. Schwarzenegger that I can not remember that I somehow knew from either being told by him directly and / or I heard it from someone else.

At some point as we talked it was almost time to start watching the movie so everyone started to slowly move to where they wanted to sit, I remember several women sitting on the concrete floor in front of the screen, and slowly some groups of rough-looking men started moving in behind them.

The mood and atmosphere of the dream changed suddenly and dramatically, I felt and sensed negativity and danger and ill-will et cetera coming from the groups of men moving in behind the women who had sat in the front (not all the women sat there, only some did), and I noticed that their facial expressions and body language had changed and seemed very rapey and I feared for the safety of all the women who were there.

The men started smile and laugh and to make sounds and probably said some inappropriate things to the women as they moved in behind them closely, the women had their backs to the men and they looked happy and ready for the movie so they had no idea of the danger moving in behind them, and the men got so close to the women that they were touching them.

I told my former classmate JC that I felt that something bad was going to happen and that I was going to start moving in to stop it if necessary, and so he started to move forward with me to join me in defending the women if necessary.

The men started touching the women and groping the women, the women told them to stop and started trying to resist, but the men did not care as more and more men moved in on them so they were completely surrounded and there were several rows of men around them so they had nowhere to go.

I was too busy moving forward to help the women in the front so I am not sure if the rest of the women behind me were being attacked or not as well, I do not remember seeing Mr. Schwarzenegger at this point but he was possibly further behind me, but who knows.

I felt that these men were going to rape the women, it seemed that most of the men there were joining in, and so maybe only my former classmate JC and me were going to try to stop them so we were greatly outnumbered and there were too many women for us to protect at the same time so the situation was very bad.

I remember telling the men to leave them alone but they paid no attention to me so I started pushing and pulling men out-of-the-way trying to reach the women through the rows of men blocking my path, and there were so many men in the way trying to attack the women that I could no longer see the women but I heard them screaming and yelling get off me and don’t touch me et cetera like they were trying to resist the attack.

The situation was very bad and I started trying to reach them as quickly as I could as I fought my way through the crowd of men.

It reminded me of a scene from the film Inception when the character Ariadne started to get grabbed by the projections (dream characters) of the character Dom Cobb as Cobb tried to stop them:

The situation was a worst case scenario now, there were so many men in the way that we would not be able to reach all of the women in time, and even if we could it was not likely that we could fight all of the men and protect all of the women and even if we could I probably did not have an automobile so I would not be able to get the women to safety and my former classmate JC had an automobile but all of us would not be able to fit inside of it and we were out in the countryside so help would not arrive in time.

I woke up before I could reach any of the women in the front.

The end,

-John Jr

My Former Classmate HL And Embarrassment

Dream 1

I had some interesting and detailed and deep dreams last night, I failed to voice record them the first time that I woke up, and the second time that I woke up so I forgot most of them and most of what was left after the third time that I woke up to finally voice record what I could remember even though I did not want to share them.

There was much more to this dream but I can not remember most of it and I did not want to share it so I forgot most of it, unfortunately, and the dream took place during the day.

A Man Sexually Harassing My Mom

I had several dreams last night that I remembered but when I woke up to use the bathroom and voice record my dreams, I accidentally forgot all of my dreams except for one dream, because I was trying to remember one of the dreams while walking around which accidentally caused me to forget the other dreams; I probably could have remembered part of them if I had laid back down in bed like I was supposed to, but I did not so I still can not remember those dreams.

All that I can remember of the one dream that I did not completely forget, was that it took place during the day outside in a parking lot that was possibly near a college, and I was there with my mom like we were there to meet some coaches and scouts and other people from a college and/or team and/or business who were interested in my brothers KD and TD because of their talent at playing American Football.

I remember us walking and talking with a well-dressed (long sleeve blueish colored button(ed) dress shirt, dress pants, dress belt, dress shoes, holding a suit jacket on his shoulder) overconfident business-like man or American Football scout or American Football coach with whitish colored skin on his way to his fancy small reddish colored sports car in the parking lot, he and/or his company or college or team were interested in my brothers KD and TD, but during our conversation he started inappropriately trying to flirt with my mom so we told him to stop this several times but he did not.

He then started touching my mom inappropriately several times, even touching her butt, and we told him to stop but he did not; and at this point I was so annoyed and angry that I was ready to knock him out/unconscious, amazingly I tried to avoid violence, and instead of knocking him out I stood in his way blocking him from sexually harassing / touching my mom.

I used my body to block his path and back him away while I angrily warned him and made it clear that I was close to knocking him out if he did not stop touching/sexually harassing my mom, he did not care and he had the nerve to argue back, and I threatened legal action against him once again hoping to avoid violence surprisingly (even though I wanted to knock him out).

He was confident that not only would he get away with it but that he would have me arrested and sue my mom if we tried legal action against him, he mentioned his lawyer and how he would call him if we called the police (he must have had a good lawyer because he was confident that he would not even be arrested), and he acted like what he was doing was not wrong and like he was better than us and like he could do whatever he wanted and get away with it.

An older man with whitish colored skin who was possibly a coach at the college walked over after seeing what was going on, he tried to calm the situation, and I started to worry that the man who had sexual harassed my mom really did have a good enough lawyer and connections to do what he said he would do; and so amazingly I even offered to avoid legal action against him if he simply stopped and maybe I made a few other simple demands, but he refused I think.

It seemed that he wanted me to hit him so he kept verbally harassing us and walking toward us like he was trying to touch my mom again, I kept blocking his path and I still wanted to knock him out, but I felt that he wanted me to hit him so that he could have me arrested and so he could sue my mom; and so I continued to avoid violence.

The older man and I managed to probably get the man to finally start getting in his car, he probably threatened us again saying that this was not over and telling us what he was going to do, and then he probably started to drive away fast in his fancy reddish colored sports car; but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

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