An Ancestor & Video Games

At some point in this dream, a man with light-color skin was talking highly of one of his male ancestors, but then he learned that male ancestor was just a European who had gone around raping & killing & stealing & invading et cetera people / countries / et cetera around the world back.

Later in the dream, I played a video game that involved a yard and enemies shooting fireballs at me / my video game character.

Full Metal Panic!

Full Metal Panic! (2002)

Titles: Full Metal Panic!
Source: IMDb

What is it?

The 2002 Japanese anime (animated) TV show Full Metal Panic!.

Surviving Waves

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Source: Wikimedia Commons

All that I can remember of this confusing and unclear dream from last night is that it was inspired by my brothers KD and TD talking about college as I was sleeping in the real world and the Ghost In The Shell franchise, the dream took place during a day when the weather looked like it was going to get bad, and most of my family (except my brother CC and his family, and maybe my brother GC who may have not been in the dream but I can not remember) and I went boating and/or fishing in an ocean or sea.

You could not see any land, only water, and I remember my brothers KD and TD talking about college and they possibly had prosthetic bodies and/or mechsuits like on Ghost In The Shell but I can not remember.

Things are confusing and my memory is not clear but I remember the weather getting bad and the waves got bigger and worse, I remember us having to switch between several boats and/or submarines and/or ships and/or vehicles, and during this I remember something about my brother TD and KD having to jump between dealing with things related to college and college American Football and the dangerous waves and something else.

The waves got so strong and big and dangerous that our lives were in danger, I remember risking my life to help my family move between boats/ships/submarines/vehicles, and at some point my dad had to help me as I risked my life to get them all on the last boat/ship/submarine/vehicle.

My dad helped to save me by helping pull me in before the waves got me, I was outside risking my life to get them inside, but then that left me outside holding on as the waves came crashing down so my dad saved me at the last moment.

After the waves passed I saw what looked like a large black ship with an orange part at the top approaching us like it was going to crash into us, but at the last moment it flew in the air.

Instead of being a ship it was a large strange flying machine that my dad said was a bat (animal), the orange part was its head it seemed and it seemed like a giant mechanical bat whose wings did not move and it had a strange design that did not look much like a bat to me and it possibly looked like something from the Japanese animated film Angel’s Egg or something like that, and I remember my mom making a comment about it but I am not sure what she said; and that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

An Ancient Conspiracy

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I remember part of an interesting dream from last night, that was like a movie during some parts, but my memory of the dream is blurry in some places; it started during the day and I arrived by boat maybe to this dock area with a small community built over & next to the water.

I have no idea where this place was, it seemed to be an area where some college aged people and some adults would come to during the summer for a camp, but some people lived there I think; it was a unique place, I am surprised my brain was so creative in making it, it had its own style & history & story.

The heads of the camp or whatever/whoever were welcoming us and showing us to our rooms & giving us a tour, and various other things; many of the people arriving appeared to be college athletes & members of various college organizations with various colored t-shirts & outfits of their groups & colleges.

Some of the housing was a bit ancient near the docks like it was built to last by people very long ago, but further in was a naval-like housing area where most of the new people were to stay, the newer area was mostly military-like metal & it was an entire complex that was separate but connected to the ancient areas.

It was like this was an ancient community that was later found by people in modern times and some of the new people started to build some new buildings next to it & they connected them to the ancient area, but there were still people and/or an unknown being or beings (entities) in the ancient areas; the ancient area had a secret, a secret that the people in the newer area did not seem to want to talk about, and they tried to cover up some of the strange happenings during our stay.

I think that I was one of the few or only people from/of the people who had just arrived who stayed/got to stay in the ancient area, I think that some of my family and/or ancestors had lived there and/or a few were still there, and so I already had a place there; it was like I would come back every-so-often to stay there or something.

I was part of the secret of the ancient place, but I did not know it yet, I think that somehow some of my ancestors had a special connection to this place and/or they and/or I had a special connection with the unknown being or beings who stayed there.

In the newer area various activities were being planned and people were getting to know each other, I can not remember much of these parts, but I do know that several strange people and/or beings showed up at various parts.

I think that they were human, but several people who appeared to be human, seemed to be part of a conspiracy or plan to do something that I can not remember; and they seemed to be working for an unknown being or beings.

They appeared to be enchanted or somehow connected to/possessed/empowered by/devoted to an unknown being or beings; it was like they had some power(s) through their connection with an unknown being or beings, maybe they worshiped this being or beings, I am not sure.

I think that most are all of them were from the ancient area, most or some of them knew me & I knew them, and I think that some of them wanted me to join them; their conspiracy, secrets, hidden knowledge & powers, and their hidden leader or deity or being(s) were all part of this place & I slowly gained some knowledge of what was going on during the dream.

One of them seemed to be my friend, who informed me of most of what I learned during the dream, and I think that this person did not agree with where things were going & the plans of the unknown being or beings & their human and/or human-like followers.

This person was too deep to escape the group, I think that the unknown being or beings had too much control over this person for them to ever leave, but this person did have enough power to at least try to help me to save myself & the others.

This person would meet me secretly in various areas during the dream to warn me of the situation, at some point I think that I followed a few of the other people from the ancient area, and I remember hearing a female voice of the unknown being or beings; who seemed to be a powerful being, who was leading the conspiracy, but I do not think that the being was really female, I think that was a disguise & the being was really male or had no gender.

Somehow whether due to my ancestry and/or genetics and/or getting too close to the conspiracy, something happened to me and/or something was unlocked in me and/or something was given to me and/or the unknown being somehow was somewhat connected to me somehow; and I remember communicating with the unknown being who sounded & probably seemed female at first, the being might have communicated with me somehow like we were somehow connected, but I am not sure.

The being wanted me for something, probably to help with the conspiracy, and the being told me some things to try to get me to help; the being probably lied to me a bit, and maybe I decided to partly help, hoping to get close enough to find out what really was going on.

This part is confusing, there were various layers to my contact with the being which makes it too hard to remember, I think that somehow I had a special connection with the being through my ancestry & genetics, and that some of the being’s power was locked inside of me and/or I was compatible enough for the being to use me and/or give me some powers but I can not remember.

There was something very deep going on that makes it too hard for me to remember, the being needed or wanted me especially for some reason, I was different from the other followers, I think that I was now the last living human with the ancestry and/or genetics needed for the being to use for a certain purpose; it was something big that the being had planned, and I was somehow part of the beings plan.

The being was trying to get me to help with the plans, hoping that I would get deep enough & connected enough, so that I could be used for the big plans that the being had; which I did not know at first.

I remember the dream becoming more movie-like at some point and many of the people and I were to get on a submarine to travel somewhere, we loaded up our stuff & we left on a submarine, some of the people from or with the ancient area were hiding among the people on the submarine; I think that one or more people from the new group were somehow converted & joined the followers of the unknown being to help with the conspiracy.

The submarine trip was a deep & dark experience, like I would expect in real life, but this part of the dream was too deep for me to remember; I just remember us reaching land at some point during the day.

We walked to a field in an unknown area near a small unknown city, Brad Pitt was somehow there, and it was a nice day; and this part was like a good movie scene.

Mr. Pitt and I were talking about various things, he was doing most of the talking, it was like he was doing a scene for a serious film that he was trying to win an award for; he was playing his part well and he said many memorable things, the scenery went well with his speech, and at some point he walked off dramatically like during the end of a movie.

Later the rest of us moved our stuff from the submarine to an abandoned diner, where we were going to stay at for a few days or something, and I remember us still trying to get to know each other; and we had a good time trying to fix up the diner.

The conspiracy did not really show up much during these parts, but that was part of the plan I guess, and at some point some or all of us left to another area; but I have no idea where we were, but we were on land.

I guess that the conspiracy was about to be revealed and a major scene happened where followers of the being did something, I remember maybe shadow-like powers or something that might have absorbed something from people and/or took over their bodies or something, but I can not remember; and the being revealed itself.

I think that the being needed to complete certain things and then it needed to take out someone to complete this phase of the conspiracy or the conspiracy itself, and the being was to use me to complete it somehow; and I remember something happening that either unlocked some powers in me and/or the being gave me some powers so that I could complete the plans.

Some of the followers of the being were in a formation doing some rituals or something as part of the plan, but the follower who had helped me had a plan to stop the being & I think that the follower sacrificed them-self to ruin the being’s plans from using me & it left the being vulnerable to be defeated; and then some of the followers & I began to attack the being while it was vulnerable & distracted, we probably had to fight some of the other followers.

I somehow now had the power to be the one to defeat the being once it was weakened enough, without the being having the power to control me, since the follower had broken the process/ritual in time; which gave me some of the power of the being and/or unlocked some of my powers, somehow we were connected, like I was part whatever the being was through ancestry and/or genetics but I can not remember.

The followers who were helping me were doing a ritual in a certain order and they would do a shout on the being one-at-a-time that kept weakening the being, layers of the being were being knocked off or destroyed or lifted, the being looked like a man & it sounded like a man now.

The being was talking during our attack, but the ritual & shouts kept knocking it off-balance & weakening it, but it was a very powerful being; and so it was going to take a while before I would be able to deliver the last attack to defeat it.

The being stayed on its feet and it was defiant, and it was not going to back down; and so it kept trying to fight, and I remember someone else, maybe the follower who had helped me, who kept talking to the being during our attack.

I think that the follower or who ever it was, had planned to stop the being for a very long time, maybe that followers ancestors had planned it for many years; and they had worked for generation after generation to stop the being, and finally their dream of defeating the being was about to come true.

There was still something about me and my connection to the being and/or the power(s), that the person told me, something that I had to be careful/cautious about I think; but I can not remember.

I just remember us attacking the being trying to weakened it enough to defeat it while these conversations were going on, and while I could feel & see power or powers in & around my body being unlocked; and I remember being told that only I could defeat the being once it was weakened enough, by using my powers.

I am not sure why the being needed me, maybe it needed my body to fully enter our world and/or to unlock its full power in our world or something, I am not sure.

Either way I, the being’s final weapon in its plan, was now being used to defeat it; but that is all that I can remember in this deep & layered dream, and some of that might be wrong but I did my best trying to put the pieces together.

The end,

-John Jr 🙂

Fake Science / Pseudoscience & The New Religion

Last night I only remember pieces of my last dream, and so it is pretty confusing.

I know that the dream started in a neighborhood that has been in several of my dreams before.

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