Trying To Decide Which Vampire: The Masquerade Clan To Join?

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Dream 1

All that I can remember of the end of this dream is that it took place during the day at a one-story apartment-like house, I was there with other people in and out of my apartment room and some shared lobby-like areas and hallways, but at some point we heard a woman beating and screaming on the window of the apartment room next to us.

We looked out of our window to see a woman who appeared to be a younger slightly fictional version of Mrs. M who is the mother of my former female classmate AM and a former coworker of mine, she was in a panic, and she was yelling for someone to let her into the building because she feared that something terrible was wrong with her younger daughter SM who was a former schoolmate of mine.

We told her to go around to the entrance and that we would open the door for her, we ran to open the door for her, and we let her inside the building; and we followed her to her daughter SM who was now lying on her back on the floor of the lobby against the wall like she was either dying or having a medical emergency or had tried to commit suicide or was dead.

We had someone call emergency services to come help her as her mom and other people ran to help her, but I woke up.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of the end of this dream is that it took place during the day in a one-story maybe hotel-like house, I was there with my family (including my brother CC) and maybe a few other people/vampires/entities/beings were there but I can not remember, and I remember this dream involving vampires and vampire clans from the video games based on Vampire: The Masquerade like the video game Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines; and some of us were probably trying to decide which if any vampire clans we should join.

There were some strange things that happened during the dream that I can not remember, I do remember my brother CC having a fight and/or competition against someone or something and I remember advising him about his opponent and letting him know not to underestimate them, and I also remember talking about the different vampire clans like the Brujah and the Toreador.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

A Female Vampire Archaeologist?

There was more to this dream that happened that I can not remember unfortunately, this dream took place over a period of time, but I can only remember parts of the dream that took place during maybe cloudy or somewhat foggy or gray/dark days.

There was a small group of people who were possibly archaeologists and/or just people looking for somewhere safe to live because it it possible that a disaster had taken place causing some people to flee cities and/or that creatures/beings/entities were attacking some cities, and this small group of people found some buildings far away from the city.

September 11, 2015 | Dream Journal

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Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day in my parent’s yard on the side of the yard where the basketball goals used to be, I was outside with several people including several boys with dark brownish colored skin with blackish colored hair, and I remember the boys being very interested in rap music and boxing and maybe some other combat sports and several other things; and they were telling about various things that I can not remember, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 2

This dream was confusing and my memory of it is too incomplete and confused to make much sense of it, but it took place in the city of D during the day near where maybe Mrs. B should be but in a fictional area on a slight hill maybe in a parking lot; and my dead female cousin AE was alive or alive again, and I remember talking with her and some other people including maybe some of my family.

My female cousin AE possibly died again in the dream but I am not sure, and at some point I started to think that I was possibly pregnant (which makes zero sense because I am a man, and in the dream I was a man as far as I know); and to make things even more crazy and confusing I started to think that my female cousin AE was the mother of my possibly unborn baby/fetus/whatever, and even though this did not make much sense to me in the dream I still felt that it might be true for some unknown reason(s).

My Former Classmate SS Commits Suicide And My Mom Gets A Deadly Contagious Disease In Another Country? | An Alien / Entity Called Mother With Followers?

*Somehow this post got messed up after I left to donate blood (which went very well, the best so far, no negative reactions) where duplicates of each dream, even an incomplete version of one dream with a duplicate YouTube video link, got added somehow; maybe a bug? And so I had to edit this post again. 😦 *

Dream 1

I barely remember part of the first dream where I was inside a fictional house where my family and I lived and I got a telephone call from my former male classmate SS, his brother MS, and my former male classmate MS.

All three of them were living together in Korea (probably South Korea where my former classmate SS was born), my former classmate SS and his brother MS were probably also working there again, and my former classmate MS was probably stationed there with the military again or he decided to start living there again; and all three of them sounded very happy like they were having a lot of fun living in South Korea again.

Days or weeks or months later my former male classmate DH came to our fictional house to give me some bad news of a rumor he heard that our former classmate SS was dead, the rumor was that our former classmate MS killed him in an accident, but it made no sense so we contacted an uncle of our former classmate SS; and he came to our house, and my mom was there as well.

The uncle of our former classmate SS was sad and he was crying as he told us that it was true that our former classmate SS (his nephew) was dead but it was not true that he was killed by our former classmate MS in an accident, he told us that he was told that our former classmate SS committed suicide but that he would have to see the official report to verify if that was the real cause of death or not, but I did not want to believe it because it did not seem like something that he would do and he sounded so happy when I last talked to him.

All that I can remember next is that during the end of the dream my mom, my brother GC, and I were in another country that was either in South Korea or The Philippines or Vietnam or a country like that in a small area over water with small wooden bridges / docks with small houses that was like a village on water where tourists would pass through to get rides / travel on / by small boats to reach land and/or other places inside the country.

We were following other tourists across the small wooden bridges/docks trying to reach the boat that would take us somewhere else, I remember one strange narrow light tannish colored wooden seesaw-like bridge that connected to the area/dock where the boat was, and it would go up and down in various parts as we tried to walk across it; and so everyone had to move cautiously as we crossed it.

We reached the area where the boat was and a man and a young woman who ran the boat were there forcing us to wait in line for some reason like they were stalling us as they looked at each of us, and when they got to/reached my mom I noticed that it seemed like her hair was gone and she had long scars over her head like someone had done brain surgery on her or something like that; and the man and the young woman who ran the boat noticed this as well.

Suddenly the man grabbed a syringe and he tried to stabbed my mom with it and I stopped him but then the young woman grabbed some sharp scissors and she tried to stab my mom in the head with it, and so my brother GC tried to stop her; and the man and the young woman were yelling that my mom was infected with a deadly disease that kills everyone who gets it, and that killing my mom was the humane thing to do and that it would help stop the spread of the disease.

The young woman grabbed a syringe and she stabbed my brother GC when he was not looking and it paralyzed him, and so I had to start fighting them as they tried to kill my mom; but they partly stabbed me with a syringe as well that started to somewhat paralyze me, but I was fighting for our lives so I resisted it.

It was a brutal and realistic fight where my body was slowly paralyzing so I had to quickly kill them to stop them, I stabbed both of them with a syringe and I stabbed them to death with the scissors and I beat them to death before my body fully paralyzed, but I woke up.

Dream 2

I somewhat remember part of my second dream which might have taken place on another planet during the day, and I remember being outside in a field near buildings where there was a group of people who were followers of an alien/entity that I think they called Mother; and I think that Mother was a floating / flying reddish colored egg-shaped alien / entity who was surrounded by a circular field of energy or air or something like that.

Mother seemed to be a kind entity/alien and so were her followers but something happened to her where she would change forms/states/whatever and her color and shape and personality and actions would change, and her followers would change into vampire-like entities who were faster/stronger/could jump higher/had better endurance/et cetera; and during this negative state her followers would attack people like vampires, and they would be wild and violent and they would avoid sunlight.

I happened to be walking near her followers when this change happened and it changed me as well but I did not turn violent or wild and I did not need blood/whatever and I did not avoid sunlight, and her followers would attack me as well because they did not recognize me as one of them because I was not a follower.

I could run faster, jump higher (even higher than the followers, but they were faster and stronger than me), I was stronger, et cetera; and during this negative change I would have to fight, run, jump, and hide from the followers as they killed people and tried to kill me.

Fortunately the followers and Mother would change back to their normal selves but this cycle kept happening, something was probably causing this to happen to them because they were a good/nice group of people but only during the change would they act like this and they had no control over it, and at the end of the dream I clearly remember running and jumping very high over buildings/fences/et cetera and through the field to escape them; and I would move into areas of sunlight so that they could not attack me (they would not go into the light), there were clouds that would sometimes block the sun in certain areas creating shade in those areas, and so I had to move around to the sun spots/unshaded areas as the clouds moved.

Interestingly the changed Mother probably would not attack anyone (she/it probably continued floating/flying in the sky above us), I am not sure what form Mother would take during the change but I think that her color would change from reddish to blackish but I could be wrong, and I remember wanting to help them stop this change from happening to them (when they would change back to normal they probably had no memory of what happened and I would tell them what happened, and they felt bad about it and they wanted to stop this change as well); but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

The end,

-John Jr

Going To School (Job Training) And Talking To Former Classmates And Family Members And Our Neighbor Mr. RD And My Cousin DE Kills Himself

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I slept pretty well last night only waking up one or two times to use the bathroom and I forgot all of my dreams except for part of one dream, and this dream had a lot of conversations/dialogue(s) in it compared my average dreams.

The dream took place during the day at a fictional school where it seemed that/like a lot of my former classmates and I were back in school again but it seemed that we were still the age that we are now and we were also getting job/career training for various jobs/careers it seemed, one of the jobs/careers that I was getting training for was in the medical field where I worked/trained with a doctor I think, and it seemed that we all had to train/take classes for various jobs/careers until we found a job/career that we wanted to specialize in probably.

In the dream I remember having short/medium/long realistic conversations with a variety of my former classmates and I even communicated with some of my family (my parent’s, my cousin DE, and maybe one or more of my brothers) by text messages and/or mobile phone conversations and/or by email and/or by instant messages as I went to and from various classes, the school buildings were separated and spread out around a large parking lot somewhat like the parking lot for KR H Elementary School and D Junior High School in the city of D but bigger, and so we had long walks to each school buildings giving us time to communicate with and see many people.

I remember communicating with my cousin DE a few times by mobile phone calls and/or text messages, I remember sensing that things were not going well for him, and so I remember indirectly trying to encourage him and give him advice and remind him that there is still hope; but I did this in a way to avoid stressing or annoying him without directly bringing up the topic(s), but I do not remember him mentioning much if any problems that he was having but I sensed some problems.

I remember coming across my former classmate AM at least two times and I gave him a very positive greeting each time with a handshake, he was one of my former classmates who I used to look up to, and I remember us talking about what we had done during the many years since we graduated from public school; and I came across many other classmates who(m) I talked to, but I can not remember which of my other former classmates I talked to during the dream but we had similar conversations like the ones that I had with my former classmate AM and they were all positive.

I can not remember the class parts of the dream except for trying to get to each class and trying to get my supplies for each class, my medical job training class with a doctor seemed to be my most important class, and I remember having to wear a white medical/doctor’s/scientist lab coat with a clear protective mask to protect my face from fluids/et cetera; and I remember trying to make sure that I was not late for that class and that I did not miss that class, the doctor training me was a man/male, and I remember feeling like a doctor as I rushed through the hallways with my uniform/equipment for that/his class.

I remember talking with probably my dad who was probably working at the school or who had stopped by the school briefly, I also talked with my mom and/or one or more of my brothers by mobile phone conversations and text messages, and at some point I went to have lunch in one of the lunch/food buildings; and I went into a little building that did not look like Subway but they sold some Subway submarine sandwiches and they had the sale where you could get two 6 inch sub-sandwiches for $2 each, and they also sold some bakery desserts/items and a few other things from behind a long wooden counter.

Our neighbor Mr. RD was in line in front of me and I briefly talked with him as he got his food, he gave me $10 – $20 to pay for my food and I thanked him, and I continued to wait in line as Mr. RD went to eat his food at a table after paying for his food to a middle-aged female worker with whitish colored skin wearing a whitish colored apron and a whitish colored chef’s/bakery/cooking hat who had a somewhat mean/cold/unfriendly attitude/personality; and I remember having to wait in line with some other people for a very long time, and so I remember talking with other people in the line but I mostly talked with a thin woman with whitish colored skin with long blondish colored hair.

The woman and I talked about some of the TV shows, films, games, books, et cetera that we liked and that we did not like and sometimes other people would join our conversation; and I remember us talking about the TV show The Walking Dead about how she liked the fourth season but I did not like it that much and about how the first season was probably my favorite season, but then she started to disagree with many of my opinions and she started to mostly ignore me and act coldly/unfriendly toward me so we did not talk much or at all after that.

At some point it was finally time for me to pick/order my food but I was having a hard time trying to decide what to get, the female worker made it worse by being mean to me and by trying to rush me, and I remember not wanting to use Mr. RD’s money that he gave me but I felt that he would be offended if I did not use it to buy my food so I decided to buy two of the $2 sub-sandwiches and I would give Mr. RD the change.

I bought my food and then I gave Mr. RD his change and I thanked him once again, I then talked with him briefly and some other people and we had a good conversation, and at some point he/they left after he/they finished his/their food; and eventually I finished my food, but as I was leaving I got a phone call from my mom with some terrible news.

My mom told me that my cousin DE killed himself, I was shocked and I did not want to believe it at first because I had just talked with him a few minutes or an hour or a few hours ago and I had tried to give him some encouragement/advice/remind him that there is hope even though he never said that he was having any serious problems but I sensed that something was not right when I had talked with him, and I started to tell my mom about how I had recently talked with him.

I started to feel a bit over-whelmed and I probably cried a bit trying to hide it so that no one could tell that I was crying or close to crying, even though I had done what I could to help my cousin DE over the phone I still wished that I had known that things were that bad and that I could have somehow convinced him not to kill himself, and so it was sad/hard knowing that there was hope for my cousin DE but he did not see it and had decided to kill himself.

I remembered that I had forgotten to remind him about the Job Corps, I wondered if that would have helped to give some hope to avoid him killing himself, and so I felt a bit bad for forgetting to remind him of that; but then I had to remind myself that my cousin DE killing himself was not my fault, that I did what I could to help him even though I did not even know that my cousin DE was suicidal or that he was having serious problems, and this helped me a bit but I was still disappointed and sad.

I probably still had some time before my next class, probably the medical job training class with the doctor, and so I tried to take this time to deal with the bad news and to decide if I should go to class or not; but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr

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