I had a variety of dreams that I remembered, but I only recorded a few pieces of several of them.
Dream 1
This dream possibly involved me building automatrons in the Fallout 4: Automatron DLC for the video game Fallout 4, and this was inspired by me playing Fallout 4 before going to sleep.
Dream 1
All that I can remember of this dream is that it involved me and some people trying to survive inside a multi-story factory / house or apartment-like building, and there were maybe zombies and / or some other threats inside and I assume outside the building like this was some kind of zombie apocalypse-like situation or something like that.
We did not have the numbers, the weapons, the armor, the training, et cetera to risk trying to clear and secure the entire building at one time so we focused on trying to make this building a place where we could live while slowly clearing it and securing it so we were in a dangerous situation.
I would sometimes have to go on clearing missions alone to clear areas, patrol areas, and to maybe get supplies; but any threats still in the building could still move around and become a problem until we completely cleared the building.
We mostly lived on the first floor in the factory areas, we used some of the equipment and things to help us survive and provide the things that we needed to survive, and we possibly partly cleared part of the second floor.
The upper floors were more house and apartment-like but these areas were the most dangerous with the most threats and the most rooms that needed to be cleared, and you could get ambushed easily because of the many rooms and hallways et cetera.
We did not have enough people to keep this building secure even if we wanted to, but we did the best that we could.
I remember us using one large clear tank thing to hold our waste, we made up some ways to have the waste broke itself down a bit, but eventually it would still fill the tank so a man with dark-color skin and a woman with light-color skin and I tried to figure out what to do about this.
I mostly guarded them while they looked around because we had to go to maybe the second floor, maybe even the roof at some point, and eventually they found a valve or something that allowed us to drain the tank.
But you had to have one person on the floor below the tank and one person on the floor of the tank to use the valve I think, and so the person on the floor above would be at risk of getting attacked by a zombie or something since we still had not cleared the entire building.
This dream took place over a period of time, I am not sure how many days though, and we were not sure how many more threats were left in the building.
Dream 2
After work I took a nap after lifting some weights inside, I woke up and I went back to sleep several times having dreams that were probably inspired by my conversation at work today with my coworker Mrs. RB about lucid dreaming, and these dreams involved me thinking about dreams during the dreams and maybe even sometimes having dreams within the dreams.
Unfortunately I can not remember most of these dreams because I kept waking up and going back to sleep without voice recording them.
These dreams all involved me thinking about dreams, fictional past dreams, the topic of dreams, and possibly dreams within dreams that I had in these dreams.
I possibly even took naps in some of these dreams and / or I referenced the fact that I had taken a nap in the real world, but I do not think that I ever realized that I was dreaming.
One dream took place during the day at fictional house / maybe store-like place with maybe a parking lot where I lived with some of my family, and I remember being outside in the parking lot area thinking about dreams and then I went inside to maybe use the bathroom.
Part of the house looked like my parent’s house, while I was in the bathroom with the door open I saw that someone was outside the front door, and through the curtains the shape of the person looked like my aunt JE and she was wearing a pink shirt.
Three of my brothers were changing clothes in the living room, and my mom went to answer the door, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Some other dreams involved me moving around different places while doing various things while thinking about dreams, and maybe even dreaming dreams.
The last dream that I remember involved a military veteran with light-color skin who had a wife who either was or used to work as a stripper or pornographic actress or a sex worker of some kind, and his wife was using him and trying to take his money or something and she possibly took him to court.
The military veteran possibly had some physical disabilities from his military service, and what his wife was doing to him really hurt him emotionally.
Eventually the military veteran won the court case and probably divorced his wife, and a military veteran charity organization supported him and made a special gift / award in his honor and it was named after him.
Military veterans could contact the charity and could request the free gift, and they would send it to them.
I remember seeing a television commercial about this free gift, and they made a joke about military veterans not knowing what to call it so they would call it: “That thing that liberals give to military veterans” or something strange like that.
Eventually the charity renamed the gift to not be named after anyone, during this dream I probably thought about dreams, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
The end,
-John Jr
My memory of my other dreams were destroyed and my memory of this dream was mostly destroyed after I kept having false awakening dreams of me trying to record this dream and trying to create a text-to-speech version of it in my blog post in my false awakening dreams.
Dream 1
This dream was probably inspired by me watching part of a video called KNOCKING HEADS OFF! ( FUNNY “END OF ZOE” RESIDENT EVIL 7 DLC) by Itsreal85Gaming:
What is it?
Season 1 and Season 2 of the Japanese anime (animated) television show Attack On Titan.
Season 1 Trailers
Yet again I woke up during the night thinking about my dreams without voice recording them, and I accidentally went back to sleep so now I have forgotten some of my dreams and some of the important details from the dream or dreams that I do remember.
Dream 1
I am not sure if this is part of the second dream, which was a repeating dream, or not so I will type it as its own dream.
All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it involved either the actress Eva Green or Eva Green acting as one of her characters or a woman who reminded me of Eva Green and / or one of her characters, but I am not sure which is correct.
So I am going to make the wild assumption that it was Eva Green acting as one of her characters like maybe a somewhat unstable and / or possessed version of the character Vanessa Ives from the television series Penny Dreadful.
During the dream Vanessa Ives / Eva Green possibly had magic or superpowers and she was acting a bit unstable and / or possessed, meticulous?, and like she was maybe carefully and secretly planning something in the dream but that is all that I can remember of this dream.
Maybe what she was planning took place in the second repeating dream, but who knows.
Dream 2
My memory of this interesting dream is very incomplete and flawed, and so the most important details are missing unfortunately and this was my favorite dream that I remembered part of last night but now most of the details are missing and flawed.
All that I can remember of this dream now is that it started during maybe a gray day during maybe late in the afternoon in maybe a somewhat fictional version of the city of D at a fictional version of the area by the railroad tracks near where The BM Hospital should be.
There was more land and space in this area, there was also a second row of railroad tracks, and I was in this area when I noticed a group of people so I stood there trying to figure out what they were doing.
A train was coming up the railroad tracks in the direction heading toward where I was, and it seemed that maybe these people were going to stop and / or ambush the train or something like that.
There was a group of adults but then a group of kids came out of hiding, I can not remember who started everything or what happened exactly, I just remember the children moving in like they were going to stop and / or ambush the train.
I remember the kids popping smoke by throwing some objects around the train tracks that created a lot of smoke to blind the train and to provide cover for them and the adults, and maybe they put something on the train tracks which probably caused the train to start stopping because they could not see and the tracks possibly had obstacles on them.
The kids then started yelling and screaming and making sounds like an ancient ambush or charge to probably scare and distract and confuse the people on the train and maybe the police or whoever might try to help the train, and they charged deeper into the smoke where you could not see them.
I stood there watching this in confusion trying to figure out what was going on but I can not remember the various assumptions that I came up with other than: were these poor or low-income or lower class people trying to stop and / or ambush this train to make a statement and / or to steal something from the rich and / or government?
To me it seemed that the kids were children of the adults, and that the adults were using their kids to help them and I felt that the kids were somewhat being used in a bad way like their parents would use and abandon them to save themselves.
I can not remember if the adults attacked the train or not during this, I just remember the kids retreating at some point as a distraction to help cover whatever the adults were doing, the kids made even more noise to draw attention to themselves as they did this, and they ran to some multi-story apartment buildings and maybe other buildings near where The BM Hospital should be.
I ran with the kids because I did not want to get caught up in this if the police arrived because I was just a bystander.
The kids started running and climbing along the outside of the buildings which had ramp and / or bleacher and /or other types of structures outside the buildings that allowed you to go up and around each floor of the buildings in various ways easily, and the kids were trying to reach the top of the buildings while making as much noise as they could as a distraction for the adults.
At some point the adults started retreating to where the kids were like they were trying to escape something and they were running and leaving their kids behind like they were trying to save themselves and use their kids as shields after just using them, but I can not remember what happened exactly other than us going up the structures outside the buildings trying to reach the tops.
While doing this I remember some cats running past us chasing after maybe some rodents like maybe mice and / or rats but I can not remember, and they ran between some maybe balcony-like areas or something.
The rest of the dream was somewhat scary and seemed to be about survival (like maybe survival training and practice and testing and experimentation), the dream kept repeating again and again forcing me to keep trying to survive when it seemed that I would fail or die or get attacked and /or when I failed or died or got attacked, like I had to successfully survive or finish to stop the dream or test or practice or experiment.
The apartment buildings and other buildings were recycled for this repeating part of the dream, and it involved maybe zombie babies attacking us in this area.
I am not sure if all of them were babies, maybe some were kids of various ages and maybe some were turned / infected adults but I can not remember, and I can not remember if they would kill people or if they would turn / infect people or not.
I am not sure how all of this started or what was going on, and my memory is too unclear.
I just remember zombie-like babies attacking us, they did not seem dead or decaying, they just seemed like very wild aggressive animalistic crazed babies trying to attack you with everything that they had, and they moved very fast (crawling, jumping, climbing, running, walking et cetera) and they would attack savagely without mercy and without end and without tiredness.
They made horribly creepy and scary and disturbing sounds, especially as their numbers grew making the sounds louder and scarier, and this made things worse.
The zombie babies were attacking from within and without the buildings, and so the other adults and I ran and climbed and hid in and outside the buildings trying to reach the tops of the buildings.
The zombie baby numbers would continue to grow each time as the dream continued until the next restart, and they tried to reach us in any way that they could and they could fit in small places which made things worse.
The zombie babies would even use dead bodies to reach higher places as dead bodies piled up, I assume that the dead bodies included adults and zombie babies, but I can not remember.
Zombie babies might not sound terrifying but in this dream they were (especially the sounds that they made constantly as they were so obsessed with attacking us with all of their might), they were liked crazed infected drugged-up pure wild animalistic babies who could move in ways almost beyond human (like a human pushing the limits of their bodies to the maximum), and their numbers would grow so fast that fighting back was almost pointless because there were just too many and we had no weapons or armor and they were every where.
I remember some of us adults using ladders outside the building to help us reach different floors and rooms through windows and to reach roofs, and we would briefly hide and use the inside of rooms as we had to continue moving from place to place trying to get higher each building.
Even when we would reach the roofs the babies would eventually reach the tops of the roofs in various ways, I remember trying to use sticks and things to beat them back, but there would just be too many.
I remember finding my male cousin DE and a young woman with whitish-color skin with dark hair in several repeats of the dream, and I kept trying to help save them but they kept getting attacked and eventually the dream would repeat.
I kept trying to save them and survive each time the dream repeated, and I would rush to carry out my plans but we kept getting overwhelmed so the dream kept repeating.
Not good enough, again, how did they get up here so fast, again, no they killed the young woman, again, they killed my cousin DE, again, I do not see a way out so I am trapped, again, they found my hiding spot, again, there are too many to fight off, again, someone left their ladder standing up so they climbed up it to reach us, again, they are using the piles of dead bodies to reach us, again, what is the point of trying there are too many, again, what am I supposed to do, again, they are climbing through windows to reach us, again, they knocked the door down, again, the inside of the building is overrun, again, the roofs are overrun, again, not enough of us are working together to survive, again, my cousin DE and the young woman ran away and got themselves killed instead of following my plan, again, and on and on until I woke up at some point without ever successfully finishing or surviving or without my cousin DE and the young woman surviving.
After waking up I somewhat wondered if the zombie baby part(s) of the dream was symbolic of the kids getting their revenge on their parent’s for using them and trying to leave them behind like shields or maybe the parent’s were running from the zombie babies who possibly were released from the train or maybe this was my mind or a third-party trying to train or practice or experiment or test or prepare me for how to successfully survive a situation like this, but that was just me wondering what this dream was all about.
The end,
-John Jr
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