JB Ignoring Me?

All that I can remember of this dream is that it took place during the day in maybe a fictional version of the city of D.

I met someone with light-color skin, I can not remember who or if they were male or female, and they invited me over to their house or somewhere.


Some Of My Coworkers At The BP Library Wearing Black Lives Matter (BLM) T-Shirts

Several months ago Chris Stuckmann on YouTube made a video called, The Japanimation Era – Retro Rewind, about some of the older Japanese anime that he saw when he was a kid.

Some of those anime films I had not seen yet so I decided to download the first one he mentioned, which was called They Were Eleven, and I did not expect to like this older anime because I thought that I would not like the 1980s visual style and I thought that the dubbing would be terrible and I assumed that the anime would not have aged well and I have never heard of this anime before.


A Mercenary Training Camp

Dream 1

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place inside a multi-story windowless school building where I was a student with a class of other students, including a few of my former classmates like my former male classmate BM, and our teacher was a man with white skin.

I remember my class walking to move to another classroom on an upper floor, at some point we reached a classroom but we possibly got separated from our teacher and/or part of the class, and we were not sure if we were in the correct classroom or not.

I remember us talking and waiting until some of us decided to investigate so I left to find our teacher and/or the rest of the class and/or the correct classroom, and I remember walking into another classroom of students where I met a few of my former classmates like maybe my former female classmates PP and SM.

But that is all that I can remember of this dream even though I know that there was more before, during, and after this.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it took place during the day and I was attending a mercenary training camp for some unknown or forgotten reason(s), the mercenary training camp offered at least three different levels of the camp with each level having a certain name and being taught or led by a certain instructor whose names were written on the sign that I was reading next to the names of each level of the camp, and I assume that the three levels were basic and intermediate and advanced but those were my guesses because the names were more like code-names.

There were a variety of people there outside and inside several buildings but I do not remember seeing any women but I could be wrong, some had mercenary and/or police and/or military and/or security et cetera experience, but some of us did not.

This training camp was probably very condensed but probably got longer as the levels rose and was probably focused on quickly getting rid of the people not fit for mercenary life, and so the basic course was mostly tests it seemed.

It seemed that most people did not make it through each level so finishing each level was a rare thing and finishing all the levels would gain you a lot of respect and look good on your résumé and would increase your chances of getting jobs, and the training got more dangerous each level so some people would get hurt and killed at increasing rates each level.

The basic level instructor that I remember was a man with white skin who seemed to be a former special forces soldier, one of the first tests and questions was about if we had killed anyone or anything and how and why and we had to prove it, and maybe we had to kill someone or someone or we were tricked into thinking that we were.

They were clearly trying to let people know that the mercenary life is different and that you would need to be ready and able and willing to kill and that the normal rules and morals did not matter, and so this test caused most people to quit; but someone how I made it through probably by talking my way out of it, but I can not remember.

I can not remember the rest of the basic course or how long it was, it seemed very short and mostly focused on narrowing down to people who were ready for the next level, and somehow I finished the basic course and I signed up for and started the intermediate course which was taught or led or started by a somewhat thick man with light brown or yellow-white skin who seemed to be from an island country or Hawaii.

We started inside one of the buildings on an upper floor with some windows as the only source of light in a classroom, our first test was a mental and emotional and social et cetera test where we were to visualize a woman whose only son (child) had just died and we were to put our hands on her head as she cried about the death of her son and we were to smash-in her skull with our hands and smash-up her brains with our hands, and then after visualizing this he asked each of us several questions while watching and listening closely to each of us respond looking for reasons to fail us (being too emotional, hesitating too long, lying, et cetera).

I remember not wanting to do this and hesitating but I did this visualization exercise, which was not easy, and then I answered his questions.

I remember almost crying and my voice breaking a bit but I calmed myself, I was honest about not wanting to do it and not liking it and feeling emotional after, but that I was able to calm myself.

In my visualization I remember seeing the pain and horror and tears and sadness in the woman’s eyes as I smashed in her skull with my hands and smashed up her brains with my hands, it was terrible and I felt terrible during, and afterward.

I gave him very detailed and honest and interesting responses to his questions, he was going to fail me at first because of my emotional response but my responses interested him and he seemed to see some potential in me, and so he passed me on to the next test and exercise; but many did not pass.

The next test and exercise was outside where there was a tall wooden wall where most of us had to stand on while one person stays on the ground as each of the people on the top shoot an arrow or crossbow bolt attached to a rope or cable at the person on the ground, and the person on the ground had to catch the arrow or bolt to pass the test.

This looked very dangerous and difficult so I guess most people would probably quite, fail, get hurt, or die during this test; but I woke up as we were starting to climb to the top.

Dream 3

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that I was inside a house talking with my mom and brother GC when I saw a small insect fly in front of them on the floor, it looked like a baby cockroach (roach), and so I asked my mom and my brother GC if they saw it.

I found it and it seemed to be a baby roach so I tried to kill it, but that is all that I can remember of this dream.

Dream 4

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that I was at a swimming pool during the day that looked somewhat like the MS University swimming pool, I was standing near the pool ladder/steps talking to a man who was in the water, and after talking to him I was going to swim so I walked to a bench to take off my clothes and put them on it.

I had swimming trunks on but I realized that I had several layers of T-shirts on oddly so I started removing them until I got to the last T-shirt when something happened that I can not remember, and I ended up walking to a hallway behind a door to talk with a woman.

We got attacked by a strange very aggressive rat-like animal or creäture that bit the woman on the arm, I knocked it to the ground and I stomped on its head and my foot decapitated its head, and then the man in the swimming pool and a male lifeguard with white skin ran over to see what happened.

I told them what happened and that we needed to get the woman medical attention and get her to a doctor because the rat-like creäture was probably infected with something, but I woke up as the woman was bleeding from a small bite wound on her arm.

The end,

-John Jr


A Trashy College

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Source: Wikimedia Commons

Dream 1

I went to bed late again last night and I slept well and deeply and I had some clear dreams, but I ended up only remember part of the end of my last two dreams.

All that I can remember of the end of this dream from last night is that I was in a fictional city that somewhat reminded me of the city of LC during the day, and my mom and I were driving around.

At some point my mom possibly dropped me off or I used my own automobile while she drove somewhere else, eventually my automobile probably broke down on the side of the highway near a fictional technical college and/or community college (this seemed like a very hands-on college where people got to learn how to do things by actually doing things, and so I saw mechanic-like shops and welding shops et cetera) that somewhat reminded me of the S Technical Community college in the city of LC, and I probably walked along the highway by the college trying to find someone who could help me fix my automobile.

The college was in the worst condition of any college that I have ever seen in my life or maybe even in a dream, there was trash all over the ground and rats and mice et cetera, and I remember walking around the trash and rats and mice until I reached an automotive-like shop where I heard work being done.

I saw a tall and large and muscular man with whitish colored skin with orangish colored hair and facial hair working on an automobile, and then I saw my former male classmate JC working on something as well; and I greeted my former classmate JC.

My former classmate JC had no shirt on and he had hair on his chest and stomach and he had a muscular build but he was obese now as well, so he was the biggest that I have ever seen him before, and I was surprised to see how much he had changed.

We walked and talked to my automobile to see if he could help me fix it, he was attending this college and learning to fix automobiles I think, but I woke up.

Dream 2

All that I can remember of this dream from last night is that it was pretty long and it took place during the day and it involved a very long building with many hallways and rooms that was a combination of several houses, college dorms, a medical clinic, and maybe more; and this building went across several yards and properties, including E Manor, and maybe a somewhat fictional version of my parent’s house or it stopped close to my parent’s house.

This building was so long that I spent most of the dream walking around it trying to find a bathroom where I could take a shower, for some reason I was sweaty and needed a shower like I had exercised, and I wanted to go to the medical clinic for a checkup.

As I walked around I saw college students, former classmates of mine, my mom’s side of the family seemed to be having a family gathering in the parts of the building where E Manor should be, people at the medical clinic, and maybe some of my family at my parent’s house or the parts of the building where my parent’s house should be.

I wanted to take a shower first but I was having some kind of difficulty finding a shower or something like that so I stopped at the medical clinic hoping to get my medical checkup, but there was a group of people waiting in the waiting room; and one of these people was an obese woman with whitish colored skin with long brownish colored hair, and I remember her talking to the nurses about something.

I waited briefly but the wait would be too long so I left to continue looking for a shower, at some point I remember walking around with my T-shirt off because maybe I had finally found a shower in one of the bathrooms, and I remember walking shirtless past my former female classmate FS.

I forget to mention that before this I briefly talked with some of my family members from my mom’s side of the family who were having a family gathering, they were all over the place so it was hard to avoid them, but I kept walking after briefly talking with them.

At some point I reached the end of the building and I walked through my parent’s yard and into my parent’s house or their part of the building, I was probably going to take a shower, but I saw Trevaunn (Trey) Richards and Jae Richards from 4YallEntertainment playing soccer (football) in my parent’s yard and I saw someone else playing American Football in the yard.

I already needed a shower and I wanted to play some sports too so I was going to go play soccer (football) and American Football with them, I forgot to mention that there were some openings along the house or hallway that went into the yard, and I stepped on the grass to join them; but I wanted to get my medical checkup, and so I tried to decide if I should go back to do that first or do that after playing sports and taking a bath but I woke up.

The end,

-John Jr


A Special Forces Unit Near My Parent’s House?

I slept pretty well last night but I woke up one or more times feeling like I had to use the bathroom and I had remembered part of one or more dreams but I did not get out of bed to go use the bathroom and I did not think about or voice record my dream or dreams, I went back to sleep, and the feeling of still having to use the bathroom probably interrupted my sleep and dreams several times; and so I forgot all of my dreams except for barely part of my last dream that I can barely remember.

I barely remember part of the end of the dream, I remember sitting in my automobile parked in a parking lot of what looked like a grocery store next to a small highway surrounded by woods/a forest during maybe a gray day, and there were other automobiles and a few people going in and out of the grocery store; and something clearly happened before this part of the dream that I can not remember, but I can not remember the beginning or the middle of the dream.