I barely remember part of two dreams from last night with the first dream taking place during the day in a fictional area at a multi-story apartment building, I was with some of my family and we came across a man who looked like a bit like a slightly older Tate Langdon from the TV show American Horror Story: Murder House & what was left of his family and/or people from his apartment building, and it seemed like most of the people in the area were dead or gone like a disaster of some kind had happened & part of my family & I were trying to find a safe place.
We came to this apartment building hoping to find safe shelter and Tate & the few people with him explained the situation to us, most or all the people in the building were dead or gone & maybe a few zombies/infected peopled/whatever were still inside the building, and so Tate asked me to help him search & clear the entire building of zombies; and I said yes & he gave me two pistols that might have been .45 caliber Colt M1911s, and he had a black colored 12 gauge pump-action shotgun that might have been a Mossberg 500.
I barely remember part of one long dream that seemed to take place in a dream world from a past dream that I might have never typed before or I had false memories of having dreamed of this dream world before, either way some of the dream characters seemed to have remembered me from a past dream of this dream world, and the dream took place in the same building from the past dream or false memory which reminded me of the old abandoned PL Grocery Store/general store combined with a recreational/club-like building where people can hang-out.
In the past dream or false memory of this dream world I think that I entered the building, and several gangs controlled territory in the building; and each gang tried to get me to join them, but I kept refusing.
I think that the most violent and powerful gang & their leader tried to recruit me, I turned them down as well, and so their leader probably got angry & he probably tried to have me murdered; and so I probably fought to survive, I survived, and I might have eventually killed their leader in combat.
This would have made me the new leader but I probably refused the job/position, and I probably told the gang to break-up/stop being a gang & go help the world; but I am not sure if they did or not, but that is what I think happened in the past dream of this place or my false memory of this place.
In last night’s dream I entered the building seeing several groups of people hanging out in sitting areas at the front of the building, the middle of the building had some of the old grocery/general store parts, and the back of the building was separated with its own wall like the back of the store where boxes/stuff were stored except that this area was bigger & had its own store parts/areas & hang-out areas/rooms & this is where most of the gangs were.
Some of the dream characters seemed to remember me and all the gangs once again wanted me to join them, I guess I was a hero/well-known for having survived against the most violent & powerful gang & I defeated/killed their leader, and so I had gang members trying to bribe me/beg me/intimidate me into joining their gangs.
Some of the gangs even sent spies to spy on me & the other gangs to see what they would offer me to join and to see which gang I would join, but I kept refusing to join any of the gangs again; but they kept trying.
The most violent & powerful gang & their leader tried to get me to join them, their leader sent one of his gang members who looked like Tate Langdon from the TV series American Horror Story: Murder House who reminds me of someone trying to look a bit like the singer Kurt Cobain to try to get me to join their gang, and Tate seemed like a weak but nice guy; but I refused their offer, and so Tate returned to the leader of his gang with the news.
The leader of their gang, which was the most violent & powerful gang, got very angry & he probably sent Tate & some other of his gang members to intimidate me or kill me; and Tate did not like the leader of his gang & was probably often bullied by him, and Tate seemed to have a split personality or hid his true self.
Normally Tate seemed like a weak but nice guy, but his true self or part of him was crazy/violent/evil/et cetera; and this side of him came out or he finally stopped hiding it, and instead of following his leaders orders to intimidate or kill me he decided to assassinate the leader of his gang.
I guess Tate felt that trying to kill me now was too risky/likely to fail and was a waste of time/talent, so he decided that he would kill the leader of his gang & then he would be the new leader & he would start defeating some of the other gangs to control more territory & get more gang members before trying to deal with me, and so he went to a group of people hanging out in the front of the building who had briefly talked with me/threatened me earlier in the dream who seemed dangerous to me & I did not trust them.
This group of people were a gang who only controlled part of the front of the building in the lobby, so they were not a major gang & they did not look like a gang & they did not have their own area in the back of the building like the major gangs, but they looked dangerous like a combination of members of white supremacist racist groups / militia groups / hunters / a few former soldiers / et cetera who also used chewing tobacco.
Tate either killed the leader of his gang before going to this gang or after getting this gang to join him, either way Tate got this gang to join him to combine his gang and their gang, and after Tate killed the leader of his gang & became the new leader the members of that small gang became his main gang members in their new combined gang.
Tate and his new larger gang then started killing some of the leaders of other gangs, and destroying some of the other gangs breaking the mostly peaceful balance between the gangs; and Tate no longer acted like a weak but nice guy, and he acted very crazy/violent/evil/et cetera.
Some of the survivors of some of the defeated gangs & members of the former weakest/most peaceful gang whose leader was recently killed and some non-gang members who were afraid of Tate & his gang, decided to have a meeting to form a new gang, and they forced/tricked me into the meeting; and they tried to force me to be the leader of their new gang by all voting me as their new leader, but I refused.
I told them that they should not form a gang using my usual reasons and because Tate & his gang would be more likely to kill/attack them if they started a new gang, because Tate wanted to control more territory/gang members/et cetera, and so he was defeating/destroying anyone/any gang in his way; but they would not listen to me, and a man from the former weakest/most peaceful gang became the leader of this new gang.
I left the meeting which took place on the right side of the building in the back area where the major gangs have territory, outside of the room I saw a man with whitish colored skin with short length hair standing guard facing an opening from the back side that led to the meeting room, and outside the door to the front of the building was a woman with dark brownish colored skin with black colored medium length hair standing guard; but I noticed that neither of them were properly positioned or prepared for an attack, and there were not enough of them so I gave them some recommendations.
I told them that having armor & weapons might be a good idea, that they needed at least one or two more people standing guard with someone watching the man’s back facing the door that led to the front of the building & someone guarding the door to the meeting room from behind cover or behind the door, I told the woman that she should stand guard from behind the door in an ambush position where she could hide to avoid being an easy target or go to the front of the building to blend in with the other people in the front/lobby of the building watching for anyone approaching the door so that she could warn the other guards when someone was approaching so that they could be ready, and then I started walking out toward the front of the building; and the woman who was guarding the door decided to follow my advice to move to the front/lobby of the building to blend in with the other people to watch the door from there to warn the other guards if someone approaches.
Before we got far from the door we heard a lot of noise in the front of the building in the lobby, like an attack had just happened with some people screaming, and we went to investigate; and we found a murdered woman with dark brownish colored skin with black colored medium-length hair like the woman who had guarded the door, the woman who had guarded the door & I knew the dead woman, and the dead woman had been a member of the former weakest/most peaceful gang but after the gang’s leader was killed she decided not to join the new gang that was just formed.
Witnesses said that gang members from Tate’s gang killed the woman in front of everyone in the lobby, I guess they assumed that she had joined the new gang that was just formed or they killed her since she was a former gang member, so I guess maybe Tate had a spy or two watching the meeting.
Tate and his gang were clearly out-of-control, attacking even non-gang members now, and so I decided that Tate & his gang needed to be stopped; and so I decided that I would help stop Tate & his gang, but I made it clear that I would not join any gang.
I just wanted to stop the unnecessary violence and bring back a more peaceful balance, and hopefully eventually all the gangs would break-up/no longer exist; and so I went to tell the new gang of my plans to help give them advice and get the other gangs & non-gang members to help us stop Tate & his gang, but I woke up.
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