Not Feeling Like Doing Anything & Forgotten Dreams

I did not get enough sleep last night, I got in bed very late & I had to wake up for work in the morning, I woke up feeling tired & numb like I did not care about doing anything (I did not care about dreaming, sleeping, recording my dreams, getting up for work or getting out of bed, or even staying in bed), so I stayed in bed as long as I could, I barely got myself out of bed, and I did not record any of the dreams that I remembered throughout the night.

I know that some of my dreams were impacted by how I felt in the real world & with me trying to stay in bed as long as I could even though it was not helping the tiredness or numbness of not wanting to do anything, and so the dreams somehow incorporated this in the dreams in ways that I can not remember.


Fighting & Healing People

This was an interesting dream that I unfortunately can not remember parts of so many details are missing, and it was probably inspired by something that I thought of as I read some of Moment’s book Blessed: A Trip Through Belize and a super random thought / daydream that crossed my mind as I was folding towels before going to bed that was about a what-if scenario about my nephew CC going missing and me learning that I have the power to sense and partly see where he is by closing my eyes and taking a deep breath while focusing on trying to find him (I have no idea why this random thought / daydream came to me while folding towels 😀 ).

Part of the dream took place late in the afternoon outside somewhere where there was a variety of people as I walked through this area I assume, there was a man with dark-color skin who was older and bigger than me who had some fighting experience and hand-to-hand combat training, and at some point he attacked me from behind when I was not looking and when I was probably walking away.


The Twenty Fifteen Theme + Needing To Urinate + Being Tired + The WWE + Jerry Lawler = ?

Dream 1

I forgot all of my dreams from last night, except for barely part of two dreams.

All that I can remember of the first dream is that it involved three main themes that took place over two or more days: looking at the beta version of the Twenty Fifteen WordPress theme on other people’s blogs, needing to urinate but never urinating, being tired, and watching and then being in the WWE.


Sad In The Dark


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Last night I only remember parts of my last dream.

I was chatting with my online contact/friend from Germany (German) NF, and she had her webcam on.

I do not remember her saying much or what she even said at all, but some reason I felt that she was mad and/or sad.

On the webcam her room was dark, and she was laying by a fireplace with a blanket.

Her head was closer to the fireplace, like she was using the area closer to the fireplace as a pillow.

She was laying there looking very sad, like she had cried and was depressed.

She had either a wireless keyboard or she was using a laptop, I can not remember.

She looked like she was cold and her eyes looked tired, like she had cried a lot.

I was wondering what was wrong, but then I woke up.

The end,
-John Jr 🙂